☥🪓 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪ In This Darkness | Shinjiro Aragaki x Reader
summary: after 10/4 events Shinjiro is badly wounded, in which you have to look after him, but one thing leads to another.
cw: mentions of violence, blood and wounds, dry humping
a/n: i’ve been wanting to write smthn a lil angsty for him for soooo long but still kinda smutty (take that with a pinch of salt bc u hoes are getting edged) so here it is! Might make a part 2 :p
Shinji winced as you laid him down on his bed gently, the green moonlight from the window illuminated his face whilst he was still covered in his own blood. There was no way that he would be able to sleep peacefully tonight with all the memories that were swirling around inside his head. You tried your best not to look at his wounds too much but they still haunted your thoughts. It had been almost two years now you’ve been friends, you noticed he was different, softer, more gentle with you. Although, Shinjiro subtly took care of everyone in the dorm, apart from himself which was something you had picked up on after spending so many hours together gardening or cooking. But now, he was laying beneath you bleeding.
“You just gonna keep starin’ at me or-“ He chuckled weakly before wincing again, “Sorry!” You quickly snapped out of thought, getting out some antiseptic for his wounds. “Do you mind?” You questioned, gesturing to his sweater. “Oh, right.” He muttered, as you began to help him remove his iconic turtleneck. His shirt unveiled his broad but toned shoulders, the rest of his torso perfectly sculpted with a small amount of muscle. He was a big guy, but in the best ways possible. Clearly, Tartarus had been doing him some good. You continued to carefully disinfect his wounds whilst he flinched slightly everytime you touched them. “Hey,” Shinji’s eyes looked up at you, a sense of vulnerability behind them. “Lie down, it’ll be easier on your body.” You could tell he wasn't used to being treated with care, and although it was comforting you didn't want to hurt him any more than necessary. “Okay…” He mumbled, not sounding fully convinced, while lying back against his pillow. You sat down by his side, careful not to press on his wound, and placed an arm on his chest, steadying yourself. The contact making your heart race. You tried to focus back on the original task at hand, and began cleaning up his injuries again. You were about to move your hand towards a particularly nasty cut on his stomach, when he grabbed it. The feeling of his cold hands made yours warm up. “No need, I can do it myself.” He shook his head, you let out a chuckle, knowing that he probably wouldn’t get very far without your help if he was even going to try. “You can’t keep tryna’ reject help Shinji,” Your voice became serious, “you’ve been through a lot of shit today. Just let someone take care of you.” He sighed softly, letting go of your hand. You moved your hand away and resumed tending to his injuries, relieved to see that his wounds weren't bleeding anymore, although they would still need to be checked over in the morning. “Thanks.” He said quietly. Your gaze met his, before darting away once more. “Anytime.” Your voice was quiet, hoping he would take that offer seriously. You were glad that he at least trusted you enough to somewhat let his guard down around you compared to how quickly he would reject Mitsuru or Akihiko.
