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hey queen! I recently discovered your writing and I LOVE IT. The first one I read by you was "Beneath the Weirwood" which was about Dany having feeling for another woman, as well as the woman having feeling for her, and then Dany found her underneath the weirwood and confessed her love, yk the whole thing. I was wondering if you made a second part or if you would be willing to :3 I absolutely loved the story, and the emotional aspect of it, it separates itself from the typical other stories I feel, which I love. If you happened to make a second part TRUST I would be the first reader. Thank you! I'm also a 20 year old masc btw :3
lowkkk i’m not sure on what i’d write in the second chapter bc i wrote it like very oneshot forward. but heyyy lemme brainstorm and see if anything comes to mind that i like 😝😝
AND HEY TWINNNNNN, i need more masc moots 🙏
FINALLYYYY got around to watching supergirl 😝 i’ll be taking any request with Kara now tho if ygs are interested 👀👀👀
Stone’s Heart
daenerys targaryen x fem reader
warning(s): slight violence
wc: 1.9k
summary: in the halls of meereen, daenerys targaryen’s lover brings an enormous, gentle dog into their shared chambers, daenerys is skeptical. stone may be loyal to his owner, but Daenerys has three dragons to protect her. She certainly does not need a beast like him .
(oh em gee this fic is supa old 😭 from my senior year of highschool but honestly it’s so sweet and i was writing this when i was grieving my old doggy.)
The morning sun cast long shadows across the palace courtyard, turning the pale stone to gold. You walked beside Daenerys, your hand brushing against hers as Stone padded along at your other side. The massive dog's presence was impossible to ignore. His muscled frame moved with surprising grace, his dark coat gleaming in the light, but you noticed how Daenerys kept a careful distance between herself and your beloved companion.
"He will not harm you, my queen," you said softly, catching the way her violet eyes flicked toward Stone with barely concealed wariness.
"I do not fear him," Daenerys replied, though her tone suggested otherwise. She reached for your hand properly then, lacing her fingers through yours as if to anchor herself. "I simply do not understand why you insist on keeping such a beast within the palace walls."
You brought her hand to your lips, pressing a kiss to her knuckles, a smile playing at the corners of your mouth. "He is no beast. He is loyal and gentle, despite his size. Though I find it amusing that you call him a beast when you have three dragons that could incinerate entire cities with a single breath."
Daenerys's eyes widened slightly, and then a laugh escaped her, surprised and delighted. "That is entirely different."
"Is it?" You tilted your head, feigning innocence as you pulled her closer. "One is a loyal companion who asks only for your affection and protection. The other three are literal fire-breathing creatures of legend that you command to burn your enemies alive. Yet Stone is the beast you fear?"
"You are insufferable," she said, but she was smiling, her fingers tightening around yours.
"And you love me for it," you replied, leaning down to kiss her forehead. "Besides, my queen, if you can command dragons, surely you can manage one gentle dog."
She huffed, but there was no real irritation in it. "Your logic is flawed, and you know it."
"Perhaps," you conceded, "but you are still smiling."
Stone's tail wagged at the sound of your voice, and he looked up at you with adoring eyes. Daenerys watched the exchange with something between skepticism and reluctant curiosity.
"Gentle," she repeated, her lips quirking slightly. "He could swallow a child whole."
"But he would not." You stopped walking, turning to face her fully. The courtyard was quiet this early, the usual bustle of servants and petitioners not yet begun. You cupped her face with your free hand, thumb stroking along her cheekbone. "Trust me in this, as you trust me in all things."
Daenerys leaned into your touch, her eyes softening. "I trust you with my life, with my heart, with everything I am." She rose on her toes to kiss you, soft and sweet, tasting of the morning tea you had shared in your chambers. "But your companion and I need not be friends for me to love you."
"Perhaps not," you conceded, smiling against her lips. "But it would please me greatly."
She kissed you again, deeper this time, her hand coming up to rest against your chest. When she pulled back, there was color in her cheeks and warmth in her gaze. "I make no promises."
You were about to respond when one of her advisors appeared at the far end of the courtyard, gesturing urgently. Daenerys sighed, the softness leaving her expression as she transformed back into the Dragon Queen.
"I must attend to matters of state," she said, squeezing your hand once more. "Will you wait for me in our chambers?"
"Of course." You kissed her forehead, breathing in the scent of her hair. "Come back to me soon."
"Always," she promised.
You watched her go, Stone sitting patiently at your side. When she disappeared through the archway, you turned to head back toward your rooms, intending to take Stone with you. But as you walked, you realized you had forgotten your riding gloves on one of the courtyard benches. You told Stone to stay, his intelligent eyes watching as you jogged back to retrieve them.
That was when you heard it. The sound of steel being drawn, followed by Daenerys's sharp intake of breath.
Your heart stopped. You started running, but Stone was faster. The massive dog bolted past you with a speed that belied his size, his powerful legs eating up the distance as he charged back toward the courtyard where you had left the queen. You heard snarling, vicious and primal, then screaming. Men's voices, high with terror and pain.
By the time you reached the courtyard, it was over.
Stone stood in the center of the space, his muzzle and chest dark with blood that was not his own. At his feet lay two bodies, both wearing the golden masks of the Sons of the Harpy. Their weapons had fallen from lifeless hands, and their throats had been torn open with brutal efficiency.
"Stone," you breathed, your legs nearly giving out beneath you.
The dog turned at the sound of your voice, his tail giving a tentative wag despite the carnage around him. You fell to your knees, and he came to you immediately, pressing his massive head against your chest as you wrapped your arms around him.
"Good boy," you whispered, your voice breaking. "Such a good, brave boy."
Your hands shook as you ran them over his body, checking for injuries. There were none. The blood that stained his coat belonged entirely to the men who had tried to murder your queen.
"Daenerys," you said suddenly, looking up. "Where is she?"
"Here."
Her voice came from behind one of the pillars. You stood quickly, Stone at your side, and found her pressed against the stone, her face pale but her eyes fierce. She was unharmed, though her hands trembled slightly as she stepped forward.
"They came from the shadows," she said, her voice steady despite the fear that lingered in her eyes. "Two of them, with daggers meant for my heart. I had no weapon, no guards near enough to hear my call." She looked at Stone, and something shifted in her expression. "And then he was there. I have seen men fight in the pits, seen warriors trained from birth in the art of killing, but I have never seen anything like what your Stone did to protect me."
You crossed to her, pulling her into your arms. She came willingly, burying her face against your neck as you held her tight. "You are safe," you murmured. "You are safe, my love."
"Because of him," she said, pulling back to look at Stone. The dog sat watching her, his tail sweeping slowly across the blood-stained stones. "He saved my life."
You kissed her temple, her cheek, her lips. "He loves you because I love you. He would protect you with his last breath."
Daenerys's eyes were bright with unshed tears. "I did not believe you when you said he was gentle. I thought you blinded by affection for a dangerous creature." She reached out tentatively, her hand hovering in the air between herself and Stone. "But he is both, is he not? Gentle and dangerous, depending on what is needed."
"Like you," you said softly.
She smiled at that, though she did not complete the gesture of touching Stone. Not yet. "We must have him cleaned. I will not have him walking through my palace covered in the blood of my enemies, no matter how grateful I am for his service."
The bathing chamber was warm and filled with steam. Servants had brought buckets of heated water, and you knelt beside the large basin they had filled, coaxing Stone to step inside. He did so without complaint, standing patiently as you began to work the blood from his coat.
Daenerys dismissed the servants with a wave of her hand, and then, to your surprise, she knelt beside you. She said nothing at first, simply watching as you ran your hands through Stone's fur, the water around him turning pink and then red before running clear again.
"May I?" she asked quietly.
You looked at her, your heart swelling with love. "Of course."
She dipped her hands in the clean water you had set aside, then reached out slowly. Her fingers made contact with Stone's shoulder, and the dog turned his head to look at her. For a moment, they simply regarded each other. Then Stone's tail began to wag, slowly at first, then with increasing enthusiasm.
Daenerys laughed, the sound surprised and delighted. "He is pleased."
"He knows you accept him now," you said, covering her hand with yours. "He knows you are pack."
Stone suddenly dropped to his side in the basin, water sloshing over the edges as he rolled onto his back, his legs in the air and his tongue lolling out of his mouth. Daenerys laughed again, this time with pure joy, and she rubbed his belly with both hands.
"You are a fierce protector and a fool all at once," she told him, her voice warm with affection.
You leaned over and kissed her, tasting her smile. "Thank you," you whispered against her lips.
"For what?"
"For giving him a chance. For seeing what I see in him."
