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The characters that I adore are either some of the best people to ever exist or absolute pieces of shit that are having unrepentant fun with it. If I see an evil character fucking depressed about it, I want to roundhouse kick them into the sun.
whenever there's talk of an ideal way of behaving, my brother: you mean Obi-Wan Kenobing it?
My respects for Sofia Sartor but when Ezio tells her, "it is a joy to see someone with a passion so personal and noble. It is inspiring," I think he's projecting his love for Leonardo at least a bit. For me, it is impossible to hear that sentence and not think of Leonardo's bubbly attitude and "you found another one! How exciting!"
Even Sofia is a bit baffled, saying, "goodness, where is this coming from?" and Ezio just bails. Fucking disaster bisexual.
Something something. If Heated Rivalry is told through snippets of memories, then yes Ilya and Shane remember each other at draft day, that's the stand out, and also, Ilya remembers his father being a bitch and shutting him down from trying to defend his reputation in front of the Raiders representative and Shane remembers a microagression on his race and "we don't care he came number two" as in to remark that people in fact do care if he isn't number one, and that his mom had to breeze past it and pull him in. Fuck.
This is going to sound so stupid but as someone from a subtropical area, I struggle to fathom the climate of Britain. I’ve been doing a lot of research on the climate of southern Wales. What do you mean the temperature is usually between 34°f and 66°f? The record low is only -9.9°f and the record high is 98°f? I’m from a place where it is usually between 30° f and 90°f, the record low is -34°f and the record high is 110°f. My brain cannot comprehend the idea of a place that isn’t freezing in the winter and sweltering in the summer. No life threatening temperature seesaw? No tornadoes? No hail?
It just rains, mists and drizzles? Theres a little snow sometimes?
“What’s the weather like there?” “None, really.”
Where I live I never even get to see snow :( nd it's not like I'm dodging heatwaves (yet). So it sounds like southern Wales has some weather.
I want to recommend 2 Heated Rivalry fics featuring Traumatic Brain Injuries. One for Shane: "Say You'll Haunt Me" by eddiemunsterwashere and one for Ilya: "Chernobog" by boopboop.
i strongly recommend reading the warnings and tags before digging into these fics.
"I never really cared about clothes" yes Shane honey, we noticed when on every meet up Ilya showed up dressed like sex on legs with black from-fitting clothes that showed off his collarbones and you were wearing... a hoodie or a plain T-Shirt. And the one time you tried to care, you put on a suit and walked it back. So. Yeah.
In Heated Rivalry, there is a general theme of "Fulfilled and Happy -> Better Performance." The most straightforward character for this is Scott Hunter. He goes from 0 goals, meeting Kip and achieving some goals, having Kip move in and playing great only on home games, and Kip giving him a gift to carry around that allows him to be a better player wherever.
Shane tends to have bad performances after stressful events. Post-Vegas shows us Shane getting beat badly in a game. Shane living unauthentically results in him playing badly as well.
Ilya and Shane seem to play like a dream when they feel closer to each other and on the same team.
However, there are notable exceptions, even with Scott. He manages to get the Stanley Cup post-conflict with Kip.
The character that most contradicts this pattern is Ilya. He gets one Stanley Cup in the series (season 1) and it is while he's ghosting Shane, and after a horrible experience at the Olympics. Later on, the series makes a point of having the commentators note, "Few players respond to adversity like Rozanov."
What does this actually express? I sort of want to make a graph. My current theory is that Ilya does not know how to be happy. That he is most comfortable, in an instinctual sense, and finds it most familiar, when things are plain shitty. Being happy confuses and unnerves him, so he can't concentrate as well. Will keep munching on this.
what the fuck does "workplace casual" mean?
As far as I can tell, its workplace formal - 1 item. Like the tie. But ☝️ watch out!
