SHE WANTED A CHOICE.

[emeowji-deactivated20190125]

my morals aren’t straight and neither am i.

[murderrbot]

They’re sleeping in the same bed, platonicly —- for quite some time now. Ophelia likes it / she likes having someone close while she sleeps ; someone she trusts. Mel is the only person in the world that she has. The only person who cares about her, and lately the urge to be closer in their shared bed has been getting stronger.

She feels safe beside her / Ophelia rolls over to see Mel on the other side of the mattress, seemingly sleeping peacefully. She is so beautiful. Ophelia can’t place what she is feeling, but it is certainly overwhelming her. Her heart begins to beat a little faster, thumping within her chest, and echoing in her ears.

She wants to be closer, but the only thing giving her pause —– giving her dount / what if Melissa doesn’t want her that close? What if she doesn’t feel the same feelings currently flooding her entire system?

She moves closer, hesitantly. The thought of Melissa holding her in her strong arms was taking over her desires and she moves even closer until her head is gently resting upon Mel’s shoulder. She’s warm and Ophelia is still for a moment, holding her breath absent-mindedly and waiting for her to stir and ask what’s wrong. / @cloneofthecavalry

[cloneofthecavalry-deactivated20]

Melissa had found that in recent events, she didn’t like sleeping alone as much as she used to. She enjoyed the company beside her,especially Ophelia. Now with the current location, sharing the bed made it simpler. Less need to get a new bed and further bedding for it.

Sleep was easier with Ophelia too. She wasn’t haunted by bad dreams and she felt protected by her too. Melissa knew her feelings had progressed with Ophelia but part of her worried in case it was only on her side than mutual. She hadn’t gotten the confidence to talk to her on these sorts of feelings. The nerves….

So for now bed sharing was the current stage of her friendship. The clone now was deeply asleep. Laying on her back in her usual tank top and shorts, unaware of Ophelia’s gaze or movements.

It wasn’t until she felt the weight that her sleep lightened. She didn’t feel it as dangerous to wake up but she shifted in her sleep. Curling more against Ophelia, her arm shifting around her into a sort of embrace.

[murderrbot]

There's a moment, as Mel curls an arm around Ophelia's slender frame, that the former android releases the breath she had been unaware she was even holding, somewhat of a relief that the clone didn't automatically awake and think something was wrong --- off. The physical sensation is better than anything Ophelia has yet to experience, and all she can think is how she never wants the night to come to an end. She doesn't want for Melissa to ever have to let her go.

After a few moments, Ophelia gently nuzzles closer. The tip of her nose caresses Mel's jaw line, eyes flutter closed as she softly drapes an arm over the other woman's torso to rest beneath the blankets they're sharing. She holds her close, and she had been aware physical affection is something most humans crave ----- she finally understands the appeal as to why. Perhaps the feelings she had been emulating when she was nothing more than programming were finally being felt in this body... the feelings she originally thought she felt for Fitz. Perhaps... this is what real love feels like?

[justineskye]

[murderrbot]

They're sleeping in the same bed, platonicly ---- for quite some time now. Ophelia likes it / she likes having someone close while she sleeps ; someone she trusts. Mel is the only person in the world that she has. The only person who cares about her, and lately the urge to be closer in their shared bed has been getting stronger.

She feels safe beside her / Ophelia rolls over to see Mel on the other side of the mattress, seemingly sleeping peacefully. She is so beautiful. Ophelia can't place what she is feeling, but it is certainly overwhelming her. Her heart begins to beat a little faster, thumping within her chest, and echoing in her ears.

She wants to be closer, but the only thing giving her pause ----- giving her dount / what if Melissa doesn't want her that close? What if she doesn't feel the same feelings currently flooding her entire system?

She moves closer, hesitantly. The thought of Melissa holding her in her strong arms was taking over her desires and she moves even closer until her head is gently resting upon Mel's shoulder. She's warm and Ophelia is still for a moment, holding her breath absent-mindedly and waiting for her to stir and ask what's wrong. / @cloneofthecavalry

[murderrbot]

I wanna bring this blog back too. I wanna get my Ophelissa ship up and running, hehe. / @cloneofthecavalry

[memorizingthedigitsofpi]

[bpdbuttercup]

yes I am fully aware that I’m The Worst™ but I still wanna be like……. loved and stuff

[murderrbot]

@cloneofthecavalry / host

All Ophelia ever tries to do is keep Melissa safe, keep her content, and give her everything she needs. She’s formed this bond with the clone that has definitely become codependent and Ophelia’s only fear now ( aside from being captured by SHIELD ) is losing her.

This relationship is something she’s never truly felt before, and it’s still something she doesn’t quite understand. It isn’t anything like the way she felt about Leopold… Fitz. However, since then she’s come to the realization that the feelings she had for Fitz weren’t real, it was all programming. Melissa is the only soul on the entire planet who genuinely cares about Ophelia —- and she doesn’t know what she’ll do if she ever loses that.

