#TheSlayFestEdition #Mr247Star: 🌹(#OpenLetter) After Years Of Living I Often Go Back Just To Talk To The Younger Version Of Myself, Midlife (18yrs old vs. 35yrs old)...I Do Feel #Accomplished. When I Say Accomplished I Mean In Variations From Where I Would Wish That My Life Would End & To Now Living With Confidence Of #Survival. Most People Who Truly Know Me Would Say..."Tyrone/Tye/Star, You Have Always Been Loud And Wild..Yet Fun/Funny Too!" But, Truthfully It Was All A Mask Because I Grew Up In A Room Within A House As My Personal #Confinement. As I Write This, It's Very True That You Never Know A Person's Struggle, I Strongly Believe That People Should Be #Kind By Putting Themselves In Another Person's Shoes. 🖤 🪞 Growing Up I Saw Turmoil, I Witness Two Individuals Tear At Eachother Which Created An Unbearable Childhood. I Never Knew Nor Saw #Love.....I Grew Up In Abuse (#Mental, #Verbal, And #Physical), A Toxic Environment That Can Be Overall Mentally The Worse. I Immediately Knew And Had To Succumb To Horrible Behaviors Recognized By #Psychiatrist As #Narcissism Of Both Parents. Television Teaches You That You Are Supposed To Be Loved By The Ones Who Birthed You...But In Many Ways That Isn't Always The Case Especially If The Child Is Considered #Taboo. Both Of My Parents Were People Persons, Both Well Known For Being Popular; Top Tier Within Our Poor Country Of Liberia African. My Parents Were The Stellar And They Were All About "The Image" But At The Same Time..... Behind Closed Doors Were Eachother's Enemies Even Mine (No Siblings). People Often Say 'You Cannot Be Born #Gay...In Which I Do Agree, BUT Then I Correct Them And Say #Spiritually You Can Due To Genetic #Attractions And/Or #Karma (Good And/Or Bad) During Ritual Sex. My #Father Never Took Me Anywhere Nor Spent Time With Me Due To Embarrassment..See A Father Job Is To Protect And Guide. Unfortunately, I Never Witness That, I Grew Up With A Man Who Showcased He Was Better Than Everyone: I Was Taught That I Wasn't Good Enough, I Was Taught That I Was Worthless, I Was Taught That I'm Weak, And I Was Taught That I Definitely Was Not Like Him... Honestly, (2 B Continued Via FB)🌹🏳️🌈🥂 https://www.instagram.com/p/CpKt58zLawi/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=