Hello hello friend. Are you still around taking request? I'm trying to follow all the skz writers who write skz x ftm reader because I can't get enough!
I'll quickly answer your question since you sent three haha ;)
Yes I am still around, however, I am pretty busy with art academy and therefore cannot post regularly and quickly. If you have patience, you can always send in your request and I'll get to it someday!
I do have to say that there are quite a lot of other requests still waiting to be fulfilled so.. you'll be on the bottom of the list😅.
Thanks for asking in advance though! I am happy that you have found me, and I'll do my best to keep representing my FTM trans Stays!
Hi! I was wondering if you could do a felix x trans (mtf) reader? Smut or fluff would be good! I was thinking maybe like body appreciation or him being comforting on a pretty dysphoric day or smth, but you can change up my idea if you want <3
Hey hey, thank you for request!
I just want to quickly explain why I probably won't write out this particular one. I have no problems with transpeople, transwoman or those who are otherwise under the trans-umbrella, just as a disclosure.
I have no issues with writing for or from a FTM transperson's point of view, as I have personal experience with this. Writing the other way around though, so MTF, is a bit more difficult. I don't know the personal struggles that come with this change of gender, which makes it hard for me to place myself in such a person's shoes. I also don't want to look up the most typical transwoman experiences on the internet, as I don't want to create a wrong stereotypical representation of this whole group of wonderful humans.
So I'm very sorry to deny your request. I hope you understand.
If you have any other request for FTM, male, female or non-binary, please ask me if I can write them and I'll respond to you!
hii!! can i request a sub!jongho fic where his surprises his bf with lingerie?? its really a shame there arent many dom male reader fics so i'd really appreciate it and take your time writing it! dont worry about getting it out quick i dont want you to rush anything! ty xx
∘₊✧— Reveal It Just For Me —✧₊∘
- 17 Jan 2023
- again, sorry for the wait, but i finally managed to find some time inbetween all the art academy chaos
- Jongho is always covered up, so we can only wonder what's underneath.. is it all tattoos or just very very pretty bare skin🤔
- trigger!warning; NSFW!
Y/n stepped into his boyfriend's apartment, letting the door fall close behind him, starting to take off his coat and bag. "Jongho~ I'm here~!" Y/n had agreed to meet his boyfriend this weekend, as they were planning on spending some good quality time together. They hadn't seen eachother for a couple of weeks because their schedules had been so busy, so both of them were excited to be close to eachother again. As Y/n stepped further into the apartment after hanging up his coat, he wondered why he hadn't heard his lover's voice yet. "Jongho~?" "Yes yes I'm here just- wait there!" Y/n smiled at the sound of his boyfriend's voice, then starting to wonder what he was up to. "Why do I have to wait? I want to hold you in my arms already, I missed you!" Y/n could hear some small noises coming from the bedroom, as if something was being hastily prepared. "Jongho~"
Just as Y/n wanted to reach out to open the bedroom door, it flew open, revealing a smiling but slightly heavily breathing Jongho. Y/n smiled at the sight of his boyfriend, stepping into the bedroom. "Hello you~ How've you been?" Y/n leaned forward, ready to place a kiss on the smaller's lips, but was held back as Jongho pressed his hand against y/n's chest. Y/n blinked, a bit confused.
"Drop your bag."
Jongho said it rather sternly, closing the door behind y/n then. Y/n did as told, dropping his bag next to the door. His eyes focused on his boyfriend, y/n hadn't noticed the rest of the room yet, which was decorated romantically with candles and rose petals. Jongho took a deep breath, taking a step back and grabbing the front of the bathrobe he was wearing.
Y/n then suddenly realized the setting of the situation, taking a quick glance around the room. His confused expression changed into a mischievous one, smirking slightly. "Oh~ I see. What have you prepared for me?" Y/n tilted his head, looking at Jongho. Jongho smiled as well, a soft blush appearing on his cheeks. "Well.. I prepared.. this." Jongho opened his bathrobe, slowly letting it glide down off of his shoulders and down to the floor, revealing his exposed body. To y/n's surprise, Jongho wasn't completely naked, but rather wearing a set of lingerie. Although he had seen his boyfriend naked before, this was on another level. "Oh.. wow.." Y/n let his eyes travel over his lover's body, taking in how the lace and leather accentuated Jongho's body lines.
Jongho was usually all covered up, not exposing too much skin and hiding some of his fit and muscly body. So to see him in rather revealing pieces of clothing, made y/n's heart beat faster than ever before. Jongho averted his eyes, feeling shy to be observed like this, but knowing it would result in nothing but compliments and love. Y/n stepped closer, unable to resist any longer, placing his hands on the smaller's waist. "You look.. so gorgeous.. You revealed everything for me." Y/n caressed Jongho's sides, leaning closer and pressing a soft kiss on his lips. Jongho hummed softly, resting his hands on y/n's chest, the blush on his cheeks growing. "I wanted to surprise you with it. I know you appreciate such things." "I certainly do and I'm very glad you're allowing me to see you like this." Jongho smiled, looking up at the taller, their eyes meeting. "Shall we move to the bed?"
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Jongho let out a soft moan, their first round having unfurled rather quickly. Y/n had been so attracted to Jongho's current appearance, that he had pinned down the smaller after just a few minutes of foreplay, having gone rather rough on him. Y/n's excitement was so great that they had both already orgasmed once, but they weren't done quite yet. Y/n was still moving his hips in a slow steady rhythm, looking at Jongho's body beneath him. Jongho looked up at his dom, giving him a satisfied smile. "I love you~" "I love you too. Way more than you can imagine."
Y/n caressed Jongho's chest, circling his finger around a nipple, before moving down more. He slipped underneath some of the lace from the lingerie, Jongho shivering at his touch. Jongho closed his eyes, his body still riding on the tail of his climax, and still getting stimulated by y/n's rolling hips. "I wish you'd do this more. Gives me more to play around with." Y/n chuckled softly, leaning down to make some hickeys on the bare skin. Jongho groaned out, arching his back as he just enjoyed how y/n loved him.
Y/n began increasing the speed of his hips again, grabbing Jongho's legs and pushing them up more. This tilted the smaller's pelvis in such a way that y/n was able to reach his boyfriend's prostate much more easy. Jongho gasped as the tip of y/n's member hit the sensitive spot, letting out a cute moan. "Yes, let me hear it~" Y/n purred out, holding onto Jongho's legs tightly, watching the expression on his boyfriend's face as he continued to pleasure him. He sped up just a little more, trying to hit his lover's spot everytime. Jongho could feel the pleasure spread throughout his body, making his mind blurry and all thoughts disappeared. His body was overcome with this amazing sensation once more, and he could only let out moans to show his satisfaction. Y/n panted and groaned in response, continuing his motions until Jongho tensed up for the second time. "Do it~ come for me~" Jongho let out a cute moan, curling his toes, releasing at once and trembling from the slight overstimulation. Y/n smiled, slowing his hips again and riding off his own high. He bend down, placing a gentle kiss on Jongho's lips. "Reveal yourself more to me in the future, okay? I'll show you my love everytime you do it." Jongho nodded, not being able to refuse such an amazing offer.
yo i don’t want to be annoying and send like heaps of requests but i had an idea that i’m obsessed with and i trust you with writing it!
i was thinking of a scenario where an ftm reader has had top surgery and after he’s had his recovery time etc, he can finally move enough to be able to fuck someone but he’s never fucked before because he was uncomfortable with his body. it starts off with finally being able to touch his flat bare chest, and he wants his bf felix to be the first one to touch his chest so felix just touches it so softly and lovingly while looking in the mirror or something like that and then because the reader is now happy with his body, he’s ready to have sex so then it ends up with felix just being so sweet with him and maybe felix just subtly keeps running his fingers over his bf’s chest scars and kisses them really lightly and sweetly to really show that he genuinely loves him, and yeah just a really sweet first time for the reader (and probably for lixie too :P)
∘₊✧— Our First Time —✧₊∘
- 24 Aug 2022
- OMG sorry for the long wait- vacation seems like a lot of time but it's over before you know it😭
- Also- I was hyped to write this cause.. I wish I had a boyfriend like this
- I hope you enjoy~
- trigger!warning; NSFW!
