Reese

22 • fictive in a did system • he/him

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hi, it's reese. i'm an alter from a DID system who was sourced from scarlet hollow.

this is not a roleplay account, i'm just a crazy person.

um. be my friend?

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vent art.

identity crisis.

to be the victim or to be the perpetrator?

is it reclaimation or just another mask to hide behind?

labels, labels, labels.

give them what they expect. give them what they want.

are you relieved to be free of me?

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vent art

feral.

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more? more.

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… sprite redraw :)

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[fleshymeatbag]

I'm collecting them like pokemon

[galagotchi]

[galagotchi]

how bugs look at you when you lift up a rock

[galagotchi]

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i am a child in a man's clothes

because you can't grow up without rebelling,

without putting your foot down.

got a degree, now what? master's? doctorate?

i need it, i tell myself. i need it because it gives me the opportunity to leave.

they are willing to pay for it. they pay for it, and i leave. i study. i am out of here.

but they keep control over me, they get to choose whether i stay.

i lose it all if i dare want some distance.

so what if i got a job?

what if i earned my own keep?

what if i funded my own escape?

it terrifies me. fear of the unknown.

having my own income is my first step to freedom,

yet i find myself wanting to avoid it at all costs.

mother said that i am trying to avoid growing up,

fight, flight, freeze, fawn

but she never allowed me to grow up,

because you can't grow up without rebelling.

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okay, enough reading the comic where i'm medically tortured.

good content though, good content. also really good art.

[saffitaffi]

Reese’s Transformation animated with SFX

I don’t know how long this took and I don’t want to know

There’ll be a small break in Hollow Words because I spent so long doing this instead of the newest episode lmao

Gif version

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i am inside my mother,

i come out of my mother.

my mother is inside me,

my mother comes out of me.

we were one, then we were two,

and finally we became one again.

birth and cannibalism

birth and cannibalism

birth and cannibalism

it's more merciful than ricin poisoning.

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i want to be perceived by other scarlet hollow fans but also i'm terrified... i am a crazy fuck who thinks he's a fictional character from the game they are a fan of.... and if by some crazy chance i met other fictives, what if they have a reese... i don't want to meet another me. even the thought is so uncomfortable. augh!

but um. if you see this and i don't already know you: be my friend? please?

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briefly had imposter syndrome, then remembered how different i am to scott...

or valentino.