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[remindertoclick]

Reminder to Click for Palestine today!

Click for the other causes as well if you can!

[mayaheronthorn]

I just read Kit’s unsent letter to Ty and the ”Ty, Ty, Ty>” gave me war flashbacks (”tessa, tessa, tessa”) and then I got scared for real because what if Kit is immortal (and Ty is not) and we get the clockwork princess epilogue all over again… like we all know she loves to hurt us and it would definitely mean going out with a bang

I CANNOT BELIEVE YOU JUST SAID THAT!??? I NEVER THOUGHT OF THAT AND NOW I’M VERY VERY UNWELL EXCUSEME. honestly she would… SHE WOULD, that would be a perfect circle cause chronologically it starts with tid and ends with twp 💀 AND KIT WOULD STAY WITH TESSA FOREVER???? (I’m just having flashbacks cause some time ago I saw a fic where Ty was a vampire!!??? IMAGINE THAT THO) BUT I don’t want it 😭 they deserve to grow old with each other 😭😭😭

[thebitchforjemcarstairs]

I would literally die. At least she would have one of her kids with her, BUT I WOULD LITERALLY DIE, BECAUSE I DON'T THINK OF TY AND DEATH IN THE SAME SENTENCE.

[fatiguedcoffee]

news in: woman finishes rereading tid for the nth time, bawls her eyes out and is shocked at how long it takes to emotionally process the last book. the epilogue was fatal. it nearly killed her. she will not learn from this experience. she survives only to repeat the process.

[inkedbydave]

Do you ever think about Ty potentially showing up at Kit’s door, in TWP, injured and being like “I didn’t know where else to go” because I do. I also think about him being ready to die for his family and friends because he couldn’t stand to lose anyone else and if he died he would maybe be with Livy again

(I forgot to reply to this, sorry dear anon </3)

Oh, I think about that a lot. The sheer angst of Ty showing up at Kit’s door, injured, exhausted, and not knowing where else to go - it would shatter Kit completely. Even if he’s still angry, still hurting, there’s no way he wouldn’t take Ty in, no way he wouldn’t patch him up and make sure he’s okay. And the fact that Ty would go to him of all people, despite everything between them? That’s devastating. Ty still trusts Kit, still feels safe with him, even if he doesn’t fully realize it himself.

And Ty being ready to die for the people he loves? That hurts because it makes so much sense for where he might be emotionally in TWP. He’s lost Livvy once, he might lose again when he has to let go of her ghost, and now he might be throwing himself into danger without hesitation because he refuses to lose anyone else. Maybe part of him even thinks that if he dies, he’ll finally be with Livy again. That mindset is terrifying, and I really hope someone (Kit) grabs him by the shoulders and reminds him that he deserves to live, that his life is worth something beyond sacrifice.

I just know Kit would be furious if he ever realized that Ty didn’t value his own life. My boy is not about to lose Ty again. And imagine Kit yelling at him, “You don’t get to die for them! You don’t get to leave me like that!” Because deep down, Kit has always feared being abandoned, and Ty throwing himself away would cut too deep.

There’s so much potential for an utterly gut-wrenching scene like this in TWP. I hope we get to see something similar at some point or I will cry and scream like a maniac.

[davidpincher]

rip will herondale you would’ve loved polyamory and gay marriage

[tyblackthrn]

i think jem (always described as good and kind and soft) talking about his feelings and his love in a way that is actually rather selfish is so insane.

like... he wants something, he wants tessa and will and he wants them to himself. he feels for them in a way that is greedy and selfish, and its depicted so beautifully in perfect contrast with the pristine image and idea you usually have of jem.

the jem who is "nothing but goodness", the jem who is usually depicted and seen as racional and calm — is also a jem that loves to the fullest. a jem that wants his loved ones for himself and himself only, who only allows himself to be this selfish and greedy for them.

it adds so much to his character because it's this greediness, this love that is so strong and big, that helps him keep his humanity during his years in the brotherhood. as long as he remembered will and tessa, he would always be james carstairs. he would not be brother zachariah. he would always be their jem.