Can we talk for a second about Shane providing the word "curious" when Ilya is describing his relationship to the coach's son? Like. I have no idea what Ilya was going to say, to start with. But more to the point, Shane "7 Years of Gay Encounters Don't Make Me Gay" Hollander had to be conceptualizing any fantasies and his wandering attentions in some way, right? "It must be curiosity," I can imagine a young Shane thinking as he imagines how kissing boys must be for girls, or as he finds his eyes lingering on a male chest on a magazine cover, "I am curious about... other male bodies. Which makes sense. Because I'm an Athlete" and waking up from intense warm dreams about interacting with bodies like his own going "That is my subconciousness. Being curious. About this experience that I will never have. Obviously."
*Clears throat*
I feel that having the Bad Batch as the protagonists of a sequel series to the Clone Wars set during the beginning of the Empire was a terrible choice. The Bad Batch are defined by the simplicity of their stereotyped characters, their destructive power, and the alienation from the rest of the clone bois. Being a more autonomous squad that did not serve under the command of a specific Jedi, they are also less emotionally connected to them. These are all factors that lessen the emotional impact of the galaxy wide shift that ocurred with Order 66.
They are a tiny group who would have been great for the Clone Wars itself, for action packed episodes focused on military strategy that worked under the restriction of having no Jedi available on the battlefield.
The storyline of clone bois on the run and in hiding during the Era of the Empire could have been told more emotively if told from the perspective of standard clone bois. Clone bois who wouldn't already have looked down upon their peers, and thus would feel proper contempt at the replacement of the clone army. Clone Bois who would see all the clones as their close brothers, and who could properly suffer the tragedy of their family being mind controlled. Clone Bois who would have had experiences during the war of fighting side by side with a Jedi, maybe a Jedi they got to know well, and would be properly distraught at the massacre and betrayal their brothers were forced to commit. Clone bois who would properly share identical or near-identical faces to the rest of their brothers, and thus run a higher and more constant risk of recognition. Clone bois that, while skillfull, would not be inherently better in battle than their brothers, and could very easily die if they made the wrong choices. Clone bois who would have actually respected command and would have faced the conflict of everything the Republic they fought to defend had been corrupted into.
Just imagine, the level of indignation and suspense caused by the possibility of a lethal confrontation with Crosshair, but ocurring every time our heroes cross Imperial troops. The dread that would arise after a battle, perhaps by the clone bois taking the helmets off their opponents, unsure if they'll see the newly conscripted soldiers or one of their brothers.
Imagine, a group that suffered a communal accident that disabled their chips, reacting to their brothers murdering the Jedi.
Imagine them feeling as if their brothers are acting weird, initiating an interaction, and not reacting with "they seem the same to me."
Imagine them with an initial reflex to stay under the radar, and having to scrap the paint off their armor when ordered. Imagine what the breaking point would be.
The narrative could have been much more nuanced and emotionally compelling with characters that were not specifically designed to find the galaxy-wide tragedy less personally impactful.
imo the term "walkable" in "walkable cities" should be understood to mean "wheelchair accessible" as well, not just literally "possible to walk in". the act of walking in a city doesn't automatically make it walkable
also "rest friendly." There shouldn't be all that hostile architecture.
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I mean I guess he could've? But all the hockey fans I saw react to the show were complaining about how unrealistic it was and how Shane would have been benched if he didn't keep his head up in the neutral zone, so I'm choosing to believe it was a very quick look back that Shane misremembers as being longer (arguably sweeter).
I think the memories angle works because it gives a reason for so much focus on their relationship and their individual problems, and that the context of their relationship has to be implied (eg. the homophobia of the NHL/MLH isn't shown so directly because when you're used to it, you're not going to think about it so much). It allows the show to be a romance.
I totally agree with you on how the focus is handled and why that works so well as memory and for the narrative purpose, and on the Look Back- I think yours is a valid reading.
I prefer thinking what we see is completely accurate 95% of the time- I think its good storytelling if this is the one time Shane allowed himself to be distracted because for once he felt like him and Ilya were integrating emotionally- I have watched Hockey fans also make this point, like, "Oh, he's gone gone for Ilya." We see throughout the series that the characters' emotional state does affect their play, and how that often coordinates with relationships. Shane and Scott both seem to play better when they're happier. This is true for Ilya too, but sometimes he also plays better when he is distraught. This would be the first time of any character, however, being capital D Distracted.