She kissed you back, deeper this time, her wet hands coming up to frame your face. "How could I not, when he gave me the greatest gift? He kept you from losing me, and kept me from losing you. I owe him everything."
After Stone was clean and dried, you returned to your shared chambers. The massive dog shook himself one final time, then trotted over to the corner where he kept his treasures. He returned a moment later with an enormous stick in his mouth, nearly as thick as your arm and longer than your leg. You had no idea where he had found it, but it had become his favorite possession.
Stone dropped the stick at Daenerys's feet and sat back, his tail wagging expectantly.
"What does he want?" she asked, looking down at the offering.
"He wants you to throw it," you explained, grinning. "He wants to play."
Daenerys picked up the stick, testing its weight. "In here? He will destroy the furniture."
"Then we shall replace it," you said, wrapping your arms around her waist from behind and kissing the side of her neck. "Throw it, my queen. Make him happy."
She did, sending the stick sailing across the room. Stone bounded after it with puppyish enthusiasm, his massive paws thundering against the floor. He brought it back to Daenerys, dropping it at her feet once more and looking up at her with absolute adoration.
"Again?" she asked, and when you nodded, she threw it again.
This continued for some time, until all three of you were breathless with laughter. Finally, Daenerys collapsed onto the bed, and you joined her, pulling her close. Stone settled on the floor beside the bed, the stick between his paws, his eyes already drooping with exhaustion.
"I love you," Daenerys said, turning in your arms to face you. "I love you, and I suppose I must now admit that I love your ridiculous, wonderful dog as well."
You kissed her, slow and tender, pouring everything you felt into the press of your lips against hers. "He is our dog now," you murmured. "Our protector, our companion, our family."
"Our family," she agreed, and kissed you again.
Below, Stone's tail thumped once against the floor, and then he slept, content in the knowledge that his pack was safe and whole.
ITS MY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYY. i can’t believe it…Im really 20 today 😭😭
Blessed and grateful for another year 🙏🙏 Thank you to all my fans and supporters, yall genuinely make my days happier.
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heeey How about a sad/depressing ending? 🤩 Rhaenyra x fem!reader where the reader is Alicent's youngest daughter and harbors feelings for Rhaenyra, which are reciprocated, However, when Alicent found out, she arranged a forced marriage between her and some lord. Hence, at the beginning of the dance and the events, She betrayed the Greens to save Rhaenyra in their schemes giving the advantage to the blacks. I.e that leads to her death :p
Rhaenyra Targaryen x fem!reader
warning(s): major character death, graphic violence, forced marriage, emotional abuse, parental abuse, targcest
wc: 5.4k
(i ended up messing with the canon a little bit. Rhaenys doesn’t die in this)
The door to your chambers burst open with such force that the hinges groaned in protest. You turned from the window where you had been watching the sun set over King's Landing, your heart already sinking before you saw your mother's face. Alicent Hightower stood in the doorway, her chest heaving, her usually composed features twisted into something you had never seen before. Rage. Pure, incandescent rage.
In her hand, she clutched a piece of parchment, crumpled from the violence of her grip.
"Mother," you began, but she crossed the room in three swift strides and struck you across the face with the back of her hand. The blow sent you stumbling, your cheek burning, tears springing to your eyes from shock more than pain.
"Do not speak," Alicent hissed, her voice trembling with fury. "Do not dare speak to me with that mouth that has kissed her."
Your blood turned to ice. The letter. Someone had intercepted the letter you had written to Rhaenyra, the one you had entrusted to a servant you thought loyal. Foolish. You had been so foolish.
"I have given you everything," Alicent continued, her voice rising. "I have protected you, sheltered you, raised you to be a proper lady of this court. And this is how you repay me? By whoring yourself to that woman? To her?"
"I love her," you said, the words escaping before you could stop them. They hung in the air between you, defiant and true.
Alicent's face went white, then red. "Love," she spat the word like poison. "You know nothing of love, you stupid girl. You know nothing of duty, of loyalty, of what it means to be my daughter. She would see your brothers disinherited, would see everything we have built torn down, and you would spread your legs for her like some common tavern whore."
"She is not our enemy," you said, your voice stronger now despite the tears streaming down your face. "There is no war, Mother. There is only your fear and Grandfather's ambition tearing this family apart."
Alicent moved so quickly you did not see it coming. Her hands closed around your throat, not squeezing, but holding you in place as she brought her face close to yours. "You will never speak to me that way again," she whispered, her breath hot against your skin. "You will never speak her name again. Do you understand me?"
You could not answer, could barely breathe. Your mother's eyes were wild, desperate, and in them you saw something that terrified you more than her anger. You saw fear.
She released you suddenly, and you collapsed to your knees, gasping. Alicent turned away, smoothing down her gown with shaking hands, composing herself with visible effort. When she spoke again, her voice was cold, controlled.
"You will be married within the fortnight," she said. "Lord Thaddeus Rosby has agreed to take you as his wife. He is loyal, and he will take you far from this place, far from her. You will go to his lands, you will bear his children, and you will forget this perversion that has infected your mind."
"No," you whispered. "Mother, please, I cannot."
"You can and you will," Alicent said, still not looking at you. "The arrangements have been made. Your lord husband will ensure you fulfill your duties. He has been made aware that you may require a firm hand."
The implication made your stomach turn. "You would sell me to a man who would beat me into submission?"
"I would save you from yourself," Alicent said, and now she did turn, her eyes hard. "I would save you from the fate that awaits all who stand with her. When the King dies i fear a storm will start. And I will not have my daughter caught in that storm."
She left then, the door closing behind her with a finality that echoed through your chest. You remained on the floor, your mind racing. Married. Sent away. Imprisoned in all but name. And Rhaenyra, your Rhaenyra, would never know why you had abandoned her, would face whatever came alone.
Unless you found a way to warn her. Unless you found a way to protect her, even from afar.
The thought took root slowly, terribly. You could not stop the marriage. You could not change your mother's mind. But perhaps, when the time came, when the storm your mother spoke of finally broke, you could give Rhaenyra something more valuable than your presence.
You could give her a chance to survive.
Two years passed like a slow death.
Lord Thaddeus Rosby's lands were green and pleasant, his castle well maintained, his household orderly. He was not unkind to you, not precisely. He did not beat you as you had feared, did not force himself upon you with violence. But there was no warmth in his touch, no affection in his eyes. You were a prize he had won, a connection to House Targaryen and Hightower that elevated his standing. Nothing more.
You performed your duties as his wife with mechanical precision. You managed his household, entertained his guests, smiled when required. At night, you endured his attentions and prayed to gods you no longer believed in that you would not quicken with his child. The gods, for once, seemed to listen.
Your mother wrote occasionally, letters full of news from court and thinly veiled reminders of your obligations. Aegon was thriving. Aemond had claimed Vhagar. Helaena's children grew strong. The King's health continued to decline. Each letter was a knife twisted in your heart, a reminder of the life you had lost, the woman you could not have.
You never wrote back.
But you listened. You cultivated friendships with the servants, with the merchants who brought goods from King's Landing, with anyone who might carry news. You learned which of your husband's men were loyal to Otto, which were merely opportunistic, which might be swayed. You studied the maps in your husband's solar when he was away, memorized the roads and castles, the distances between strongholds.
You prepared, though for what, you could not say. You only knew that when the moment came, you would be ready.
The raven arrived on a grey morning in late autumn. You were in the solar, pretending to work on your embroidery while your husband met with his steward, when the maester entered, his face pale.
"My lord," he said, his voice shaking. "News from King's Landing. The King is dead."
The room went silent. Your husband rose slowly, taking the offered parchment with hands that trembled slightly. You watched his face as he read, saw the calculation there, the weighing of options.
"The Queen Dowager has declared for King Aegon," he said finally. "She calls upon all loyal lords to gather their forces and prepare to defend his claim." He looked at you then, and you saw the suspicion in his eyes, the question he dared not ask aloud. Whose side would you choose, daughter of Alicent Hightower?
You lowered your gaze, the picture of wifely submission. "The gods have spoken," you murmured. "Long live King Aegon."
Your husband relaxed, satisfied. He began issuing orders, calling for his bannermen, preparing for war. You sat quietly, your hands steady on your embroidery, and felt something cold and hard settle in your chest.
The storm had finally come.
Over the following days, the castle became a hive of activity. Men arrived from the surrounding lands, weapons were sharpened, supplies gathered. Your husband spent his days in council, planning troop movements and discussing strategy. And you listened.
You listened as they spoke of Rhaenyra's isolation on Dragonstone, of the lords who had declared for her and those who had not. You listened as they discussed the dragons, the terrible advantage Rhaenyra held, and how they might counter it. You listened as your husband received orders from King's Landing, instructions from your mother and the Hand.
