Day three of walking with a limp because of chronic pain. So much for wanting to go back to school for the LVN and then the RN program 😒
Depression is hitting worse every day the pain advances but on the bright side. My boyfriend is very supportive and takes care of me every day. Especially on the days when the pain flares up to the point where the Naxproxen won't actually help with the pain much.
Honestly, I'm so lucky to have him because Frank is so gentle and loving. Even on the days when my mental health gets affected so much that im experiencing almost daily auditory and visual hallucinations because of the depression. Yet he stays by my side for hours until I give the “Im fine now”. Without him, I truly wouldn't have any stability in my life. I'm grateful for him and I love him so much. I'm just glad he doesn't give me that pity look that everyone gives me when I mention anything like this. It's just genuine care and worry in his eyes. Not pity. Not him looking down on me. Or even trying to force me into the mindset of im too young for this.
Instead he does research on how he can help me more often and even asks how he can help. He tries to understand as much as he can since Frank knows that he isn't the one experiencing this. But he tries and that is good enough for me ❤️











