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nikki | she/he/they, ella/él/elle | 20 | south american | default blog used for general purposes | ao3: aquariusmoon | twit: grimelorde

[coldarena]

night of nights, day of days

[kippdipp]

"If I fear him, who loves him, how must he fear himself, who hates himself?"

[rustmarty]

guys. please

[this-whole-situation]

[creature-amalgam]

[guessed-starred-deactivated2025]

both of these simultaneously

[primeministerofantarctica]

Therapy is expensive, but there are free non-chatgpt resources out there

Therapy Worksheets, Tools, and Handouts | Therapist Aid

Free worksheets, treatment guides, and videos for mental health professionals. Topics include CBT, anger management, self-esteem, relaxation

Finch - Your New Self Care Best Friend

Finch - Your New Self Care Best Friend

You feel like shit. That sucks. You Feel Like Shit is a game designed to help you help yourself through your shitty times and practice self

Introduction to the Analog Brain - Skip the intro and go to the tool - Sometimes (lots of times) (all the time), I have the urge to do

I've used all of these and can vouch for them. Stay safe, love u guys 💖

[ratsstick]

If you're in the US you may also have community health centers that offer free or low cost therapy and psychiatric services. Just Google your county name or zip code and "free low cost therapy" or "community health center"

[interestingmistakes]

Reblogging this manually. Op doesn't want credit for fear of being terminated.

[hazemsuhail]

If this page suddenly goes silent one day, know that my brother Samer didn’t make it. I will never forget those who saw him suffering from severe bombing injuries, lacking his vital medications, yet chose silence and kept scrolling.

[hazemsuhail]

I feel completely shattered and deeply ashamed begging strangers for help every single day. This endless nightmare has stripped us of everything, forcing me to sacrifice even my own dignity just to keep my brother and my family alive.

[hazemsuhail]

​I want nothing from this world except to see Samer healthy and free of pain, and to save my family from this slow death. Please donate so we can afford his essential psychiatric and medical treatments before it’s too late.

Please Please donate GoFundMe

[hazemsuhail]

I swear these donations are our only way out. Please keep supporting us to save my brother Samer. 🙏

[mintflavoredcookie]

vetted by gazavetters, the number is #75 !!!!

[hazemsuhail]

Samer's life depends on the next hand that reaches out to him. Please don't just share this post. Help us keep his heart beating.

[bsaka7]

excerpts from erin in the morning's article on the ioc's ban on transgender women and sex testing policy

[headspace-hotel]

The fact that they're not testing men says it all.

Wikipedia articles for the two athletes mentioned who committed and attempted suicide. Horrible.

[hoofpeet]

[sixty-silver-wishes]

happy pride month to the fuck tree I guess

[russianblush]

Best Lead Performer, Drama Series is....Hudson Williams!

[estro-boi]

we gotta get back to torrent distribution, i just watched someone eat eight grand in bandwidth charges because they ran a direct-download piracy site with local file hosting through cloudflare. torrents were invented literally for this exact reason

[estro-boi]

torrents work like this

i have a file or folder on my pc that i want to share with other people. let's call it gayshit.mp3

unfortunately gayshit.mp3 is 750mb and im not paying for discord nitro so i need another way to send it

i put it into qbittorrent and it makes a torrent file. this is essentially a very small file that points to gayshit.mp3 so other computers can find it. kinda like a treasure map

i send this tiny file to my friend, who loads it into qbittorrent. their computer takes a moment to find mine over the vast expanse of cyberspace and then (as long as my pc is running and the file is still where it should be), it gets copied from my hard drive to theirs

this is the cool part: if somebody else loads that tiny file, they can download it from both of us. if i'm offline but my friend is on, the third person can still get it. this also means that if two people have separate halves of the file, they can download the other half from each other. as long as some combination of people have the pieces between them, they can all have the whole thing.

crucially this does not require a server!!! you can just upload the file to a few people and as long as they keep it, it's still accessible. as long as somebody, somewhere is still connected, it's available forever. the only way it goes away is if everybody disconnects from it.

please learn to torrent

[macleod]

How to Use Torrents (with Pictures) - wikiHow

An expert guide to get started using torrentsTorrents are one of the most popular forms of file sharing on the internet, accounting for over

always use qbittorrent, do not use bitorrent or utorrent.

[paranoiareigns]

The script speaks of a vicious anger on his countenance, as Irving turns his back on Hickey.

[nomorechoirs]

“I have to tell you” by Dorothea Grossman

[abdullahsaadi]

Study of clouds by Johan Christian Dahl (1788 - 1857)

[voiceofaboud]

UNFORTUNATELY, I MAY DIE IN THE COMING HOURS.

[voiceofaboud]

[voiceofaboud]

A heartbreaking reality awaits me. After the hospital closes, I may end up on the street, facing death with no treatment, no medicine, and nowhere to go.

[voiceofaboud]

All I ask is that you don’t forget my little siblings after I’m gone. Please donate for them and speak about us before it’s too late.

Chuffed – PayPal – Verified

[voiceofaboud]

Only one person donated in a long time!!!

[voiceofaboud]

Guys… I truly have no one left but your kindness. Please don’t abandon me

[melemart]

Roe? Thats easy. Gene was an angel

[mafuyuh]

little guys in ghibli movies

[wulfhalls]

―      just pretend, bad omens