And you learned of the trap they were laying at Rook's Rest.
It was brilliant, you had to admit. They would lure Rhaenyra's dragons into an ambush, use the castle as bait, and strike with Vhagar when the Blacks arrived. It would be a decisive blow, one that might end the war before it truly began.
It would kill Rhaenyra’s ambition.
That night, you lay awake beside your sleeping husband and made your choice. You had spent two years in this cage, two years playing the dutiful wife, the loyal daughter. You had done everything your mother asked of you, everything except forget.
You had not forgotten Rhaenyra's smile, the way she had held you, the promises you had whispered to each other in the dark. You had not forgotten what love felt like, what it meant to choose something for yourself rather than have it chosen for you.
Your mother had tried to save you from the storm. But you were done being saved.
You would walk into the storm willingly, and you would make sure Rhaenyra survived it.
You waited until the castle slept, until even the guards on the walls grew drowsy in the small hours before dawn. Your husband lay beside you, snoring softly, oblivious. You rose from the bed with practiced silence, dressing in your riding leathers, the ones you had hidden away, the ones your husband had forbidden you to wear. They felt like armor, like freedom.
The corridors were dark and empty. You moved through them like a ghost, every creak of floorboard making your heart race. If you were caught now, there would be no mercy. Your husband would lock you away, or worse, your mother would hear of it. But you did not let yourself think of that. You thought only of Rhaenyra, of the trap waiting at Rook's Rest, of the time slipping away.
The dragon pens were at the edge of the castle grounds, built when your husband had agreed to house your dragon as part of the marriage arrangement. Shadowfyre had been your one condition, the one thing you had refused to surrender. Your mother had allowed it, thinking a dragon would make you more valuable, more controllable. She had not understood that Shadowfyre was your last thread of independence, your last connection to who you had been before.
The guards at the pens knew you. You had visited Shadowfyre every day for two years, the only time you felt truly yourself. They nodded as you approached, unsuspicious. You often came early, they thought nothing of it.
"I would fly," you told them simply. "The morning will be fine for it."
They exchanged glances but did not argue. You were their lord's wife, and you had flown before, always returning. They opened the gates.
Shadowfyre knew. Dragons always knew. She raised her head as you approached, her dark scales gleaming like oil in the torchlight. She was smaller than Vhagar, smaller even than Meleys, but she was swift and clever, and the bond between you ran deeper than blood. You had claimed her when you were ten years old, had flown with her through storms and clear skies alike.
"Lykirī," you whispered, running your hand along her neck. "We fly to Dragonstone. We fly to her."
Shadowfyre rumbled, a sound that was almost a purr, and lowered herself so you could mount. You climbed into the saddle, securing the straps with hands that shook only slightly. This was treason. This was betrayal. This was the end of everything you had been and the beginning of something new.
"Sōvēs," you commanded, and Shadowfyre launched herself into the night sky.
The rush of wind stole your breath, the ground falling away beneath you with dizzying speed. You had forgotten this, the pure exhilaration of flight, the way the world became small and manageable from dragonback. For two years you had flown only in circles around your husband's lands, never straying far, always returning. Now you turned Shadowfyre east, toward the sea, toward Dragonstone, and you did not look back.
The flight across the Crownlands was treacherous in the dark. You flew low to avoid being spotted, Shadowfyre's wings beating steadily as she carried you over sleeping villages and dark forests. Every moment you expected to hear the roar of another dragon, to see Vhagar or Sunfyre rising to intercept you. But the sky remained empty save for stars.
When you reached the coast, the sun was beginning to rise, painting the sea in shades of gold and crimson. Shadowfyre flew out over the water, and you felt the change in the air, the salt spray rising to meet you. The Blackwater Bay stretched endlessly before you, and somewhere beyond it, Dragonstone waited.
The crossing was the most dangerous part. If you fell here, if Shadowfyre tired, there would be no rescue, no salvation. Only the cold embrace of the sea. But your dragon was strong, and she seemed to sense the urgency in your heart. She flew faster than you had ever felt her fly, her wings cutting through the air like blades.
You saw Dragonstone rising from the mist long before you reached it, the ancient Valyrian fortress black and forbidding against the dawn sky. Your heart clenched with a mixture of fear and desperate hope. You were here. You had made it. Now you only had to pray that Rhaenyra would listen, that your warning would be enough.
Shadowfyre circled the castle once, and you saw guards scrambling on the walls, pointing up at you. They would not know if you were friend or foe, not yet. You guided Shadowfyre down to the courtyard, and she landed with a grace that belied her size, her claws scraping against the stone.
You dismounted on shaking legs, your body aching from the long flight. Guards surrounded you immediately, their spears leveled, their faces wary. You raised your hands, showing you were unarmed.
"I am a daughter of King Viserys and Alicent Hightower," you said, your voice carrying across the courtyard. "I have come to speak with Queen Rhaenyra. I have information she must hear."
The guards exchanged uncertain glances. One of them, a captain by his bearing, stepped forward. "You will surrender your weapons and come with us. The Queen will decide what to do with you."
You nodded, though you carried no weapons save the small knife at your belt, which you handed over without protest. They led you into the castle, Shadowfyre watching with eyes that glowed like embers. You sent her a silent command to wait, to be calm, and felt her acknowledgment through the bond you shared.
The walk through Dragonstone's corridors felt endless. Your heart pounded, your mind racing with everything you needed to say, everything you needed to warn Rhaenyra about. And beneath it all, a desperate, aching hope that she would be glad to see you, that two years had not erased what you had shared.
When they brought you to the courtyard where Rhaenyra waited, you saw her immediately.
Rhaenyra came herself, striding into the courtyard with Daemon at her side, her hand on the pommel of her sword. When she saw you, she stopped dead.
"Leave us," she commanded, her voice brooking no argument. Daemon's eyes narrowed, but he obeyed, and the guards retreated to a respectful distance.
Rhaenyra crossed to you in swift strides and pulled you into her arms, holding you so tightly you could barely breathe. "What are you doing here?" she whispered against your hair. "Gods, what has happened? Are you hurt?"
"I had to warn you," you said, your voice breaking. "They are planning an ambush. At Rook's Rest. They mean to lure your dragons and strike with Vhagar."
Rhaenyra pulled back, her hands coming up to cup your face. Her violet eyes searched yours, and you saw the confusion there, the desperate hope warring with caution. "You came all this way to tell me this? After two years of silence?"
"I never stopped thinking of you," you said, and the words came out raw, honest. "Not for a single day. My mother discovered us, before the war. She married me to Lord Rosby to keep me from you, to bind me to the Green cause. But I am done being bound. I am done choosing duty over love."
Rhaenyra's composure cracked then, and she pulled you close again, her face buried in your neck. You felt her tears hot against your skin. "I thought you had forgotten me," she whispered. "I thought you had chosen them."
"Never," you said fiercely. "I could never."
You told her everything then. The plans you had overheard in your husband's councils, the movements of troops, the alliances being forged. You told her about the trap at Rook's Rest in detail, how they planned to coordinate the attack, where the forces would be positioned.
Rhaenyra listened, her face growing paler with each word. When you finished, she was silent for a long moment.
"You are committing treason," she said finally. "If your family discovers what you have done, they will execute you."
"I know," you said simply. "But I would rather die a traitor to them than live as their pawn. I would rather give you a chance to survive than save myself."
"Then stay," Rhaenyra said, her voice urgent. "Stay here with me. I will protect you. We will face this war together."
You wanted to say yes. Gods, how you wanted to say yes. But you shook your head, your heart breaking. "I cannot. If I disappear, they will know I warned you. They will change their plans, and you will lose this advantage. I must return, must play the loyal wife a while longer."
"No," Rhaenyra said, her hands tightening on yours. "I will not let you go back to him. I will not lose you again."
"You will not lose me," you lied, holding her as tightly as you dared. "I will find a way back to you. I swear it."
You stayed one more night, wrapped in her arms in her chambers, memorizing the feel of her skin against yours, the sound of her breathing, the way she whispered your name like a prayer. In the morning, you left before dawn, slipping away like a ghost.
You did not tell her that you had no intention of playing the loyal wife much longer. You did not tell her that you had already made your choice, already decided how this would end.
You would give her more than information. You would give her victory, no matter the cost.
Rook's Rest will be theirs.
You had come with your husband's forces, playing the dutiful wife, the loyal sister of Aegon. Lord Rosby had been pleased with your return from Dragonstone, never suspecting where you had truly been, never questioning the intelligence you fed him about Black movements. Shadowfyre had been kept in the castle's dragon pit, and you had visited her daily, keeping the bond strong, preparing for this moment.
