valko as the new love interest will be very interesting and i'm VERY excited about him for three things:
his myth, his exclusive OSTs, and his bond story with mc
he's a very new character and has never been mentioned in the main story except world underneath so i'm very anticipated on what he'll be showing 👀 second, infold has done a great job with the exclusive OSTs for each li and i'm most specially excited for this because his music will reflect his character and personality in his romance route. third i am likely predicting that the bond story will be a first meet story since i don't think they have any past relationship but we'll see!
they did not just made a zayne card based on my favorite film. of all time. what do you mean we're getting a PRIDE AND PREJUDICE based story for zayne 😭
synopsis: even in the darkness, the light emitting from the nightstand creates an ambience that heightens the unending atmosphere that is heavy with tension. the neglect of the food leaves it cold on the dinner table, wasting the precious effort of xavier buying dinner for the two of you. but does it really matter? does it matter if he's currently devouring your fingers like this? does it matter if he's drinking in the sight of you like this? does it matter if he's feasting on the situation until you ravish each other to the point of reaching the limit of satisfaction? [read on ao3.]
pairing: shen xinghui (xavier) x afab!reader
length: 4.7k words
tags: alternative universe, roommates au, roommates to lovers, no evol abilities, 18+ MDNI, smut, explicit sexual content, plot what plot/porn without plot, porn with feelings, teasing, vaginal fingering, kissing, sucking, dirty talk, praise kink, blowjob, oral sex (male receiving), riding, vaginal sex, penis in vagina sex, penetrative sex, sudden confessions, fluff
‹ previous chapter.
this containts 18+ content, minors do not interact.
xavier's words ring in your head, and it's already enough for you to drop to your knees as if melted by burning hot flames. he wants to see you touch yourself in front of him. he wants to watch your fingers rub your folds until they're coated with your thick arousal.
yet your feet seem to be glued to the floor, failing to oblige with his command. he doesn't show signs of being a short-tempered man, just watching you sitting there on the foot of the bed, waiting for you to move.
he lifts his hand, gesturing you to come to him, and this time, you move. you get up from the bed and slowly walk your way towards him, feeling like you're about to get scolded by a professor. when you finally stand in front of him, xavier puts his hands on your waist. you shiver at the contact on your clothed torso. one layer away and you can feel the burning feeling of his skin on yours as you hear him ask, "let me help you undress, may i?"
his voice laces with honey, sweet enough that you nod quickly at the question. "you can take me here and now if you want to." the impulsivity of your thoughts conquers your words. this time, he smiles, and a hand moves up to cup your face. his hand is the perfect size to nuzzle on, as you press your cheeks harder against his palm, and you look at him with a needy expression. the adam's apple on his neck bulges, clearly enjoying the docility of your condition.
"i'll keep that in mind, but let's do it my way first."
before you register what's happening, his hands are already on your waistband around your hip. his thumb hooks on the elastic before he pulls them down, revealing your underwear and bare legs to him. you want him to touch you, to drag his hands on your skin until you burn, but he doesn't.
and then his fingers return to the hem of your underwear. you put a hand on his arm, and he doesn't nudge it away, letting you watch him pull the fabric down to your ankles as it falls on the floor. he does the same thing to your shirt, pulling it over your head and throwing it somewhere around the room. wanting to help, your hands fly to the hooks of your bra and unclasp them as the straps fall from your shoulders.
when he peels the last piece of clothing off you, you're entirely bare and exposed in front of him. you're sure you hear him mutter a curse, restraining himself from putting his hands all over your legs before you push yourself back to sit on the edge.
you teasingly open and close your legs to elicit a reaction from him. "do…you like what you see?" that's very bold of you to ask, carefully watching any changes in his expression, just so you can see how much he enjoys this as much as you do. the temptation to provoke him and put him on the edge, just so he snaps out and fucks you just as you need it.
"i do, and you're beautiful. so beautiful that i want to do everything you want me to do to you." he leans back on the chair, taking in such a heavenly view before him. his gaze, which fills with thirst, never leaves your sight, and you feel yourself burning from it even more.
"but you're gonna have to do the work before i put my hands on you again."
what a fucking bummer.
can't he just fuck you now?
"go on, lean back and spread those legs for me, starlight." starlight. what a privilege to earn a nickname coming from the xavier himself. the way it rolls on his tongue makes you see stars yourself.
you immediately oblige, relaxing in your position as you follow his words, leaning back and slowly spreading your legs to show your slick-coated pussy to him, and a groan finally draws out to his lips. you bite on your bottom lip to bask in the noise he makes, continuing to watch you put your fingers in your mouth to cover them with your saliva.
when you're done, you move them down to your core to touch yourself. your saliva sticks to your folds, combining with your wetness as you move your fingers in the same circular motion as before on your clit. it's you this time who lets out a whine, throwing your head back at the feeling of your digits evoking a sense of gratification out of your system.
you're so high on pleasure that you add more pressure on the pads of your fingers to create more friction, wanting to arrive at a crescendo under the spell you have cast. it further drowns you in intense satisfaction, and when you push them inside and hit the sweet spot, the frequency of your moans increases two times the normal volume.
"fuck, you're doing so well. keep going." xavier exhales, and you remind yourself that you have an audience who is watching and clearly content with the performance displayed just for him.
you move your head back to look at him. the love daze in your gaze meets his, and you see his hand palms on the tent of his bulge that's covered in his slacks.
he's so close yet so far away.
"please," you beg him, fingers still doing their wonders in you. "t-touch me, please, xavier. put your fingers inside me."
an offer so tempting that it's causing his restraints to shatter, and you wish it did. "careful," xavier growls, and god, you think you're getting wetter because of it. "you need to watch your words, you don't know what it's doing to me."
"then tell me, what are my words doing to you? what happens to you if i ask you to put me in my place for being a bad girl? if i ask you to fuck me raw and hard so that i can't feel my legs for the following days? if i ask you to knock me up until my belly swells with your load?"
maybe it's the vulgarity of your words, or your voice tinging with desire, that you hear something snapping in half.
xavier's movements are swift, coming over you like a lion about to devour its prey as he captures your hands in his grip and pulls your fingers out of your pussy. before you even get to say something, he seizes it around his mouth, feeling his tongue tasting the mix of your saliva and arousal. they're warm and moist, feeling the wet muscle lapping on your skin.
one thing about xavier is that he really doesn't look away, even when his tongue swirls and suckles on your digits.
even in the darkness, the light emitting from the nightstand creates an ambience that heightens the unending atmosphere that is heavy with tension. the neglect of the food leaves it cold on the dinner table, wasting the precious effort of xavier buying dinner for the two of you. but does it really matter? does it matter if he's currently devouring your fingers like this? does it matter if he's drinking in the sight of you like this? does it matter if he's feasting on the situation until you ravish each other to the point of reaching the limit of satisfaction?
xavier. the epitome of innocence. the cute roommate next door archetype. the depiction of every woman's ideal type—has a different, delicious, and intoxicating side of him that you're lucky enough to lay your eyes on.
a side of him that's only for you.
there's a sound popping just as he removes his mouth from your fingers, as his grip on your hand tightens, pulling it over his head before his lips catch yours.
moans escape from your mouths, needy and sloppy. your arms move around his neck to pull him closer, deepening the kiss and engulfing him in your shared breaths, melding together. you can taste yourself on his tongue when he slips it between your lips, and it makes you feel lightheaded and completely weak at the knees.
your mouths move with such vigor and want, and you're aware of how roughly passionate the kiss is, even feeling a soft sting on your lip when his teeth capture your bottom lip and scrape the tissue. you don't care, as long as he has you in his arms like this, it doesn't matter. his hands rest on each side of your face as he continues to kiss you with utmost eagerness, clearly dominating the pace of your tongues rolling over each other, while you obviously have no intention to protest over it.
you feel the bed dip beside you, feeling xavier's knee resting on it before he puts his weight over you, your back meeting the soft mattress. it forces both of you to pull away from the heated kiss, and your chest heaves heavily, gasping for air. however, you don't get to recover when xavier dips again for another round, already missing the way your lips feel on his.
he drags one hand from your neck down to your right boob and gives a light squeeze before dragging it further to caress the skin under your shirt, and you shiver as he moves it down below, touching your wet folds before two digits slowly press and enter inside you.
