🕯Elwein🕯

🕯26🕯they/them🕯fanfic writer🕯professionally tired🕯 probably stuck writing something🕯

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Hey there

So this is an alt account for me to mainly post about fanfics I'm writing and posting to AO3, I have another account @mrs-b-heelshire that is only about Brahms Heelshire stuff and didn't want to post "off topic" things 🥰 my AO3 account will always be in my posts if you want to find me 🤗

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writing romance

One thing I love about writing fanfics is writing the romantic scenes, especially when it's fantasy, you can be as cheesy and as out of the box as you like, no matter what idea pops in your head you can make it work

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writing

Going about day to day while writing is a funny thing, you'll see something and think "yeah I can add that to my fic/book" or you'll see a couple doing something sweet or cute and go "oh my god my characters need to do that" I always catch myself thinking it and end up giggling to myself like a weirdo

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First chapter

So I posted the first chapter of my story and god damn I didn't realise how long the chapters were, I'm worried it'll be too much but I have no clue on how to break it up so...we will see

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My friend showed me this and it fits every book with a morally grey character, good song as well definitely worth a listen if you haven't heard it before

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So I’m planning to post a story I’m writing with original characters that I started writing beginning of this year (had to take a break due to family stuff) I wasn’t originally going to post it but my mum kept bugging me to post it “just post it to see what people say” is all she kept saying, I’m not an amazing writer and writing stuff with original characters is very new to me but I’ve decided to post it anyway just to see what I can improve on etc I didn’t realise how much I actually wrote until I had the first chapter copied over into AO3 (wrote it in pages originally) I added a note saying it will be a long one but I still expect people to comment on the length (has happened before)

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book/fic icks?

what are some icks you've gotten reading fics or books? I saw a tiktok of people talking about it and it had me in stitches, personally mine are, love triangles, cheating forgiveness, a misunderstanding that is dragged out when it could have been easily talked about.

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a small thank you

Just wanted to post a little thank you to everyone who sent me such positive messages when I posted about the shit show that is my life, it really helped and seeing so many people wishing me well and offering a shoulder to cry on and a listening ear was overwhelming, thank you all so much.

Now to the people who decided to message me with some rather unkind stuff I hope you heal enough to realise what you chose to do and send is very bizarre behaviour, telling me to "shut up" because my posts didn't get a lot of notes, to be honest that one still makes me chuckle, yes I started this blog to talk and write about Brahms but it is still my personal blog, I've met and spoken to a lot of people through this blog, when I first posted people messaged me asking if I was okay and asked for updates if I was comfortable enough, if you truly got sick of seeing my user pop up in your searches you could have just blocked me but you chose to message me those words, you wanted to cause pain and that is not a good thought to have.

I'm in a much better place now and will be going back to writing soon which I'm excited about! I have a lot of ideas! hope you all are doing well in life and are happy and safe and content

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little life update

I do wish this update was a bit nicer than the last one but here we go, we had the funeral for grandad which was nice the speaker was so kind and spoke of grandad like he knew him, he completely understood that grandad wanted the funeral to be a celebration of his life and not some morbid day, we cried and said our goodbyes again, I did become an aunty which OH MY GOD!! we sadly lost one of the boys which was devastating but the other two (yes she had triplets!) are doing okay for coming early they are little fighters, I haven't got a moving date yet but I might find out this coming Friday, its bitter sweet at the moment, it'll be nice to have my own space that isn't just one room but leaving this house, this room that once had my crib in is a strange feeling, I am currently dog sitting for my friend while she's with her babies in this hospital and she is the cutest little puppy ever, she keeps napping on my leg and if I move she looks up like "where are you going" downside I have to give her meds and she's a wiggly little pup lol

I do hope you are all doing well and feeling happy, if you ever need someone to vent to I'm here for all of you and i'll always try my best to help when I can

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A lot of stress at the moment lol

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writing

I do hate re-reading what I've written because it always sounds so boring 🤣 but I know it's just setting the scene etc so I know it's not boring, it's required lol

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Hate to make this post

I hate that I have to make this post but on Monday we lost my grandad, he passed in his sleep surrounded by family which is what he wanted, it's been a weird few days to say the least, not only did we lose him but we have to say goodbye to the house myself, mum and my aunt grew up in as I sadly have to move to a smaller place so everything is very much a blur of emotions and stress, they aren't rushing the move as everyone around here knew him and knows our family, it was expected but no one expected him to pass so soon but he was ready and so tired of the pain, he's at peace now with nan and his parents

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Ideas are non-existent

I'm writing a fic with original characters and...I'm struggling 😂 I have the idea, I kind of know where I want it to all go yet getting it written down is proving harder than I thought it would be 😂 to the people who write OC fics or books I have a whole new respect for you because I haven't even got one chapter and my brain is fried 🤦🏻🤣

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surgery p.2

So surgery is all done, I'm hoping it will help even a little with the pain but I am looking forward to having more time to write and read some of my books lol

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surgery

So, I'm having knee surgery soon and I'm weirdly looking forward to having time to sit and write more, with everything going on I feel like I haven't written anything for ages, I used to do a whole fanfic in a week maybe two and now I'm lucky if I get a chapter done uninterrupted 😂 so I'm hoping I'm okay enough to get the original fic I'm doing properly going 😂

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Dont know if this actually works still, haven’t tried it but ya know…if it does then you're welcome 😂

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Brahms Heelshire fic

So of course I have written a Brahms Heelshire fanfic! how could I not write about the adorable wall man 🤣 it's called “stay with me” it is a very short fic because I didn’t want to change too much, 9 chapters and 20,284 words, I did give this fic a happy ending because…well he deserves it 😂

"You take a job as a nanny for a seemingly normal couple, you can even look past the fact the child is actually a porcelain doll they had custom made after their son Brahms had died in a fire, it’s all going well till you notice the doll is moving and your things are going missing."

I'm always looking for feedback and constructive criticism on whatever I write, I'll never claim to be amazing at writing, dyslexic and I never wear my glasses 😂 so if you do give it a read and see a typo or anything please do comment on there or here and let me know! 🤗

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Eddie Munson fic

I wrote this stranger things fic in 2023 and it was actually a lot of fun, I won't lie I didn't think I'd even like stranger things les alone be writing a fic about it but...Eddie is something else 🤣 it's called "fated love" it has 17 chapters and 30,956 words.

Another y/n fanfiction, your plan was to finish school and leave Hawkins behind but life wasn’t going to let you get away that easily, telling your mum that you have to repeat the year because you failed math wasn’t fun in the slightest, of course your younger brother was thrilled to hear you were staying because this meant you could drive him to his little nerd club and properly meet all his friends because you so didn’t avoid them on purpose you didn’t realise meeting everyone meant meeting “Eddie the freak”

I'm always looking for feedback and constructive criticism on whatever I write, I'll never claim to be amazing at writing, dyslexic and I never wear my glasses 😂 so if you do give it a read and see a typo or anything please do comment on there or here and let me know! 🤗