“How are you feeling?” Your voice broke the silence, shifting slightly under the weight of his stare, “Could be worse.” He responded. “I cant believe those Strega assholes would go that far…”You remarked, he hummed in response, “Yeah.. They’re pretty fuckin’ evil, aren't they?” You smiled lightly, “Only the one that struts around with the revolver, seriously who does that guy think he is?” He rolled his eyes at you playfully. You turned your attention to his chest, “I'm surprised you aren't more worried about yourself…I mean you've been hurt a lot.” You commented, glancing up briefly to see if he was offended, but he didn't look upset at all. “It’s fine, I can handle myself just fine.” He assured you firmly, “It’s just a couple of wounds.” You stared into his eyes, trying to make sense of his dismissal, Shinjiro’s self-destructive habits had become more and more evident since he came back to the dorm.“Just a couple of wounds’ Shinji? You could have died!” He frowned at your words, “So what? It's not like I haven't taken worse hits before. You know I can easily protect myself.” Dismissing your concern again. “That doesn't make it okay! You could have gotten killed, do you not realise how reckless you sound!?” The tone you were using caught his attention again and he glanced up, his eyes narrowing slightly as he took in your expression. Before he could even say anything further you interrupted him, moving closer to him. “I don't care what you say, but the tough guy act isn’t gonna keep you alive much longer.” He huffed, not knowing how to respond to concern unless it was from Akihiko, unfortunately he couldn’t call you a muscle-fueled moron and go on with his day. You let out a soft sigh as the tension in the air became thick, awkward and strained. You weren't sure exactly what to make of this Shinjiro compared to the one from three years ago. You already knew that he was a rather stoic guy, but there was always this hidden pain within the steeliness of his personality. “Shinji,” You whispered, placing your hand on top of his, he flinched at your touch before relaxing slightly, “Promise me you’ll be careful. Please stop putting yourself in these situations where you might not come out alive.” He stared at you for another moment before speaking, the words coming slow and cautious. “I can’t promise anything.” He spoke, carefully releasing your hand, his eyes looked up sadly into yours, the guilt emanating off him strong. “But I'll try my hardest, for you and Aki.” You nodded, satisfied. “Thank you.” Shinji looked away once more, and you watched him intently, forgetting how close you was sitting next to him. The proximity was becoming unbearable. His bronze eyes met yours again, erupting butterflies in your stomach. A shiver ran down your spine, you felt like you couldn’t breathe. You opened your mouth to speak, but nothing came out. Words failed you. You wanted to kiss him, wanted to kiss his pain away. You wanted to hold him and comfort him until he fell asleep, wanting to feel him in your arms. But you couldn’t. Not now, maybe never. Perhaps that would be better. You wanted to leave, to leave now before the emotions you felt became too much for you. But he was too close, it wouldn’t work anyway.
“You alright?” His voice sounded confused, worried. You snapped out of your trance, realising that you had been staring at him for several seconds, completely transfixed. You pulled back slightly, clearing your throat as you did so. “Yup, sorry, I was just thinking.” You mumbled, forcing a smile onto your lips. “Thinking?” He asked, cocking his head to the side slightly. “Uh huh.” You replied, looking anywhere but at him. You could hear his breathing hitch, obviously he was struggling to contain his emotions at the moment. Shinji knew you weren’t telling him something. “About?” He pressed further with that smooth raspy voice of his, almost daring you to answer. You swallowed hard, “Nothing important,” you whispered, “Just…a lot happened today.” You admitted, trying not to let his eyes pierce straight through your soul. “Hey, I’m fine now.” He replied. “It really isn’t.” You muttered under your breath. He didn’t reply to your comment this time, instead opting to stare at you. Your eyes locked, as the both of you sat in silence. The air between you becoming thicker each passing minute. “I- We cant lose you Shinjiro” You finally breathed out, breaking the eye contact and focusing your gaze on the ground. He called your name, his voice was soft, gentle, almost tender. “I’m alive right now, and that’s all that matters” His voice was soft, barely above a whisper. Your heart melted at his words, resisting the urge to lean forward and brush your lips against his. Instead you remained silent, allowing his words to wash over you, as you both gazed into each others eyes, waiting for the other to break the tension. Neither of you willing to make the first move, neither able to look away.
A knock on the door suddenly interrupted the silence that had fallen upon the two of you. “Can I come in?” Akihiko shouted from outside, startling the pair of you. “Gimme’ a minute!” He shouted back. You shot a quick glance at him, before standing up. “I should probably go check up on the rest now…see how they’re doing.” You said as you turned around to begin making your way towards the door, only for his hand to grab your wrist gently, stopping you in your tracks. You turned back to look at him. “Wait.” He said, holding your wrist tightly in his hand. You furrowed your eyebrows at him in confusion. “Can you come back when Aki
leaves?” Shinji asked, his grip tightening ever so slightly. His tone of voice caused you to pause momentarily. “Yes, of course.” You replied after a few moments. He smiled faintly, “Good.” Your gaze wandered toward your hand, still grasped by his, and you began to pull it away slowly. He released you immediately, stepping away as well, averting his eyes from yours. “Thanks again, for helping me and….stuff.” He trailed off, smiling faintly. “No worries, Shinji.” You smiled, taking an extra second to soak in the sight of his handsome face in the green moonlight. You swiftly exited the room, quickly greeting Akihiko, “What was that about?” He questioned you with a raised brow, watching you closely. You shrugged sheepishly, “Nothing, just helped him with his wounds, that’s all...” Turning to continue walking. Akihiko gave you a concerned look, obviously sensing something else, “Is everything alright?” He pressed. “Yeah, yeah, I’m just tired, and stressed out, y’know.” You responded vaguely, practically feeling his piercing gaze burning holes into your head- but he seems to accept your answer anyway. “Thanks for looking out for him, seriously.”