"oh my god—" you cry out, forcing yourself to break the kiss again. your hand quickly grabs his arm at the sensation of his fingers pushing in and out of you, rolling back your eyes at the contact. his fingers are so much better than you imagine them to be. they're longer, and they hit the spot deeper than what your fingers can reach. you continuously cry with pleasure, intoxicated with the way they curl inside, and they hit the spot that makes your hips stutter.
"'t feels so goough…" your vision blurs once more with tears that threaten to fall from your eyes. it's so good. he makes you feel so good. you're in a state of euphoria that slowly consumes you whole. it burns you entirely from every thrust of xavier's fingers into you.
"yeah?" he whispers into your ear, with no plan to stop his fingers plunging deep into your cunt. "you like my fingers that much? do you want me to go faster, starlight?"
there it goes again. the nickname that's like sweet poison with a power to put you in a trance, to get you under your skin each time he calls you his starlight. you nod at him frantically, "yes—oh god, y-yes! please! go faster, please."
xavier can tell that you're close by the way you guide your hands enclosed around his wrist to fasten the pace, and your drawn-out moans, combining with your short breaths. he understands the signal and proceeds to finger fuck you with a speed so fast that you arch your back and curl your toes in unison. "xav—ngah! i'm gonna—"
"come for me. come on my fingers, just like that." your cries of bliss become music to his ears, as he moves to bring his forehead to rest on yours.
the flames build back up in your stomach, continuing where you left off a while ago before any of this happened. the surge of its blazing fire rushes to every part of you, finally coming to the extent of falling over, reaching to the furthest point of the apex, until you shudder. you've never come so hard like that like any other night before from just xavier's fingers.
your legs continue to spasm under him while he tries to soothe you down from your climax. when you flutter your eyes open, you find his starry blue eyes and his parted lips in awe at your wrecked condition.
"let…" you pant out, trying to regain your strength as you finish, "let me help you out too."
with all your power left, you push xavier to the side of the bed as you hoist your leg up over to trap him under you. he grunts at the sudden action. nevertheless, an exciting sense of delight overwhelms him at your want of control over him.
"don't get too cocky now." he warns you, but you don't listen to him, hands wandering down to his slacks, your fingernails tracing over his blouse that's asking for it to be free before stopping at the belt around his waist, playfully tapping on it.
and then you see it.
his rock-hard cock covered under his slacks.
you lick your lips in anticipation before you hear xavier rasping, "i'm warning you, starlight."
it was an implication that he's putting you in your place, that he is the one in control. you know deep inside that even with forewarning, he's enjoying the attitude you're putting on that will soon backfire when he gets the chance.
"what? i only want to undress you." you reason as you unbutton his blouse, one button at a time. you tear the fabric away from his torso, revealing his toned chest and abs. with him beneath you like this, you'd stare at him all day and all night.
"gawking much?"
"if i said no, would you believe me anyway? it's so unfair that i'm the one who's naked here, and you're fully clothed." you slowly unbuckle the leather belt on him, pulling it away and throwing it aside. it makes a clunk sound just as it falls to the floor. your fingers fly over to the zipper, and you look at him one more time before teasingly pulling it down.
"it's only fair that i want to be equal with you." you're so thirsty, and you want to taste him so bad. you tug the waistband down to his knees, and oh. lord. your eyes can't believe it when it sets on the painfully large erection covered in his boxers that's stained with his precum.
"fuck," you say, placing your hands on the length and suddenly xavier twitches when you grip it. "shit. star, your hands—" you don't listen to him when you pull the boxers down. he hisses, his cock springs free from the tightness of his underwear as you inhale sharply.
he's so fucking big.
how much can you take if that thing is in your mouth? how much more can you take if it tries to fit inside you?
your mouth isn't the only thing that's drooling right now.
xavier watches your reaction, how your eyes widen, how your lips part open. he lets out a soft chuckle that catches your attention.
"judging by the way you look, i can tell that you like what you see, am i right?" and just as you affirm that you indeed love it, he lets you willingly touch him. the way your hands feel around his length sends shivers down his spine. it sends shivers down your spine. you pull the foreskin down to reveal the swelling head that continues to spill out precum from the slit. you moan at the thought, but for now, it's your mouth that will put him in paradise.
"can i give you head?" you ask, batting your eyelashes like you're some puppy waiting for their owner to give permission to eat their stick. your hand remains there on his cock, stroking it gently.
you definitely want that stick in your mouth. real bad.
"go on, take it, baby. make me feel good. you'll make me feel good, right?" xavier grabs your jaw to press a wet kiss on your lips before he gets you off of him. he shifts on the bed, pulling himself up to take a seat on the edge before you feel his hand pushing your shoulder down on the floor, making you get on your knees.
you face with the hard and red swelling head that's hot to the touch, and you feel yourself dripping from your pussy, craving for that dick to be inside you at any moment. with no decorum left that will save you from your filthy attitude, you run your tongue from the base of his length up to the slit, tasting the saltiness that relishes your taste buds.
xavier shakily breathes out, and there you swallow the wet head and swirl your tongue around. maybe even give him kitten licks to add stimulation, and it's not a shaky breath that escapes his lips but a low, delicious whine. "a-ahg—" his hand moves to grab a fistful of your hair from the back, and you can feel his nails digging lightly into your scalp.
you don't stop there, as you shove your mouth further down, stopping where you know you'll gag since you don't have a good gag reflex yourself when it comes to blowjobs. so, you pull your mouth up, kissing and sucking the head and then back to swallowing it down until you set a good rhythm, bobbing your head with a pace that makes xavier see stars.
"holy shit—starlight, your mouth feels so good."
echoes of his moans fill the room, reverberating around the walls inside the apartment, just like the other nights when you failed to conceal your own noises of pleasure from him. you sustain the movement of your mouth, stroking him with precision, as your hands grip on his thighs that tighten with every bob of your head.
then, his cock twitches inside your mouth, but you don't stop moving, allowing yourself to engulf him whole with your mouth. his hips stutter, bucking them to fuck your mouth, and you make loud gurgling noises of the stinging pain from the back of your throat as it begins to pool your eyes with tears for the third time.
he notices your discomfort almost immediately and yanks you away from his cock, a string of saliva and semen latches onto your lips as you move your gaze up to him. "f-fuck, come here—" he pulls you up and kisses you again, tasting himself on your tongue.
it's sloppier than last time, tongues are massaging and rolling over each other that you feel a gush of drool from the edge of your lips to your chin. you straddle him once more, pressing your wet bare mound on his length that's glazed with your saliva.
you moan, feeling it slotting itself between your folds when you grind on him. it's happening. your nerves begin to fill up with excitement as you watch his hand guiding his cock into your entrance. xavier breaks away from your lips and looks at you with a gaze that's asking for permission, “are you sure about this?” he asks, and you stare back with knowing consent, looking at him that's giving him the green light to proceed. “yes, please. i need you.”
your heartbeat pounds against your chest. it's fucking happening. you help him before putting your weight down, sinking slowly, and the length disappears inside you as you both let out loud and heavy gasps. your arms tighten around his neck at the temporary pain that soon turns into pleasure.
the girth is insane.
it's driving you mad.
he feels so big inside you that you feel yourself clenching around him, and he groans dangerously.
“d-does it hurt?”
"n-no, you feel so good." you say between ragged breaths, holding his face with your hand cradling his cheek. he reaches for your wrist and pulls it over for you to wrap it around his neck, doing the same to the other arm. "i could say the same thing to you. you're heaven around me."
another moan that draws out from you is obscene, filthy, and most importantly sweet in his ears. his hands go down on you to secure them on your ass cheeks. xavier lifts you up at ease, and you wail when his dick leaves your hole, but as you're about to complain, he shoves you down, plunging himself deep inside you without warning.
it triggers a very lewd moan out of you.
your nails dig into his skin, burying your head into his neck. you can't believe you made a sound like that. not that it ever happened to you at one point, but the embarrassment washes over you for moaning that way in his presence, sounding like it just came straight out of a pornographic video. xavier doesn't really mind, as long as it's him causing you to sound like that.
"do that again. i need to hear you moan like that." xavier pleads, accelerating the pace of his hips to thrust up into you to the hilt. every time he hits the same sweet spot, feeling the head of his cock hitting your walls is a wanton cry from you that's dirty to listen to. it’s like you've always done this together, like you both know exactly what to do.