Standing in front of the mirror, many thoughts raced through y/n's head. It had been about 6 months since his top surgery, and he felt like he was finally ready to accept his body as it was. Sure, the scars that ran across his chest were still not pretty, but he took them for granted. They were far better to see than the things that were there before. Y/n took a deep breath, moving his hand up to his chest, but then let it back down. Was he ready? Did he want to be the first to touch it?
Y/n was pulled from his inner world as he felt two arms snake around his waist. A soft kiss was placed on his cheek, noticing the warmth of another male's body pressing against his back then. Felix rested his chin on y/n's shoulder, smiling sweetly at him via the mirror. "What are you thinking about? You look so handsome, no need to worry about anything anymore, remember?" Y/n nodded, looking back at his boyfriend through the reflective surface.
"Touch me." Y/n spoke softly, blushing slightly as he had decided what he wanted. Felix made a small sound, tilting his head in confusion. "Touch you? I already am.." Felix stroked over y/n's skin with his thumb. Y/n shook his head, chuckling slightly. "No, I mean.. touch my chest. Please?" Felix's confusion then turned into pride, showing his bright smile. "Really? Can I?" As y/n had confirmed with a nod, Felix carefully moved one hand up, gliding over the other male's skin until he reached the scars. Tracing over them with all his focus, Felix admired how his boyfriend looked.
Y/n watched how Felix caressed his chest, feeling a wave of euphoria and relief overwhelm him. He took a deep breath, a few tears pricking in the corners of his eyes. They were happy tears, as he finally could let go of most of the dark thoughts that had swarmed his mind for years. Letting out a huge sigh of relief, y/n turned slightly in Felix's embrace to look at him. "I want to do it now. I feel ready." Felix looked directly at y/n, staring into his eyes. "Now? You.. we.. we're going to make love?" Y/n nodded once again. Felix felt his heart flutter, taking y/n's hand and leading him to the bed.
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After having slowly stripped out of the rest of their clothes and making out while doing so, Felix wanted to prepare y/n for what was to come. It was the first time for both of them, and Felix wanted to make sure that everything went well. A bit of discussing went by, as y/n wanted Felix the prepare the right hole, not the one he felt disconnected with. Felix did it all with great care, watching y/n's expressions closely and only doing things with his consent.
As they were then finally ready to do the real deed, Felix positioned himself, giving one last glance at y/n. His boyfriend smiled and nodded, a blush already on his cheeks. "Please.. make love with me." Felix hummed, slowly pushing in, his hands immediately finding their way to y/n's sides. Both their groans filled the room, having to get used to this new but exciting feeling. Felix then felt his hands being moved up, as y/n pulled them up to his chest. "Keep touching me. Don't stop. I finally have the right feeling in it and I want you to love me..." Felix nodded, caressing y/n's chest as he then began moving his hips.
Y/n closed his eyes, never having imagined this to feel so right. He had been scared for years, keeping everything that had to do with sex far away. But now he was so glad to be able to do it in a way he felt loved and cared for. This was what he had always wanted. Felix moaned softly, y/n giving a somewhat louder moan in return as the freckled male sped up. The pleasurable feeling had already spread through both of their bodies. Felix then bent down, beginning to press kisses on y/n's scars ever so softly. This made y/n's heart beat even faster, moaning out Felix's name in delight.
Releasing at the same time, Felix and y/n shuddered as their climax was reached. Panting heavily and holding onto eachother tightly, they both broke out in happy laughter, both relieved and proud to have done this with eachother. Felix hummed as he pulled out, taking off the condom, tying it and then tossing it in the bin next to the bed. He then lay down next to y/n, pulling his boyfriend into a tight hug. "I love you so much. Thank you for letting me be your first." Y/n smiled brightly, placing a kiss on Felix's lips. "I love you more. Thank you for loving me as I am."
Hello everybody! As you’ve noticed, I posted two new things recently and I’m very happy that I have some time to write again.
But as I scrolled through my profile I saw a certain number.. I now have a little more than 200 followers!! :D
How did that happen?! Well anyway I’m really happy because it’s yet another milestone reached and I hope the number keeps growing slowly the more I post! I hope you all keep enjoying my writings!
- catboy/shapeshifter hyunjin x music producer chan
- trigger!warning; guns, death threats, gun shot, mention of suicide
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Minho gritted his teeth as he heard the words that the doctor spoke. He was annoyed how cocky the man could still be, even when faced with heavy artillery and already having lost the fight in theory. Minho took a step forward, wanting to get his friend back as soon as possible, and he wasn't afraid to personally fight this doctor. But he was pushed back by the police officers around him, getting told that they would take care of the situation. Minho couldn't take his eyes off of the doctor, wanting to follow his every move in case he was going to try something that might hurt Chan even more. The police officer at the front of their group loaded his gun, approaching the doctor slowly. "We demand you to put down your weapon and step away from the boy. We have surrounded the whole building and you have no chance at escaping. If you try to go against us, we will have to shoot." The doctor chuckled darkly, pushing Chan aside with his foot a bit. Chan was still unresponsive, making Felix worry about his well-being. The doctor tilted his head, taking in the group of police officers. "I've fought hard for this laboratory. I threw away my life, my relatives, my everything. I totally indulged in this amazing project, and you're here to ruin it all? Come on, I'm sure we can make a deal. The government is in need of good fighters, right? Look at that boy in your middle. He can turn into a cat, do you know what that means? He could sneak past the enemy without any suspicion, he could listen in on conversations, he could scratch their eyes out and leave without a trace."
The police officer took another step forward, acting as if he didn't hear the doctor at all. "I ask you again. Put down the gun, step away from the boy and surrender yourself." The doctor gripped his gun, pointing it at Chan as he felt ignored. How could they not be interested in his incredible discovery? Felix gasped softly as he saw the doctor point the gun at Chan. "Please no.. please don't shoot.." Felix whispered to himself, but Hyun had heard it, tightening his grip on Felix even more. The doctor took a deep breath, looking directly into the eyes of the police officer. "Well if you won't take it, then nobody will. I am the only one who knows the exact formula for the DNA injections, I'm the only one who knows how to make those freaks into trained lethal weapons. So without me, this whole experiment will never be of a benefit to the government." The doctor looked down as Chan had started to wake up, groaning softly as his whole body ached. The police officer took a few steps forward in that moment, hoping to catch the doctor at an unguarded moment, but the doctor pointed his gun at the police officer. "STAY AWAY! This boy is mine and you will never get to him when I'm alive!" The police officer stopped immediately, but still kept a close eye on the both of them. The doctor grew more and more enraged as he really felt pushed into a corner, the options for the consequences of his actions not being to his liking at all, and getting smaller with every second that passed. Looking at Hyun, the doctor's smile turned pure evil and with spite. "I never should've let you escape. I should've killed you when I had the chance to."