“Of course, Shinji's not alone.” You smiled at him reassuringly, and finally left him alone with Shinjiro, deciding to return to your room to freshen up.
About a while had passed, the green moonlight returned to its original shade, the night breeze cooling your heated skin as you walked down the hallway creeping downstairs to boys floor. The conversation you had with Shinjiro earlier replayed in your mind. The thought of him want to seeing you again made your cheeks flush with heat. Said thoughts were quickly interrupted by ur phone chiming, ‘you coming or nah?’ a notification from Shinji lit up your screen. ‘i’m literally outside lol’ You typed back, a small smile gracing your lips. Approaching his door you lightly tapped on it making sure no one else in the dorm could hear before pushing the door open and stepping inside. “Hey,” You said quietly, closing the door behind you and making your way over to his bed. Shinji had taken off his beanie letting his brunette hair lay above his shoulders. He glanced down at you, a small smile appearing on his face as his eyes trailed over your figure. “Hey.”
“How are you feeling?” you asked, sitting down on his bed across from him, closer this time. His brown eyes bored into you, biting his pink lips slightly. “M' Fine, just need these wounds to heal.” You nodded, time heals all wounds after all. “So,” You shifted closer to him, “Why did you ask to me to come back here?” Asking out of pure curiosity- not desperation. “Because…” Shinji trailed off, a deep blush covering his face, his eyes looking anywhere but at you. “Cause?” You prompted. “I wanted to thank you…for what you did.” He managed to choke out. You stared back at him, a small smile crossing your lips. “Shinji..” You leaned forward, placing your hand gently on his cheek, leaning towards him so you could see his face better, shocked at how cold his cheek was. Your thumb running along the edge of his jawline as you leant in even closer. “I want to be here for you,” You whispered into his ear, his eyes darting nervously in between yours. “I don’t want you to hurt anymore.” You continued, brushing your lips against his cheek gently. His body tenseed under your touch, head snapping up to meet your gaze. “Don’t say things like that.” You could hear the strain in his voice, his eyes scanning your face carefully. “Why shouldn’t I?” Your voice was quiet, barely audible. “You don’t know what you’re getting into.” He breathed, leaning forward yet again, his lips mere inches away from yours. Practically feeling his breath tickling your face, causing goosebumps to form on your exposed arms. You felt yourself getting more and more nervous as his lips inched closer to yours. “Dont try shut me out” You urged softly, pressing your lips against his. Your hand reached for the back of his neck, tangling your fingers into his short locks of dark brown hair. You pulled away from his lips, pulling back to look into those eyes. “Shinji…” You whispered softly, tracing patterns on his cheekbones with your thumb. His eyes darted from your eyes to your lips repeatedly, clearly overwhelmed by the fact that you kissed him. “Tell me why you have to leave." Searching his eyes for an answer. "Its not fair.” You muttered, bringing your lips back to his, kissing im once again, letting out a content sigh as he wrapped his arm around your waist pulling you closer to him. His hair became tangled in your fingers, whilst you tugged slightly on the strands, eliciting a low groan from deep within his throat. He pulled you impossibly closer to him, his body pressing against yours completely. His hand soothed under your shirt, caressing your skin tenderly. Your legs moved to wrap around his hips, as one of his hands cupped your breast. You moaned into his mouth whilst grinded himself against you. Your eyes fluttered closed, lost in pleasure, as his cold hands continued to roam underneath your shirt, massaging your breasts. You arched your back against him, giving him better access to your sensitive flesh. Your fingers dug into his muscles, trying to cope with all the stimulation, but when you closed your eyes to relish the feeling of his strong embrace, you would remember the way the knife sliced through his soft skin. The way blood poured forth from the same flesh you was embracing.