"keep going, don't hold back." the rhythm of his pace goes faster in a frenzy that the intense skin slapping and wet noises you both make put you in a breathless and shaking state. both of you lose in the moment without a care anymore if someone in this complex walking past your apartment hears you.
it's a mistake when you suppress the noises through biting his neck, conscious of how you'll sound bad to him.
"no, i said, don't hold back. don't hide it from me, i need to hear them." he puts both of his hands to hold your jaw and removes you from your neck, pressing your sweaty forehead against his, so that you wouldn't have to hide them anymore, even if you want to.
"x-xavier—agh—oh my god!"
"see? you're so brave for moaning when i'm a room away, but when i'm finally here, fucking you like this, you want to be quiet?" xavier calls you out just like that, reminding you that the nasty habit of yours got you here in the first place.
you laugh through your moans, face red from him exposing you. as if your face hasn't always been red since the start. "a-as if you—fuck! stayed quiet when i…heard you—jerking off that night."
"what got into that head of yours when you d-decided to do it?"
"y-you. you were on my mind."
xavier's movements don't falter just as he looks at you, yet there’s something that makes him hesitant. there's something different in the way he has his gaze on you, and this time, the light appears. it's gentle and soft, and it's like drowning yourself in a sea of glinting stars and galaxies floating around you. you place your hands on each side of his face, the way he cradles yours with tenderness.
"i…all this time, from the moment we became roommates, there's never a day that you don't cross my mind. i tried showing my feelings through my actions, but you don't seem to take any of the hints. i-i wish i were more direct and tell you what i feel…and i guess i'm an idiot for that. i also didn't mean to lie that night, you were on my mind since that morning till the sky turned dark, and i…i couldn't help myself when my mind flashed to me holding you close like this, like i am more than what i am to you now."
in this heat of the moment, there's a sudden wave of fireworks bursting inside you. your heart beats against your chest so loudly that you wonder if he can feel it too. the way he stammers on his words, suddenly showing his declaration of his feelings—this confession is not what you expected at all during the course of intimacy. you feel so overwhelmed, but regardless, an emotion that's so positive it arises entirely in you.
xavier briefly looks away, unsure if he's gone too far from such a declaration. if he thinks and even feels the same way you regard him, then what are you waiting for?
"you have no idea how—how much i feel the same." a driving force has taken over you, and you initiate to take him to your lips, kissing him to show how much you wanted this, and how much you wanted him.
xavier takes this chance to flip your positions and have you lie on your back with him above you. he's not gentle this time, as he ruts into you in a pace so animalistic that the growing torrent deluge is on the brink of its pinnacle. he swallows every noise you make from the kiss, hoping to reduce the bruising pain of his hands on your waist and his brutal hips snapping into you.
"x-xavier i'm going to c—gonna come…!"
"fall for me, starlight. fall only for me."
and you do, coming on his cock as your whole body shudders at your release, writhing under him. he doesn't stop, even as you tremble through your second orgasm, but he follows short after, pulling out of you and spilling on your stomach before he falls to the bed beside you.
you both lie beside each other, catching your breath as the muscles ache in a way that feels new but good. as much as you're very much overjoyed, you’re fucking exhausted, you're sore as hell, and you're going to do some laundry with him this weekend.
xavier pants heavily beside you, and when you meet his eyes in the darkness, he pulls you in yet again for another kiss. you can't get enough of the tenderness and fondness of it, after all. the bedroom is all nothing but the sounds of smacking your lips together, and when the sounds turn into a quiet moment, you feel his lips ghosting over yours. “did we go overboard?”
“maybe too much.” there’s wakefulness in your tone, becoming conscious after the subsiding passion between you. “maybe we can try baking cookies for the tenants on this floor for compensation for being too…loud.”
“i doubt they'd even face us.” he remarks, as it dawns on him of the shameful noises from the two of you as well. “maybe we trust the soundproofing of the complex too much and took it for granted.”
both of you laugh together at the consequences, but even so, there's nothing you can do to change that anymore. the room falls silent for a moment as xavier fixates his gaze on you. no one breaks the silence, and you lie there facing him, wondering about the aftermath that will come when you wake up the next day. you feel the urge to reach out for his hand between you, yet you don't. what's going to happen to the two of you then?
he doesn't laugh, but you can see him shifting on the bed to rest his head on his hand. "and what is step ten, if i may ask?"
“i…” your voice catches his attention, “i didn't lie when i said that i feel the same. it wasn't a matter of saying it just for the sex to build up. yeah, i definitely said some things but i hope you do know that i really, really do like you too.”
"and i'm not lying when i said that you've been on my mind for god knows when. i…every piece of you is carved into my heart, mind, and soul. i hope you know that."
you can't contain yourself as your lips turn up, smiling harder. it's contagious, because you can see him smiling back before he speaks again, "when you come back from work tomorrow, may i take you out?"
you chuckle at his request, knowing that you won't ever decline. but dare say, it makes you laugh for one reason. "you know, in getting into a relationship, that should've been the first step. we skipped to step ten!"
you couldn't help but bring yourself closer to the man beside you, swinging your arm over his waist and nuzzling on his chest. "well, having sex with them, of course."
"mm, but i don't really regret doing this."
"neither do i." and you're glad, so glad that a silly incident results in an outcome you'd never expect and hope for.
“i reheated the food you brought back by the way, i'm sorry if we didn't get to eat it last night since we had our attention on something else...” you awkwardly address the elephant in the room to him the next morning at breakfast, as your hand lightly scratches the back of your neck, only acknowledging the food he'd taken out now.
xavier lifts his head up from the television, finding you behind him on the sofa he’s been sitting on.
“oh, right,” he pauses. one blink, then another. there's that innocent smile on his face again. “it's okay, starlight. i guess we worked up an appetite for something else.”
riding xavier’s thigh at the beach because you’re sooo needy and he’s tired but wants you to feel good and he has his hands on your hips slowly rocking you back and forth, flexing his quad slightly so that it rubs juuuust right against your clothed cunt.
“x-xavier,” you pant out, eyes shifting around the empty beach, “what if- hah- someone sees us?”
“let them see starlight, see how needy you are that you can’t even wait a couple minutes for me,” he whispers, nipping slightly at the shell of your ear. you moan at his words, burying your face deeper into the crook of his neck as you continue to grind pathetically against the muscle of his thighs.
“y-you’re too jealous for that,” you manage out, vision blurring as the coil in your belly grows tighter and tighter. xavier smiles at your words, fingers digging into the plump skin of your hips and helping you move a bit faster.
“you’re a smart girl, you think I’d let them see you like this and live?”
his words drive you over the edge, a strangled moan leaving your lips as you collapse onto him, chest heaving and legs burning from your ministrations. you’re body is glistening with sweat under the summer sun, xavier thinks you look delicious.
his tongue darts out, licking a small stripe up your neck before peppering kisses across your jawline.
“thought you were tired,” you mumble, smiling against his shoulder. you hear a low rumble from within his chest, already preparing yourself for what’s to come.
The weather is too hot these days… At hindi nakakatulong na hot din ang boyfriend mong si Rafayel.
LANGUAGE: Taglish
WARNINGS: explicit content, bad words, mention of body parts IN FILIPINO (filipino dirty talk haters dni), dry humping, fingering, pussy eating, p in v, protected sex, bastusan na may konting fluff. MINORS ALIS
WC: 3.3k
NOTE: inspired by this art. read also in ao3. first time writing smut ><
Fuck, ang init sa Pinas.
You thought as you tirelessly fan yourself gamit ang abaniko mong pamaypay habang nakatutok pa sa electric fan. It’s not enough. The heat feels like it’s biting your skin, resulting in beads of sweat falling from your forehead. Kulang na lang talaga bumili ka ng aircon, pero wala ka non. You’re too broke for that. Napupunta lang naman ang sweldo mo sa renta sa apartment, daily necessities, and other shits na kailangan mo talaga. But thankfully, wala ka mang maituturing na yamang materyal, meron ka namang espesyal na tao sa buhay mo…
“Knock, knock. Andyan ba si miss ganda ko?”
Your face—na kanina lang ay nakabusangot dahil sa init—suddenly lit up as you heard the knock. You immediately ran to the door to get it. Binuksan mo na ang pinto, at bumungad sa’yo ang taong pinaka-excited kang makita. A six-foot man wearing a pink cardigan with a black shirt, paired with black pants, appeared in front of your door. It’s him! Your special person, Rafayel.