Chan opened his eyes, confused about where he was, feeling the cold ground beneath him. Turning his head slightly, he got blinded by the harsh light coming from the ceiling, seeing a figure loom over him. The doctor glanced at Chan, getting frantic about doing something. Taking a look at the police officers, the doctor then quickly bend down, grabbing Chan's face to make him look at him. "You would've been my second succesful experiment. I could've made you such a wonderful murderous beast." Chan whined softly as the grip of the doctor hurted him, looking at the man as he didn't understand what he did to ever deserve this. Minho and Felix looked at the whole situation in fear, and Felix almost lost it as the doctor then put the tip of the gun against Chan's forehead. "No please! Let him go! You've done enough damage!" The doctor screamed out in anger, hating to hear Felix's voice. "SHUT UP! NOBODY FEELS THE WAY I DO! NOBODY UNDERSTANDS MY GENIUS INVENTION!" At that moment, it felt like time went twice as fast as normal. The doctor lashed out at the police officers with his arm, making them back up a few steps, and before they could do anything else, a gunshot was heard. Blood spattered across the floor, a body falling limp on the cold tile. Felix burst into tears, Minho not believing his eyes at what had just happened right in front of them. The group of police officers quickly ran over to the scene, blocking the view of the three young males, who were left in confusion for a while longer.
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Hyun clung onto Felix, his face buried in the smaller male's shoulder. Felix stroked Hyun's back, knowing how conflicted he must be feeling. Going from one place with doctors to another, and not knowing the difference between them, can be confusing and terrifying. Felix had been there the whole time during Hyun's checkup, holding his hand and encouraging him that everything would be alright. Luckily Hyun walked away pretty unharmed, with advice from the doctor to eat a lot, but not too much at once. Minho sighed, glancing at the clock once more as they had been waiting on the uncomfortable hospital bench for a while now. Looking over at Felix and Hyun, Minho pouted. "Why are they taking so long?" Felix shrugged as he turned his head to look at Minho. "I don't know." Both of them jumped up as the door in front of them swung open, a nurse stepping out to inform them about what was next. "You can see him now." Felix nodded eagerly, pulling Hyun up with him. "Come on, nobody here will hurt you. There's nothing to be afraid of." Minho waited for a moment until Felix and Hyun followed the nurse first, but right when he wanted to walk after them, his phone rang. Minho quickly picked up as he saw who it was. "Yes, hi babe. Yeah.. yeah we've been here for a long time but we can go see him now. The nurse just came to get us. Yes, thank you. I'll call you later okay? Love you too, Jisung." Minho hung up and stuffed his phone back into his pocket, catching up with the others to walk down yet another long hospital hallway.
The nurse guided the three boys into a room, where Chan was sitting on a hospital bed. Felix let out a sigh of relief at the sight of him, happy that he was unharmed as well. Chan smiled gently at them, opening his arms as Hyun came dashing at him, hugging him tightly when the younger almost jumped into his embrace. "I'm here. No need to worry. I just have a little bit of a fever and malnutrition." Felix pursed his lips slightly, walking closer and shaking his head. "Don't say that. We are still worried. A fever can still turn out to be life-threatening." Chan chuckled and reached out his hand to Felix, who took it and held it tightly. "I'm glad you guys came to get us. If it was for just an hour longer, I think I would be in much worse conditions." Minho watched the whole thing from a distance, being content that Chan was okay, but not feeling the need to get all clingy and touchy. He bit his lip, thinking back to their conversation with the police. "Well if the police wouldn't have believed us, we wouldn't be there at all. We were just lucky that there had been other reports from escaped experiments, otherwise they would've sent us to a shrink." Chan chuckled softly, kissing Hyun's head as the younger was still tightly clinging onto him. "Well it's all over now. Although, I don't really have the feeling of justice. I would've rather had that that doctor went to jail and sat out the punishment he deserved." Felix nodded, agreeing with Chan. "Yeah.. But that's not possible now. He shot himself to avoid having to go through all that."
Chan closed his eyes, a shiver going down his spine as he got a flashback to the moment it happened. "Let's leave it all behind us now. I don't want to be reminded of it." Felix hummed, smiling apologetically to Chan. "Sorry. I know it must be horrible to see that in front of you." Felix took a deep breath, letting go of Chan's hand and looked at Hyun and Minho. "Shall we go home? I think the hospital won't hold you here for much longer. And the police did their investigating." Minho nodded, wanting to go home as well. "Yeah let's go." Hyun made a small sound, lifting his head up to look at Chan and the other two. "But.. Chan will be different now. Not as different as me but.. different." Felix furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you mean, Hyun?" Hyun bit his lip, looking at Chan as he wasn't sure if he should tell them. "Chan got animal DNA injected into him, but not enough to alter his DNA like mine. But just enough to.. alter it a little?" Hyun looked down, trying to think of how to explain it. "His senses are different. More like the animal that he got the DNA from." Chan stroked Hyun's back, nodding to confirm what he was saying. "That is true. The uhm.. the nurses found some wolf DNA in my blood. And, ever since the first injection that they gave me.." Chan looked at Felix and Minho. "I can smell, see, hear, feel more. And it's been hard. Every little sound is amplified and the smells I uhm.." Chan shook his head, chuckling softly. "Let's just say I smelled things that I thought I would never smell from a certain distance." Felix's eyes widened at this new information. "Really? But that's so cool! It's like a superhero." Chan hummed and shook his head once more. "It doesn't feel like that though. It still hurts too much sometimes." Hyun perked up, squeezing softly in Chan's arm. "I'll teach you. It doesn't hurt for me anymore." Chan looked at Hyun, smiling at him. "That would be amazing Hyun. You're the expert of it after all." Minho took a deep breath, changing his stance into a more ready to go one. "Well come on then. Let's go home and adjust back to normal life." Felix stepped aside to make room for Chan, Hyun getting up and helping Chan get off of the bed. Chan took Hyun's hand as they walked out of the hospital, happy that it all turned out well.
REQUEST; Hi! I saw that you made an SKZ post! So if you want to, could I request a Bottom male Y/N with Top Boyfriend Changbin who wants to try Blindfolding and Handcuffing Y/N, while also wanting to try out Overstimulation? But Y/N feels a bit hesitant on the Blindfold and Handcuffs so Changbin comforts him and makes him feel good!
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∘₊✧— I Want To Try... —✧₊∘
- 2 Jun 2022
- It's been soo long.. oops- but hey, I'm back! And as promised, I'll fulfill your request!
- Honestly after seeing Changbin's hip roll in Maniac.. how can you resist that man
- I didn't really know if Changbin or Y/N was the one to want to try out the new things, but I chose for Changbin to be the one suggesting it to his partner, so I hope that's okay
- trigger!warning; NSFW!
Changbin hummed softly as he prepared the last things on the nightstand, waiting for Y/N to come back from the shower. He was excited for tonight, as they had planned this 'romantic' evening for a while now, and Changbin had gotten the idea to make it even more special. To make it a night Y/N wouldn't forget so easily. Changbin glanced at the bathroom door, biting his lip as he sat down on the bed. He was ready, so so ready.