You pulled back slightly from Shinji’s mouth, gasping for air, tears pricking at the corner of your eyes, meeting his gaze. Too much was going on in your head, too many emotions flooding your heart. What happened today, your reaction, the way his eyes gazed hungrily at you, every single event swirling around in your head, making you unable to comprehend anything that was happening around you right now. “You okay?” The sound of Shinjiro's low voice rumbled through your chest causing shivers to spread through your whole body. “Is this too much for you?” He asked tentatively, pulling his hand away from under your shirt, moving both his hands to cup your face gently. A sudden pang of guilt pierced your heart. This wasn't what you intended on doing. He shouldn't be doing this now, not when he’s in this state. Not after what has happened to him today. But you couldn't stop yourself from craving more. So you shook your head, your eyes pleading to reassure him. Shinji placed another soft kiss on your lips, holding eye contact with you the entire time. “Then don’t make me stop,” He spoke seductively against your lips, before kissing you again deeply, pulling you so close to him that you were almost laying on top of him. It was clear that he didn't want to stop either. His arms were tight around you as if he doesn’t want you to leave ever. You knew this was probably wrong, but god does it feel good. Everything about this moment felt right, and somehow it made you forget how much pain you both went throught that night.
Summary: Reader and Aki have been secretly seeing each other for a couple of weeks, however things get tense during a trip to Tartarus. Part 1
a/n: Long awaited part 2! First time writing smut so lmk if I can work on anything :3
cw: Make out, a lot of foreplay, thigh riding if you squint, oral sex (m and f receiving), fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!!!), confessions.
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You and the rest of S.E.E.S eventually made it back to the dorms, spending the whole journey thinking about Aki’s offer. ‘Come to my room tonight.’
Was he asking you to spend the night with him? Did he realise that you were falling for him? Your little ‘relationship’ had only started a couple weeks ago and was more so fuelled by mutual attraction than anything else. The pair of you knew how attracted you were to each other, and you both accepted that. So why did your fling feel like so much more after you had gotten hurt?
As soon as you got back to the dorms, you freshened up and headed to his room. As you entered the room, the familiar scent of his cologne greeted you, reminding you of how much you missed him. The door swung shut behind you, causing Akihiko to turn around from his desk and immediately walk towards you. “Hey” he said softly, looking into your eyes, he could sense you were nervous. “Are you feeling okay? I’m sorry if i was a lil’ hard on you today.” You shook your head, giving him a small smile before walking towards him, wrapping your arms around his neck “No, no. Its fine. I understand, you were worried.” You moved closer to him, his breath fanning your face. “Besides… I think i kinda liked that side of you” you spoke, voice low and suggestive, sending shivers down his spine as you ran your fingers across his chest, teasingly caressing the defined muscles.
”Really? i might have to discipline you more often.” Akihiko teased. You looked up at him through your eyelashes, a grin forming on your lips as he leaned down and captured your lips in a heated, longing kiss, his tongue lining your bottom lips as he deepened the kiss. You moaned into his mouth, pressing harder against him as you both tried to get closer to each other, but it wasn’t enough. You broke apart for a few seconds, breathing heavily as he trailed kisses down your jawline, stopping in the middle of your neck, sucking gently at the sensitive skin. As you let out a small noise, you could feel him smiling against your skin. He nipped at the spot slightly and let his teeth graze over the skin as a silent warning, before pulling away. You whimpered quietly at the sudden loss of contact. “What? Did i hurt you?” He asked, looking genuinely concerned “No… No, it tickled a bit…” you replied, laughing as he moved off you. He placed a soft kiss on your forehead, before grabbing your hand, leading you towards his bed.