He looked at you from head to toe.
“Baby, you look so good right now. But I can’t help noticing the sweat on your shirt. Masyado bang mainit?”
He noticed. Bigla mong tiningnan ang suot mo ngayon. You’re wearing a light gray tank top and black dolphin shorts—didn't even bother wearing a bra because of how hot it is. God forbid a woman just wanna feel comfortable in her own home. But your shirt indeed has spots of sweat. You suddenly had a mischievous idea.
You sneaked closer to your boyfriend and hugged his torso. Your clothed breast brushed his body. A tinge of red ran up to Rafayel’s cheeks as he felt it. You looked at him with puppy eyes.
“What about you? Wearing two shirts at once… Hindi ka rin ba naiinitan baby?”
Rafayel chuckled at how cute you are.
“Nope. I was just in my car, the aircon was at full blast. Not hot at all. Instead, it’s you who’s smoking hot right now, cutie.” He said as he cupped your cheeks and kissed your lips. You giggled against his soft kiss before letting go.
Pumasok na kayo sa apartment mo. Rafayel bowed a little to get through your door.
Your place is small, but it’s spacious enough to fit two people. A living room that can also serve as a dining room, a mini kitchen, a bathroom with a shower head, and a bedroom. At first, you were embarrassed to even let your boyfriend here. Pero kahit na mayaman si Rafayel, hindi siya matapobre. He said that he only cares about the love you both share, not the superficial things. He only cared about you and nothing else.
“Sabi mo sa text kanina miss mo na ko, but I didn't expect you to literally come here agad. Akala ko busy ka pa sa commissions. Anyway, I…” You spoke while tidying up the messy pillows on your sofa, then you sat on the wide floor mat in your living room and turned around…
Nakita mo si Rafayel na hinuhubad ang balot niyang pantaas na damit. You gulped at the sight of his back muscles, as if you were seeing them again for the first time. He lied. He was sweaty as fuck. Natuyo na ang pawis sa kanyang damit na hinubad, but a new batch of sweat is trickling down his lower back.
Noticing that you suddenly got quiet, Rafayel looked at you from his side, his back still facing you. He smirked nang makita ka niyang nakatitig ka sa likod niya.
“Take a picture, cutie, it will last longer.” He teasingly said.
“C-can I?” Parang nanliwanag pa ang mukha mo sa suggestion ni Rafayel. That made him laugh. He didn't expect you to really want a picture of his back.
He let go of the shirt he removed and placed it on your sofa. He faced you and crouched down to your level. You’re looking at his every move, even noticing his toned abs folding habang nayuko siya. Nilapit niya ang mukha niya sa’yo. Then, Rafayel touched the side of your mouth with his thumb.
“You’re drooling.”
“Huh?!” Nilihis mo bigla ang kamay niya sa mukha mo and brushed your nonexistent drool. Niloloko ka lang niya. Tumawa naman si Rafayel nang malakas, yung tipong marinig na sa kabilang apartment. This made you super annoyed.
You tugged his pants, attempting to pull them down. “Kung maghuhubad ka na nga naman sa harap ko, lahatin mo na.” You said with a 'threatening’ tone as you glared at him.
What you did made Rafayel’s dick twitch, his pants suddenly tightening.
“Do it then, it’s hot after all. Hubaran mo na ako. Pero tandaan mo, hindi lang ako ang mag-isang nakahubad sa huli, cutie.” Rafayel whispered the last sentence in your ear. You suddenly felt a tingling sensation rising from your lower back.
Tangina.
With a swift move, you grabbed Rafayel’s nape and crashed your lips on his. He kisses you back messily. Sticky sounds can be heard as his tongue brushes against your lips. Pinaparating niya na gusto ka niyang matikman. You complied, dumila ka nang kaunti at hinayaan ang dila mong sayawin ng mga labi ni Rafayel. Bigla niya namang sinipsip ito. You moaned. His kiss feels like he’s sucking you dry, na parang ikaw lang ang mag-iibsan ng pagkauhaw niya.
“Raf…”
His hands found your clothed breast. He squeezed them and pinched your perking nipples. Mas lalong lumakas ang ungol mo. Hinimas pa niya ito habang binababa ni Rafayel halik niya sa leeg mo. As he kissed and sucked your neck, your hands traveled his chest down to his bulge. You teasingly glide your hand on his clothed dick. Narinig mo ang daing ni Rafayel mula sa leeg mo.
“Fuck… Cutie… please… don’t tease me like that…”
Parang wala kang narinig. Hindi mo pa rin siya tinigilan. Binuksan mo ang butones at zipper ng pantalon niya at binaba ito. It revealed his gray boxer—the only layer left from his throbbing cock. You slowly traced his length with your fingers, rising to his tip. Rafayel’s groan became louder. This made you eager to caress his tip against the cloth. Naramdaman mo namang basa ang parteng ito. He stopped kissing your neck for a second and leaned closer to you.
“M-madaya ka cutie… I should be the one pleasuring you more.” He weakly said.
You then whispered to his ear, “Then pleasure me.”
Naintindihan agad ni Rafayel ang gusto mong iparating. He removed his long pants and tossed them aside. Rafayel sat down on the floor mat and helped you remove your shorts, leaving your panties on. Kinandong ka niya sa kanyang hita na kayo’y magkakaharap.
He guided your hips closer to him, intentionally brushing his clothed dick on your clothed pussy. The contact made you squirm. Nilagay ni Rafayel ang pareho mong kamay sa likod ng kanyang leeg, tsaka naman binalik ang kanyang hawak sa’yong balakang. He continued guiding your hips on grinding his cock. Mas lalo mo namang diniin at giniling ang balakang mo sa ibabaw niya. Napamura si Rafayel sa sarap at hindi mapigilang purihin ka.
“Puta… Ang galing mo baby…”
Sa bawat pagkiskis ng inyong ari sa isa’t isa ay mas lalo kayong nasasabik. Your thighs trembled as he squeezed your butt on each grind. Moans erupted in chorus when your clit brushes his tip. Your pussy is now soaking wet in your panties, while Rafayel’s cock is leaking with pre-cum in his boxers.
“Tangina, kantutin mo na ‘ko Rafayel please… G-gusto ko.. sa loob…” You said between heavy breaths with begging eyes, locking your gaze on Rafayel while still grinding on him.
Rafayel chuckled at your plea. “Greedy as always, cutie... Ah.. fuck…” At dahil inuna pa niya ang pang-aasar sayo, you rubbed the opening of your vagina closer to his tip, mimicking his dick going in your entrance.
Mas lalong nabaliw si Rafayel. He can’t take your intense bullying (teasing).
“Oo na… oo na… shit. Kakantutin kita hanggang sa labasan ka.” He said.
He’s such a good boyfriend that he immediately grants your wishes. He attempted to remove your thin shirt by tugging its hem, but struggled a bit as his sensitive dick was still being grinded on by you. Rafayel’s brows furrowed slightly, halata na naiinis siya pero nalalasing pa rin sa sarap.
You chuckled at how cute he was. Hindi mo siya natiis; ikaw na mismo ang nagtanggal ng sarili mong saplot. He watched you intently as your shirt retracted from your body and revealed your breasts. To him, it’s like watching the curtains reveal a majestic painting to the masses. Fuck. Buti na lang talaga siya lang ang nakakakita nito, at siya lang ang may karapatan na makita kang ganito.
“Napakaganda mo talaga cutie… Tangina.”
He can’t help but touch the beautiful art piece in front of him. His rough, calloused hands caressed your body, worshiping your every part. He slowly traced your collarbones, down to your waist, like he’s memorizing your curves in his mind.
He then focused on your breasts—cupping their shape with his big hands. Rafayel directed your breast to his mouth. You felt his wet tongue gliding in circular motion and sucking your nipple hard. Sinisipsip niya ang dede mo na parang may lumalabas mula dito. Napapapikit ka sa sarap. Pagkatapos niyang lasapin ang isa mong dede, sisipsipin niya naman ang kabila. HIndi mo mapigilan na umungol dahil gustong-gusto mo ang ginagawa niya sayo.
