[moonlitsummoner]

||Oh...wow. My god I have been gone for sooooo long & I apologize for that. But, as of today, I finally went out & bought myself a new laptop. So, you know, I can actually....be here instead of just on mobile. So, there’s that! 

I’ve missed you guys so much! How’ve you been? Well I hope in light of the world & falling skies....

[moonlitsummoner]

Happy Halloween, everyone! Hope you all had a safe & fun night! ♥

[collectivemood]

                                           Linkin Park | Part 1

Papercut

‘ Something in here’s not right today ’

‘ Why am I so uptight today? ‘

‘ Paranoia’s all I got left ‘

‘ But I know just what it feels like ‘

‘ To have a voice in the back of my head ’

‘ A face that laughs every time I fall ‘

‘ It’s like I’m paranoid lookin’ over my back ‘

‘ It’s like a whirlwind inside of my head ‘

‘ It’s like I can’t stop what I’m hearing within ‘

‘ It’s like the face inside is right beneath my skin ’

‘ I don’t know what set me off first ‘

Crawling

‘ Crawling in my skin, these wounds they will not heal ’

‘ Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real ’

‘ There’s something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming ’

‘ This lack of self-control I fear is never ending ’

‘ I can’t seem to find myself again ’

‘  My walls are closing in ’

‘  I’ve felt this way before, so insecure ’

‘ These wounds they will not heal ’

‘ Fear is how I fall, confusing what is real ’

‘ Discomfort endlessly has pulled itself upon me ‘

In the End

‘ It doesn’t even matter how hard you try ’

‘ Time is a valuable thing ’

‘ The clock ticks life away ’ 

‘ I wasted it all just to watch you go ’

‘ I kept everything inside ’

‘ And even though I tried, it all fell apart ’ 

‘ What it meant to me will eventually be a memory ’ 

‘ I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter ’

‘ I had to fall to lose it all, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter ’

‘ Acting like I was part of your property ’ 

‘ Things aren’t the way they were before ’ 

‘ You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore ‘

‘ Not that you knew me back then ’  

‘ You kept everything inside ’ 

‘ I’ve put my trust in you ’

[moonlitsummoner]

Peeks in here all quiet and shy-like....

H-Hello? 

omg I missed everyone so much pls don’t be mad that I disappeared for so long cause I love you guys ;-;

[moonlitsummoner]

Mun Update!

So I know I haven’t been very active as of late & for that I apologize! I’ve actually been holding off on saying anything for fear of this not happening I guess? Or being let down? But I’m getting a promotion at work & for the last two weeks, I’ve been concentrating on learning everything I can since the holiday season is coming. We’re going to be seeing new recruits & I’m going to have a hand in training them etc. 

There’s that & the fact that I needed to step away from writing/editing or anything creative to refresh myself. 

Hours have picked up considerably for me & I’m on the road to nearly two weeks without a day off, so all my energy has been spent at work & sleeping. BUT! Hopefully I’ll have more time soon-ish to work on drafts that have been sitting there for forever. I am so very, deeply sorry that you guys have had to wait for so long! Thank you for being so patient with me & I promise to make it up to you!

[rpmemes-galore]

Comforting Edition {Sentence Starters}

“I care.”

“I love you.”

“Just breathe.”

“I’m here for you.”

“You’re safe here.”

“Do you need a hug?”

“You, me, blanket fort.”

“You’re not alone in this.“

“It’s alright… I’ve got you.”

“You are important to me.”

“They won’t find you here.”

“You’ve been crying… why?”

“It’s alright to cry, you know.”

“What would help right now?”

“Shh, it’s okay. I’m right here.”

“Please, tell me what’s wrong.”

“We’ll face this together, alright?”

“You’ve been strong for too long.”

“You’re going to be fine, I promise.”

“I wish I could take away your pain.“

“I’m sorry that you’re in so much pain.“

“We can stay here until you feel better.”

“I brought you a hot drink and a movie.”

“If you ever need a friend, I’m right here.”

“You’ll kick this thing’s ass. You’re tough.”

“Do you want some tea? Would that help?”

“Tell me something: Why were you crying?”

“I’m right here. And I’m not going anywhere.”