When the horns sounded and Meleys appeared on the horizon, a crimson streak against the morning sky, you knew the time had come.
The castle erupted into chaos. Soldiers ran for the walls, commanders shouted orders, and above it all, the roar of dragons split the air. You moved through the panic with purpose, heading not for shelter but for the dragon pit at the castle's edge.
The guards there were abandoning their posts, fleeing from the battle overhead. You did not stop them. You ran down the stone steps into the pit's depths, where Shadowfyre waited, her dark scales gleaming in the torchlight. She knew. She always knew.
"Īlon jikagon naejot vīlībāzma," you told her, your voice steady despite the fear coursing through you. We go to war.
Shadowfyre rumbled, a sound like distant thunder, and lowered herself so you could mount. Your hands shook as you secured the chains, as you settled into the saddle. Above, you heard the screech of dragons meeting in combat, the roar of flame, the screams of dying men.
"Sōvēs," you commanded, and Shadowfyre launched herself upward.
The world exploded into light and sound and heat. You burst from the dragon pit into a sky filled with fire and fury. Meleys and Sunfyre were locked together, tearing at each other with savage desperation. The golden dragon's blood rained down on the castle below, and Aegon's screams were audible even over the chaos. Above them all, Vhagar circled like a monstrous shadow, too large to join the melee without crushing her own allies.
You had sent word to Rhaenys, had told her to come, had promised her the advantage. But you had not told her everything. You had not told her that you would be here, that you had one final card to play.
Shadowfyre climbed, her wings beating hard, carrying you up toward the battle. You saw the moment Rhaenys noticed you, saw Meleys's head turn, saw the confusion in the Red Queen's eyes. Friend or foe? The question hung in the air for a heartbeat.
Then Sunfyre's jaws closed on Meleys's neck, and there was no more time for questions.
You drove Shadowfyre forward, screaming a command, and your dragon unleashed a torrent of flame at Sunfyre's exposed flank. The golden dragon shrieked, releasing Meleys, twisting to face this new threat. Aegon's face was a mask of blood and rage, and you saw the moment he recognized you, saw the betrayal register in his eyes.
"Traitor!" His voice was raw, broken. "You dare—"
Shadowfyre slammed into Sunfyre's side, and the impact nearly threw you from the saddle. The two dragons grappled, claws tearing scales, teeth seeking throats. You held on with everything you had, feeling Shadowfyre's fury through the bond you shared, feeling her determination to protect you even as she fought.
Meleys recovered, circling back, and for a moment you thought you might win, might actually survive this. Rhaenys met your eyes across the sky, and you saw understanding there, saw gratitude and sorrow mingled together.
Then Vhagar dove.
The ancient dragon fell from the sky like a mountain given wings, and her roar shook the very air. You saw her jaws open, saw the fire building in her throat, and you knew with terrible certainty what was about to happen.
Vhagar was aiming for Meleys. For Rhaenys. For the Queen Who Never Was, whose death would break Rhaenyra's heart and cripple the Black cause.
You did not think. You simply acted.
"Naejot!" you screamed, and Shadowfyre obeyed, breaking away from Sunfyre and diving toward Meleys. Toward Vhagar's line of fire.
Time seemed to slow. You saw Rhaenys's eyes widen, saw her mouth open to shout a warning. You saw Vhagar's fire erupt, a column of flame so bright it burned your eyes even from a distance. You saw Shadowfyre's wings spread wide, positioning herself between Meleys and death.
In that final moment, you thought of Rhaenyra. Of her smile, of the way she had held you that last night, of the promises you had made and broken. You thought of your mother, and you hoped she would understand someday that you had chosen love over duty, hope over fear, the future over the past.
You thought, I am sorry I could not keep my promise to return.
Then Vhagar's fire took you.
The heat was beyond comprehension, beyond pain. It consumed Shadowfyre in an instant, turning her dark scales to ash, melting flesh from bone. You felt her death through the bond, felt her final surge of love and loyalty, felt her satisfaction that she had saved you from Sunfyre's jaws even if she could not save you from this.
Your own body ignited. The leather of your riding gear, the cloth beneath, your skin, your hair, everything burned. You opened your mouth to scream and inhaled fire, felt it sear your lungs, your throat. The chains holding you to the saddle melted, and you were falling, falling through smoke and ash and the remnants of your dragon.
The world spun. Sky and earth traded places. You saw Meleys pulling away, saw Rhaenys's face twisted in horror, saw Vhagar's massive form blotting out the sun.
You saw Rhaenyra's face, as clearly as if she stood before you. You saw her smile.
Then you saw nothing at all.
Your body struck the ground in the castle courtyard, a broken, burning thing that had once been a woman, a daughter, a lover. Shadowfyre's corpse fell beside you, her wings shattered, her fire extinguished forever.
The battle raged on above, but you were beyond it now, beyond pain, beyond fear, beyond everything but the final, fading thought that you had saved her, that Rhaenys would live to fight another day, that Rhaenyra's cause would survive.
It was enough. It had to be enough.
Rhaenys Targaryen walked through the ashes of Rook's Rest with a heavy heart. Meleys was dead, her beautiful Red Queen broken and burned, and Rhaenys herself had barely escaped with her life. She had been thrown clear when Meleys fell, had crawled from the wreckage as Vhagar and her rider departed, victorious.
But it was not a complete victory for the Greens. Aegon was gravely wounded, perhaps dying. Sunfyre would never fly again. And the castle itself was destroyed, its garrison scattered or dead.
As Rhaenys picked her way through the rubble, searching for survivors, she found instead the dead. So many dead. Burned beyond recognition, most of them, their bodies twisted and blackened.
She almost missed you.
It was your ring that caught her eye, the silver band with the small emerald that marked you as a daughter of House Hightower. It had somehow survived the flames, though the finger that wore it had not. Rhaenys knelt, her joints protesting, and carefully brushed away the ash.
Your face was gone, burned away, but your size, your build, these things Rhaenys recognized. She had seen you at court, had known you as Alicent's youngest daughter. And she had received your message, the one that had brought her here, the one that had given her the chance to strike at Aegon himself.
"Oh, child," Rhaenys whispered. "What have you done?"
She understood then. The sabotage, the burning tower, the chaos that had prevented the Greens from coordinating their defense. This girl had done that. This girl had betrayed her own family, had given her life to strike a blow for Rhaenyra's cause.
For Rhaenyra herself, Rhaenys suspected.
She had seen the way Rhaenyra looked sometimes, when she thought no one was watching. Had seen the grief that flickered across her face at odd moments. Rhaenys was old, and she was not blind. She knew what love looked like, even love that could not speak its name.
Carefully, with a gentleness that surprised her, Rhaenys gathered what remained of your body. There was not much. The dragonfire had been thorough. But she wrapped the bones and ash in her own cloak, cradling the bundle as she might have cradled a child.
She commandeered a horse from the fleeing Green forces and rode through the night, the precious burden secured before her. By the time she reached the coast and found a ship willing to take her to Dragonstone, dawn was breaking.
Rhaenyra was in the great hall when Rhaenys arrived, surrounded by her council. They were discussing the reports from Rook's Rest, the news of Aegon's injuries, the loss of Meleys. Rhaenyra's face was composed, queenly, but Rhaenys could see the tension in her shoulders, the tightness around her eyes.
"Your Grace," Rhaenys said, and her voice was soft. "I would speak with you. Alone."
Rhaenyra looked up, and something in Rhaenys's expression made her go still. "Leave us," she commanded, and her council filed out, casting curious glances back.
When they were alone, Rhaenys approached the throne and carefully, reverently, laid the wrapped bundle at Rhaenyra's feet.
"What is this?" Rhaenyra asked, but her voice was already shaking. She knew. Somehow, she already knew.
"I found her at Rook's Rest," Rhaenys said quietly. "She was the one who sent me the message, who told me where to strike. She sabotaged the Green defenses from within. She is the reason Aegon fell, the reason we have any victory at all to claim from that battle."
Rhaenyra descended from the throne slowly, as if moving through water. She knelt beside the bundle, her hands hovering over it, not quite touching. "No," she whispered. "No, she was to be safe. She was to stay away."
"She chose this," Rhaenys said. "She chose you."
Rhaenyra's hands finally touched the cloak, pulling it back to reveal what lay within. The bones were small, fragile, barely recognizable as human. But the ring was there, and Rhaenyra took it with trembling fingers, holding it up to the light.
The sound that came from her then was not quite human. It was grief made manifest, a wail of such profound loss that Rhaenys had to look away. Rhaenyra collapsed over the remains, her body shaking with sobs, her carefully maintained composure shattered completely.
