in book 23, patroclus reveals that he and achilles used to “take sweet counsel, apart from the others”. they used to converse with each other away from the rest. they likely shared a number of inside jokes, one always turning to the other when they wanted to relate a funny anecdote. little things known only to them.
until one day, achilles hears something amusing, bringing a smile to his face after a long time. he turns, on instinct, to share it with patroclus. only to realise patroclus is no longer there.











