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𝓘 𝓱𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓪 𝓭𝓮𝓮𝓹𝓵𝔂 𝓱𝓲𝓭𝓭𝓮𝓷 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓻𝓽𝓲𝓬𝓾𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓻𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻 𝓼𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓫𝓮𝔂𝓸𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝓲𝓵𝔂 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮.~𝓥𝓲𝓻𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓪 𝓦𝓸𝓸𝓵𝓯 Mon//21// history & anthropology major🎀🧿☕️

[monikosman1311]

[monikosman1311]

I don't want a husband like my father

I don't want to be like my father or mother

I'm so scared of it

I don't want to be a mother to a potential child like mine was to me

I don't want to be an ignorant parent desperate to hold a marriage together even if it's hurting and lost its meaning long time ago, and hurt me in its ruin process

I don't want to pretend things are okay when they are not, don't want to put them under the rug till they explode all over again and again

I don't want to continue the rotten cycle

I don't want to normalize yelling, hiting walls or plunging holes in the doors

I don't want to get used to it

I don't want others to tell me to get used to it

I don't want a marriage my parents have nor the childhood I had

I don't want to be jealous of other families and yet I am

I don't want to be dependable to stay in that household and yet I am

I don't want it to become a normal event that happens every few months and yet it is

I got used to it

Mother got used to it

She believes one day I will be in same position and understand her and do as her

She hates this new times

She hates that I give her solutions

She hates she can't comprehend them

She hates that I don't want her misery nor her life

She hates there's no one to weep with her or for her

She hates I want out of the cycle, out of the toxic environment

She hates that i want respect and healthy habitus

She hates I want more and she is stuck..

She hates she gave her years away

She is selfish but so am I

The cycle continues and I can't do anything about it

Because my mother sees it as normal,natural always had

And I grew up that way

Taught to normalize abuse and disrespect

I don't want to normalize it

I fear of it so much

And yet it is still my family

Tomorrow is a new day

Words and actions are pushed under the rug

They go to work I go to college

Like nothing ever happened

Until it happens again and the cycle continues...

Until one day I find myself in same situation

Only I won't ...

[celestial-fang]

Instead of the new dogshit Odyssey film you should watch Iphigenia (1977). It’s made by actual Greek people and focuses on a mother-daughter relationship to explore how women are sacrificed by powerful men in times of war. Also the main actress has the face of an angel 🙏 the whole movie is available on YT with English subtitles.

[celestial-fang]

Plugging this once again to remind you that my queen Irene Papas is also in it!! It’s unfair just how gorgeous and ethereal everyone looks

[cinnamon-girlblogger]

Gregory Peck is the only man ever

[themaque]

i’m fighting the writing demons

i want to write a self-indulgent comfort scene between my two characters

the problem is they cannot, under any circumstance, in any way shape or form, have a romantic relationship (because of the plot of the story)

so i’m resulting to writing angst

here are their vibes (and like a short description cause i want to yap)

plot set in 1949

frédéric christophe hérbert

•57 years of age, height of 190cm

•high commissioner of the commission for security of monspierre (a principality between france and italy)

•an informant (an agent of sorts), though now he’s resigned to running the commission rather than working in the field

•sad old man — injured in wwi, scarred by previous missions as an informant, was helpless when his good friend, the prince of monspierre, was assassinated

•humourless, cynical and quiet

•asexual, and has loved only one woman in his entire life, though that was many years ago when he was young and foolish

isadora bonaccorso

•55 years of age, height of 182cm

•appointed general by the late prince, though has not served in the army (the principality was neutral during wwii), has no qualification for her post but does her duty well

•was a diplomat before her appointment

•divorced, but on good terms with her ex-husband (they still talk regularly and are friends)

•extroverted and witty, but brutal and concise when need be

•she had feelings for hérbert in 1930 after he offered her comfort after she’d been SA-d, he however showed no interest in her romantically but considered her a very good friend — she likes to thinks she’s over her feelings for him, but every now and then, when she looks at him… she doubts

so yeah… that’s them.

a lot of yearning on bonaccorso’s part, and ig hérbert is there too

end of yap.

[sarakipin]

A compilation of trees (2022-2024)

[big-squig]

[monikosman1311]

Fav character fr

[kyleesarthell]

Siren!

[lilu-the-horse]

when horses do the big doggie stretch and go allll the way down…

Yeag

[chestnut-horse-deactivated20260]

can I add to this?

[lilu-the-horse]

absolutely you can

[horsefigureoftheday]

If I may add

And let's not forget about

[themaque]

i just impulse bought vintage polish heels from the 50s…..

kids, this is what academic stress does to you.

[themaque]

part two of whatever this is

i got my hands on a late 30s/early 40s dress

i must be stopped.

[themaque]

part 3

they’ve arrived!!!!!

the pumps turned out to be dark green, which i couldn’t tell by the picture. but it’s ok cause now i have shoes to match the 40s inspired suit jacket i also got. the heel is a little taller than i’m used to, but i’ll make it work

the dress is perhaps the loveliest thing i’ve ever worn, i feel so pretty in it. I’M IN LOVE WITH IT. it’s also EXACTLY my size. like every measurement is perfect.

but considering it’s from the late 30s/early 40s it’s gonna need a little mending and care

photos attached bellow <3

[si-lee-me]

[stealingpotatoes]

happy ides of march i 3D modelled Caesar so i could make him do fortnite dances

[kyleesarthell]

I yearn for Minoan pixel game... do not know how to code... so I'll just animate it

[oldpaintings]

Couple in a Train Compartment , 1895 by Ricardo López Cabrera (Spanish, 1864-1950)

[escuerzoresucitado]

[greenprase-art]

i'm an armor understander. a cheek kiss hatch is essential

[catchymemes]

[wumbreon]

May we all know decadence such as this