Habang busy si Rafayel sa pagsipsip ng sensitibo mong dede, hindi mo namalayan na kinakapa na niya ang nasa loob ng ‘yong panty. Pinasok ni Rafayel ang kamay niya sa iyong panty at hinimas-himas ang namamasa mong hiyas.
“Mm… Rafayel…” You cooed.
He rubbed your clit in circles before sliding one finger into your hole. You felt a sharp pain at first. Ngunit nang tumagal siyang nakapasok, unti-unti na ring nasanay ang loob mo sa mahaba niyang daliri. Nilabas-pasok na ni Rafayel daliri niya. Napapakagat ka sa labi sa sabay na pagsipsip ni Rafayel ng dede mo at sa pagkalikot niya ng butas mo. Nang maramdaman ni Rafayel na mas lalo ka nang namasa, he inserted two fingers inside your vagina. It slid in easily because of your dripping wetness. He slightly bent his fingers and rubbed your walls inside. Pagkatapos ay sinagad niya pa lalo ang mga daliri niya. The sensation made your back arch. Rafayel supported your back.
As Rafayel continued fingering you, he grinned in satisfaction to himself. Namamasa ka dahil sa kanya. He’s glad to know that you keep on wanting him, desiring him even more. Gusto ka niyang hawakan sa paraang pinayagan mo. Gusto niyang masabik ka sa kanya, tulad ng pagkasabik niya rin sayo. Gusto ni Rafayel na angkinin ka sa paraang nais mo, kasi tangina, sa'yo lang umiikot ang mundo niya at ayaw niyang magbago 'yon…
Nilabas na ni Rafayel mula sa kanyang boxer ang nanlalaki niyang ari. You can see his dick twitching painfully, like it’s begging you to penetrate it already. He reached for his pants that were lying on the floor, at kinuha ang condom mula sa bulsa nito. He slid the condom swiftly, then brought his attention back to your leaking pussy.
“Put it in…” You said. Ikaw na rin mismo ang nagtabi ng tela ng panty mo sa gilid ng ‘yong puday. You stroked his dick and tried directing his tip to your entrance.
“Shit…” Rafayel cursed at the sight of your bare pussy near his dick. He grabbed his length and rubbed his tip teasingly on your entrance for a few moments. This resulted in an erotic squelching sound caused by your wetness. He then carefully puts his tip on your entrance, grabbing your waist, and slowly bringing you down to take his throbbing cock. Little by little, your empty walls are being filled with his thick cock. Your hole stretches at his length, clasping its shape until he hits your spot. You felt full.
“Ah!...” Umungol kayong pareho dahil sa sarap.
Rafayel started to move. Hinagod niya ang kanyang tite sa loob ng namamasa mong butas. Sa bawat pagsagad niya, nakakarinig ka ng basang tunog mula sa pagtampal ng inyong mga balat sa hita. Mabilis ang pagpasok niya… minsan nabagal. Hindi mo malaman kung anong ritmo ang inyong sinusundan. Nararamdaman mo na lang na sa bawat bayo niya ay nalaki pa tite niya sa loob mo, lalo na pag ikaw na ang gumagalaw nang pabilog sa ibabaw niya pag nagpahinga siya ng panandalian sa pagbayo.
“Hm… Tangina cutie, ang sarap.” Sa sinabi ni Rafayel ay mas lalo mo pang ginalingan gumalaw. You moved with your hips up and down, habang tinataas rin ni Rafayel ari niya, meeting each of your thrusts. Your eyes rolled back, and you moaned loudly with intense pleasure. He’s hitting the right spots.
“Yan… Rafayel… There… Ah…”
You moaning his name is music to Rafayel’s ears. He’s so passionate about pleasing you that he wants to hear you say his name in pleasure again.
“Tuwad.” Utos sa’yo ni Rafayel.
You didn't complain; instead, ginawa mo ang sinabi niya. Bago ka lumuhod sa sahig, Rafayel placed a pillow from your sofa on your knees and palms for support. He made sure you were comfortable. And shit, that made you even more turned on.
Tinanggal mo na nang husto ang panty mo. You positioned yourself on all fours. Your ass and cunt are now facing Rafayel. Hindi mo siya nakikita, kaya hindi alam ang gagawin niya. But you admit that it is thrilling, not knowing what will come for you.
Behind you, Rafayel licked his lips. You suddenly felt him grabbing your thighs. Something cold and wet touched your pussy, then a slurping sound followed. Fuck, you’re certain in what he's doing. Nakadapa si Rafayel ngayon sa likod mo at tinitikman niya ang pepe mo.
Pinalibot ni Rafayel dila niya sa butas mo. He sucked your clit, and licked it with the tip of his tongue. Your pussy trembled. Nilasap pa niya nang matagal ito. He’s taking his sweet damn time tasting your pussy like it’s his favorite flavour. Sinubukan naman ni Rafayel na ipasok ang dila niya sa butas mo… At tama nga siya, mas lalo pang lumakas ang ungol mo, kaya naman inulit pa niya ito.
“Rafayel! Ugh…” Napahigpit ka ng hawak sa unan. You felt frustrated… or super horny. Fuck, hindi mo alam kung alin talaga sa dalawa. Sa pagpapatuloy ni Rafayel sa pagdila sa puke mo, nababaliw ka na lalo. It’s a sensation you don’t want to forget, you want to do it again and again with Rafayel. But you need more. You want more. Habang sinisipsip at dinidilaan ni Rafayel clit mo, you can’t help but slide in your fingers inside your hole.
Napansin ‘to ni Rafayel, and he smirked.
“Miss mo na tite ko cutie? Kanina lang pinapasok kita, gusto mo na uli, hm? Gustong-gusto mo na kinakantot kita eh ‘no?” Tangina, lalabasan ka ata sa dirty talks ni Rafayel na nang-aasar pa.
“Ugh. Kung alam mo naman pala na gusto ko tite mo, ipasok mo na!” Ngayon, sigurado ka na sa nararamdaman mo. You’re both super frustrated and super horny. Kasi naman! Hindi mo maintindihan bakit ayaw pa niyang ipasok tite niya sa butas mo.
Umalis nang sandali si Rafayel sa posisyon niya. Hindi mo na tuloy alam kung saan siya nagpunta. The absence of his touch made you overthink kung iniwan ka na lang niyang nakatuwad.
“Rafayel, nasan k—” Naputol ang salita mo nang naramdaman mong pumasok bigla ang tite niya sa butas mo. He entered at full length, hitting your most pleasurable spot. Napasigaw ka sa sarap.
Hinawakan ni Rafayel baywang mo. Sa bawat bayo ay hinihigit ka niya papalapit sa kanyang tite. Marahan niyang nilabas-pasok ang ari niya sa hiyas mo na mas lalong namamasa sa bawat pagtama niya sayong g-spot. Binibilisan pa niya lalo kapag tinatawag mo pangalan niya. Inuungol naman ni Rafayel pangalan mo pag sumisikip ka. Hindi mapigilan himasin ni Rafayel ang pwet mo sa sarap. Tinatampal pa niya ito pag sinisikipan mo puke mo para sa tite niya.
Nang nakaramdam ka na ng ngalay, yumuko ka bigla. When Rafayel noticed it, he pulled you and flipped your position. Nakahiga ka na ngayon. Nilipat ni Rafayel unan sa ulo mo, at yung isa sa baba ng likod mo.
“Tangina… how many more positions are we going to do Rafayel… hindi ka pa rin nilalabasan…” It sounded like you’re complaining, but truthfully, you’re just teasing. You know that he’s only holding back because you haven't cum yet.
“Cutie… Kahit ilang posisyon pa gawin natin, hindi ko titigilan kantutin ’tong butas mo hanggang sa labasan ka sa walang sawang pagbayo ko sa’yo.” He said, like he’s warning you.
Rafayel spread your legs wider and slid his dick harder. Parang hindi pa niya full energy yung kanina. Mas nilakasan niya ang bawat bayo sa’yong butas. Your breasts bounced because of his heavy thrust. You moan excessively when he squeezes your breast at the same time he is hitting your spot. Tumungo siya at hinalikan ka. He hungrily explored your mouth while you penetrated his dick. Parang inaakyat ka na niya sa langit.
“Ah.. Ah!” You moaned between kisses.
