posting this here because I know not as many people I actually know follow me here but I’m just so sad these days. like I knew being a mom was going to be rough but it just sucks that I don’t have my mom here. she was literally the best mom and it sucks even more that I have no one to talk to that actually understands what I’m going through because my sister chooses drugs over her own relationship with me or my son at this point. I just feel so heartbroken and lonely. and I want to be the best mom I can be but it’s so difficult when I feel like I’m failing him every day.















