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25 + hot

[camilamendoza]

real

[monichailatte]

friend is having the most romantic things ever happen to her and neither of my crushes acknowledged my existence today. OH OK WHEN IS IT MY TURNN

[monichailatte]

what is the chill way to tell someone u have a HUGEEE crush on them well and truly asking for a friend bc I will neverrr have the courage

[monichailatte]

crush and i spent the funct talking abt her boyfriend BAM BAM BAM BAM

[monichailatte]

her roommate convinced she has a crush on me #whatdatmean bc like yes we TALK but she does not TEXT in a way that feels very on purpose and like humil word. i just need to chill i fear and i DOOO is the issue but not when she’s There. what if i got a tattoo from her. fuck my LIFE

[monichailatte]

crush and i spent the funct talking abt her boyfriend BAM BAM BAM BAM

[monichailatte]

two crushes and I just pictured my life w both of them. the man I see myself getting the ick immediately. what dat mean.

[monichailatte]

it’s ok girl has also icked me a little but also not really. she’s kind of terrible but i still want her to ***** ***** *** **** ****** **** *******

[monichailatte]

two crushes and I just pictured my life w both of them. the man I see myself getting the ick immediately. what dat mean.

[monichailatte]

small town means no dating as long as i’m here (i checked hinge it’s BRUTAL) but like surprisingly a little upset abt it. it’s not like i was even dating before!! i haven’t gone on a date in truly maybe three years but i think it’s that there’s no option to now idk. i feel old and everyone is settling down and resettling down and getting a boyfriend is not hard i know i could get a shit one if i wanted to and truly i don’t IDK i think i want the concept of a partner esp bc i don’t have any best friends here like they’re on their way but it’s not the same

[reemillustrated]

snoopy reading conversations with friends

[monichailatte]

me when i have a crush v me when i don’t have a crush

[monichailatte]

keep hearing heinous things abt said crush. she also def has a boyfriend. the crush persists i watched wuthering heights and if i got the heathcliff proposition from her (be w me to fuck off my ex I will never love u etc) like unfortunately I would take it SORRY she’s so fucking fine

[monichailatte]

guys it’s back i crush relapsed just saw the hottest pic of her ever. FML.

[monichailatte]

me when i have a crush v me when i don’t have a crush

[monichailatte]

keep hearing heinous things abt said crush. she also def has a boyfriend. the crush persists i watched wuthering heights and if i got the heathcliff proposition from her (be w me to fuck off my ex I will never love u etc) like unfortunately I would take it SORRY she’s so fucking fine

[monichailatte]

did my scary uni thing yes i did have to take beta blockers but WHO CARES I DID IT

[monichailatte]

I am such a cunt to be around when I’m stressed bc I am the MOST stressed person no one else can be stressed abt anything else around me I have no time for it

[monichailatte]

i feel like somethings wrong me w like i’m just not made for real life genuinely i would live at home w my mom forever if i could. the idea of going to work makes me physically sick. no one wants to hire me. not in a s**c*d*l way but just genuinely idk if im meant to be alive. like what am i confining how could it ever possibly get better if i am so wholly incompatible w life???!?!?!? ?

[monichailatte]

ummm so wrote this feeling v sad and then got offered job where i have to move states. so. um. wowww i’m soooos scared of having a fulfilling career and making lots of friends when i move….

[eymurn]

In your 20s, you'll feel like you're losing the race. It's important to understand that there is no race.

[monichailatte]

bare a pop opera is heated rivalry for kids w vaguely religious families

[monichailatte]

found my old tumblr where most of the posts are from TEN years ago it’s making me so sad I feel so bad for her :(

[monichailatte]

i’m so sad for her :(

[monichailatte]

ok well actually lots of it is quite cringe and ick so maybe not THAT bad.