Rafayel then grabbed your legs at pinatong ito sa balikat niya, angling his dick higher. You felt your body moving upward with every thrust. Messy moans escaped your lips, and it got louder when he rubbed your sensitive clit with his thumb. Hindi ka niya tinitigilan, hindi ka niya pinapakawalan, hanggang sa tumagal, may naramdaman ka nang gustong lumabas…
“Rafayel… Shit… Lalabasan na ata ‘ko…. Fuck, slow the fuck down!”
Ngunit mas binilisan pa lalo ni Rafayel pagbayo niya sa’yo.
“I’m. Gonna… F-fucking….Cum. Too…” He let out those words after every thrust.
Nababaliw ka na, hindi mo na kayang pigilin. Your cunt squirted while Rafayel’s dick is still inside you. Your pussy tightened as you orgasmed, leading Rafayel’s dick to release his cum at the same time. You tainted Rafayel’s thighs with your fluids as he continued releasing his cum. Rafayel stayed deep inside you, then stroked his dick into your still gushing pussy until you both finished.
Your body relaxed after you came. Rafayel slowly removed his dick from your pussy at tinanggal na yung condom na suot niya. He disposed of it properly before lying beside you on the floor mat.
Pareho lang kayong nakatingin sa kisame habang hinahabol ang hininga. You looked at Rafayel first, then he followed, looking at your face. Both of you laughed heartily and cuddled. Rafayel asked you questions if it hurt or if it was good. You said the latter, which made Rafayel glad. He kissed your forehead and stroked your hair in a comforting manner, lulling you to sleep. Pero hindi ka makatulog dahil sa init pa rin ng panahon.
“Ano ba yan… Nararamdaman ko na naman ang init.” You said even though you are already lying on the floor, fully naked.
Biglang tumahimik, to the point na ang ikot ng electric fan na lang ang naririnig… And suddenly, tumayo si Rafayel at binuhat ka mula sa’yong pagkahiga. Nagulat ka naman sa ginawa niya.
“Rafayel! Ibaba mo ako!” Tinampal mo nang mahina at paulit-ulit ang dibdib niya. Rafayel just looked at you mischievously, as if he thought of an evil plan.
“Kaya mainit kasi kulang lang tayo sa ligo. So… tara na, miss ganda ko. To the shower!” Rafayel said as he playfully pointed at your bathroom, at nag-martsa na papunta don. You laughed at your boyfriend's silliness.
Let’s be real here, hindi lang naman pagligo ang magaganap sa loob ng bathroom mo mamaya… A cramped place like your bathroom won’t stop him from trapping you in his arms. You should prepare yourself for the future hot shower sex you’re about to have with your boyfriend later.
Bigla kang natakot, at the same time na-excite? Oh well… In the end, at least you are beating the heat with your Rafayel.
synopsis: even in the darkness, the light emitting from the nightstand creates an ambience that heightens the unending atmosphere that is heavy with tension. the neglect of the food leaves it cold on the dinner table, wasting the precious effort of xavier buying dinner for the two of you. but does it really matter? does it matter if he's currently devouring your fingers like this? does it matter if he's drinking in the sight of you like this? does it matter if he's feasting on the situation until you ravish each other to the point of reaching the limit of satisfaction? [read on ao3.]
pairing: shen xinghui (xavier) x afab!reader
length: 4.7k words
tags: alternative universe, roommates au, roommates to lovers, no evol abilities, 18+ MDNI, smut, explicit sexual content, plot what plot/porn without plot, porn with feelings, teasing, vaginal fingering, kissing, sucking, dirty talk, praise kink, blowjob, oral sex (male receiving), riding, vaginal sex, penis in vagina sex, penetrative sex, sudden confessions, fluff
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xavier's words ring in your head, and it's already enough for you to drop to your knees as if melted by burning hot flames. he wants to see you touch yourself in front of him. he wants to watch your fingers rub your folds until they're coated with your thick arousal.
yet your feet seem to be glued to the floor, failing to oblige with his command. he doesn't show signs of being a short-tempered man, just watching you sitting there on the foot of the bed, waiting for you to move.
there's a throbbing pain below that needs to be relieved, your underwear that's already damp with your slick from humping the pillow and continuing where you left off with the existence of his presence wanting to watch you—you feel conscious, but most importantly thrilled.
he lifts his hand, gesturing you to come to him, and this time, you move. you get up from the bed and slowly walk your way towards him, feeling like you're about to get scolded by a professor. when you finally stand in front of him, xavier puts his hands on your waist. you shiver at the contact on your clothed torso. one layer away and you can feel the burning feeling of his skin on yours as you hear him ask, "let me help you undress, may i?"
his voice laces with honey, sweet enough that you nod quickly at the question. "you can take me here and now if you want to." the impulsivity of your thoughts conquers your words. this time, he smiles, and a hand moves up to cup your face. his hand is the perfect size to nuzzle on, as you press your cheeks harder against his palm, and you look at him with a needy expression. the adam's apple on his neck bulges, clearly enjoying the docility of your condition.
"i'll keep that in mind, but let's do it my way first."
before you register what's happening, his hands are already on your waistband around your hip. his thumb hooks on the elastic before he pulls them down, revealing your underwear and bare legs to him. you want him to touch you, to drag his hands on your skin until you burn, but he doesn't.
and then his fingers return to the hem of your underwear. you put a hand on his arm, and he doesn't nudge it away, letting you watch him pull the fabric down to your ankles. he notices the wet stain quickly and he sucks in a breath.
"i—i told you, you caught me in the middle of it." your words come quickly before he even speaks.
xavier takes a glimpse behind you of the wrinkled pillow that you used and then back to your uncovered slick. "how did it feel when you used that useless pillow? did you at least thought of me while humping it?"
"mhm. wished it was you though. i was almost done when you interrupted me."
xavier doesn't react when a pout forms on your lips, but he calmy responds, "don't worry, we can start all over again, but i'm watching this time."
he does the same thing to your shirt, pulling it over your head and throwing it somewhere around the room. wanting to help, your hands fly to the hooks of your bra and unclasp them as the straps fall from your shoulders.
when he peels the last piece of clothing off you, you're entirely bare and exposed in front of him. you're sure you hear him mutter a curse, restraining himself from putting his hands all over your legs before you push yourself back to sit on the edge.
you teasingly open and close your legs to elicit a reaction from him. "do…you like what you see?" that's very bold of you to ask, carefully watching any changes in his expression, just so you can see how much he enjoys this as much as you do. the temptation to provoke him and put him on the edge, just so he snaps out and fucks you just as you need it.
"i do, and you're beautiful. so beautiful that i want to do everything you want me to do to you." he leans back on the chair, taking in such a heavenly view before him. his gaze, which fills with thirst, never leaves your sight, and you feel yourself burning from it even more.
"but you're gonna have to do the work before i put my hands on you again."
what a fucking bummer.
can't he just fuck you now?
"go on, lean back and spread those legs for me, starlight." starlight. what a privilege to earn a nickname coming from the xavier himself. the way it rolls on his tongue makes you see stars yourself.
you immediately oblige, relaxing in your position as you follow his words, leaning back and slowly spreading your legs to show your slick-coated pussy to him, and a groan finally draws out to his lips. you bite on your bottom lip to bask in the noise he makes, continuing to watch you put your fingers in your mouth to cover them with your saliva.
when you're done, you move them down to your core to touch yourself. your saliva sticks to your folds, combining with your wetness as you move your fingers in the same circular motion as before on your clit. it's you this time who lets out a whine, throwing your head back at the feeling of your digits evoking a sense of gratification out of your system.
you're so high on pleasure that you add more pressure on the pads of your fingers to create more friction, wanting to arrive at a crescendo under the spell you have cast. it further drowns you in intense satisfaction, and when you push them inside and hit the sweet spot, the frequency of your moans increases two times the normal volume.
"fuck, you're doing so well. keep going." xavier exhales, and you remind yourself that you have an audience who is watching and clearly content with the performance displayed just for him.
he's so close yet so far away.
"please," you beg him, fingers still doing their wonders in you. "t-touch me, please, xavier. put your fingers inside me."
an offer so tempting that it's causing his restraints to shatter, and you wish it did. "careful," xavier growls, and god, you think you're getting wetter because of it. "you need to watch your words, you don't know what it's doing to me."