Akihiko took a seat, guiding you to straddle his lap, he gently cupped your face in his hands. His eyes locked with yours “Can i tell you something?” He murmured, his voice low. You nodded silently, your eyes flickering nervously between his eyes, and his lips. His thumbs running along your cheeks. “Seeing you get hurt back there… it made me realize that I cant lose you again. I can’t risk losing anyone ever again”. He had a sad look in his eyes, which you instantly recognised as the, ‘Iloveyouandidontwantotloseyou’ expression he had whenever something bad happened to you. “Aki…” you whispered. Your hands resting on his shoulders “...i don’t know what exactly is going on with us right now, but…” you paused, inhaling sharply as your eyes flickered between his “...but i don’t want you to worry about losing me again. Not when things have been going so well between us”. His eyes widened slightly at your confession, a soft blush spreading on his cheeks. His grip on your waist tightened briefly, “Im glad you feel the same way.” He muttered. Your heart fluttered. You leant forward, capturing his lips in an enthusiastic kiss. He wrapped his arms around you tightly, kissing you back just as intensely as you did him. His fingers playing with the strands of hair at the base of your neck.
His tongue glided smoothly along yours as he deepened the kiss, moving his hands down your body until they reached your hips. He gripped them gently, bringing you close, your legs wrapped around his sides. His mouth left a trail of wet kisses from your lips, to your jaw, your neck, all the way down to your collarbone. You could feel his heart beat rapidly against your chest, a sign that he was just as excited as you were. He stopped abruptly, pulling away slightly, still holding you tight against him. Your gaze was locked with his, your hearts pounding fast against your chests. He stared deeply into your eyes for a moment before breaking the silence, saying your name. His voice was almost breathless
“Do you want this?”
He whispered into your ear, causing goosebumps to erupt across your body at the sound of his voice. It sent tingles up and down your spine. The feeling was so foreign, yet so familiar. A sensation you had felt countless times before. And you wanted it more than anything. You looked deep into his eyes and nodded softly, a small smile playing on your lips. “I do.” Your eyes drifted shut as you kissed him again. His lips were soft and sweet, but there was something else. Something new underneath the sweetness. His hand travelled down your body,
his fingers grazing along the skin as they went down until finally his palm was resting upon the inside of your thigh, gently caressing you, sending waves of pleasure throughout your body. You moaned softly against his lips, trying to pull him even closer to you. It felt good, yet at the same time you wanted needed him on a deeper level. You needed to be inside of him. You broke off the kiss suddenly, looking at him with wide eyes. Your eyes traveled slowly from his eyes down to his mouth where your gaze lingered before returning to his eyes, your body started giving into this new found lust, as you grinded against his thighs, trying desperately to find friction against the heat building between your legs. You whimpered, whilst you couldn't stop yourself from grinding against his crotch, he groaned in response, leaning forward until your foreheads were touching. “Are you sure?” He asked, barely above a whisper. You nodded eagerly, a blush creeping over your face.