There are some other scenes where I prefer the inaccurate reading- In particular, the club scene with the Intense Staring while they both stand Completely Still in the middle of the dance floor and Nobody Reacts to It- that seems to me like a very "How it Felt" shot. I can't imagine the girl dansing with Ilya not noticing the guy completely stopped responding to her and I can't imagine Shane being quite so obvious for so long by being completely 🥺🧍 . I can imagine that for both of them, the 3 to 4 seconds that they locked eyes felt like an ETERNITY because they are the only ones who really mattered in that club. Of the night, everything else being a blur but that moment they allowed themselves to stare.
problematic rage gap. one partner tries to bring nuance and understanding to a tough situation. the other wants to blow up the earth about it.
as an addition to my last post, I think Yuna and David Hollander would have interesting reactions in this sense if Shane had spilled the Hollanov beans at them early
You know, we all like to laugh along when Ilya goes "You can tell your parents you're gay without giving them a list of all the guys you're fucking" but the more I think of it, the more valid a concern it becomes.
It's just the possibility of Ilya coming up at all, it'll be a problem. And since Shane's sexual discovery is so tied up with Ilya, he would come up naturally in any conversation along the lines of "When and how did you know you liked men?" or "Have you had any relationships?" So imagine Shane trying to open up and immidiately close up the moment any question strays anywhere close to Ilya. Now imagine Yuna's bloodhound intensity and David's quiet watchfull perceptiveness and "We know you pretty well, Shane" and tell me there wouldn't be some red flags waving in the back of their heads. Just from the telling silences.
If you really really think about it, the Hollanders basically learn about Ilya the moment the boys have something that would sound somewhat acceptable to them as protective parents. Because early Hollanov would drive them insane. Early Hollanov sounds like Ilya might be trying to play mind games on Shane. Ghosting-Ilya Hollanov and Post-Vegas would probably have Yuna on a murder quest. The middle casual sex window is somewhat acceptable, but it would be worse and worse as it went on, because Shane is a horrible liar, and Shane has feelings. "I'm casually fucking the fuck boy. Also I am completely fine with this arrangement because I have no feelings for him." Liar Liar Pants On Fire. Cue either of them glancing at the tabloids. There's an impression to be had that even David "I dont know what Youtube Is" can latch onto. "Have you been seeing anyone else since, Shane?" There's the problematic "No" and the problematic "I mean, I tried" and the problematic "~sUre?" and a period of time where Shane can answer "Rose" and they glance at each other in alarm because the context of this conversation is that he just told them he's gay. I'm not sure Post-Tampa Pre-Cottage is all that great either- "He said we can't be anything. But I do think we have feelings for each other."
What I mean to say, when they meet the parents, they are a united front who have declared love for each other and made a 15-year-plan on the wee hours of that very morning, which can be discussed and presented as "We are serious" evidense. Ilya can say the word lovers and Shane can act like the term is inaccurate. Shane can parry the "You hate him" with "No, actually I love him" because he has acknowledged it to himself and to Ilya in a reciprocal manner, and thus immediately turns the convo from "Is this tormented attachment?" to "It was a cover." Ilya can parry "You're such a ladies man" with "It's true I've slept with many women but I've only ever loved one person." Ilya has the confidense to snap Shane out of his panic attack with the word ✨ boyfriend ✨ and then reaffirm it- not that Ilya doesn't have the ability to calm him down from the moment they met eyes but it would probably not be as smooth as that. Yuna and David get to watch first hand the care they have for one another as soon as they are comfortable expressing it.
Like you know. Maybe this is the best timeline for the Hollander Parents x Ilya Rozanov impression.
Has anyone else noticed that when Scott wins the cup, the commentators talk about Marleau and Connors keeping the puck as the clock counts down, as if they're Admirals players?
So were Marly and Connors traded by the time Scott won the cup, or was that just a continuity error?
I DDID notice but I went "error" and/or "there can be two marleaus, right?"