"then tell me, what are my words doing to you? what happens to you if i ask you to put me in my place for being a bad girl? if i ask you to fuck me raw and hard so that i can't feel my legs for the following days? if i ask you to knock me up until my belly swells with your load?"
maybe it's the vulgarity of your words, or your voice tinging with desire, that you hear something snapping in half.
xavier's movements are swift, coming over you like a lion about to devour its prey as he captures your hands in his grip and pulls your fingers out of your pussy. before you even get to say something, he seizes it around his mouth, feeling his tongue tasting the mix of your saliva and arousal. they're warm and moist, feeling the wet muscle lapping on your skin.
one thing about xavier is that he really doesn't look away, even when his tongue swirls and suckles on your digits.
even in the darkness, the light emitting from the nightstand creates an ambience that heightens the unending atmosphere that is heavy with tension. the neglect of the food leaves it cold on the dinner table, wasting the precious effort of xavier buying dinner for the two of you. but does it really matter? does it matter if he's currently devouring your fingers like this? does it matter if he's drinking in the sight of you like this? does it matter if he's feasting on the situation until you ravish each other to the point of reaching the limit of satisfaction?
xavier. the epitome of innocence. the cute roommate next door archetype. the depiction of every woman's ideal type—has a different, delicious, and intoxicating side of him that you're lucky enough to lay your eyes on.
a side of him that's only for you.
there's a sound popping just as he removes his mouth from your fingers, as his grip on your hand tightens, pulling it over his head before his lips catch yours.
moans escape from your mouths, needy and sloppy. your arms move around his neck to pull him closer, deepening the kiss and engulfing him in your shared breaths, melding together. you can taste yourself on his tongue when he slips it between your lips, and it makes you feel lightheaded and completely weak at the knees.
your mouths move with such vigor and want, and you're aware of how roughly passionate the kiss is, even feeling a soft sting on your lip when his teeth capture your bottom lip and scrape the tissue. you don't care, as long as he has you in his arms like this, it doesn't matter. his hands rest on each side of your face as he continues to kiss you with utmost eagerness, clearly dominating the pace of your tongues rolling over each other, while you obviously have no intention to protest over it.
you feel the bed dip beside you, feeling xavier's knee resting on it before he puts his weight over you, your back meeting the soft mattress. it forces both of you to pull away from the heated kiss, and your chest heaves heavily, gasping for air. however, you don't get to recover when xavier dips again for another round, already missing the way your lips feel on his.
he drags one hand from your neck down to your right boob and gives a light squeeze before dragging it further to caress your burning skin, and you shiver as he moves it down below, touching your wet folds before two digits slowly press and enter inside you.
"oh my god—" you cry out, forcing yourself to break the kiss again. your hand quickly grabs his arm at the sensation of his fingers pushing in and out of you, rolling back your eyes at the contact. his fingers are so much better than you imagine them to be. they're longer, and they hit the spot deeper than what your fingers can reach. you continuously cry with pleasure, intoxicated with the way they curl inside, and they hit the spot that makes your hips stutter.
"'t feels so goough…" your vision blurs once more with tears that threaten to fall from your eyes. it's so good. he makes you feel so good. you're in a state of euphoria that slowly consumes you whole. it burns you entirely from every thrust of xavier's fingers into you.
"yeah?" he whispers into your ear, with no plan to stop his fingers plunging deep into your cunt. "you like my fingers that much? do you want me to go faster, starlight?"
there it goes again. the nickname that sounds like sweet poison with a power to put you in a trance, to get you under your skin each time he calls you his starlight. you nod at him frantically, "yes—oh god, y-yes! please! go faster, please."
xavier can tell that you're close by the way you guide your hands enclosed around his wrist to fasten the pace, and your drawn-out moans, combining with your short breaths. he understands the signal and proceeds to finger fuck you with a speed so fast that you arch your back and curl your toes in unison. "xav—ngah! i'm gonna—"
"come for me. come on my fingers, just like that." your cries of bliss become music to his ears, as he moves to bring his forehead to rest on yours.
the flames build back up in your stomach, continuing where you left off a while ago before any of this happened. the surge of its blazing fire rushes to every part of you, finally coming to the extent of falling over, reaching to the furthest point of the apex, until you shudder. you've never come so hard like that like any other night before from just xavier's fingers.
your legs continue to spasm under him while he tries to soothe you down from your climax. when you flutter your eyes open, you find his starry blue eyes and his parted lips in awe at your wrecked condition.
"let…" you pant out, trying to regain your strength as you finish, "let me help you out too."
with all your power left, you push xavier to the side of the bed as you hoist your leg up over to trap him under you. he grunts at the sudden action. nevertheless, an exciting sense of delight overwhelms him at your want of control over him.
"don't get too cocky now." he warns you, but you don't listen to him, hands wandering down to his slacks, your fingernails tracing over his blouse that's asking for it to be free before stopping at the belt around his waist, playfully tapping on it.
and then you see it.
his rock-hard cock covered under his slacks.
you lick your lips in anticipation before you hear xavier rasping, "i'm warning you, starlight."
it was an implication that he's putting you in your place, that he is the one in control. you know deep inside that even with forewarning, he's enjoying the attitude you're putting on that will soon backfire when he gets the chance.
"what? i only want to undress you." you reason as you unbutton his blouse, one button at a time. you tear the fabric away from his torso, revealing his toned chest and abs. with him beneath you like this, you'd stare at him all day and all night.
"gawking much?"
"if i said no, would you believe me anyway? it's so unfair that i'm the one who's naked here, and you're fully clothed." you slowly unbuckle the leather belt on him, pulling it away and throwing it aside. it makes a clunk sound just as it falls to the floor. your fingers fly over to the zipper, and you look at him one more time before teasingly pulling it down.
"it's only fair that i want to be equal with you." you're so thirsty, and you want to taste him so bad. you tug the waistband down to his knees, and oh. lord. your eyes can't believe it when it sets on the painfully large erection covered in his boxers that's stained with his precum.
"fuck," you say, placing your hands on the length and suddenly xavier twitches when you grip it. "shit. star, your hands—" you don't listen to him when you pull the boxers down. he hisses, his cock springs free from the tightness of his underwear as you inhale sharply.
he's so fucking big.
how much can you take if that thing is in your mouth? how much more can you take if it tries to fit inside you?
your mouth isn't the only thing that's drooling right now.
xavier watches your reaction, how your eyes widen, how your lips part open. he lets out a soft chuckle that catches your attention.
"judging by the way you look, i can tell that you like what you see, am i right?" and just as you affirm that you indeed love it, he lets you willingly touch him. the way your hands feel around his length sends shivers down his spine. it sends shivers down your spine. you pull the foreskin down to reveal the swelling head that continues to spill out precum from the slit. you moan at the thought, but for now, it's your mouth that will put him in paradise.
"can i give you head?" you ask, batting your eyelashes like you're some puppy waiting for their owner to give permission to eat their stick. your hand remains there on his cock, stroking it gently.
you definitely want that stick in your mouth. real bad.
"go on, take it, baby. make me feel good. you'll make me feel good, right?" xavier grabs your jaw to press a wet kiss on your lips before he gets you off of him. he shifts on the bed, pulling himself up to take a seat on the edge before you feel his hand pushing your shoulder down on the floor, making you get on your knees.
you face with the hard and red swelling head that's hot to the touch, and you feel yourself dripping from your pussy, craving for that dick to be inside you at any moment. with no decorum left that will save you from your filthy attitude, you run your tongue from the base of his length up to the slit, tasting the saltiness that relishes your taste buds.
xavier shakily breathes out, and there you swallow the wet head and swirl your tongue around. maybe even give him kitten licks to add stimulation, and it's not a shaky breath that escapes his lips but a low, delicious whine. "a-ahg—" his hand moves to grab a fistful of your hair from the back, and you can feel his nails digging lightly into your scalp.
you don't stop there, as you shove your mouth further down, stopping where you know you'll gag since you don't have a good gag reflex yourself when it comes to blowjobs. so, you pull your mouth up, kissing and sucking the head and then back to swallowing it down until you set a good rhythm, bobbing your head with a pace that makes xavier see stars.
