I need reassurance the way other people need air and I hate myself for that.

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I need reassurance the way other people need air and I hate myself for that.
So alone and lost, you just don’t understand the depth of loneliness that I feel
i cant even pretend like i'm not hurt. i am. i'm too sensitive. i'm too vulnerable. i get hurt easily. i'm afraid of everything and everyone. i take everything seriously. i dont want to put on an act
i’m always preparing for the moment I become too much.
“I want a bond so tight that even on bad terms u still run to me 1st.”
— Unknown
I wish people liked me the way I like them.
Your texts and calls slowly left
Not knowing you’d take everything away
After sitting alone for hours
I realized it all sounded the same
I guess you were never really here
In the end I’m always alone
Just wishing you felt the way I did
Enough to pick up the phone
im not anyone's first choice. im not anyone's favorite. people may tell me i mean a lot to them and that im special to them but i know there's someone they'll always choose over me
sometimes it feels like I was never meant to exist.
I keep my feelings unexpressed so they can’t be rejected.
I hate that the feeling of emptiness persists no matter what I do.
— Frank Bidart, from Half-light: Collected Poems; "End of a Friendship"
“Mental illness is like fighting a war where the enemy’s strategy is to convince you that the war isn’t actually happening.”
— Unknown
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