"I told her to stay away," Rhaenyra gasped between sobs. "I told her I would find another way. Why did she not listen? Why did she not stay away?"
"Because she loved you," Rhaenys said simply. "Because she loved you more than she feared death."
Rhaenyra gathered the bones to her chest, rocking back and forth, keening. Rhaenys stood watch, giving her queen this moment of private grief, this moment to be not a queen but simply a woman who had lost everything.
"She saved us," Rhaenys said after a long while. "Her sacrifice has given us an advantage we would not otherwise have had. Aegon is broken. Sunfyre is crippled. The Greens are in disarray. She did this for you, Rhaenyra. She gave you a chance to win."
"I do not want to win," Rhaenyra whispered, her voice raw. "Not like this. Not at this cost."
But even as she spoke, Rhaenys saw the change come over her. Saw the grief harden into something else, something colder and more terrible. Rhaenyra's tears stopped, and when she looked up, her eyes were dry and burning with a fury that made Rhaenys take a step back.
"They will pay," Rhaenyra said, her voice soft and deadly. "Alicent, Aemond, all of them. They will pay for what they have done. They took her from me. They will learn what it means to take something I love."
She stood, still cradling the remains, and looked at Rhaenys with eyes that held no mercy. "Prepare the dragons," she said. "All of them. We will burn them from the sky. We will burn them all."
Rhaenys bowed her head, recognizing that something fundamental had shifted in this moment. The Rhaenyra who had sought peace, who had tried to avoid war, was gone. In her place stood a queen who had nothing left to lose, and that made her the most dangerous person in Westeros.
As Rhaenys left the hall, she heard Rhaenyra begin to sing, soft and low, a Valyrian lullaby. She was singing to the bones in her arms, to all that remained of the girl who had loved her enough to betray everything she had ever known.
The Dance of the Dragons would continue, Rhaenys knew. But it would be a different dance now, darker and more vicious. Because Rhaenyra Targaryen had learned what it meant to lose love, and she would make the world burn for it.
In the great hall, alone with her grief, Rhaenyra held you close and whispered promises to your bones. Promises of vengeance, of justice, of a world remade in fire and blood. She would win this war, she swore. She would take the throne that was hers by right.
And she would make sure that your sacrifice meant something.
Even if it meant burning the world to ash.
Violet and Iron
Helaena Targaryen x fem!reader
warning(s): No major content warnings
wc: 3.5k
Summary: From squire to sworn shield, she has protected the princess for five years in silence. But in the Red Keep's gardens, surrounded by dragonflies and chrysalises, something shifts. Years of restraint finally break, and everything changes.
The training yard rang with the clash of steel against steel, the sound echoing off the high walls of the Red Keep. The young squire moved through the forms Ser Criston Cole had drilled into her since she first arrived six moons past, her blade cutting precise arcs through the morning air. At thirteen, she was smaller than most of the men who trained in the yard, but what she lacked in size she made up for in speed and determination.
"Again," Ser Criston called, his white cloak shifting as he circled her. "Your footwork falters when you commit to the strike. An opponent will exploit that weakness."
She reset her stance, sweat dampening her tunic despite the cool autumn breeze. She had begged her father, a minor lord sworn to House Targaryen, to allow her this chance. Most girls of noble birth were taught needlework and courtly graces, but she had always felt more at home with a sword in her hand than embroidery in her lap. Ser Criston had agreed to take her on, though she suspected it was more to humor her father than from any belief in her potential.
She would prove him wrong.
The blade felt like an extension of her arm as she moved through the sequence again, adjusting her weight distribution, keeping her center low. This time, when she completed the form, Ser Criston gave a small nod of approval.
"Better. You learn quickly, girl. Perhaps there is hope for you yet."
The words were spare, but coming from Ser Criston Cole, they might as well have been lavish praise. She allowed herself a small smile as she sheathed her practice blade.
It was three weeks later when everything changed.
The royal hunting party had ventured into the Kingswood, a grand affair with nobles and courtiers trailing behind King Viserys and his family. She attended as part of Ser Criston's retinue, her role to manage his equipment and remain alert for any threat. She had glimpsed Princess Helaena only from a distance, a pale figure in green and gold who seemed more interested in examining the forest floor than in the pageantry of the hunt.
The princess had wandered slightly apart from the main party, crouching to observe something in the undergrowth. The young squire watched from her position near the horses, noting how the princess's face lit with genuine delight at whatever small creature she had discovered. There was something captivating about that unguarded joy, so different from the calculated expressions she had learned to recognize at court.
Then everything happened at once.
A boar burst from the thicket, startling the horses. One of the destriers, a massive grey beast, reared up with a scream of fear, its hooves flashing in the dappled sunlight. The princess was directly in its path, still crouched low, unaware of the danger bearing down on her.
She did not think. Her body moved before her mind could catch up, years of training translating into pure instinct. She sprinted forward, closing the distance in heartbeats, and threw herself at the princess. Her arms wrapped around Helaena's waist as she pulled them both sideways, rolling them away from the horse's deadly hooves.
Pain exploded across her shoulder as one hoof clipped her, but she kept her body between the princess and the panicked animal. They tumbled together into the soft earth, she taking the brunt of the impact. Shouts erupted around them as guards rushed to control the horse, but her entire focus was on the young woman in her arms.
"Your Grace," she gasped, her shoulder screaming in protest as she tried to sit up. "Are you hurt?"
Princess Helaena stared at her with wide violet eyes, her silver hair disheveled and decorated with leaves. For a moment, she seemed too shocked to speak. Then her gaze traveled to the squire's shoulder, where blood was beginning to seep through her tunic.
"You are injured," the princess said, her voice soft but steady. "You saved my life."
"It is my duty to protect the royal family, Your Grace." The words came automatically, though she had never actually been assigned such a duty. She was merely a squire, the lowest rank in the martial hierarchy.
"You are Ser Criston's squire," Helaena said, and the young warrior was surprised the princess knew even that much about her. "What is your name?"
"Of House Blackwood, Your Grace."
The princess's hand came to rest lightly on her uninjured arm. "I shall remember it. I shall remember what you have done this day."
The maester cleaned and bound her wound, declaring it painful but not serious. Ser Criston visited her in the small chamber she shared with two other squires, his expression unreadable.
"That was either very brave or very foolish," he said. "Perhaps both."
"I could not stand by and watch her come to harm, Ser."
"No," he agreed, studying her with new assessment in his dark eyes. "I do not believe you could. The princess has spoken to the king on your behalf. There is to be a ceremony tomorrow."
Her heart stuttered. "A ceremony, Ser?"
"You will be knighted, girl. At fourteen years of age, you will become a knight of House Blackwood, sworn shield to Princess Helaena Targaryen." He paused, then added more quietly, "I have trained many squires in my years. Few have shown the courage and instinct you displayed today. You will make a fine knight."
The ceremony took place in the throne room, with the afternoon sun streaming through the high windows to paint everything in shades of gold and crimson. She knelt before King Viserys, her shoulder still aching beneath fresh bandages, and felt the weight of Ser Criston's sword tap each of her shoulders in turn.
"In the name of the Warrior, I charge you to be brave," Ser Criston intoned, his voice carrying through the hall. "In the name of the Father, I charge you to be just. In the name of the Mother, I charge you to defend the young and innocent. Arise, a knight of the Seven Kingdoms."
As she stood, her eyes found Princess Helaena in the gallery above. The princess was watching with an expression of unmistakable pride and something else, something warmer that made her breath catch in her chest. Their gazes held for a long moment before she remembered herself and bowed.
"Ser Knight," King Viserys said, his voice kind but weary. "My daughter has requested that you serve as her sworn shield. It is an honor rarely bestowed on one so young, but Helaena insists, and I have learned that my daughter's quiet requests often carry great wisdom. Do you accept this charge?"
"I do, Your Grace. I shall guard the princess with my life."
"See that you do."
The years that followed were the happiest she had ever known, though she would not have named them such at the time. To do so would have required acknowledging feelings that had no place in the heart of a sworn shield.
She was nineteen now, and Princess Helaena was twenty. Five years of constant companionship had forged a bond deeper than mere duty. The knight knew the princess's habits and preferences as well as she knew her own sword forms. She knew that Helaena preferred the gardens in the early morning when the dew still clung to the flowers. She knew that the princess grew quiet and withdrawn before her prophetic dreams, and that she found comfort in observing the small creatures that most of the court dismissed or found distasteful.
