Thoughts at Midnight

Pharmacist | PH |  

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Wrong cup of coffee

Went for a nap this afternoon right after my morning duty and then I decided to get a half of the coffee (3 in 1) which is the easiest way to get a rush after a nap. I looked at the clock after I finished my cup and realized its too late for a coffee its already pass 6pm and that is why its already 2:30am and still awake! Thanks a lot. Now, I have things in my head that I would wish to tell to someone, but the someone is just plain pissed at me. Yes, my bestfriend.

I’d wanted to write whats going to my head but I don’t know where to start, seriously. Possible its about me trying to be independent but still ends up me wanting to go out. I’m considering that my bestfriend might not be with me every weekend but damn its hard. I don’t know who to hangout with or who to invite to go to somewhere, I just don’t know. I’m pissed. I’m pissed because I was too dependent on my bestfriend who was always around but now is trying to avoid me, I think. (that story is for another time) 

At this point, I think we’re preparing (the both of us) for the future. My bestfriend might possible be working in abroad after some time next year or so. I think we need to adjust as soon as possible. I don’t know what happening to me, but I think this might me a panic attack plus this coffee doubling it.

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Rotaract Club of Manila Metro to joing our project “Toys For the Little Juans” this coming weekend at Tingloy Island, Batangas!

Because we know that it is a happy talent to know how to play, the Rotaract Club of Manila Metro in partnership with the Rotaract Club of Manila Bay will be sharing toys to 100 kids in Tingloy Island, Batangas. Play with us on Saturday, 9-11am at Brgy. 13, Poblacion 1, Tingloy, Batangas. For questions, feel free to contact ASP Dhona at 0936 929 6728 or Project Head Shanen at 0905 166 5570.

THIS CAN BE AN EARLY CHRISTMAS FOR THE KIDS! COME AND JOIN US!

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Giraffe Selfie is the best! 😍 When in Coron

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A book mark and at the same time a simple reminder 😊 love it! #rotaractmanilametro

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Say you'll never let me go~

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Lets Restart

For a the past few weeks it has been a struggle to keep the relationship strong and unbroken, but this weekend bought us back to what we have now and the happiness that we both bring each other out. We almost gave up, but we decide to restart. 

The cycle of in a relationship.

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marry me. let’s spend our week nights eating cereal on the floor when there is a perfectly fine table behind us. we can go to the movies and sit in the back row just to make out like kids falling in love for the first time. marry me. we’ll paint the rooms of our house and get more paint on us than the walls. we can hold hands and go to parties we end up ditching to drink wine out of the bottle in the bathtub. marry me. and slow dance with me in our bedroom with an unmade bed and candles on the nightstand. let me love you forever. marry me.

Unknown  (via bl-ossomed)

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Oia Village in Santorini, Greece

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Someday

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Sabi ko Oatmeal lang ang kakain ko ngayon gabi, pero mukhang nagrereklamoo tiyan ko ngayon. More pa daw...

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Take your time, but don’t waste your time

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When at an early stage, you already saw your disappointments in life 😂

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Too young to own a Pharmacy

Right now I’m in a bit of dilemma on choosing to own a pharmacy or be an underpaid employee in a company/hospital/institution. 

I am now unemployed because I recently graduated from my post-grad studies and it has been a month. I was so used to being busy and not having a lot of free time, and let me just say I’m so not used to this. My parents and I, since last year we have been discussing of putting up a pharmacy in our village which we think was a good location and its now on going for construction but then something got me thinking. Owning a Pharmacy is a big deal! You got your time on your hands, you control everything and you are your boss. There are some perks when you’re the boss obviously! But at an age of 23, I don’t think I’m destined to own or manage a pharmacy just yet. Yes! I would love to, someday maybe in my early 30s but not while I’m still young and I think I need to learn a lot more before I can handle people and manage my own to have a successful pharmacy in the future. Its a growing and evolving profession, I can’t just be drifted away and left behind. I’m still grinding and striving for that fulfillment or satisfaction when I’m practicing my profession, even though we pharmacist don’t to earn much here and get appreciated too, I still need to be exposed more to experiences and events that could help in the future. 

While writing the above paragraph, I thought of a decision. Funny thing is that by blogging it, it helped me decide. Well what about that. :)

I may be backing away from blessing but I think I need to be more patient. 

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Yes, I do :(

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Dried but still a beauty.

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Cuz I'm bored again, back to baking and eating 😊 I want choco chip, my mom wanted walnut...and so I just mixed them both 😄 no hate just love haha

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