"holy shit—starlight, your mouth feels so good."
echoes of his moans fill the room, reverberating around the walls inside the apartment, just like the other nights when you failed to conceal your own noises of pleasure from him. you sustain the movement of your mouth, stroking him with precision, as your hands grip on his thighs that tighten with every bob of your head.
then, his cock twitches inside your mouth, but you don't stop moving, allowing yourself to engulf him whole with your mouth. his hips stutter, bucking them to fuck your mouth, and you make loud gurgling noises of the stinging pain from the back of your throat as it begins to pool your eyes with tears for the third time.
he notices your discomfort almost immediately and yanks you away from his cock, a string of saliva and semen latches onto your lips as you move your gaze up to him. "f-fuck, come here—" he pulls you up and kisses you again, tasting himself on your tongue.
it's sloppier than last time, tongues are massaging and rolling over each other that you feel a gush of drool from the edge of your lips to your chin. you straddle him once more, pressing your wet bare mound on his length that's glazed with your saliva.
you moan, feeling it slotting itself between your folds when you grind on him. it's happening. your nerves begin to fill up with excitement as you watch his hand guiding his cock into your entrance. xavier breaks away from your lips and looks at you with a gaze that's asking for permission, “are you sure about this?” he asks, and you stare back with knowing consent, looking at him that's giving him the green light to proceed. “yes, please. i need you.”
your heartbeat pounds against your chest. it's fucking happening. you help him before putting your weight down, sinking slowly, and the length disappears inside you as you both let out loud and heavy gasps. your arms tighten around his neck at the temporary pain that soon turns into pleasure.
the girth is insane.
it's driving you mad.
he feels so big inside you that you feel yourself clenching around him, and he groans dangerously.
“d-does it hurt?”
"n-no, you feel so good." you say between ragged breaths, holding his face with your hand cradling his cheek. he reaches for your wrist and pulls it over for you to wrap it around his neck, doing the same to the other arm. "i could say the same thing to you. you're heaven around me."
another moan that draws out from you is obscene, filthy, and most importantly sweet in his ears. his hands go down on you to secure them on your ass cheeks. xavier lifts you up at ease, and you wail when his dick leaves your hole, but as you're about to complain, he shoves you down, plunging himself deep inside you without warning.
it triggers a very lewd moan out of you.
your nails dig into his skin, burying your head into his neck. you can't believe you made a sound like that. not that it ever happened to you at one point, but the embarrassment washes over you for moaning that way in his presence, sounding like it just came straight out of a pornographic video. xavier doesn't really mind, as long as it's him causing you to sound like that.
"do that again. i need to hear you moan like that." xavier pleads, accelerating the pace of his hips to thrust up into you to the hilt. every time he hits the same sweet spot, feeling the head of his cock hitting your walls is a wanton cry from you that's dirty to listen to. it’s like you've always done this together, like you both know exactly what to do.
"keep going, don't hold back." the rhythm of his pace goes faster in a frenzy that the intense skin slapping and wet noises you both make put you in a breathless and shaking state. both of you lose in the moment without a care anymore if someone in this complex walking past your apartment hears you.
it's a mistake when you suppress the noises through biting his neck, conscious of how you'll sound bad to him.
"no, i said, don't hold back. don't hide it from me, i need to hear them." he puts both of his hands to hold your jaw and removes you from your neck, pressing your sweaty forehead against his, so that you wouldn't have to hide them anymore, even if you want to.
"x-xavier—agh—oh my god!"
"see? you're so brave for moaning when i'm a room away, but when i'm finally here, fucking you like this, you want to be quiet?" xavier calls you out just like that, reminding you that the nasty habit of yours got you here in the first place.
you laugh through your moans, face red from him exposing you. as if your face hasn't always been red since the start. "a-as if you—fuck! stayed quiet when i…heard you—jerking off that night."
"what got into that head of yours when you d-decided to do it?"
"y-you. you were on my mind."
xavier's movements don't falter just as he looks at you, yet there’s something that makes him hesitant. there's something different in the way he has his gaze on you, and this time, the light appears. it's gentle and soft, and it's like drowning yourself in a sea of glinting stars and galaxies floating around you. you place your hands on each side of his face, the way he cradles yours with tenderness.
"i…all this time, from the moment we became roommates, there's never a day that you don't cross my mind. i tried showing my feelings through my actions, but you don't seem to take any of the hints. i-i wish i were more direct and tell you what i feel…and i guess i'm an idiot for that. i also didn't mean to lie that night, you were on my mind since that morning till the sky turned dark, and i…i couldn't help myself when my mind flashed to me holding you close like this, like i am more than what i am to you now."
in this heat of the moment, there's a sudden wave of fireworks bursting inside you. your heart beats against your chest so loudly that you wonder if he can feel it too. the way he stammers on his words, suddenly showing his declaration of his feelings—this confession is not what you expected at all during the course of intimacy. you feel so overwhelmed, but regardless, an emotion that's so positive it arises entirely in you.
xavier briefly looks away, unsure if he's gone too far from such a declaration. if he thinks and even feels the same way you regard him, then what are you waiting for?
"you have no idea how—how much i feel the same." a driving force has taken over you, and you initiate to take him to your lips, kissing him to show how much you wanted this, and how much you wanted him.
xavier takes this chance to flip your positions and have you lie on your back with him above you. he's not gentle this time, as he ruts into you in a pace so animalistic that the growing torrent deluge is on the brink of its pinnacle. he swallows every noise you make from the kiss, hoping to reduce the bruising pain of his hands on your waist and his brutal hips snapping into you.
"x-xavier i'm going to c—gonna come…!"
"fall for me, starlight. fall only for me."
and you do, coming on his cock as your whole body shudders at your release, writhing under him. he doesn't stop, even as you tremble through your second orgasm, but he follows short after, pulling out of you and spilling on your stomach before he falls to the bed beside you.
you both lie beside each other, catching your breath as the muscles ache in a way that feels new but good. as much as you're very much overjoyed, you’re fucking exhausted, you're sore as hell, and you're going to do some laundry with him this weekend.
xavier pants heavily at your side, and when you meet his eyes in the darkness, he pulls you in yet again for another kiss. you can't get enough of the tenderness and fondness of it, after all. the bedroom is all nothing but the sounds of smacking your lips together, and when the sounds turn into a quiet moment, you feel his lips ghosting over yours. “did we go overboard?”
“maybe too much.” there’s wakefulness in your tone, becoming conscious after the subsiding passion between you. “maybe we can try baking cookies for the tenants on this floor for compensation for being too…loud.”
“i doubt they'd even face us.” he remarks, as it dawns on him of the shameful noises from the two of you as well. “maybe we trust the soundproofing of the complex too much and took it for granted.”
both of you laugh together at the consequences, but even so, there's nothing you can do to change that anymore. the room falls silent for a moment as xavier fixates his gaze on you. no one breaks the silence, and you lie there facing him, wondering about the aftermath that will come when you wake up the next day. you feel the urge to reach out for his hand between you, yet you don't. what's going to happen to the two of you then?
“i…” your voice catches his attention, “i didn't lie when i said that i feel the same. it wasn't a matter of saying it just for the sex to build up. yeah, i definitely said some things but i hope you do know that i really, really do like you too.”
"and i'm not lying when i said that you've been on my mind for god knows when. i…every piece of you is carved into my heart, mind, and soul. i hope you know that."
you can't contain yourself as your lips turn up, smiling harder. it's contagious, because you can see him smiling back before he speaks again, "when you come back from work tomorrow, may i take you out?"
you chuckle at his request, knowing that you won't ever decline. but dare say, it makes you laugh for one reason. "you know, in getting into a relationship, that should've been the first step. we skipped to step ten!"
he doesn't laugh, but you can see him shifting on the bed to rest his head on his hand. "and what is step ten, if i may ask?"
you couldn't help but bring yourself closer to the man beside you, swinging your arm over his waist and nuzzling on his chest. "well, having sex with them, of course."
"mm, but i don't really regret doing this."
"neither do i." and you're glad, so glad that a silly incident results in an outcome you'd never expect and hope for.
“i reheated the food you brought back by the way, i'm sorry if we didn't get to eat it last night since we had our attention on something else...” you awkwardly address the elephant in the room to him the next morning at breakfast, as your hand lightly scratches the back of your neck, only acknowledging the food he'd taken out now.
xavier lifts his head up from the television, finding you behind him on the sofa he’s been sitting on.
“oh, right,” he pauses. one blink, then another. there's that innocent smile on his face again. “it's okay, starlight. i guess we worked up an appetite for something else.”
they did not just made a zayne card based on my favorite film. of all time. what do you mean we're getting a PRIDE AND PREJUDICE based story for zayne 😭
