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ANNIHILATION / AUTHORITY / ACCEPTANCE the southern reach trilogy, jeff vandermeer change pronouns as necessary and tweak sentences as appropriate.
I do not believe any of us could have anticipated the threat.
There’s what we’re looking for. Unless we are having a mass hallucination.
I’m excited by this discovery. Are you excited, too?
That’s how the madness of the world tries to colonize you: from the outside in, forcing you to live in its reality.
Silence creates its own violence.
Some questions will ruin you if you are denied the answer long enough.
There are certain kinds of deaths that one should not be expected to re-live, connections that are so deep that when broken you feel the snap of the link inside you.
You could know the what of something forever and never discover the why.
What can you do when your five senses are not enough?
You can either waste time worrying about a death that might not come or concentrate on what’s left to you.
I had long ago stopped believing in promises. Biological imperatives, yes. Environmental factors, yes. Promises, no.
Perhaps my only real expertise, my only talent, is to endure beyond the endurable.
When you are too close to the center of a mystery there is no way to pull back and see the shape of it entire.
I hate words like ‘love’.
I still remember a gentler world.
So long as you don’t tell people you don’t know something, they’ll probably think you know it.
We all just want to be people, and none of us know what that really means.
What’s your passion? Do even you know?
At the time, I was seeking oblivion, and I sought in those blank, anonymous faces, even the most painfully familiar, a kind of benign escape. A death that would not mean being dead.
Do you prefer to be ignorant or unsafe?
The trees are not trees the birds are not birds, and I am not me but just something that has been walking for a very long time…
This part I will do alone, leaving you behind. Don’t follow.
It’s superstition - but it might be true.
Honesty is often just another way to be cruel.
I don’t cultivate friends; I just inherit them from other people.
I’m not the answer to all your problems.
My room is a mess and I lie sometimes and I’m not always nice to people but that’s the idea.
Has there always been someone like me to bury the bodies, to have regrets, to carry on after everyone else was dead?
Some things came to you late, but late was better than never.
I really wanted to lose myself.
What’s wrong with asking questions?
People my entire life have told me I am too much in control, but that has never been the case. I have never truly been in control, have never wanted control.
You guard the light. And light sees everything.
Don’t let them ask questions. You’re already giving them the answers, even if they don’t know it.
The world we are a part of now is difficult to accept, unimaginably difficult. I don’t know if I accept everything even now.
Sometimes you need to know when to go on to the next thing–for the sake of other people.
I doubt you’ll enjoy it.
You have to trust I know where I’m going. I always know where I’m going.
You never seem to see yourself clearly, do you?
I don’t care for your belief system.
You’re on your own, like you’ve always been on your own.
You have to keep going forward, until you can’t go forward anymore.
starter call!
That was a cruel and ugly thing to do to an innocent girl.
Nonsexual acts of Intimacy - Select from the following for my muse to respond to...
♔ : Finding your muse wearing their clothes
♕: Holding hands
♖: Having their hair washed by your muse
♗: Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse’s lap.
♘: Cuddling in a blanket fort
♙: Sharing a bed
♚: Head scratches
♛: Sharing a dessert
♜: Shoulder rubs
♝: Reading a book together
♞: Caring for each other while ill (specify which party is which)
♟: Patching up a wound
♤: Taking a bath together
♧: Your muse playing with their hair
♡: Accidentally falling asleep together
♢: Forehead or cheek kisses
♠: Your muse adjusting their jewelry/neck tie/ etc.
♣: Back scratches
♥: Your muse crying about something
♦: Slow dancing
Santanico in ‘Dusk Returns’
saunch: sauncho.
sauncho nods once, short and sharp, and leans back hard enough into his similarly uncomfortable seat (cheapjack carpentry, he thinks) to threaten its structural integrity. it creaks ominously under his weight; he pays it no mind and, instead, folds his arms defensively over his broad chest.
the pose is for their ‘buddy,’ threatening as he can manage this late in the day. the glance he means to shoot turns into a one-sided stoner stare-down.
