“Huntress taught you to communicate?”

25+ | she/her | first nations | two-spirit • hi im nala and im traumatized by the rez and my fam • personal vents w occasional yippees and ooohhs !!! (i miss being a fandom blog 😔)

[miunala]

if any old/current tumblr mutuals wanna add me on discord just send me an ask/dm and ill get back to u !!!

[miunala]

god i havent felt the urge to sh this strongly in SOOO many months its kinda crazy, like im starting to reach that “why am i even clean in the first place its not like it rly matters!!” thought process that usually leads to it happening!!

im so tired!! so many things are happening that i just want a semblance of normalcy before everything changes!! but things are already changing!!!!!!!! and im feeling sad about that!!!!

[fairycosmos]

my 5 year plan? find the energy to use my human body to participate in the world in some form or fashion

[jesuschristssupernova]

this coffee tastes like i can still have a beautiful life

[miunala]

im gonna celebrate something tmi okay like legit tmi just ignore this BDJDBDJ

I CAME WITH JUST MY FINGERS HELL YEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

on my way to learning my own body more!!!!!!!!🥹🥹🥹

[miunala]

cw masturbation (LOL)

so like, recently ive been exploring more with self-pleasure and thought to myself today, “okay, lets try this with just fingers”, bc i read smut where a character got off with clit stimulation via fingers, and thats just never been achievable to me…i usually use vibes bc its quicker?? and when i initially tried, it felt like nothing to me…

but this time i warmed myself up a bit and went for it…i didnt finish but exploring the feeling for some minutes lowk got so overwhelming with just my hand that i had to stop before i could get there😭 and then when i stopped i couldnt get back so i ended up using the vibe anyways just to get it over with LMAO… idk how ppl use just their hand😭 but i guess its just hard for me bc ive always just used the toy

gonna read up more on this sometime bc curious LOL…at least it helped w my period cramps

[miunala]

normally im super pissed at my sister when she gets up to her usual bullshit and despite the property damage arguably being WORSE than last time (not to mention the physical assault and emotional damages) all i can think this time is “well. you guys BOUGHT her home. i *told* you to try and get hotel security to get her out of your room when she wouldnt leave, but you didnt, and she wormed her way back home with you guys, which lead to this conclusion.”

but im just a bitter daughter whose parents couldnt protect her from this exact behavior :) my parents have my sympathies. but only to an extent😌👍

[miunala]

i got accepted into a college program for this fall !!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[rodysrollerskates]

Local teens steal msi cd and face severe consequences

[miunala]

im home (kpop demon hunters ao3 works tagged with suicide)

[miunala]

every time i dream of my older cousin she looks so peaceful, despite how she left us

[miunala]

in my real life, people have been noting that i look/seem happier lately, and the truth is im not really, but it makes me relieved to know im perceived that way. like im still able to be me, even while anxiety picks away at my brain

[papayajuan2019]

paper and pen seems so powerful now. on account of all the. surveillance

[marmorada]

[miunala]

2026 starts in march btw. if u didnt know already

[vampirezogar]

Anyone else fuck with individual songs? Who is the artist? I dunno. What album is it from? Shut up. What year was it released? *tim allen grunt* What's the title of the track? Fuck you. But it goes like this: *poorly memorized chorus*

I love that song. Do not ask me anything about it.

[miunala]

i miss baxter so much, i miss our morning cuddles, i miss whispering her name and hearing her chirp in response, i miss sunny outdoor tea on the deck with her, brushing her, playing with her, existing with her. she was my home and took a part of me with her, im just now starting to mourn that, its so hard😭 things wont feel normal ever again because that normal is past now. i need to find a new one. and by doing that it just reminds me of what i lost…i really dont know what to do except cry😭

[miunala]

very rarely i go through my old pictures…because yes i can remember the moment i took, but i also remember how i felt taking the picture. late 2020 early 2021, so many photos i open and just. immediately remember how hard i was trying to just be normal, when it felt like my anxiety was eating me alive

it was so hard back then. id never want to go back to it, but when times were calm, it really was the best T-T i had so much less obligations back then…