She had learned to see the world through Helaena's eyes, to notice the intricate beauty in things she had once overlooked. A spider's web jeweled with morning dew. The iridescent wings of a beetle. The delicate architecture of a moth's antenna. The princess would explain these wonders with such genuine enthusiasm that she found herself captivated, not just by the subjects themselves, but by the light that entered Helaena's eyes when she spoke of them.
It was dangerous, this growing affection. She was sworn to protect the princess, not to harbor feelings that made her heart race when Helaena smiled at her. Not to lie awake at night remembering the sound of the princess's laugh or the way her hair caught the sunlight. A knight's love should be pure and chivalric, untainted by selfish desire.
But the heart, she had learned, did not always heed the commands of duty.
The afternoon was warm and golden when Helaena led her into the gardens, her step light and purposeful. She wore a gown of pale blue that complemented her coloring, and her hair was braided with small white flowers. The knight followed a respectful pace behind, her hand resting on her sword hilt more from habit than any real expectation of danger within the Red Keep's walls.
"There is something I wish to show you," Helaena said, glancing back with a small smile. "If you have the patience for it."
"I am yours to command, Your Grace. My patience is without limit where your interests are concerned."
The princess's smile widened slightly at that, and she led her sworn shield off the main path into a more secluded section of the gardens where the flowers grew wild and untamed. Here, the carefully manicured beauty of the formal gardens gave way to something more natural, more alive.
Helaena knelt beside a rosebush, her skirts pooling around her, and gestured for her companion to join her. "Look here. Do you see?"
The knight crouched beside her, close enough to catch the faint scent of lavender that always seemed to cling to the princess. On one of the rose leaves, a caterpillar was making its slow way toward a cluster of buds, its body a brilliant green striped with black and yellow.
"A swallowtail," Helaena said softly, her voice taking on the quality it always did when she spoke of her beloved insects. "In a few weeks, it will spin itself a chrysalis. It will seem to die, to become nothing but a still and silent shell. But inside, a transformation is taking place. When it emerges, it will be something entirely new. Something with wings."
"A creature reborn," the knight murmured, watching the caterpillar's patient progress.
"Yes." Helaena turned to look at her, and she was struck by the intensity in those violet eyes. "Do you think it knows what it will become? Or does it simply trust in the process, even though it must seem like an ending?"
"I cannot say, Your Grace. Perhaps it is a matter of faith."
"Perhaps." Helaena's gaze lingered on her face for a moment longer before returning to the caterpillar. "I have always envied them, in a way. The certainty of their transformation. They do not question what they are meant to become."
The knight wanted to ask what the princess meant by that, what transformations she herself might be contemplating, but the moment passed as Helaena rose gracefully to her feet and moved deeper into the garden.
They spent the next hour in companionable exploration, Helaena pointing out various insects and explaining their habits and characteristics. Her sworn shield listened with genuine interest, asking questions that made the princess's face light with pleasure. There was a particular joy in being the recipient of Helaena's knowledge, in seeing how animated she became when someone truly engaged with her passion rather than merely tolerating it.
"You are kind to indulge me," Helaena said at one point, carefully relocating a beetle from the path to a nearby plant. "I know most find my interests peculiar."
"I do not indulge you, Your Grace. I find genuine fascination in what you share. You see the world with such clarity, such attention to detail. It is a gift."
Helaena's cheeks colored slightly, a pale pink that made the knight's heart constrict. "You are the only one who has ever said such a thing to me."
"Then others are fools who cannot recognize wisdom when it is before them."
The princess laughed, a sound like bells, and reached out to touch her protector's arm briefly. The contact, though fleeting and innocent, sent warmth spreading through the knight's chest. She was grateful for the discipline that kept her expression neutral, that prevented her from revealing how much that simple touch affected her.
They walked on, following a winding path that led toward a more secluded corner of the gardens where ancient trees provided deep shade. Helaena was telling her companion about the life cycle of dragonflies, her hands moving expressively as she described their aquatic youth and aerial adulthood, when her foot caught on a stone hidden in the grass.
The knight saw her stumble and reached out instinctively, but Helaena's momentum carried them both forward. They fell together, the warrior twisting to take the impact as they went down. They landed in a tangle of limbs and fabric, soft grass cushioning their fall, with Helaena sprawled across her chest.
For a moment, neither moved. The knight was acutely aware of every point of contact between them, of the weight of Helaena's body against hers, of the princess's breath warm against her cheek. Helaena had braced her hands on either side of her shoulders, holding herself slightly up, and their faces were so close that she could count the flecks of darker purple in Helaena's eyes.
The world seemed to narrow to just this: the two of them, suspended in a moment that felt stolen from time itself. Helaena's lips were parted slightly, her breathing quick from the surprise of the fall. A strand of silver hair had come loose from her braids and fell across her face. Without thinking, the knight reached up and tucked it behind the princess's ear, her fingers lingering perhaps a moment too long against the soft skin of Helaena's cheek.
"Your Grace," she whispered, though she could not have said what she meant to say next.
Something shifted in Helaena's expression, a softening, a question, an invitation. Or perhaps she only imagined it, only saw what her heart desperately wanted to see. But in that moment, with five years of unspoken longing rising in her chest like a tide, her restraint finally broke.
She lifted her head those few inches and pressed her lips to Helaena's.
The kiss was brief, chaste even, but it contained everything she had kept locked away. All the nights spent standing guard outside Helaena's chambers, wishing she could be inside them. All the moments of watching the princess smile at some small wonder and wanting to be the cause of that smile. All the careful distance she had maintained, the professional demeanor she had cultivated, the feelings she had denied even to herself.
It was a confession and an apology and a plea all at once.
When she pulled back, reality crashed over her like a cold wave. What had she done? She had kissed the princess, her charge, the woman she was sworn to protect. She had violated every code of conduct, had betrayed the trust placed in her, had allowed her selfish desires to overcome her duty.
"Your Grace, I..." Her voice was rough with emotion. "Forgive me. I should not have... that was unforgivable. I have dishonored myself and my position. I will resign my post immediately and accept whatever punishment you deem appropriate. I am so deeply sorry."
The words tumbled out in a rush, and she could not bring herself to meet Helaena's eyes. She expected anger, disgust, betrayal. She deserved all of that and more.
Instead, Helaena smiled.
It was a gentle smile, tinged with something that looked almost like relief. "You are sweet," the princess said softly, and there was such warmth in her voice that the knight finally dared to look at her again.
"Your Grace?"
"Help me up," Helaena said, shifting her weight. "The grass is damp, and I fear my gown will be stained."
Confused but obedient, she carefully extricated herself and rose to her feet, then extended her hand to help Helaena stand. The princess took her hand, her fingers curling around hers with a firmness that seemed to communicate something beyond the simple need for assistance. When they were both upright, Helaena did not immediately release her grip.
Instead, she stepped closer and deliberately threaded her arm through her protector's, the gesture unmistakable in its intimacy. In the formal world of the court, such contact between a princess and her guard would be noted, would be interpreted. It was a statement, a claim, an answer to the question the kiss had asked.
"Walk with me," Helaena said, and there was something new in her voice, something that made the knight's heart begin to race again. "There is a pond on the far side of the gardens where the dragonflies gather. I have wanted to show it to you for some time."
They walked together, arms linked, and she felt as though the world had shifted on its axis. The princess's body was warm against her side, and every few steps, Helaena would glance up at her with an expression that was equal parts shy and pleased.
"I have been waiting," Helaena said after a while, her voice barely above a whisper, "for you to see me as something other than your duty."
Her throat tightened. "Your Grace, I have always seen you. Perhaps too much. Perhaps more than I should."
"No." Helaena's grip on her arm tightened slightly. "Not more than you should. Exactly as much as I hoped."
They reached the pond, its surface mirror smooth and reflecting the blue sky above. True to Helaena's word, dragonflies darted and hovered over the water, their wings catching the light like stained glass. But the knight barely noticed them. Her entire awareness was focused on the woman beside her, on the way Helaena leaned into her slightly, on the small smile playing at the corners of the princess's mouth.
"I dream sometimes," Helaena said, watching the dragonflies. "Of transformations. Of becoming something new. Of wings." She turned to look at her companion fully, and her eyes were bright with emotion. "I think perhaps the transformation has already begun."
The knight understood then that this was Helaena's way of speaking about feelings too large and too dangerous to name directly. The princess, with her prophetic dreams and her careful observations of the natural world, was telling her that she too had been waiting, had been hoping, had been feeling the same impossible things.
"Your Grace," she began, but Helaena shook her head.
"When we are alone," the princess said, "I would have you call me by my name. Can you do that?"
It was a request that carried enormous weight, an intimacy that went beyond even the kiss they had shared. To use the princess's given name without her title was to acknowledge a relationship that existed outside the bounds of duty and station.
