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#will you be my beginning my middle my end?
T-3d. Get ready for an emotional week 🥺
1 notes • Posted 2021-08-10 10:22:55 GMT
3 notes • Posted 2021-10-15 10:56:17 GMT
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Still awestruck by yesterday’s movie’s soundtrack- can’t seem to get it out of my head (and also Melukis Senja by Budi Doremi. so so sooooo good!) Lara Jean overthinks too much which makes the song so suitable for her relationship with Peter. If you guys are meant to be together, even 50 years later, you’ll be by each other’s side. Dear the-Peter-to-my-LJ, if you’re lost, please look for the map that leads to me fast!
Sometimes, you get what you've always been wishing for
And most times, it's not on your deadline, that's alright
I was worn out and jaded from trying on people to love
But you fit so well
When they ask why, I can never explain
But a symphony played when you told me your name
And I took that as a sign
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Will you be mine?
Sometimes, it's hard to see what the future holds
And most times, it feels like a steep climb, and that's alright
There's magic in details, the tender small gestures of love
And the way they all add up
When they ask why, I can never explain
But a symphony played when you told me your name
And it sounded like a sign
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end?
Will you be mine?
Five years later, and I'm still yours
Ten years later, and I'm still yours
Fifty years later, and I'm still your beginning and middle and end
Five years later, and I'm still yours
Ten years later, and I'm still yours
Fifty years later, and I'm still your beginning and middle and end
Beginning and middle and end (Oh)
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end? (Oh)
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end? (Oh)
Will you be my beginning, my middle, my end? (Oh)
Will you be mine?
4 notes • Posted 2021-02-14 14:35:32 GMT
So uh this guy whom I knew had a crush on me is trying his luck…? I think. Let’s name him N. He’s a friend of HH and I really don’t wanna give this guy any false hopes. Well, I’ve always had the suspicion but when I told HH about it, he said that it wasn’t the case (my instincts are usually right). The suspicion intensified when N suddenly confronted me just a few months ago about what happened a few years back and yea… all was in check. Anyway, N’s inviting me to do a weekend activity together but I’m pretty sure it’ll be with all of HH’s friends as well (and also am confident that he actually just wants only the two of us but no way jose) and it’s gonna be so awkward, plus the fact that I really don’t wanna give this guy false hopes. It’s getting kinda obvious since he’s been inviting me for a few weeks straight already and now that I’ve had a long time to think about it, from the start actually, I don’t think that it’s a good idea. I mean, I don’t know his nawaitu, maybe he really is just trying to be friends with me. I think it’s not a good idea also because I’m still trying to move on and I’m pretty sure that being surrounded by his circle would only make me melancholic and burst into tears. I know this because it’s what happened when Aqil came over for an ice-skating session and I ended up crying about A haha boy did he panic. Aaaand also when I hanged out with Shira last time and I ended up crying about HH in the middle of AEON’s food court, and throughout the journey back. I’ve never cried in front of her throughout our friendship because I was usually the stronger one and I think even she freaked out. Definitely not something that I wanna sign up for. But in spirit of friendship? I did kinda sorta agreed to becoming friends with him cuz I did owe him back then but hmmm idk man. I hate being tangled up in unnecessary drama and I obviously don’t want to have any beef with HH’s circle or anything. I’m pretty sure HH wouldn’t mind me going though lol. I think it’s best for me to not accept N’s invitations. But how do I do it without hurting his feelings?
Maybe I’m just overthinking everything.
5 notes • Posted 2021-10-06 17:39:57 GMT
Emptiness and Numbness- It’s ok if you forget me
My colleague shared this song called ‘It’s ok if you forget me’ by Astrid S (a Norwegian singer) with me the other day and commented on how good the song is. Now, if you know me, I’m the type that appreciates the music along with the lyrics. I can’t help but cry when I heard the song. I was deeply affected by the breakup and it didn’t seem like it to the other party. Another colleague added that that was how she felt after her own breakup... numb and empty.
Is that how you felt? Like our relationship meant nothing at all to you? I don’t know how to react now after learning this side of a breakup. I feel like a bad person wanting you to feel as devastated as I was, but I have to accept the ugly truth that everyone’s different. I just hope that I at least mean something to you... or at least just let me believe in that even if it’s not the truth.
Two weeks and I wait 'til the feeling hits
Maybe I just haven't let it sink in
For three years, we were living together
Held me like you'd hold me forever
Didn't think that heartbreak would feel like this
From everything to nothing at all
From every day to never at all
And everyone says that I should be sad
Is it normal that
I don't feel sorry for myself
Care if your hands touch somebody else
Wouldn't get jealous if you're happy
It's okay if you forget me
I don't feel empty now that you're gone
Does that mean it didn't mean nothing at all?
But I'll tell you what the worst is
It's the way it doesn't hurt
When I wish it did
Patience is the thing that I learned from you
That some things can feel wrong even though they're true
Went through all the hard times together
Kept me calm when I'd lose my temper
I'm just really grateful that I had you
Ah, here comes the waterfall again. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry. It’s ok to cry.
5 notes • Posted 2021-02-28 10:11:34 GMT
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