As the door opened, Changbin immediately got up again, walking towards Y/N. "All clean?" Changbin moved his hands around Y/N's waist, who smiled and nodded. "Yes, all prepped." Changbin pecked Y/N's lips, moving his hands off of his boyfriend's waist, taking his hand and leading him to the bed. Changbin let go of Y/N so he could get on the bed, following after him and crawling on top of him. Changbin smirked as he looked down, pecking Y/N's lips once more.
"Why are you smirking like that? What's going on in that head of yours?" Y/N had noticed the expression on Changbin's face, which differed from his usual expression. Changbin looked into Y/N's eyes for a moment, before leaning down to start tracing kisses down his boyfriend's neck, chest and belly. Y/N closed his eyes, his heart fluttering at the affectionous kisses, but groaned softly as he still wanted an answer. "Binnie.. answer me~"
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Changbin moved up again after hearing his boyfriend's whine, taking a deep breath and pecking his lips. "You really want to know, huh? Well.." Changbin glanced down at Y/N's body, letting one of his hands caress Y/N's upper body. Y/N felt his skin twitch underneath Changbin's touch, humming softly to show he was still listening. Changbin tilted his head as he watched Y/N's face. "I was thinking of.. trying out blindfolding and handcuffing.. and maybe also overstimulation?"
Changbin studied Y/N's facial expression, a bit nervous on how his boyfriend would react to the idea. Y/N opened his eyes, looking at Changbin, a soft blush appearing on his cheeks. "I like the idea but.. I've never done it before.." Y/N averted his eyes, getting nervous as he placed his hands on Changbin's chest. "Can you promise me you'll stop the moment I tell you to?" Changbin nodded and smiled sweetly. "Ofcourse! I want it to be good for both of us, not traumatic."
Y/N took a deep breath, smiling slightly. "Okay then.. go easy please.." Changbin chuckled softly as he sat up, reaching over to the nightstand to get the blindfold and the handcuffs. "I can't go easy, otherwise the overstimulation won't happen." Changbin looked at Y/N, who turned his head as it went bright red. "You're right.." Changbin gently grabbed Y/N's hands, putting the handcuffs on his wrists and making sure they were not too tight. "But don't worry, I'll go slow and listen to your cue words, okay?"
Y/N nodded his head in agreement, letting Changbin attach the handcuffs to the bed. He let out a deep breath, relaxing as much as possible. Changbin then put the blindfold on his boyfriend, pecking his lips when he was done. He let his hands caress Y/N's body once more, showing his love and getting the excitement up. He leaned down, kissing Y/N passionately, starting to grind against his boyfriend, getting them both fully excited in just a short minute.
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Changbin went slow with the first few thrust, getting Y/N used to the feeling, before starting to speed up little by little. Y/N was already letting out soft moans, focusing on the way Changbin felt inside him even more than usual, since he couldn't rely on his sight. Changbin groaned as he quickened his thrusts, Y/N's moans growing louder as the pleasure was building. Changbin watched how Y/N looked beneath him, getting excited just by seeing how Y/N looked all tied up.
As the pleasure started to grow to a certain point, Changbin sped up his thrusts even more. He had no problem moving his hips in this pace, his muscled body being able to handle quite a lot of strength and movement. Y/N's moans sounded delightful, until Changbin heard a whine inbetween them. "Stop~ wait~" Changbin immediately slowed down, placing a hand on Y/N's cheek. "What? What's wrong? Do I need to stop?" Y/N breathed heavily for a moment, his nerves having gotten to him.
"Just.. just wait for a bit.. It.. it feels scary.." Y/N tilted his head to the side, resting it on the pillow as he lost focus on the good feeling. Changbin halted his movements, a bit disappointed that he stopped right before his climax, but knowing he had to listen to Y/N to make sure he would be alright. Changbin stroked over Y/N's cheek, then leaning down to kiss him softly. "Tell me, what are you thinking? Why does it feel scary?" Y/N took a few deep breaths, tugging on the handcuffs slightly.
"I.. I'm scared it'll hurt.." Y/N bit his lip, his heart racing in his chest. "What if it's not you?" Changbin hummed and placed his hands on his boyfriend's. "It is me. There's nobody else here, the bedroom door is locked. You are safe." Changbin placed a soft kiss on Y/N's lips. "It won't hurt. It'll feel like your mind stops working for a moment, but it won't hurt. I promise." Y/N tried to calm himself again, nodding at Changbin's words. "Okay.. Okay.. I trust you."
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After Changin got the sign that he could move again, he picked up his pace, going back to the same speed he had stopped at. Y/N moaned loudly as his pleasure shot up again, arching his back and tugging at the restraints. "Changbin~" Changbin moaned loudly in response, his own pleasure having grown exponentially. He kept his pace, closing his eyes as he didn't want to stop anymore. He listened to Y/N's moans, enjoying the way they turned into sweet whines as both of them tensed up.
Soon enough, they both reached their climax, Y/N letting out a beautiful moan as his body shivered at his release. Changbin however, could only shortly slow down, knowing he had to push through right at this moment. Changbin clenched his jaw, releasing inside of Y/N, but keeping his pace. Y/N then felt the change as well, as Changbin's continous movement triggered the overload of stimulation in his body. Y/N started trembling, whiny moans rolling from his lips, his mind going blank.
Changbin kept going for another minute, watching how Y/N's body reacted to the immense amount of stimulation it received. Changbin himself had felt his body go in overload as well, but tightened his grip on the bedsheets to keep himself going. After just a few more thrusts, Y/N and Changbin both released again, moaning out in harmony. Changbin then slowed down, riding off his high, until he came to a complete stop. He lied down on top of Y/N, heavily panting, but fulfilled with pleasure.
Changbin caressed Y/N's body for a bit, before reaching up to uncuff him. Y/N felt his mind slowly come back to its senses, then wrapping his arms around Changbin's buff body. Y/N smiled, happy that they tried this new way of making love. "I love you.. Bin.." Y/N said inbetween pants, still recovering from everything. Changbin smiled brightly, pushing himself up to take off the blindfold, then pressing a deep kiss to his boyfriend's lips. "I love you too."
kinda, sorta.. when I have the time... (and inspiration)
Sorry sorry sorry for my long absence everyone. I know a lot of you must’ve wondered where I’ve gone and what happened. Well, to start out, a lot of things happened personally and with school, so I’ve been incredibly busy the past few months.
But now there’s a bit more free time left and I really want to pick up my writing again. I feel kinda bad for letting you all on cliffhangers with my stories and I want to apologize to the people that sent in requests. I’m sure you wanted to see them soon after you sent them in, but I’ve let you down. I will still make all of them so, stay tuned for them coming out!
Also, for my stories/fanfics that consist out of multiple chapters, I lost inspiration after everything that happened. I do want to finish them, so I’m trying to regain my inspiration for them so I can continue writing. I hate leaving projects unfinished so.. yeah.
I hope you can all forgive me for such a long break, but I’ll be back more and more when summer comes closer.
Moony, if it's okay with you, i want to request a little filthy idea! *oops* but not really :3
Bang Chan doing voice only vlive and on that vlive he's talking about tmi and recent playlist while lies flat on his bed, then mreader enter his room and slump down on top of him. Reader start rummaging Chan body, stroking his dick and then pounding him. At first Chan try hard to keep talking normally with a bit stuttering but when reader hitting his spot, he let out load moan. Fans wondering what happen with Chan because it's quiet for awhile, then reader tell fans Chan has something to do and close the app. And they finish up what they left.