Your eyes met his once more, his hands cupping yours as you moved them to grasp the front of his shirt. He tugged it upwards, revealing his toned torso where the frequent training clearly paid of. Your hands slid further down, finding their way to the waistband of his sweatpants, you both pulled off your clothes, tossing them to the floor and immediately taking you back into another kiss. This time it was more passionate. The kiss became heated. His hands started tracing every inch of skin he could reach. Every dip, every bump and curve of flesh made him harder against you, he was getting desperate to be inside of you. He pulled the top of your panties, pushing them past your hips. They pooled around your feet. Swiftly removing your bra, you felt were naked in his presence. You were vulnerable and exposed, but that didn't stop you from feeling giddy with desire. He pulled of his boxers, exposing his large erection, hard enough that it almost stood upright. You moaned quietly when it touched your stomach, feeling its roughness against your skin, the warmth radiating from his cock caused goosebumps to rise along your arms. “You’re beautiful…” Aki whispered as he admired your body, placing a gentle kiss to your shoulder, trailing down, pausing when he reached your breast. You moaned and arched your head back. You were so turned on, you had never experienced this sort of excitement before. You felt the need to touch him, to taste him. You reached out, your hands moving through the hair at the back of his head, pulling him towards you as your lips crashed together, a tongue thrusting forward as your hands gripped his shoulders tightly, pulling him impossibly closer, as if you would disappear if you didn’t hold onto him. He continued kissing you hungrily as his hands moved to your heat, his fingers grazing your clit gently before sliding up the side of your body. Your moan was louder now, it filled the bedroom. You pulled his head closer to yours, your hand coming up to cup his cheek, while he continued to kiss you intensely, not letting you break away. You gasped for air when he moved his mouth from yours, trailing kisses to your jawline, and eventually to your neck. You bit your lip as he continued sucking, nipping at it lightly. “I want you,” you said as he pulled his mouth from your shoulder, placing one last peck right below your ear, before moving back to your lips. You pushed your body forward and he eagerly welcomed you, “Let me return the favour” You smirked at the boxer, gently pushing him onto his mattress. Akihiko laid beneath you, his strong arms resting by your sides.
Your hands made their way to his throbbing cock, gliding your thumb over his sensitive pink tip. Akihiko let out a quiet moan, your grip driving him insane, making him weak. His hips rose slightly as your finger slipped down to stroke him. A low growl escaped his lips. He grabbed your wrist and guided your hand up and down his cock, his eyes locking with yours as your fingertips pressed against him. You stroked him again, and you heard Akihiko curse quietly as you added pressure to your ministrations. You enjoyed seeing him like this - vulnerable and full of passion, it was the most arousing thing you'd ever seen. But, you knew better. You knew what he was capable of. A wave of confidence came over you, as you sunk your head down to take his cock in your mouth. You lapped at it softly at first, savouring the salty taste. His hands gripping onto you tightly. He let out a soft moan of pleasure, the vibrations running through both of you as you sucked him fully in your mouth, your tongue swirling around it, teasing and stroking it playfully. You hummed quietly as you worked him over, his moans turning into soft pants as you teased him with your mouth. “You're so gorgeous. You know that?” He groaned. You smiled against his shaft, the vibrations against your throat sending shivers through your body. A moan escaped your lips as he started lightly pumping his hips into your mouth faster, his dick twitching in your mouth, moaning your name, increasing his pace until he came inside your mouth. You moaned in satisfaction as you swallowed him, loving the way his cum coated the roof of your mouth. He laid underneath you, gasping harshly for air as he tried to catch his breath. Slowly lifting your head up, his breathing slowed significantly and you grinned up at him. He looked down at you and placed a small kiss on your forehead. Your giggles filled the room, his chuckling following shortly after, “That was amazing. you are seriously good at that.” Akihiko complimented you, his cheeks turning a dark red colour. “But i think there’s something I owe you.” He continued smiling mischievously at you, raising himself on his elbows, “Oh yeah?” you asked with a small smirk.
Using his strength, Aki gripped your waist and flipped your body onto the bed. This time he was on top of you, and had full control. You wrapped your legs around his middle as you lifted your face up towards him, staring deeply into his eyes. His expression was intense, he wasn’t going to miss any opportunity. He lowered his mouth onto yours once more, his tongue flicking across your lower lip, begging to entrance it. When you opened your mouth, he slid his tongue in effortlessly, his tongue circling around yours, causing you to moan quietly. Your hands found their way to his chest, carressing his sculptured abs. His chest rose and fell as he breathed heavily, his hand moved downwards slowly, stopping just short of your core. He stared intently at you, waiting to see how badly you wanted to feel his fingers inside of you. Finally deciding it was safe, he inserted his fingers into your core. You could no longer contain your moan of pleasure, your hips rocking against his hand as you closed your eyes, allowing him to feel the intense sensation his touch brought. A soft smile played across his lips as he noticed the reaction he elicited from you, knowing full well what would happen if he added another touch. He pushed his fingers in deeper, enjoying each thrust that came forth with his touch. “Aki! Please!” He chuckled softly at your plea, pulling his fingers out, and grasped his cock instead. Aligning himself with your entrance, rubbing his cock along your folds, teasing your wetness. “Please Aki...I need you.” You pleaded again, arching your back upwards, wanting more of his touch.
