When "I" becomes "we"

26 🇦🇺Truly, madly, deeply in love. Realising it's time to grow up and face reality.

[mrsjaytobe]

25.11.17 Wednesday (11:15pm)

I fell in love with someone who I have come to realise cannot love me as deeply 🖤

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Never allow loneliness to drive you into the arms of someone you know you don’t belong with.

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You’ve got to be strong. Particularly in a long distance relationship.

[mrsjaytobe]

30.8.17 Wednesday (9:33am)

I don’t think he realises how lonely I am without him. He’s always seeking comfort and companionship in others when I’m right here waiting for him with open arms. He told me his life doesn’t revolve around me. Therein lies the problem, as my life does revolve around him. That’s the kind of love I’ve always wanted. The truly, madly, deeply in love kind. Where nothing and no one else matters. Where you are the whole world to each other. I’ve never felt like I could have that kind of love with anyone in the past. For the first time ever in the history of my life, I feel like I’ve found the ability to nurture that kind of love. Now just waiting for him to reciprocate. Love always 💋💋

[mrsjaytobe]

What a luxury it is for people to hold their loved ones whenever they want.

PS i love you

[mrsjaytobe]

27.7.17 Thursday (11:14pm)

Patience is a virtue…. Persistence is omnipotent. 22 days, plus several acts of love and kindness later, just as suspected I can notice him slowly transforming back. One by one the stressors in his life are fluttering down to the floor, like autumn leaves. Simultaneously, so is his attitude. By tomorrow, if my calculations are accurate, he should be my happy chappy again. I’m going to leave a little something for him in our private app (called Between) to act as a catalyst. JC Dubs!! (Just can’t wait). Until next time 💋

[mrsjaytobe]

4.7.17 Tuesday (9:52am)

Still feeling kind of down. He has not been in the mood to talk for the past couple of days. He’s temporarily staying with a friend of his. Miss A. Rejecting my calls, making me feel completely helpless and inadequate. Not sure what to do but stiffen up my upper lip and dry my eyes. Gotta keep my head up. Yours truly 💋


[mrsjaytobe]

3.7.17 Monday (11:08pm)

Even when he makes me feel unwanted, unloved and unappreciated, I still crave to feel his weight on my chest. To touch his skin, run my fingers through his hair, look deeply into his doting eyes. The distance kills me. The literal and figurative distance. Patiently waiting for him to come out of his slump, back in to my arms. There is always a terrible stigma attached to a woman letting her man “walk all over her” but sometimes it is our responsibility to be there for him, just like sometimes when we’re in a stroppy mood, and he remains as a constant for us. It is essential to be aware of his situation and see things from his shoes too before being quick to judge or jump to conclusions. If you had asked me yesterday, hell even a couple of hours ago, I would have raged. He is doing it tough too. Moving to a new state, starting a new residency, meeting new people, leaving old friends, not having a permanent place to live and on top of all that having to study for a long ass exam. While he has a lot on his plate, he’s all I have on mine. Hoping and praying for better days to come by soon for the both of us; for the sake of our relationship. All the while, still madly in love. Yours truly 💋

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Women: a delicate creation of beauty, emotions & love. She will cry when you hurt her. She will cry when she hurts you. She will sacrifice her own happiness for her loved ones. She will find her happiness in her loved ones. So how can you break the heart of such a beautiful, elegant yet delicate creation.

A. J. Ibrahim // A delicate creation (via voicelessconfessions)