Thanks moony 💋
∘₊✧— Chan Is Live —✧₊∘
- 22 Jul 2021
- ooh a filthy idea, someone must be a bit naugthy huh *wink wink*
- honestly im so scared chan will actually find and read this because i know he looks around on the internet
- so chan if you see this, i apologize deeply and sincerely, you can act as if this was written about another man called chan haha.. ha.. ha..
- you know, this makes me think of that one woosan vlive where there were questionable noises being made as well..
- trigger!warning; NSFW!
Chan smiles to himself as he sees the number in the top corner of his screen grow bigger, knowing STAY are busy tuning in to his vlive. He just started the live a few seconds ago, but there were already more than 5000 people watching, or, listening. Chan didn't feel like turning on the camera today, so he decided to just do a voice only vlive.
Some STAYs were slightly upset about this, but were happy nonetheless as they could hear Chan's calming voice speak to them again. Chan hummed as he wanted to start, as the number grew bigger he knew STAY was listening. "Hello STAY~ welcome to another vlive. I hope you're all doing well today, sorry for not turning on my camera. You know, I'm barefaced and all, I felt like doing just a voice only today."
Chan talked and talked, reading comments from STAYs and reacting to them, his mind sometimes wandering off to other topics as he was reminded of them. He smiled as he saw cute comments, laughing softly as one STAY had put a pickup line in the comments. "Ohh I see what you did there. That was a good pickup line, I never heard that one before." Chan chuckled and kept reading comments, then deciding to put on some music in the background.
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After having introduced STAY to his whole playlist idea, he hums along to the melody of the music, talking about the song they were listening to if he felt like saying something about it. He then lay down flat on his bed, looking at the ceiling above him as he smiled. "STAY, I'm sure you would like to hear some TMIs from today, don't you?" Chan took a deep breath as he thought of something.
"In the training room today, we ate ice cream after practicing for uhm.. something I'm not supposed to share yet." Chan laughed softly. "Maybe that was a bit of a vague TMI." Chan shook his head, closing his eyes as he tried to think of more. "Changbin and Minho argued about who can say 'Australia' in English the most fluent. I don't understand why they had to discuss that for about half an hour, but eventually Hyunjin won." Chan laughed again, thinking about how the boys had looked during their argument.
Chan then felt the weight on the bed shift, opening his eyes to see y/n crawl on top of him. Chan's eyes widened slightly, hoping to communicate to his lover that it was not the right timing. Y/n only smirked, his hands starting to caress Chan's upper body, gliding his hands underneath Chan's shirt. Chan bit his lip, trying to continue the vlive like everything was normal.
The first few minutes Chan was able to ignore y/n's actions for the most part, just talking to STAY and humming along to the music that was still playing. But as y/n started taking off Chan's clothes, Chan regularly felt his mind slightly drift off to what his partner was doing. There were more quiet moments in the vlive than normal, but as the music was still playing, it wasn't that obvious yet.
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Chan gasped softly as he then felt y/n's hand on his private parts, hoping y/n really wasn't planning on doing anything more than just that. Unfortunately, y/n knew exactly what he wanted, and he didn't care if the vlive was listening or not. Chan took deep breaths, trying his best not to make any inappropriate sounds, his face contorting in all sorts of ways as he attempted to resume the vlive like normal.
Chan's was flushed as y/n had stroked and teased him for a while, already being slightly exhausted from having to handle two things at once. His breathing had become slightly heavier, something only a few observant STAYs had noticed. The pauses in between his sentences didn't seem to hint at anything just yet, but Chan knew it was going to get a lot harder as y/n continued to do what he pleased.
Chan held onto the bedsheets with all of his might as he felt y/n push inside of him, only letting out a very small groan at the sensation of being filled while being tensed up. Y/n had no mercy for Chan however, loving to see how bothered and tense he was while doing his absolute best to not let any noise escape his lips. As y/n began moving, he made sure not to make the sound of skin slapping together, as that would give them away immediately. That would ruin the fun of it all.
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However, y/n found it hard to hold back for so long, just wanting to pleasure Chan to the fullest and wanting to hear the beautiful sounds he could make. He began thrusting into him harder, hoping to find that one spot that would make Chan loose it all. Chan tried talking to STAY still, the music not hiding some sounds anymore, and some of Chan's sentences came out stuttered or unfinished. STAY began to wonder what was going on, hoping Chan was alright.
But Chan was more than alright, and as y/n hit the one sweet spot, Chan couldn't hold back anymore. He let out a single loud moan, pleasure rushing through his body as y/n pressed against the spot by stopping his movements. Chan blushed deeply, looking up at his lover as he felt horribly embarassed for having outed that noise on vlive. Y/n leaned forward, grabbing Chan's phone and smirking.
"I'm sorry STAY, Chan has something important to do. He'll speak to you later." Y/n glanced at Chan as he ended the vlive, putting the phone away. "You naughty boy. How could you let STAY hear that sound, hm? Now I can't say I'm the only one to have ever heard it." Y/n then started pounding into Chan merciless, and Chan let all of the sounds out that he had kept in the whole time. Y/n enjoyed the sounds, as they were music in his ears, hitting that sweet spot over and over again until they were both brought to their climax.
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Chan later had to apologize to STAY for ending the vlive so abruptly, convincing STAY that one of their manager had come to get him for an important task. He managed to cover up the loud moan by saying he had twisted himself in a weird stretching position, which had hurt him a bit too much. Most of STAY believed this story, but some STAY had kept wondering if that was what really happened behind the scenes.
Can you do stray kids (3racha reaction) when their idol s/o and their group is discouraged?
And start to get hate after they make their debut, and are trying to get through it and do their best, (but also work 10x harder because of that)
∘₊✧— 3Racha Reactions —✧₊∘
- 20 Jul 2021
- ooh this is actually kind of my first reactions post for multiple members..