His grip tightened on his cock, “Tell me when to stop baby.” He muttered softly as he leaned down to place a feather light kiss along your breasts before lowering himself, entering you completely. Immediately releasing a moan from your lips. He was slow, trying to adjust his length to you perfectly. He paused a few moments as he adjusted to fit you comfortably in his grasp. His movements picked up speed as you both moaned in unison, filling the room with a deep rhythmic beat, your fingernails gripping into him desperately, making him whine in pleasure and pain. His movements became more rapid as his thrusts became even deeper, hitting just the right spot, causing you to moan loudly, your walls contracted around his pulsing dick. “A-Aki!” You moaned his name dangerously loud, his hand quickly went to cover your mouth, the thought of the rest of your dorm hearing you sounded absolutely mortifying, “Shhh.” He hushed, whilst tucking a strand of hair against your ear. His thrusts grew stronger as you moaned into his hand. You gripped onto his shoulders, his hair tickling your neck. His thrusts grew more forceful, faster, each time he hit your clit harder, faster, making your inner muscles tighten as they squeezed his cock. “God you feel so good.” Aki mumbled under his breath before slamming his hips into yours, sending ripples of ecstasy throughout your body. He was close, so very close. It took everything in him to keep his self control. You were trembling, feeling your orgasm coming upon you, the tremors becoming stronger as he continued thrusting inside you. You whimpered, grabbing his shoulders desperately. He could tell by the way you cried out his name that you felt it too, as your pussy clenched around his cock. The boxer grunted deeply as he felt your body start shaking, your walls clenching tightly around him. Aki moaning your name hoarsely, as he finally let go of all restraint and came inside you, filling you up with his seed. Your walls were still tight as you continued to cry out his name in ecstasy, your eyes rolling back as you reached a new high. Your legs shook wildly around him, the tension leaving your body almost as suddenly as it had come. Aki wrapped his arms around you, holding onto you protectively as your body relaxed and trembled. His breathing quickened slightly. “I’m not going anywhere Aki.” You reassured him whilst planting small kisses all over his face. “Not after you saved my life and gave me an orgasm” You giggled, a heavy pink blush flushed his cheeks before he lowered his head to kiss you tenderly. The pair of you broke apart and rested your foreheads together, sighing in contentment.
Summary: Reader and Aki have been secretly seeing each other for a couple of weeks, however things get tense during a trip to Tartarus
a/n: As you can tell by now i have the most unpredictable schedule ever, and the most random characters xd However, i hope you like this because the persona fandom needs way more fics!!
cw: make out sesh, reader risks their life for junpei, aki gets a lil mad, TENSIONN, secret relationship
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“Enemy advantage!” Fuuka, spoke through her headset. The five of you, all forced into a circle by a mob of shadows. Your eyes immediately meeting his. Akihiko’s stare burned into your skull, trying to find signs of any injuries, whilst the rest of your team decided what move to make next.
“Junpei! On your left!” The navigator alerted your fellow teammate. Noticing the intimidating shadow about to ambush your classmate Junpei, you instinctively rushed to his side, parrying the incoming attack. Feeling the extreme force of the shadow’s strength, your legs gave out and you fell the floor, followed by someone calling your name…
You suddenly came back to reality, noticing your three other teammates dealing with the ambush. Akihiko was checking your body for any injuries. “Are you okay? I told you to stop making reckless decisions during surprise attacks! If you had stopped for one second, we might have had time to strategize before they attacked us again!” He continued on ranting as your head was pounding, the impact of the bash having an effect on your conscious. His face grew serious when your eyes locked on his, the intensity of his gaze melting yours into submission “…and do not ever let me catch you doing something so risky again… you hear me? You cannot handle yourself in this kind of fight, especially if you have to go against shadows when we’re already in a bad position” he finished. After taking in his intense expression, his gaze softened, but it still felt like he was piercing right through you.