“There’s no shame in crying when you need to.”

“You are stronger than this. You’ll make it through.”

“If you feel like talking, please don’t hesitate to call me.“

“Here, you can snuggle under my blanket. I’ll protect you.”

“You’re so much stronger than you give yourself credit for.”

“Hey, hey, look at me, okay? Just breathe. You’re safe, now.”

“I can’t imagine what it’s like for you. I just can’t imagine how hard it must be.”

“I might not be able to understand what you’re going through, but I understand you need someone here for you.”

[moonlitsummoner]

Weeeee!  Today is not only my  birthday, but the muse’s as well! 

Also: I’ve missed you guys! 

[moonlitsummoner]

I realize I’ve been MIA for a little while & will continue to be for an undetermined amount of time. Just going through some things & until I get them sorted, it’s best I try not to force interactions. My apologies to those who have reached out & didn’t get a response. I appreciate the concern, really. You guys are so sweet. I just need some time to straighten things out, that’s all. ♥

[moonlitsummoner]

Now that Shadowbringers is finished until the next patch & Scholar is leveled, I quickly rushed to begin leveling my main from the FFXI days. Almost 67, so we’re getting there! But the array of gear I have equipped is a mess--yay for glamor! I dunno. I missed Dancer so much & am happy with what they implemented it as in FFXIV. Let me just die happy. Pls. slkdnflksdf

[moonlitsummoner]

Ah. There we go. Shadowbringers has been consumed, but not yet digested. Probably won’t be for quite some time & with that said? I maintain it was the best  expansion so far--since A Realm Reborn ( I sadly wasn’t around to frolic in 1.0 ). 

lays down to contemplate & generally have an existential crisis of my own

[liikeglitterandgcld]

PICREW

tagged by: stole it from @maryarkham bc magic

tagging: @moonlitsummoner / @broadswordandpistol / @bookwurme / @verumcure / @shimmerfang-impact / @praeteritus-memories [ noctis ], and anyone else who wants to steal it

[ashleydevelius-blog]

[benisevseneebi]

[moonlitsummoner]

@liikeglitterandgcld​ Their road trip together~

[moonlitsummoner]

......Shadowbringers is so good so far. I can’t bring myself to do much else at the moment, but soon! I’ll do things here & there. For now, I am honestly taken aback by how this expansion has pretty much  blown the others out of the water. :3c

[moonlitsummoner]

😴 - climbs into bed with my muse [ noctis again ;3; ]

Touch Starved Meme || Still accepting!

[ ☾ ] To stay someone’s ascension had proved a grave mistake on her behalf; neglecting what seemed to be her purpose in life for the sake of his company, a selfish indulgence – one she had yet to regret. Right up until the moment it rebuked the defiance of it’s vessel, leaving her weakened & exhaustive with very  little effort. Had she the energy to rouse for more than minutes at a time, apologies would have been voiced, but there were none; only weary stares & the occasional feeble attempts to grasp at the hand that stroked at her face. 

     The punishment of illness would pass, but in stints of lucidity, her visage had been sullied from its usual optimism – awash with shame, instead. Yet…he never left her side. Offering a shoulder, or a reassuring & gentle squeeze of joined hands. 

     Despite her silent dormancy, brows furrow at the feel of weight bearing down upon the mattress, lightly jostling her curled form. Brightness does not meet fluttering lashes as they slowly crack open, vaguely able to make out a dimly lit moon just outside the window; another day has passed them by & she’d been none the wiser for it. 

❝Noct?❞

     Limbs stirring languidly beneath the duvet, the feel of an arm draping over her waist coaxes sights lower; even in darkness, she can see his hand reaching – searching for her own – so that they can join & she’s happy to oblige. Digits gently slide between his, flawlessly curling together in a loving hold.

A mistake made, perhaps, but one that created an opportunity to convey their devotion.

     The arm snaked around her pulls them closer together & she responds in kind: leading adjoined hands higher, so that lips press tenderly to his knuckles. A ghostly kiss, but one filled with voiceless promises amid the darkness. Tiers find a smile come the feel of his nose brushing along her neck & for the first time since becoming overwhelmed by fatigue, her figure reposes as they lie flush against one another.