"Helaena," she said, and the name felt like a prayer on her lips.
The princess's smile was radiant. "Yes. Like that."
They stood together by the pond as the afternoon light began to golden toward evening, watching the dragonflies dance above the water. Helaena's head came to rest against her shoulder, a gesture of trust and affection that made her chest ache with the fullness of what she felt.
She did not know what the future would hold, what complications and challenges this new understanding between them would bring. The world of court was treacherous, and their positions made any open acknowledgment of their feelings dangerous. But in this moment, with Helaena warm and solid against her side, she allowed herself to simply be grateful.
She had spent five years learning to be the perfect knight, to sublimate her own desires in service of her duty. But perhaps, she thought as Helaena's fingers laced through hers, there was a way to be both. To protect and to love. To serve and to be seen.
Like the caterpillar that would become a butterfly, perhaps they were both in the midst of a transformation. And perhaps, like that creature, they simply had to trust in the process, even when it seemed impossible.
"Tell me more about the dragonflies," she said softly, and Helaena lifted her head to look at her with such joy that she knew, whatever came next, this moment had been worth every risk.
As Helaena began to speak, her voice soft and animated, the knight listened with her whole heart, knowing that she was hearing not just facts about insects, but the language of love spoken in the only way the princess knew how. And in the listening, in the attention and care she gave to every word, she spoke that language back.
The sun sank lower, painting the sky in shades of amber and rose, and still they stood together by the pond, two souls who had finally found the courage to reach for what they had always wanted. The dragonflies continued their aerial dance, and somewhere in the gardens, a caterpillar spun its chrysalis, trusting in the transformation to come.
someone make a Rhaenicent edit with the song Pink in the Night by mitski
IM BEGGING YOU
Gods please take away Rhaenyra’s period cramps and give them to Cristin Cole
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The unbiased queen of nostalgia and yearning:
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Of course they don’t like Milly Alcock’s Supergirl. She’s a grown ass woman with zero love interests who spends the movie saving her dog, casually dismantling a sex trafficking ring while she’s at it, and preaching the importance of being good, not nice or smiley or cheerful but good. I for one adored the movie and I really hope I’ll get to see more of Alcock’s Supergirl she’s now my favorite iteration of her and I love her so dearly.
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Holding Water
summary: After Lucy Gray returns victorious from the Hunger Games, she finds her girlfriend barely alive with grief and fear. Through tender reconnection, swimming in moonlit waters, and whispered promises, they begin to heal each other.
warning(s): self-neglect, not eating, grief, anxiety, hunger games (own warning in itself 😭) , emotional trauma
wc: 2.1k
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Kie from outer banks x fem plug reader?
Kiara Carrera x femplug!reader
warning(s): drug mention, explicit sexual content, uhhh think that’s it
wc: 3k
summary: when Kiara texts her plug for a quick half, she doesn't expect the invitation to come alone. What starts as a simple transaction turns into something much more heated when past chemistry reignites.
The sun was starting to dip lower in the sky, casting that golden hour glow across the beach where Kiara sat with her friends. John B was going on about some new treasure hunting theory, Pope was fact checking him every thirty seconds, JJ was nursing a beer, and Sarah was stretched out on a towel, soaking up the last rays of warmth. It was a perfect Pogue afternoon, the kind that made Kiara feel like everything was exactly where it should be.
Except she was out of weed.
She pulled out her phone, scrolling to a contact she knew by heart, and typed out a quick message.
Kie: hey you otr? need a half
The response came faster than she expected, and Kiara felt that familiar flutter in her stomach when she saw the name pop up on her screen.
You: otr all the time for you baby
Kiara bit her lip, glancing up to make sure none of her friends were paying attention to the way her cheeks had just flushed. God, it had been a few weeks since she'd seen you, since that night in your car when things had gotten heated and hands had wandered and she'd left with way more product than she'd paid for. You always did that, always took care of her in more ways than one.
Kie: Wya rn ?
You: finna go hit this play rn but i’ll be dere in like 20 mins
You: come thru alone tho i got sum special for you
Kiara's heart kicked up a notch. She knew exactly what you meant, could practically feel your hands on her already, the way you always knew exactly how to touch her, how to make her fall apart.
Kie: kk i’ll be waiting
She locked her phone and settled back into the sand with her friends, trying to act normal even though her mind was already spinning with anticipation. The next twenty minutes felt like an eternity. She laughed at JJ's jokes, helped Sarah with her drink, listened to Pope talk about some book he was reading, but the whole time she was hyper aware of her phone sitting next to her in the sand.
Then it buzzed.
You: outside
Her heart jumped. She grabbed her phone, reading the message twice just to make sure, and felt that familiar heat bloom low in her belly. There was something about you that always got under her skin in the best way, something about the way you looked at her like you could see right through all her defenses. You'd hooked up a handful of times over the past few months, always spontaneous, always intense, and always leaving Kiara wanting more.
She stood up, brushing sand off her shorts, and tried to keep her voice casual.
"The plug is here," she said, already walking backward toward the parking lot.
"Where you going?" JJ called after her.
"Just gonna grab it real quick," Kiara said with a wave, not breaking her stride.
Her heart was racing as she made her way across the beach and up toward the street. She spotted your car parked in a semi-secluded spot just off the main road, tucked between two larger vehicles. You were already there, leaning against the driver's side door, and when you saw her approaching, that signature smirk spread across your face. You were wearing a tank top and shorts, all smooth skin and confident swagger, and Kiara felt her mouth go dry.
"There she is," you said as she got closer. "Took you long enough."
"You took twenty minutes. It's been exactly two since you texted me you were outside," Kiara countered, but she was smiling, couldn't help it.
"One minute too long if you ask me," you said, your eyes dragging over her face, down to her lips, back up again. "Missed that face."
"Yeah?" Kiara's voice came out softer than she intended. "Just the face?"
You laughed, low and warm. "Nah, baby. Missed all of you. The way you taste, the way you sound when I get my hands on you, the way you look at me like you can't decide if you want to kiss me or kill me."
"Pretty sure I've never wanted to kill you," Kiara said, her pulse thrumming.
"Not yet anyway," you teased. Then you opened the back door of your car, gesturing inside. "Get in. I got your stuff, but I want you to myself for a minute first."
Kiara should have said no. Should have kept it professional, grabbed her weed and headed back to her friends. But she was already climbing into the backseat, already thinking about the last time she'd been in your car and how good it had felt. You slid in after her, closing the door behind you and creating an intimate cocoon of tinted windows and anticipation.
Inside the car, the tinted windows created a cool, dim sanctuary away from the afternoon heat. Music played softly from the speakers, something with a slow, heavy beat that seemed to sync up with Kiara's heartbeat. You shifted closer to her in the backseat, just watching her for a moment.
"What?" Kiara asked, suddenly self conscious under your gaze.
"Nothing. Just looking." You pushed off the door, closing the distance between you. "You're fucking gorgeous, you know that?"
Kiara's breath hitched as you reached out, fingers brushing along her jaw, tilting her face up. "You're such a flirt."
"Only with you," you murmured, and then you were kissing her.
It was like coming home and falling off a cliff at the same time. Your lips were soft and insistent, your hand sliding into her hair, and Kiara melted into it, into you. She'd forgotten how good you were at this, how you kissed like you had all the time in the world and also like you couldn't get enough.
You guided her back until she was pressed against the window, your body crowding into hers, and Kiara gasped into your mouth. Your hands were everywhere, sliding under her shirt, tracing the curve of her waist, and she arched into your touch, needing more.
"Fuck, I missed this," you breathed against her lips, your thumb brushing just under the band of her bra. "Missed you."
"Then stop talking," Kiara managed, pulling you back in for another kiss.
You laughed against her mouth but obliged, deepening the kiss until Kiara was dizzy with it. Your hands moved with purpose now, one sliding up to cup her breast through her bra, the other gripping her hip, holding her in place against the cool glass. Kiara moaned, her head falling back against the window, and you took the opportunity to kiss down her neck, teeth grazing her pulse point.
"You're so fucking responsive," you murmured, your hand slipping under her bra now, thumb circling her nipple. "Love how you react to me."
Kiara couldn't form words, could only grip your shoulders and try to remember how to breathe. You were taking your time, building her up slowly, and it was torture in the best way. Your mouth was hot on her neck, your hands skilled and confident, and Kiara felt like she was going to combust.
"Please," she finally gasped out, not even sure what she was asking for.
But you knew. You always knew.
"Yeah, baby? You need something?" Your voice was teasing, but your eyes were dark with want when you pulled back to look at her.
"You know what I need," Kiara said, her voice coming out needier than she intended.