- 3racha are wonderful men and i think they would definitely help out if this really happened to their partner
- honestly i can even see them writing a diss track about it all
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Chan
• would be the first to know that you had been selected as one of the trainees that would debut in a group together
• he definitely helped you with training and preparing
• checks on your schedule to make sure to send supportive messages at the right times
• celebrates the release of the mv by sending you lots of hearts via text
• watches the debut stage multiple times, analyzing it to make sure everything went well and maybe give some feedback for next time
• sees you being down after the first few days of promoting, wondering what's wrong
• asks you what's wrong, pulling you into a hug
• gasps as you explain you've received hateful comments on sns
• then goes to look at the comments himself, getting slightly annoyed by the rude fans
• comforts you and tells you to ignore the messages, because you did so well and the haters are just jealous of you
• cheers on the rest of your group as well, telling them to report and block any hateful comments they see
• as the hate continues, he keeps reading all the comments to be up to date and to report back to you how untrue they all are
• would probably mention it during one of his sunday lives, telling stays to support your group and to send lots of nice comments, explaining how talented your group is and that you'll get better as time progresses
• comforts you if you feel down after working hard to practice to improve yourself for the fans
• helps you with songwriting and singing, being your seonbae teacher
• forces you to take breaks a lot, even though he overworks himself too
• would just be very supporting and understanding of what you're going through
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Changbin
• would be enthousiastic the moment you told him you would debut
• helps you train your pronunciation for your song/rap
• studies the lyrics you wrote to make sure they're good
• watches the debut stage with raging passion, his love for you growing more and more by seeing you perform
• waits to watch the mv together with you, pointing out all of your scenes and complementing you endlessly
• might spot a mean remark while scrolling through the mv comments, wondering if you had seen it already
• asks you a few days later if you've seen any of the hate directed towards your group, having followed it himself and being upset about it
• hugs you as you break down, rubbing your back to calm you down
• talks to you about the comments, telling you that they're all not true
• explains to you how well you're doing and that your group doesn't deserve the hate in any way
• jokes a bit to make you laugh again, showering you with kisses and wiping your tears away with the words 'my talented idol'
• writes a draft of lyrics just to dispose of his own anger, not wanting to show you how upset it really makes him
• hesitates about posting something on sns about supporting your group
• eventually does it and posts the cutest pictures of you two, asking stay to love your group in his aegyo voice
• makes sure to help you train and improve your work, wanting you to show all the haters how good you really are
• takes breaks with you, consisting of eating together and improvising diss tracks on a beat to get rid of any negative feelings
• would make sure to keep you happy and loved, helping you through this hard time
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Han
• jumps out of his chair as he hears the news about your debut
• celebrates early as he is already bursting with happiness
• watches you prepare for the debut stage, encouraging you, hoping to prevent anxiety from building up
• finds you in the bathroom later having a panic attack, comforting you and telling you about his own experience
• knows perfectly how to help you through your panic attack, being familiar with the feeling of anxiety
• helps you back up and cheers you on throughout the whole debut stage
• sends you lots of text messages with loving words, not even stopping when you ask him to
• watches the mv on repeat, leaving anonymous commentst to cheer you on, then seeing the hateful comments
• gets upset about them and puffs his cheek, screenshotting them as proof
• talks about it with chan first, before asking you about it
• sees you getting sad as you mention it, hugging you tightly
• 'but you're so talented! they're all wrong! they don't know you at all, they just say those things because they have nothing better to do with their lives'
• gets so adorably upset about it that you forget your own worries
• makes you laugh as he puffs his cheeks and whines about it, although still angry about the comments, he is also happy to see you smile again
• posts lots of things on sns, supporting your group and telling stays to go watch the mv and debut stage
• almost brags about how good you really are, but gets reigned in by chan and changbin to make sure he doesn't spill too much tea
• tries to get your company/management to take action against the mean comments, trying to report them all singlehandedly
• would be just as upset and sad about it as you, but makes you feel comforted and understood as he talks from his own experiences
- catboy/shapeshifter hyunjin x music producer chan
- top chan x bottom hyunjin
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Chan awoke slowly, being in a feverish state. He tried to find out what was the last thing he could remember, but the harsh lights above him brought him back to reality really quick. His eyesight was somewhat blurry, and he felt like every sense was getting in way too much information. He turned his head, looking around for the one person he could think of. Hyunjin. The younger male was right there, still in the same spot as before, his eyes closed as he had no choice but to give in to their current fate. Chan took a small breath in order to speak, whispering the male's name. Hyunjin's eyes shot open, his head turning towards the older. "Chan! Chan are you okay? Are you in pain?" Hyunjin was relieved the older was awake again, having been nervous for a side effect from the hybrid dna. He had seen others die because of the first injection of the dna, as their immune system was too weak or their body seemed to reject the dna, causing a complete shutdown of all muscles, even the heart. Hyunjin struggled against his restraints, wanting to comfort Chan. "Answer me, are you in pain?" Chan shook his head slightly, not being in pain. He felt terrible though, and he wished he could sleep it off, but he knew that wouldn't be the case. "No, I'm not. I just feel horrible. Feverish.. all of my senses are.. ah.. it feels like everything is ten times bigger, louder, harder.." Hyunjin hummed and sighed. "I know.. your senses are adjusting to whatever dna they gave you. I'm sorry, really sorry. This shouldn't have happened to you."
Chan took a deep breath and looked at Hyunjin, smiling gently at him. "I'm glad you're alive. You don't want to know how many times I have grieved your disappearance.." Hyunjin pouted slightly. "I know how much you missed me. I've seen you cry before. I.. I'm sorry that I couldn't remember all of this earlier." Chan closed his eyes, already being tired from just talking and listening. "Is this.. is this what you felt like too? How many times.. did they do this to you? You must've been in so much pain.." Chan couldn't imagine how much poking and prodding Hyunjin must've endured during his years in this lab. Hyunjin bit his lip as he thought back to his time here, having flashbacks of painful procedures and strange tests he had to do. "They've done too much to me. That's why I feel so bad for you now.. I don't want you to go through the same thing." Hyunjin struggled against his restraints one more time, but he knew fighting was useles. The door of the room then swung open with a loud creak, Chan flinching as it sounded like metal scraping right next to his ear, his sense of hearing having been heightened. The doctor smirked as he saw Chan's current state. "You haven't died, good. How're you feeling, hm?" The doctor checked Chan's heartbeat and breathing, humming contently as he knew Chan's body was taking in the dna well. "You'll become a wonderful hybrid. Just stay strong, okay? I'm sure Hyunjin can tell you all about the pain that is waiting for you." Chan balled his fist and glared at the doctor. "You are a psycopath. I never gave consent to this." "You don't have to. You're our lab experiment now. Your human rights went away the moment we gave you that first injection of dna."
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A few days after Felix and Minho had reported their two missing friends, the police was busy preparing a raid of the laboratorium. Other previous lab experiments had escaped and slowly uncovered a big part of the secret operations of the doctors there, and the police wanted to take the whole organization down. Felix and Minho had been invited to be a part of the raid, as the police wanted them to find Chan and Hyunjin since they were the only ones that knew what the two males looked like. On top of that, Chan was the only person that had been taken without a good coverup, making Chan the perfect case to arrest the doctors for abduction and mutilation. Felix was pretty nervous as the police instructed them on what the raid was going to look like, while Minho just looked around with big eyes. Guns, ammo, weapons of multiple sorts and bulletproof vests were being handed out to the police officers, and Minho felt like he was in the middle of an action movie. As the head of the raid finished his explanation, Felix and Minho got handed bulletproof vests to ensure their safety during the raid. Felix gasped as he felt the weight of it, wondering if he was even able to carry it around the whole day. "It's so heavy.." Minho chuckled and put his own down, helping Felix to put the vest on. "You'll get used to it quickly. And if you get sore shoulders after all of this, I'll treat you to a massage." Felix smiled and looked at Minho. "I'll make sure you keep that promise." Minho hummed and put on his own vest once Felix's was on. "Sure, lixie."