❝I love you.❞

Those three words voiced in a hushed murmur before falling victim to a comforting slumber whilst cradled in his embrace. 

[moonlitsummoner]

1ST RULE: tag 9 muses you would like to know better. 2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true for your muse.

Tagged by: @kissafist  & @sanctiichor ( thank you, bebs! ♥ )

MUSE: Yuna FC: Her own face...? :3 OCCUPATION: Summoner / Sphere Hunter / Priestess   AGE: 17 - 30 ( Verse dependent ) SEXUALITY:  Heterosexual / Demisexual  PRONOUNS:  She / Her

APPEARANCE:

I am 5'7" or taller

I wear glasses

I have at least one tattoo

I have at least one piercing

I have blonde hair

I have brown eyes

I have short hair ( verse dependent )

My abs are at least somewhat defined 

I have or have had braces

PERSONALITY:

I love meeting new people

People tell me that I’m funny

Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me

I enjoy physical challenges

I enjoy mental challenges

I’m playfully rude with people I know well

I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it

There is something I would change about my personality

ABILITY:

I can sing well

I can play an instrument ( verse dependent )

I can do over 30 pushups without stopping

I’m a fast runner

I can draw well

I have a good memory

I’m good at doing math in my head

I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute

I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling

I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch

I know how to throw a proper punch

HOBBIES:

I enjoy playing sports

I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else 

I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else ( verse dependent )

I have learned a new song in the past week

I work out at least once a week

I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months

I have drawn something in the past month

I enjoy writing

I do or have done martial arts

EXPERIENCES:

I have had my first kiss

I have had alcohol

I have scored the winning goal in a sports game

I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting

I have been at an overnight event

I have been in a taxi

I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year

I have beaten a video game in one day

I have visited another country

I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts

RELATIONSHIPS:

I’m in a relationship ( verse dependent )

I have a crush on a celebrity

I have a crush on someone I know

I have been in at least 3 relationships

I have never been in a relationship

I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them

I get crushes easily

I have had a crush on someone for over a year

I have been in a relationship for at least a year ( verse dependent )

I have had feelings for a friend

MY LIFE:

I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”

I live close to my school

My parents are still together

I have/had at least one sibling

I live in the United States

There is snow right now where I live

I have hung out with a friend in the past month

I have a smartphone ( verse dependent )

I have at least 15 CD’s

I share my room with someone ( verse dependent; namely her significant other )

RANDOM SHIT:

I have break-danced

I know a person named Jamie

I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce

I have dyed my hair

I’m listening to one song on repeat right now

I have punched someone in the past week

I know someone who has gone to jail

I have broken a bone

I have eaten a waffle today

I know what I want to do with my life ( most of the time, yes )

I speak at least 2 languages

TAGGING: @liikeglitterandgcld / @chasiingrain / @cheshism / @destinysthralls : dealers choice! @vibraea @ndeavor @fatefuture @guidedbyastar @ahdynn @lunaesqua @dawnryse @rexcrystallis @indomitalis @xfarron @pyrebirthed @valorxdrive @magitekelite @riotxblade & anyone else that’d like to steal it! ♥

[mxsememes]

Touch Starved Prompts

Send one of the following symbols for a starter from my muse where your muse:

👫 - holds my muse’s hand

🤗 - draws my muse in for a hug

😴 - climbs into bed with my muse

🤣 - tickles my muse

🔷️ - tracing shapes on my muse’s skin

💜 - tucks my muse against their chest

☺ - cuddles with my muse

🤲 - cups my muse’s cheek(s)

💆‍♀️ - plays with my muse’s hair

💆‍♂️ - brushes hair from my muse’s face

😶 - nudges my muse

🖐 - rests their hand on my muse’s knee or hip

😿 - rubs my muse’s shoulders or back

😘 - peppers my muse with kisses

👄 - kisses my muse gently

💋 - kisses my muse roughly

😵 - pulls my muse down in a heap

😏 - bites or kisses my muse’s neck

😳 - caresses my muse’s body

👂 - nips or kisses my muse’s ear

Send multiple symbols for a starter with a combination of gestures!