You smiled, slow and wicked. "Say it."
"Touch me," Kiara breathed. "Please, just touch me."
"That's my girl," you said, and the praise sent a shiver down her spine.
You kissed her again, hard and claiming, as your hand slid down her stomach, popping the button on her shorts. Kiara's breath stuttered as you slipped your hand inside, over her underwear first, just teasing, applying pressure where she needed it most.
"Fuck," Kiara whimpered, her hips rolling forward involuntarily.
"So eager," you murmured appreciatively. "Already so wet for me, aren't you?"
Kiara nodded, beyond words now, beyond caring about anything except the way you were touching her. You pushed her underwear aside, fingers sliding through her wetness, and Kiara's knees nearly buckled.
"I got you," you said softly, your free arm wrapping around her waist, holding her steady. "I got you, baby."
Your fingers circled her clit, slow and deliberate, and Kiara's whole body lit up. You knew exactly how she liked it, exactly how much pressure to apply, exactly when to speed up and when to slow down. It was maddening and perfect and Kiara was already so close.
"Look at me," you commanded gently, and Kiara forced her eyes open, meeting your gaze.
The intensity there nearly undid her. You were watching her like she was the only thing in the world that mattered, like every sound she made, every reaction, was something precious. Your fingers kept moving, kept building that pressure inside her, and Kiara felt herself climbing higher and higher.
"That's it," you encouraged, your voice low and rough. "So fucking beautiful like this."
You slid one finger inside her, then another, and Kiara cried out, her hands scrabbling for purchase on your shoulders. You set a steady rhythm, curling your fingers just right, your thumb still working her clit, and Kiara felt like she was going to fly apart.
"Oh god," she gasped, her hips moving in time with your hand. "Oh god, don't stop."
"Never," you promised, your forehead pressing against hers. "Gonna make you feel so good, baby. Gonna make you come so hard."
Your fingers moved faster, harder, and Kiara felt the tension coiling tighter and tighter in her core. She was so close, right on the edge, and you seemed to sense it because you adjusted your angle slightly and suddenly everything was more intense, more overwhelming.
"Come for me," you murmured against her lips. "Let go, Kie. I got you."
And she did.
The orgasm crashed over her like a wave, stealing her breath, making her whole body shake. She clung to you, your name falling from her lips like a prayer, and you worked her through it, fingers gentling but not stopping until she was trembling with aftershocks.
"Holy shit," Kiara finally managed, her head falling forward onto your shoulder.
You laughed softly, slowly withdrawing your hand and wrapping both arms around her, holding her close. "Yeah. Holy shit."
They stood like that for a long moment, Kiara trying to remember how her legs worked, you pressing soft kisses to her temple, her cheek, anywhere you could reach. Finally, Kiara pulled back enough to look at you, and she couldn't help but smile at the satisfied smirk on your face.
"You look very pleased with yourself," she said.
"I am," you admitted shamelessly. "Love making you come. Love the way you say my name when you do."
Kiara felt her cheeks heat. "You're impossible."
"You love it," you countered, and you weren't wrong.
You helped her get her clothes situated, your touch gentle now, almost reverent. Then you reached over to the front seat, grabbing a bag from the cup holder that was definitely bigger than a half ounce.
"What's this?" Kiara asked, even though she already knew.
"Your order," you said innocently.
"That's not a half."
"No," you agreed, pressing the bag into her hands. "It's an ounce. Consider it a thank you for the entertainment."
"I can't just take this," Kiara protested, but she was already holding it, already knowing she would.
"You're not taking it. I'm giving it to you." You cupped her face, kissing her softly. "Besides, you know I always take care of you."
"You really do," Kiara murmured, leaning into your touch.
"Now get out of here before your friends send a search party," you said, but you were smiling. "And text me later. Maybe we can do this again sometime. The business transaction part and the other part."
"Definitely the other part," Kiara agreed, stealing one more kiss before sliding out of the car.
The walk back to the beach felt surreal, like she was floating. Her body was still humming with satisfaction, and she couldn't stop smiling. She knew her friends were going to give her shit, but she couldn't bring herself to care.
When she got back, the sun had dipped even lower, painting everything in shades of orange and pink. Her friends were right where she'd left them, though they'd started a small fire in a pit someone had dug in the sand.
"There she is!" JJ called out as Kiara approached. "We were about to send out a search party."
"Told you I'd be back," Kiara said, dropping down onto the sand next to Sarah.
"You’d be right back , you said," Pope pointed out. "It's been almost an hour."
"Has it?" Kiara asked innocently, pulling out the bag. "Must have lost track of time."
John B leaned over to look at the bag, his eyebrows shooting up. "Kie, that's way more than a half."
"Yeah, I got hooked up," Kiara said with a shrug, trying to play it cool.
Sarah was watching her with that knowing look again, a smirk playing at her lips. "Hooked up. Interesting choice of words."
"You always get hooked up," JJ said, reaching for the bag. "Like, every single time. What's your secret? Are you sleeping with your plug or something?"
Kiara felt her face flush, and she knew she'd given herself away when Sarah burst out laughing.
"Oh my god, you are!" Sarah crowed. "I fucking knew it!"
"I'm not confirming anything," Kiara said, but she was smiling, couldn't help it.
"You don't have to," Pope said, shaking his head with a grin. "It's written all over your face. Plus, you've got that just got laid glow."
"I do not," Kiara protested weakly.
"You absolutely do," John B agreed. "And honestly, good for you. At least someone's getting some action."
"And free weed," JJ added, holding up the bag appreciatively. "Seriously, Kie, this is like double what you paid for. Your plug must really like you."
"She does," Kiara admitted, giving up on pretending. "We have a good arrangement."
"I bet you do," Sarah said, waggling her eyebrows. "A very good arrangement."
"Okay, okay, enough," Kiara laughed, snatching the bag back from JJ to start rolling. "Can we please just smoke and enjoy the sunset?"
"Fine," Sarah agreed. "But I want details later."
"Absolutely not."
"Come on, just a little detail. Is she hot?"
Kiara thought about you, about the way you'd looked at her, touched her, made her fall apart. "Yeah," she said softly. "She's really hot."
"And she gives you free weed and orgasms?" Sarah sighed dramatically. "Living the dream, Kie."
"Pretty much," Kiara agreed, and she couldn't argue with that.
As the sun finally dipped below the horizon and they passed the joint around, Kiara felt her phone buzz in her pocket. She pulled it out, smiling when she saw your name.
You: get back safe?
Kie: yeah. friends are giving me shit about how long i took
You: worth it tho right?
Kie: definitely worth it
You: good. come see me again soon. i'll make it even more worth your while
Kie: promises promises
You: baby you know i always deliver
And that was the truth. You always did deliver, in every possible way. Kiara pocketed her phone, taking the joint when it came around to her, and let herself relax into the evening. Her friends were laughing about something, the ocean was crashing in the background, and she had plenty of weed and the memory of your hands on her skin.
Yeah, she thought, taking a long drag. Life was pretty damn good.
"Earth to Kie," JJ said, waving a hand in front of her face. "Where'd you go?"
"Nowhere," Kiara said, passing him the joint. "Just thinking."
"About your plug?" Sarah teased.
"Maybe," Kiara admitted with a grin.
"You're so gone for her," Sarah laughed. "It's actually kind of cute."
"I'm not gone for her," Kiara protested. "We just have good chemistry."
"Sexual chemistry," Pope clarified.
"The best kind," JJ added.
"You're all the worst," Kiara said, but she was laughing too.
John B raised his beer. "To Kie's plug. May she continue to provide excellent product and excellent service."
"Hear, hear," the others chorused, and Kiara shook her head, unable to stop smiling.
Her phone buzzed again.
You: thinking about you already
You: about the sounds you make, the way you taste
You: when can i see you again ?
Kiara bit her lip, heat pooling in her stomach all over again.
Kie: soon. very soon.
You: good. because i'm not done with you yet
And god, Kiara hoped you weren't. She was already counting down the hours until she could see you again, until she could feel your hands on her, your lips on hers, until you could take her apart and put her back together the way only you knew how.
"Kie's texting her plug again," Sarah singsonged. "Look at that smile."
"Leave me alone," Kiara laughed, but she didn't put her phone away.
Kie: you're trouble
You : and you love it
Kie: yeah. i really do.
The night stretched out before them, full of laughter and smoke and the kind of easy friendship that made everything feel right. But in the back of her mind, Kiara was already thinking about the next time, about your hands and your mouth and the way you made her feel like she was the only person in the world.
She'd definitely be texting you again soon. Very soon.
And based on the way you always took care of her, she knew it would be absolutely worth it.