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Nadja, German by birth, Oregonian at heart, and trying to find my place. But country all the way through.

[morethanwords1996]

You said it yourself: I refuse to let go. It's true. I hold on to people too tightly sometimes. And when another wave of missing you hits too hard, I can't help but tell you.

[morethanwords1996]

"You really do look quite lovely over there"

- Your words, not mine.

[morethanwords1996]

In another life, you would be my person.

[morethanwords1996]

If tomorrow you woke up and I Iived in your town, what would you do?

... the magic of things you can't have

[morethanwords1996]

There's times like this, when it takes me a whole day to figure out what's wrong. Why I'm in this in-between state of mind. Not quite sad enough to cry. But not happy either. And then I realize it's you. You've become a chapter in my book that I keep wanting to revisit. You're my favorite person, a life I dream of living. A possibility waiting to be explored, just slightly out of reach. I think what it comes down to is this:

I miss you. And I wish you were here. Or I was there. I wish we were together. At the same place. I miss you.

[morethanwords1996]

"Almost from the earliest moments of our aquaintance, I have come to feel for you a passionate admiration and regard, which despite all my struggles, has overcome every rational objection. And I beg you, most fervently, to relieve my suffering and consent to be my wife"

- Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy's first proposal. Oh, how I admire Elizabeth' strength to reject him while I would just want to put this man out of his misery.

[morethanwords1996]

"In vain I have struggled, it will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you. In declaring myself thus, I am fully aware that I will be going expressly against the wishes of my family, my friends and - I hardly need add - my own better judgement"

- Mr. Fitzwilliam Darcy, the best and worst confession of love

[morethanwords1996]

Find someone who looks at you the way Mr. Darcy (Colin Firth) looks at Elizabeth Bennet.

- Jane Austen's Pride and Prejudice (1995)

[morethanwords1996]

"But I stay when it's hard or it's wrong or we're making mistakes"

- Taylor Swift, "New Year's Day"

[morethanwords1996]

"Please don't ever become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere"

- Taylor Swift, "New Year's Day"

[morethanwords1996]

A part of me never stopped crushing on you

[morethanwords1996]

I'm pretty sure you were the one. The one guy who broke my heart. And watched as it shattered to pieces, and then you continued to walk away.

[morethanwords1996]

I still remember those moments with you. They didn't seem special at the time, but they're so so special now. Looking back. And whenever I remember, it hits me like this sharp sting in my chest. Why do I still miss you so stupidly much?

I wish I could text you. But I think you don't want me to.

[morethanwords1996]

I think you're the one I've written about the most. And to this day, there's some part of you in every song I listen to. Because I loved you in a way I didn't know existed. And it doesn't vanish, doesn't fade away with the years. In fact, I still do. I still love you. Not the same as before, but you still mean so damn much to me. And I still wish you'd be here, talk to me, laugh with me. I miss you

[morethanwords1996]

It's kind of beautiful and terrifying how I keep people in my heart for so long. When they're long gone.

[morethanwords1996]

I'd love a southern man to hold my door and hold my hand, before he gets that kiss

- Lauren Alaina, "In my Veins"

[morethanwords1996]

Maybe I'm pathetic and overly sensitive for still thinking about you. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I still do.