About why I never post in this blog anymore.
Click on āRead moreā if you want to read my reasons why.Ā
Okay. So I havenāt been the best HCR fan lately.
"Maybe itās because Iām too busy with university and I moved to another country so I just donāt have time anymore", I said to myself.
"Maybe itās because nothingās actually happening in the HCR world", I said to myself.
"Maybe itās because they donāt even go to tumblr anymore", i said to myself.
But do you really really wanna know why? Because I think their new music, their new HCR, doesnāt really fit me well.
I became a HCR fan about 2 years ago. āTonight Tonightā was the first song I ever listened from them, but do you wanna know what made me become a fan? Lovesick Electric. I listened to that album on repeat for about a MONTH. I fell deeply in love with the melody, with the lyrics, with the voice, with everything. I started to watch videos of them, old videos, to see how they treated their fans, and I fell more and more in love.
Iām not saying that they, as people, changed. I donāt know them personally like that. I KNOW they treat their fans the best way possible and that will not change. Iām here to talk about music.
You know the new single? āDonāt Say Goodnight?ā. Iāve listened to it once. To me, the best (and only) good part of the song is the chorus. I just despise the rest of the song. It doesnāt go with the chorus, itās lame. Iām being totally honest. It doesnāt tell me anything. It sounds like āI Like It Like Thatā, but worse. And I do think ILILT is a fun song and I love the music video, but it doesnāt bring me anything new, anything meaningful.Ā
Then Ian left. Iām pretty sure he had a reason and, just as I do, I know he wishes Ryan, Nash and Jamie the best. But I do think they grew apart musically and maybe (I canāt be sure) also personally. Your interests change. I really changed in those 2 last years. I change and grow all the time. And I donāt really think the type of song they are trying to make is really suitable to me. I want meaningful lyrics, things that can really make a difference in my life, not another fun dance song that I will not even remember later.Ā
I can remember a lot of their songs. I know they have talent. I believe they can do SO MUCH better. I donāt care if theyāre gonna read this (they still follow me, but they havenāt been on tumblr in AGES). I care about them. I really wish them the best. They treated me so well, they really treat every fan in a especial way, I will never forget it, I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET THEM. I just think that weāre on different chapters (musically I mean). So I donāt really see a point in posting things in a blog about them, nor I even have the time to do it. Iāll NOT delete it, in anyway. I have awesome memories.
I just want them to know that deep down Iām still a fan of themā¦ Of their talent (Ian as well and Iām really loving the stuff he has come up with because you can see why he left, they were in different pages as well). I will always be fan. I will always dance to I Like To Dance, I will ALWAYS sing the la la la whatever in Tonight Tonight, I will ALWAYS cry to Last One Standing or Forever Unstoppable or Bleed, I will always love Bushes, Queen of The Scene, Nothing Left to Hide, Heart Hurts, The Only One, Problematique etc! ALWAYS. I will ALWAYS KEEP THEM WITH ME. I just want you to know that maybe out grew their new music. And I will always be a fan of them, even though Iām not a fan at all of their new song.Ā
You can judge me as much as you want. Some people say that youāre not a real fan if you donāt stay with them till the end. I say that they taught me to be honest, to be true, to be transparentā¦ And I will not lie to myself so that people wonāt say things like āyouāre a fake fanā to me. I know I am not. I donāt need anyone telling me what to do or what to be. Iām a beautiful freak, Iām a firestarter, Iām forever unstoppable, Iām the HCRawr girl or whatever. They know who I am, I know who I am. I know what I like and I do not like. I just need to say it out loud, because maybe too many people follow this blog and think I have just abandoned it. It isnāt like this.
