Lack of the Right Words to Say

Trina here! Hope you'll enjoy my blog. :) Trina here! Hope you'll enjoy my blog. :)

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Recent photo taken during Lace Up! 2017 Long time no see! I haven't posted in a while. I was actually thinking of shutting down this blog but as I browsed my old posts, it's actually really nice to look back. So many things happened and I've grown so much. :)

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In my n years in UP, it was my first time to buy and wear school gear merch! Haha yay! ^__^)

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love the look sometimes you resemble raina from orange caramel/after school <3

I think Raina is a lot cuter! Thanks a lot tho! //selfesteem boost//

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Japan day 1 ootd! I wore a pink coat tho because the temperature was around 13-15°C!! >w<

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Why are you so obsessed with being cute?

It isn't an obsession anon! It's a lifestyle! :D Hmmmm you must be new~~ lol

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Full braces now! It's really painful and uncomfortable but I'm getting used to it.

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Another life's first~~ I donated blood to help a friend in need. I was shocked because the needle used was as thick as a zest-o (juice on tetra packs) straw!!! They had difficulties finding my vein, saying that it was kinda small so she was moving the needle around inside me and it feking hurts when it doesnt suppose to hurt as much. smh 😟 The whole procedure took around almost an hour (including rest time). They got 460cc of blood and I found out today that I am a type B+!

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Copic Markers Giveaway!

So, my paycheck just arrived for this month and I’ve paid off everything I need to and I have a little extra left over and I wanted to do another giveaway. Rules: -MBF Me -Likes and Reblogs count -Giveaway ends 21st September 2015 -Shipping worldwide

All the prizes with be bought from Tiger Pens and this giveaway is NOT sponsored by them, everything if bought with my own money. Prizes: -First Winner: Choose any 50 colours of Copic Markers from Here and BOTH Set Grey AND Set Skin tones (6 in each pack) -Second Winner: Choose any 40 colours of Copic Markers from Here and either Set Grey OR Set Skin tones (6 in each pack) -Third Winner: Choose any 30 colours of Copic Markers from Here and either Set Grey OR Set Skin tones (6 in each pack) -Fourth Winner: Choose any 20 colours of Copic Markers from Here  -Fifth Winner: Choose any 10 colours of Copic Markers from Here

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Because Copic!!!

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Be happy. It's the best way to stay pretty. 💕 Photo (c) David Ayson

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Sherlock and Kim!! 😺😺😽😻😻😻

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Pastel game on! 💙💚💛💜💗 Photo (c) David Ayson Edited by yours truly ♡

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The weather is so unpredictable, it was rly hot and sunny , and next day there'll be thunderstorms. >.<)) This was a photo of me last Sunday after Starmarie's concert! ^^) ♡♡♡

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Plum nails and in the background, a photograph of a languid model reclining beneath Man Ray's avant-garde painting "Observatory Time, the Lovers" which appeared in the Nov.1936 issue of Harper's Bazaar.

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This was the first time I went out in almost 3weeks of hospital + home routine. It was still hard to walk but I am feeling a lot better now. 😀🌸🌸🌸

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Surgery 2/4

I was brought inside the operating room. They had huge circular lights like those in a movie. There were around 5 people. Three nurses (maybe), the surgeon and the anaesthesiologist. I was squirming in pain. I remember my surgeon telling me it will soon be over. They were doing some prepping and around 3:30PM we started. They had me move to a fecal position to expose my spinal column and down on the lumbar area, the anaesthesia was injected. The needle itself was painful. I just closed my eyes hoping it will numb the pain. It did. I remember an electricity-like feeling crawling from my toes going up. Then I was injected with something painful quite similar with the skin allergy test thingy that I had hours ago. I almost cried in pain but they told me not to because if I cry it will be hard for me to breathe. They tied my hands on the sides. I was injected again with medicine for falling asleep. The anaesthesiologist kept on poking me with the scalpel asking me if I can feel it. Twice I said I do. They had to wait. It was 4pm. She put on the oxygen on me and continuosly checked on my blood pressure. They played some music and she asked me to fall asleep while they work on their magic. I can see their reflection on the circular light thingy. I had to close my eyes, I dont wanna see my insides lol.

I closed my eyes and I can hear everything but maybe I was asleep, or not. I am not sure.

Quarter to 6pm they were finished, I can’t move. They were wiping my sides. I don’t feel pain anymore but it was all so dreamlike.

They brought me to the Recovery Room afterwards.

-to be continued-

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Surgery 1/4

Last Sunday I had an appendectomy. Oh the horror! It all started last Saturday. I started having some cramps and I thought those were due to dysmenorrhea so I took pain killers and stopped working but I couldn't rest. The pain never left. I started vomiting until I could only vomit water. I didn't sleep the whole night until around 5AM I really couldn't take the pain anymore so I woke up my mom and asked to be taken to the nearest hospital. We went there and I was brought to the Emergency Room. They only gave me hot compress for the pain and said they couldn't give me any medication unless they could identify what causes this. They did a CBC and Urine test. The Urine test was so hard because I couldn't give a sample. It seemed I had vomitted all my liquids already so we waited for an hour or so. The results came in at around 9AM. Yes. I was squirming in pain for 4hrs holy shit. They said it could be either Urinary Tract Infection or Appendicitis. I was having an infection as shown in the results. So I was confined and they had to do more tests to be sure. An OB-Gyne came in to check if I am pregnant lol because even though I have my period then she said that it could be an Ectopic pregnancy. She said I am not and the Pregnancy Results came in negative too. She said that surgery is harder for women because the pain on lower right can be caused by so many factors. So we have to rule out those too. It was also my first time having an Ultrasound! They put some jelly-ish thing on my tummy and started scanning it. They said negative for pregnancy too and could see that it's most probably my appendix that was causing the pain. After all these I was scheduled for surgery on the same day at 3pm. They had to prevent it from getting ruptured. I was crying from pain, I couldn't sit nor stand. They started putting IVs on me. ;A; I hate it when they push needles on my vein ugh. -to be continued-

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I have been working so hard recently and it feels good to be motivated again. I have so many bills to pay tho 😂 but it's all good I guess. School will start again next week so I have to finish all my pending homeworks too. Life is so busy but it's alright. I'll strive to be a better me for the people I care about. 😊