The head of police ordered everyone to take place in the guarded vehicles, ready to depart. The whole convoy of police vehicles raced through the city, but kept their lights and sirens off so not to let the doctors at the laboratory know that they were coming. Felix felt his anxiety increase as they came closer and closer to the lab, all sorts of thoughts running through his head about what could've happend to Chan and Hyun. What state would they be in when they found them? Could they be.. Felix was pulled from his thoughts as Minho placed a hand on his thigh. "Calm down. Let's not think ahead of what we might find and be grateful that we atleast get to join this raid. We can tell others we played a role in saving our friends." Felix nodded slightly and placed his hand over Minho's. "You're right." Minho and Felix smiled at eachother, holding hands the whole way there. As the convoy stopped in front of the lab buildings, the policemen got out of the vehicles, just as they were trained to do. Minho and Felix followed instructions they got from the policeman that was guiding them, making sure they wouldn't get in the way of the plan. As the head of the raid was busy breaking into the laboratory, they could hear a siren going off inside of the building. A warning sign for everybody inside. Luckily, police had surrounded the buildings and checked for any exits further from the buildings, so anybody who tried to escape, would walk right into the arms of the police. Minho watched the policemen do their job, the front door of the lab crashing open, walking inside to start doing what needed to be done.
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As the siren went off, Chan was about to get injected with a second dose of dna. They had been in the lab for a more than a week now, and while Hyunjin was pulled away for testing and 'cleaning of information of the outside world', Chan was being experimented on just like any other victim in the lab. Chan had been in pain the whole time, as either his senses were overloaded, or the experiments they did with him caused his body to ache. Chan had no chance to fight back, as they were intentionally kept weak and chained up, only having eaten a few hundred grams of food over the course of the time they had been in the lab. He had only seen Hyunjin a few times, just to be tortured by the doctors as they treated Hyunjin in such a way that it made Chan beg them to stop, tears streaming down his cheeks. Chan had already thought about wanting to give up on live several times throughout their stay, and he couldn't imagine how Hyunjin survived years in this place. Now, the siren rang through his whole body as his sense of hearing was highly sensitive, and the doctor that was holding onto him let go in surprise. "No, no, not an evacuation." The doctor quickly put the injection needle away, cleaning up his stuff in an attempt to cover up their illegal deeds. Chan wondered what was happening, because an evacuation could mean several things. Either there was a fire, or they were attacked by something.. or someone. Chan bit his lip, kind of grateful that the siren had stopped the process of getting more dna, hoping it would help even more than just that.
Every employee of the lab was frantically trying to hide either experiments, victims or equipment that would be an obvious sign of illegal activities. The police infiltrated the building more and more, arresting doctor after doctor and rescueing every person, or animal, that they could find. Minho and Felix looked around in astonishment as they were lead through the lab, seeing the filthy conditions and horrible surroundings that these people had been living in. Felix held onto Minho's hand tightly, Minho getting more worried about what Chan and Hyun must've endured in their time here. Then, as the front of their group had broken into another room, a figure ran down the hallway towards them. Coming closer, Felix immediately recognized it. "Hyun!" Felix let go of Minho, walking towards the taller male. Hyunjin had been able to fight against the employees that were transferring him, and had escaped and ran towards the nearest exit. As he saw the policemen and his two friends, he picked up his pace. He ran into Felix's arms, trembling with fear but also sighing of relief. Felix held onto Hyunjin tightly, bringing him into the safety of their group before studying him to see if he was hurt. Hyunjin was littered with bruises and small cuts, but it seemed like that was all. Hyunjin looked at them with curiosity, wondering how they had gotten into the lab. "How? Why? Are.. are we safe? Have you found Chan yet?" Minho shook his head. "Not yet. This is a raid Hyun, the police have forcefully entered the building and are arresting every doctor right now and saving all the victims." Hyunjin nodded and took a deep breath. "We have to find Chan. Please, he's in a lot of pain."
Minho nodded. "We will. Come on, let's-"
A gunshot. Loud and clear. The sound echoed through the hallway, as suddenly everybody had gone quiet. Hyunjin had made himself small on the ground, holding onto Felix's legs. Minho looked at the man at the end of the hallway. The doctor that had 'treated' Hyunjin and Chan was standing there. Gun in hand, unconscious Chan at his feet. Minho balled his fists, as the gunshot had only been a warning shot, but he knew the doctor meant business. The policemen of their group all pointed their guns at the doctor, who smirked evilly. "You won't get to this boy without a fight. You'll have to take him from me with violence and I can't promise it'll be without blood being spilled."
reblog this if you’re a fanfic writer & your motivation to write actually increases when readers actually show interest & give you feedback. even just a reblog or a little comment here and there
falling in love with you is as easy as breathing. you make everyone grateful to know you and loving you is a privilege. the only greater privilege is to be loved by you.
i just wanted to say that’s not true, i was never loved back even though i gave my all. and that made me fear falling in love again. two years ago i fell in love with the wrong guy and he destroyed me, i was left to pick up the pieces alone and heal myself on my own. since then, i have been avoiding love at all costs, afraid to get hurt again. :)
tagging: @wonniexy @treasuretaeil @tfmingyu @yoonzinow @yeonluv @imjustuhhvibing @inseongsfoxybae @armysantiny @sunlightwoo @sinpiesinpie @daybreakx @hachanbaecon @jeontaeil @junjungsunwoo @just-come-baek @jaesqueso @lost-inthedream @bonbonhwa @mingyuwus @m1ng-how (+ anyone who wants to do it. i’m sorry if you didn’t want to be tagged)
falling in love with you is like twirling around in the pouring rain, like the air rushing by on a rollercoaster, like the rapid beating of a heart when eyes meet
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well if loving me is so great, why am i still single :’)
plus, i don’t even like rain or rollercoasters so.. idk why i got this result
Hiii! I hope your req still open when you read this. Can you write woozi being clingy to his boyfriend one day, and keep clung to him. Hungry for reader affection. Won't let reader to go out and ask him to stay at home the entire day. Reader just happy finding new side of him. Maybe if you gonna make some heat scene, can you write the reader as top? Well no heat things is fine too. Hope you have a good day :D
∘₊✧— Staying Very Close —✧₊∘
- 17 Jun 2021
- yes my requests are still open! check my bio if you're unsure ;)
- clingy woozi is adorable, he says he doesn't like skinship, but we all know he secretly loves it
- you have a good day too! I hope you enjoy reading this :3
Y/n knew quite a lot about Woozi already, as they had been together for a while now. They loved eachother deeply, but they still managed to discover new things about themselves. Woozi was a busy man, making music, being in meetings, going out with friends, he usually didn't have time to be home all day. The last weeks were stressful for him, and Y/n noticed it. But today, he would get to know a whole new side of his boyfriend.
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It started as soon as they woke up. Woozi opened his eyes with a groan, not ready to leave the bed yet, moving his head to look at his sleeping partner. Woozi hummed, suddenly feeling the intense need to cuddle close to the taller male. It was like a fixation, he just needed to be close to y/n. He moved closer, wrapping his arms around y/n's body as he nuzzled his face in y/n's chest.
Y/n made a small sound, starting to wake up then as well. He felt the smaller sticking close to him, smiling as he opened his eyes slightly. "Goodmorning handsome." Woozi just huffed, closing his eyes as he tightened his grip on y/n slightly. Y/n chuckled and wrapped one arm around Woozi, the other moving over so he could crawl through Woozi's hair. "In need of cuddles this morning, huh?"
Woozi nodded and stayed quiet, enjoying the feeling of their bodies being so close. Y/n kept crawling through Woozi's hair, enjoying this moment as well. As Y/n's stomach started to growl softly, he made an attempt to get up. Woozi whined ever so softly, opening his eyes and looking at y/n. "What? We need to eat breakfast. Aren't you hungry?" Woozi shook his head, just nuzzling his face into y/n's chest again.
