āŗ educational purposes
heartbeathaeunā:
haeun was half expecting to be told she was going to have a new tutor effective immediately. something like a sex tape could warrant expulsion if the school saw fit. yet it seems the school took pity on them or was feeling kind. soohwa hadnāt been rescinded of his status of head student norĀ teacherās assistant. which meant that come the next school day, she had a tutoring session with him.
sheās never seen actualĀ sex before. of course, there were films with the gratuitous sex scenes that were so awkwardly shot that it left her feeling uncomfortable but those didnāt count. that viral video was only up for an hour or two at most but it had unfortunately reached her eyes. yes, haeun was ignorant when it came to sex in general but especiallyĀ between those of the same sex. watching the video had filled her with curiosity, surprise (and horror when she saw it was people she knew.)
that being said thereās no easy way to look your tutor in the eye after youāve seen his ā¦.rodĀ penetrate someoneās butt.
though she has no idea how tutoring will go today, sheās thankful that soohwa isnāt facing her when she opens the door to his office. she doesnāt think she can look him in the eyes. just hearing him speak brings her mind back to the video and how he treated hyunkiĀ and ā
āsounds good!ā she squeaks a little too loudly. her cheeks were heated with embarrassment. was intimacy like that meant to be seen by hundreds of students like that? it doesnāt seem like it was for anyone else to see. after all, hyunki had deleted it and the caption was meant to be of a cat.
(oh god do they do thatĀ in front of the cat?)
āi feel like i can do it a lot easier now,ā she says, eyes now concentrated on the floor below her. it would be easier this way if she just didnāt look at soohwa the whole time. his voice was a lot to deal with. she could get through it this way.Ā āi donāt feel bad anymore when i do it. so i think iām getting better.ā
apparently soohwa isnāt that lucky, because itās easy to see that haeun has indeed watched the sex tape by the way sheās behaving. the head student knows that sheās probably trying her best to act natural with her tutor, but it isnāt hard to see how flustered she looks when soohwa finally turns around to look at her. haeun has always been shy, sure, but never this flustered, has never squeaked this loud no matter what soohwa said or did ā especially when his own words were so innocent, so common between them.Ā
haeun is a good kid, soohwa knows that, especially when sheās trying for both of their sakes to not make this as awkward as it could be, to not pry even though heās almost certain that she might have questions or at least a thing or two to say. it isnāt everyday (thank god) that your tutor is caught in a sex tape and as much as soohwa hates to be that kind of person because he strongly disliked judging people by their personality like that, didnāt like to assume such personal things, the dada ta wouldnāt be surprised if haeun was rather... inexperienced in that department. not that itās a bad thing considering how soohwa himself was just the same just a couple of months ago, possibly would still be if not for hyunki ā or if he hasnāt proposed their arrangement. he canāt judge her.Ā
but it canāt be denied that there is a huge elephant in the room, one that soohwa knows that will linger if neither of them mention and talk about it. itāll only make things more and more awkward as time passes by and he really just wants people to finally get over it. of course he knows that haeun isnāt behaving like this because she actively wants to pry or is ready with one sex joke or two about the tape and soohwa. and he thinks that, well, he might as well take this opportunity for something educational. if haeun is as innocent as he thinks she is, it wonāt do much harm if he gave her a little of sex education too ā as much as he can anyway and, besides nothing can do more harm than her watching his sex tape anyway.
āso youāve watched it.ā soohwa says matter of factly, almost feels bad that he just ignored the hwaseong girlās attempt of acting like nothing has changed between them, like soohwa didnāt have a sex tape leaked.Ā āthe sex tape, i mean.āĀ
even if his mind is already made, soohwa still hesitates a moment to actually follow his resolve, canāt help the small feeling of embarrassment that crawls under his skin.Ā āyou can ask about it if you want.ā he sighs.Ā āor say whatever you have to say. we might as well just get this over with.āĀ Ā















