moody_appolo

constantly overwhelmed// ru/eng also learning jp// mostly shitpost but sometimes art as well// need i say fuck ai

[thoughtkick]

“When I look at the world I’m pessimistic, but when I look at people I am optimistic.”

— Carl R. Rogers

[prompts-in-a-barrel]

"Why do you care?"

"You're... kind of the best friend I've ever had."

"God. Is that true? Fuck. You need to meet more people."

[moodyappolo]

arya and the wolf inside of her

I know quality is ass but my phone is literally fighting for it's life so let's all pretend it's grungy and cool ok

also sorry for the squared marks, turned out I had something glued on the next page lmao

[thefairestknightofall]

Ah finally, my type of “meme”

I do enjoy a good cup of tea

[daily-daydream]

I'm not saying having a sword would fix a girl's problems, but I am saying that I still have problems and no sword

[moodyappolo]

it's the very first page of a new sketchbook and it this turns out shit I'm unironically commiting

[moodyappolo]

ngl looked better as a sketch but still not as shitty as I thought it would be. any critique is welcomed

[moodyappolo]

it's the very first page of a new sketchbook and it this turns out shit I'm unironically commiting

[moodyappolo]

actually I'm kinda thankful to AI because my hate towards it is so huge it got me out of 4 years long artblock as I realized no matter how much my art sucks it's still better than all of that slop (+ doesn't ruin the environment)

[moodyappolo]

I used to be so fun and interesting and intelligent person and now all you can talk with me about is calories and scale and size like god help the girl

[rosieandthemoon]

From 1914

[japanese-lol]

Today's phrase is "人間至る処青山有り（jinkan itaru tokoro seizan ari）"

【Vocabulary & Grammar】

1．人間（じんかん, jinkan） In classical Chinese‑derived expressions, 人間 means “the human world,” “society,” “the realm where people live.” It does not mean “a human being” (person) in this context.

2．至る処（いたるところ, itaru tokoro） A classical expression meaning “everywhere,” “wherever you go.” 至る = to reach / to arrive 処 = place Together: “all places one may go.”

3．青山（せいざん, seizan） Literally “blue/green mountain.” Figuratively, it means “a place to bury one’s bones,” i.e., a burial place / final resting place.

4．有り（あり, ari） Classical form of ある（to exist）. Here it states that such places exist everywhere.

「人間至る処青山有り」 means that the world is vast and you can find a place to live, work, and fulfill your purpose anywhere. It teaches the courage to step beyond familiar places, trusting that new paths and new “homes” will always exist for those who pursue their goals. There isn’t only one place where a person can shine. What challenge would you like to take on next?

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本日の一言は、「人間至る処青山有り」です。 人が活躍できる場所は、一か所だけではありません。 あなたが次に挑戦したいことは何ですか。

[abusedghost]

unfortunately this is me

[moodyappolo]

What stage of body dysmorphia is that when you're so disgusted with your body that don't even include yourself in your own daydreaming scenarios 🙁

[moodyappolo]

«how do you get through tough times» I actually don't they just curl in my chest with a bunch of the tough times I had to experience when I was younger and this miserable coexistence keeps bursting my mind and body uncontrollably

[yellow-cat]

actually hate that the bodys response to anything is nausea. ate too much? nauseous. ate too little? nauseous. an imaginary threat got you scared? be nauseous. on your period? you guessed it. sawed into your hand and need to go to the emergency room? perhaps throwing up into your open wound will be of help

[moodyappolo]

what's the actual goal of being on a social media if the media is banned and being social is devastating

[robyn-i-guess]

liking someone platonically is so embarrassing like. yeah i admire you. yeah i think about you all the time. yeah i look forward to every time i see you even if it's only for a minute. yeah it's all platonic and yeah i couldn't explain this because it'd sound romantic. fucking hell