Y/n smiled and ruffled Woozi's hair. "I thought you weren't the biggest fan of skinship?" Woozi shrugged and glanced at y/n. "Does it matter? I want you to stay with me." Y/n tilted his head. "Well, I wasn't planning on leaving." "You were. You wanted to get up." Y/n chuckled. "To make breakfast silly. Come on, we can go make it together." Woozi groaned but let go of y/n, getting up as well.
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As soon as they were both wearing some comfy clothes, Woozi closed the gap between them. Y/n furrowed his eyebrows as Woozi clung to him once more, still in the bedroom and now being held from moving to the kitchen. "Woozi.. come on.. we can't make breakfast in the bedroom." Woozi whined and refused to let go, grabbing y/n's shirt and holding the fabric tightly. Y/n then started worrying slightly. Was Woozi feeling sick? Had something gone wrong yesterday?
Y/n kissed Woozi's head and cupped his cheek, moving the smaller's head so their eyes met. "Should I carry you on my back? You can hug me tightly like that and I'll have my arms and legs free to make breakfast." Woozi thought for a moment and then nodded, letting go of the taller male. Y/n then turned around, squatting slightly so Woozi could jump up. He caught the smaller, making sure he was in a comfortable position before walking towards the kitchen. Woozi held onto y/n tightly, resting his head on his boyfriend's shoulder.
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The day went on like this, Woozi not being able to be seperated from y/n for more then a few seconds. He even had to join y/n in the toilet, as he just refused to be apart. Y/n was worried, wanting to find out why Woozi was acting this way, but after talking about it, it just seemed that Woozi had been craving this kind of attention for a while now and decided to let it all out on this day. Y/n found it kind of adorable, happy to find out this new side of his boyfriend.
Woozi felt safe and calm being so close to y/n, something he hadn't felt in a while. He could relax in his boyfriend's embrace, listening to his heartbeat and enjoying his bodywarmth. The soothing strokes and words that y/n gave every once in a while made Woozi melt even more. During dinner time, y/n even offered to feed Woozi a few bites, and Woozi complied immediately, not caring if others might think he looked like a little kid. He loved y/n, he craved his attention, and he was determined on clinging onto him until they fell asleep.
When snuggling on the couch later that evening, y/n wanted to show his affection for Woozi. He rolled on top of the smaller carefully, looking into his eyes. "I love you." Woozi smiled softly. "Love you too." Y/n pressed their lips together, their kiss growing deeper with every second that passed. Y/n let his hands caress Woozi's body, Woozi holding onto the taller tightly as they made out. They got lost in eachother's love, kissing passionately and caressing the other's body. They eventually fell asleep like that, snuggled close together, their faces just inches apart, their lips still slightly wet from their last kiss.
hiii i love your work! so i recently realised that i think i’m trans ftm, and i was wondering if you could write something for an ftm reader with felix. it could be smut or fluff i don’t mind haha. but i was thinking something like, you had already come out before you met him, but you hadn’t really changed physically other than having kinda short hair cos you didn’t have money, so you were going to have top surgery after you already knew each other. like what would he be like with you before you’d had any surgery, what would he be like when you had to have it, and then afterwards. (i emphasise top surgery cos i don’t think i’ll take t at this point?) idk i just want to think about what he would be like when you’re feeling bad about yourself and dysphoric, and feeling like no one will like you cos of it. cos we all know lixie best boi 🥺🥺🥺 tysm!!
∘₊✧— You Are Valid —✧₊∘
- 13 Jun 2021
- I'm glad you love my work and yes ofcourse I can write this! Anything for my fellow ftm people :3
- We all know Felix is the very bestest boi and that he would love anybody no matter what
- this is written for a FTM reader! If this triggers you or if you have problems with it, either don't read it, or be open to people with different genders!
You had come out just a couple of months ago to your close friends and some members of your family. Until now you only had gotten positive reactions, but the idea of getting hate was still on your mind. Would somebody even love you for who you were? Your body was still not how you wanted it to be, and it made you dysphoric pretty regularly. You felt like nobody could love you.
And then you met him. Felix. Lee Felix. Ever since the first moment you two met, there was a spark that grew brighter and brighter the more you talked and got to know eachother. He had made the mistake to use the wrong pronouns at first, but when your friend had corrected him, he immediately apologized and used your correct pronouns without any problem. He never misgendered you after that, and that made you feel comfortable and accepted around him.
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When your fluttering butterflies turned into friendship and then into love, you couldn't stand to miss Felix. You always made excuses to be with eachother and to go on dates. Felix knew you were planning on getting top surgery, but he also know that money and waiting lists were big bumps in the road towards it. The more time you spend together, the easier he could recognise the moments you felt dysphoric.
If he spotted you in such a moment, he always tried to cheer you up. Making his cute sounds and small jokes, he usually could put a smile on your face within minutes. However, if the dysphoria was stronger and you would start to ask questions about your body, doubting if it was even good enough, Felix would know what to do. His gentle smile and soft touch made you look at him, and he would tell you that to him, it didn't matter what it looked like right now.
His touches would always avoid the parts of your body that you felt dysphoric about, and his sweet words made you calm down and forget about your worries. Felix would tell you you were valid over and over again, and if you burst out crying, he would keep you close. You were his everything, he wouldn't love you less for that little mistake nature made. His soft kisses would lul you into a relaxed state, and you would cuddle the bad feelings away.
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The day you finally got the call about your top surgery, Felix was right there. As you talked on the phone, Felix tried his best not to distract you while he was also clinging onto you to listen in on the conversation. When you put down the phone, he hugged you tightly as you both jumped up and down in excitement. After you two had calmed down a bit, he would make sure to be there on the day of the surgery, cancelling all his other plans.
The anxiety struck the moment when you were told to put on the hospital gown and lie down in the bed to get ready for anesthesia. Felix noticed it and held your hand, helping you with changing and staying close to you until the doctors came to get you. Did you make the right decision? Would this actually help to get rid of your dysphoria, or would you regret it later in life? As you told Felix your worries, he held your hand tightly. He then leaned in close, whispering soothing words into your ear. "You are valid. You've thought about this for so long, you'll be so happy and relieved once you wake back up. And I'll be right here, I won't leave you anymore."
Felix kept his promise. He was right there when you awoke from the medicine induced sleep, holding your hand as he watched your first reaction. He smiled as you smiled and cried happy tears. He couldn't hold back his tears then either, being incredibly proud of you. During your recovery Felix became your personal nurse. Making you as comfortable as possible, running around the house to get you what you needed and always checking if you were in any pain. Your love for him grew even more, and it was finally starting to sink in that he loved you unconditionally.
After the recovery, the moment Felix could put his hands on your bare flat chest, he couldn't stop smiling. He knew how happy it made you, and it made him happy too. He let his fingers trace the scars, not wanting to hurt you, but still admiring what you did to become yourself. As your eyes met, he hummed. "I love you." Felix then began placing soft kisses on your chest, loving you for you.
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You chuckled as you thought of something then. "Lix.. If I take T, would my voice become as low as yours?" Felix looked up and smiled. "I don't know. Maybe? If it'll become low, we can do a game of who can go the lowest." You smiled and nodded. "What if I beat you?" Felix gasped softly. "Beat me? Oh no.. you would have to take my place as a low tone rapper!" You both laughed, thinking about what could possibly happen if you decided to take T. But no matter what your choice would be, Felix would love you anyway.