‘ i always got your back, ’ he echoes, a little distant. ‘ whether or not it’s worth a damn. ’
“ this place needs new chairs, huh ? “ that creak was a little loud, and her own chair is groaning when she shifts around to keep staring at the stoner that’s now staring at sauncho. people here are weird. cilla looks down her at menu. a lot of choices here, lots of not knowing what to pick. sauncho’s kind words and the man staring are forgotten for now.
“ so, what’s good here ? what’s going on with you, with doc ? “
‘ let’s dig deep here… favorite color, favorite ice cream, favorite season? think you can handle it? ’
sharp objects.
( accepting – mutuals / @murderlet )
against her better judgement, she has another glass of wine. and then a third, because she asks priscilla to, because she enjoys the company, because the conversation is a little livelier than it’s been all night. halfway through her third glass, she’s sure she knows priscilla from somewhere, but she couldn’t name where. it doesn’t matter, really. she lets the thought slip easily away.
“you’re really going for the third degree, huh?” she grins over the rim of her glass. “pink, chocolate chip cookie dough, summer. i like the heat.”
saunch: sauncho.
‘ i wouldn’t, ’ he says. means ‘engage,’ and uses a nod of his head to direct attention to the subject. it’s not that he assumes she will, or would without his guidance; it’s the same well-meaning, patronization-free courtesy that’d come with a warning not to eat a dish recently out of the oven.
‘ got one of those real seedy type vibes. ’ a blink, and a small, fleeting smile. ‘ ya dig? ’
@murderlet, sc.
well, she can’t help but smile back at sauncho. she has to. besides, of course the warning is for the better ; it’s just that the man across the room has been staring at her for some time. priscilla’s tempted to ask him if he wants an autograph. she lets her back find the uncomfortable back of the wooden chair she’s situated in, then gives a nod, then a wink. “ i dig. you always got my back. “
Nocturnal Animals (2016) dir. Tom Ford
dirtypaw: shilah.
@murderlet !!
“ so here’s what i have – “ he pulls out a binder, sliding it across to her. “ – these are mostly new artists. up and coming in the past twenty - thirty years. there are a few older pieces in there, but you said price wasn’t an option. “
the binder screeches across the table, and into priscilla’s outreaching hands. she flips the binder open, expectant look forming on her face. good, bad, terrible, the worst, not bad, this is nice, could be better, now we’re getting somewhere, i really like this, and ah! this must be the one! “ i’ve got to say, i’m not sure what i was expecting and most of these don’t leave any lasting impression to me, but, “ cilla spins the binder around, tip of her nail tapping at the last piece she’d looked at, “ i really like this. “
engulfes: lifesaver.
the nightclub bathroom is unoccupied, save for miriam and the woman to her right. there is a respectful silence as the two go about washing their hands. it is not until miriam glances at her by chance that she realizes the face is familiar. celebrities — new york’s age old infestation.
she keeps her cool. ❛ hey — ❜ once she has the stranger-but-not-stranger’s attention, she makes a gesture toward her mouth. ❛ i think you’ve got something, there. ❜ she is referring to priscilla’s smudged lipstick. it has left a crimson red stain upon her cheek. | @murderlet
priscilla can’t pretend to love nightclubs, but there is something endearing about the higher tier ones that stock the bathrooms with little knick-knacks: candies, hair ties, baby wipes. that’s classy, and cilla likes a little bit of a class. the smallest amount, just like the smudge of lipstick that she goes to dislodge with the side of her hand, forgoing the baby wipes all together.
“ oh, shit. thanks. “ embarrassment filters through a laugh, then a disappointed sigh at the faint mark still upon her cheek, and a new one occupying her hand. now it’s time for the baby wipes.
ruinaa: kindred.
@murderlet / tiny starter call.
she only ever ends up at these sorts of parties because of shilah; there’s no one else in her direct social circle who’d even come close to them. she lingers at the edge of the room, sips at a second glass of wine, and gives the woman who eventually joins her a knowing look.
“these things always drag on and on, huh?”
priscilla had to come over to josephine. the woman looks as out of place as priscilla wears fatigue as a tight second skin. cilla twirls her own glass of wine in hand, fingers almost precariously taking perch around the thin stem. she toys with the idea of dropping the glass, just because.
“ tell me about it. “ a warm smile.
Fiona Apple lyrics on art by Selma Alaçam