“But i had to, Junpei would’ve gotten seriously hurt!” Your words were quiet and weak, unable to match Akihiko’s intensity, but he was quick to brush them aside. “…it’s not your job to protect him. He can take care of himself.” You could see the irritation seeping into his voice, clearly getting worked up about your recklessness “…you cant be using those kind of excuses! This situation is far more precarious than usual, and you know it, don’t you?” You nodded weakly. The pain in your head was growing, and you were beginning to feel lightheaded. Akihiko sighed, “We won’t be able to finish the mission if you faint”, his hands rested gently on your shoulder, pulling you to your feet. You held onto his hand for support as you stood, his grip tight yet gentle at the same time. His fingers interlocking with yours gave a warmth that you craved to feel. He didn’t say anything else, just lead you to a spot where the team couldnt see either of you.
After finding a comfortable place, he pulled away, kneeling down to your level as you did the same. Looking him straight in the eye, you whispered “I’m sorry, Aki”. He stared back at you with a softer look in his eye, you knew what kind of effect that nickname had on him. He didn’t reply, instead, he just brushed your hair behind your ear softly. A gesture that made you melt internally. You looked down. His hand lingering on your cheek “…just stay safe” he whispered. His eyes searching yours intently. As his thumb caressed your cheek. You wanted nothing more but pull him closer. He was too tempting. You could feel your lips quivering as your mind flashed images of him kissing you. The sound of him growling your name in your neck, making it hard to breathe as you desperately tried to keep up a stoic front while also relishing his soft lips against yours. The sensation made your stomach twist and your heart beat faster, it was becoming difficult to control your emotions. The boxer was looking at you expectantly, waiting for some sort of response, but you couldnt give him one. Instead, you closed your eyes, leaned forward until your faces were close enough that your breath mingled between your lips.
Your lips met his. It was gentle, tender, sweet. Your arms wrapped around his neck as you pulled yourself as close as possible. He pulled you closer, deepening the kiss as the seconds passed. Suddenly, your lips parted, and Akihiko pulled away, his eyes being a mixture of shock and lust as he gazed upon your face. His cheeks turned red with embarrassment “Ah… I…. Sorry, I got carried away” he muttered. You shook your head and grabbed him tightly in your arms, your lips brushing against his earlobe as you whispered,
“Don’t apologize”
He smiled lightly, leaning into your embrace “If you insist”, he said. “But are we really gonna do this here…in Tartarus? I mean what if the team-“ You quickly silenced him with another kiss, pulling away only slightly “It’s no big deal”, you reassured him “Plus, i wanna be alone with you for awhile”. You pressed a chaste kiss to his cheek before leaving a trail of kisses down his neck. His arms gripping your waist loosely as you continued kissing him, your fingertips grazing his skin as your bodies melted together. The warmth in his touch made you sigh in pleasure. You both needed this moment. But you knew it would never last. The mission would end sooner or later and both of you would need to leave before the others caught you here. But for now, you were content with staying. His arms tightened around your waist, as he kissed you more passionately, more desperately. You could feel his heart beating wildly against your chest, it matched your own. The two of you were lost in each other completely, you weren't even sure how long the kiss lasted until you heard the others around the corner.
You slowly pulled away, letting out a disappointed moan as your mouth touched his ear lobe once more. He looked at you, his grey eyes filled with slight anger, knowing he couldn’t continue further with you there. “Come to my room tonight.” He whispered into your ear, savouring every ounce of affection you gave him. You felt your knees weaken, your heart racing uncontrollably. He smirked. He knew he was getting to you. As much as you hated to admit it. And you werent going to stop him anytime soon. He stood back up, offering you a hand. “Now let’s get back to the others…” The two of you made your way back, Akihiko holding onto your hand for a moment. Your eyes locking with his for a split second before returning to the group.
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