[multipliiehearts]

i have seen people wonder what will be the driving force of kit wanting to take his place as heir since he it’s not really something he wants

and i can’t help but wonder if his driving force will be saving ty. like in some stories where faerie lands are involved the land will have some like healing proprieties for the king/queen and their spouse.. and what if ty being connected with livvy ghost are slowly killing him (maybe it’s making marks/rune less efficient etc — runes for strength maybe doesn’t give him as much strength as usually, healing runes maybe needs to be applied more than usually for them to work or just works slower) and that making him kit’s consort is the only way to save him.

[multipliiehearts]

damn i was kinda eating

[tys-kitty]

Okay but I definitely see Ty kissing someone and calling it „scientific research“

[cherry-140]

Talking about Ty maybe keeping secrets in TLKoF; my crazy, argument-lacking theory is that the corrupted magic of the power source he used is deteriorating his health in a way and I think Kit and him will probably sorta make up by the end of TLKoF and Kits gonna think that everything’s going to be all right now and then Ty’s gonna pull an “I’m actually dying lol”

[oblivvyon]

okay i’m super worried for ty just like all of us, but i have to say his storyline is now what i’m most hyped for. not saying i wasn’t excited in the past, but i absolutely fuck with this concept of him seemingly physically deteriorating due to the ghost connection with livvy (?).

i know we will not see what his story actually is going to be until we get the book, but i am so ready for our beloved magician ty to show up to kit’s doorstep, protect him fiercely throughout the roadtrip, maybe initiate a heated makeout session with him, all the while he tries to ignore that his past actions have consequences and they are catching up to him real fast. i’m so locked in

[mayaheronthorn]

GUYS!!! THIS IS LITERALLY TY !!!!!?????

I MEAN??!!

[mayaheronthorn]

Bringing this back cause I think about it daily

[softkostyk]

your reminder that wendell had been in love with emily for ten years before he confessed his feelings. he falls first and harder EXCELLENCY. you may proceed with your day

[imalivvy]

Can we talk about Ty's hair in this art?

I CAN SEE HIS HAIR A LITTLE GRAY HERE AND THERE

One can say that's just the way its colored, but there is a whole lock of gray hair and the moon light is NOT reaching his hair

You can clearly see that Kit's hair is just plane blond (where the light not lighting it) in this art, and I may be going insane BUT what if

What if Ty's suffering some sort of illness because of the necromancy?

[maybemacdc]

sometime, somewhere in ketterdam

[whaliensdream]

Not a day goes by where I don't think about the way Kit got sooo protective of Ty in the span of just a few weeks of knowing him... and my heart gets all mushy because of that soft boy.

But you know what? I wanna see Ty get super protective of Kit in TWP and Kit losing it because of this. My boy is gonna melt at the tiniest sign of care, I just know it.

[mayaheronthorn]

GUYS!!! THIS IS LITERALLY TY !!!!!?????

I MEAN??!!

[mayaheronthorn]

Bringing this back cause I think about it daily

[helenofblackthorns]

livvy kissing julian on the forehead.... I literally can't stop thinking about it. like idk there's something about what julian says afterwards, reminiscing about livvy when she little & he could physical carry her, that feels so at odds with the gesture itself. because it's one that feels so... parental? like a mother kissing her child on the forehead is a moment full of comfort and love, a reminder that there is someone bigger and stronger to protect you from harm. julian flips it in his head but in that moment he's the one being protected and comforted, and it comes almost immediately after livvy finds out about everything he had taken upon himself in the last five years. and I don't think that's something he can really process in that moment.

also I looked up the quote in Lord of Shadows & found out at the beginning of the book Clary kisses Emma on the forehead & Emma calls it an "almost motherly gesture" so there's also. that <3