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Accidentally implied earlier that I haven’t had a good day in 3 years and My Beast looked at me like I was the world’s saddest wettest cat. I did not mean to say that and their expression was really funny so I did laugh. It was a little unsettling though because like. What I was saying was that I only just started listening to an album that came out three years ago because I can only listen to this particular artist on good days.
Which like yeah okay that’s what that sounds like lol. But there’s also the added difficulty of the inherent risk and anxiety of new music + the album cover was Not Good for my brain. But it’s not like I CONSIDERED IT every single day there were probably days I could have done it I just didn’t think to do so. However like. I definitely have considered it many times in the past 3 years and been continually unable to. That is true.
2023: living with my beast and happier than I’ve ever been in my whole life but also barely hanging on by a thread the entire time
2024: living alone again but Multiple Incidents Occured
2025: anxious as fuck the whole year due to the Multiple Incidents
2026: music !
Had too many positive interactions with too many people I love deeply back-to-back and now my head is buzzing. Isn’t so crazy how you can just love people. It’s allowed
we can all sense your beautiful heart so we really regret having to throw you overboard
I’ve never been normal about a single person. Not one.
not every mutual fits neatly into an archetypal medievalism but there are some mutuals that im like yeah addressing you as “my liege” would come strangely naturally
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my liege lord
my loyal knight
my wise wizard
my evil advisor
my brother in arms
my lady muse
my wild mermaid friend
my fellow alchemist
my dashing rapscallion
my monstrous foe
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My Beast has always wanted kids really badly and while I have a really huge and deep need and desire to nurture I probably wouldn’t be so certain I want to have kids about it specifically. If it weren’t for the fact that I cannot for a single second imagine watching My Beast have kids without finding myself immediately clawing and scratching at their door TO LET ME IN!!!!!!!! So this has been set between us for a while now.
But I only started saying anything about it recently because. Well even though these two things have always been true (They are having kids one day) (Not Without Me They’re Not) and we’ve talked about it a lot, it still did not FEEL real until very recently. For two reasons.
One is having kids with my disability the way it is will be simply insane. I could never ever in a million years do that alone. I think it is the way that I am because of my disability that will make me a good parent, and I obviously will not be contributing nothing, but when it comes to living in society I’m a logistical obstacle, not a logistical aid. So. Without more people involved it is just difficult to imagine pulling off.
And two is that I have just never wanted or pictured doing this with only one other person. I have always wanted to do it in a group!!!!!! I was very jealous and inspired by the lionesses on animal planet as a kid lol, which was unfortunately my only reference for the idea. I mean I have always pictured myself ending up with a group of people in the first place, and when it comes to raising kids I think the more stable and loving adults dedicated to them in their lives the better. Two people never felt real to me because that’s just not what I’ve ever wanted or pictured.
We often talked about their hypothetical future wife joining us, and hypothetical future partners of mine, but it wasn’t until Cassie said they wanted to join us that everything finally felt real. Two is not a real number but THREE PEOPLE!!! Three people can do anything. And hopefully more, too.
Didn’t particularly aim for it to be this way but I am very happy that it seems that the people I will be one day living with and building a home and raising kids with will by and large NOT be the same people that I will be having my most romantically/sexually intimate relationships with, those will be mostly/entirely different people. Wish I could go back and tell my younger self YOU DON’T HAVE TO DO STUFF NORMAL ! EVER !
are you interested in getting married and /or having children
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Also getting out of bed to prevent myself from falling back asleep is a scam. I’m just gonna do it in some other, probably less comfortable place.
Thank god iwtv is back. I don’t watch it but I read all of my mutuals posts about it avidly. Yes PLEASE more in-depth character analysis and incisive takedowns of fandom bullshit and hysterically funny shitposts. My favorite thing is back.
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