Aware that it’s her fault SHIELD located them in the first place. She teleported too much, they must have caught on somehow. How was she to know? She certainly wasn’t expecting one of the agents to teleport along with her, either. It all got out of hand entirely too quickly, and thus began an argument between the two fugitives.

It started off small but eventually erupted after a lecture about being more careful and Ophelia justifying her actions by saying everything she does, she does for Melissa. She wants to make sure she stays happy and safe, and have everything she’s ever wanted. The arguments ends with a bang, as the unstable inhuman becomes just a little too upset and causes a power outage in their small cabin in the middle of the woods.

Melissa soon after leaves to let Ophelia cool down, and to get some air herself. It takes every ounce of will power Ophelia has not to follow after the other woman as she storms away into the woods, but she knows going after her now would only lead to more arguing while both of them feel this heated. See? She’s learning. She’s certainly come a long way since she went on a killing spree back at the base after being rejected by Fitz.

While Melissa is gone, Ophelia sits alone in the dark inside of the lonely cabin thinking of everything that’s happened recently and what she can do to make it all better. Perhaps finding a small, rural town would be best? One with towns and shops closeby so that she doesn’t have to teleport as much? She could zap an ATM somewhere for cash, blackout every security feed in the process. No. SHIELD would eventually catch on.

Damn it. She’s really screwed this up, hasn’t she? They had a good thing going on that island and now it’s been compromised. Melissa had every right to get upset with her the way she did.

Coming to that conclusion, she awaits Melissa’s return so that she can properly apologize for her behavior. But hours pass and Melissa doesn’t return. Wow, is she really this mad at her? It’s possible, but there’s a pit in her stomach that’s making her worrisome. Using her teleportation powers, she can sense Melissa nearby —– maybe just a few miles from the cabin. She can feel her near a lake, and in an instant she’s there.

Brown orbs are fixed on Melissa’s back as bare feet tread through wet, grassy terrain, “It’s been nearly three hours —– are you really that upset with me?” She asks, slowly approaching with a faint, apologetic smile already in place, “Melissa, I’m sorry for the way I reacted earlier. I realize now that you were right —— I should be more careful. The only reason we’re here now is because of me, and I promised to keep you safe. I made it my primary directive and I led SHIELD right to us. I’m going to do whatever I can to make this right.”

[cloneofthecavalry-deactivated20]

Walking away had been the only option, Melissa felt that would prevent the situation from worsening. Whilst she did trust Ophelia to have control of her powers, there was always a risk of loosing control. On both sides there. Melissa herself was well aware she could loose control… maybe accidentally sink the entire building eaisly so distance was the only solution for their heated moods. 

Glad that she was wearing plumps to walk through the woods, not stopping for a while though the walk did her good… inhaling the deep rich scent of pine trees and grass… the smell of flowers seemed to be in the air, no doubt due to recent rain call.

Stopping at a lake side, fresh water lake… possibly where their water source was coming from. Though looking out, the sky getting a little dark though barely touching twilight. Though Melissa moved to sit on the bank side, dipping her feet into the cool water… 

Being mad at Ophelia… Melissa knew she had a good reason for it. That using powers drew attention when used too much. Like a flicking bulb in the dark. SHIELD no doubt had the technology to track the energy trail from location to location left with the teleportation. Their island had no doubt been radiating the energy for a time with each teleport, no chance for it to settle away. So being sparingly with it would work best… they still could walk… maybe get a car too to make trips easier.

Melissa spent a good while mulling over possible ideas…. though her attention shifted as she saw a flicker of light. Her head rose, assuming it to be Ophelia teleporting to her but her eyes widened as she saw what looked like glowing mist... no defined shape though it was small… about the side of a beach ball though she could tell it wasn’t from earth… no lanterns for sure and no one around to send it. 

Though watching it; she could feel it watching back, something about it was… calming. She wasn’t scared and her gut instinct was that… it wasn’t a violent being… curious no doubt…It didn’t come to hurt her.

“Who are you?” she asked, moving from the bank side to stand slowly up, watching as the light seemed to move in responce. After a moment, Melissa reached a hand out towards the entity, watching as it curved away at first then closer. 

When it touch her, Melissa almost pulled her hand back, surprised to feel how warm it was…but she defiantly felt like it needed her… she could feel it. Sighing deeply, Melissa dropped her hand but gasped as it suddenly shot towards her face, immediately overwhelming her with light, warmth flooding through her though her worries and fear didn’t last long… it was gone in a second. her mind feeling with other feelings… happiness and content; things she felt with Ophelia…. the fears of being caught by SHIELD were gone.. letting herself submit to this and falling into the hazy world of sleep…

The being let out a gasp gasp, inhaling deeply through their new lungs… the Entity trying to filter through her host’s mind and memories… everything a jumble of feelings.. such strong feelings… it was overwhelming… but she could try… try and find and edge to grasp… to find control…..

It took a while, getting physical control over the host body, similar to her previous but…different. Easily adjusting to her host’s language, sexuality and gender…. the memories, filtering through them as she let her host, Melissa sleep in a dream like state; giving her the peace of mind to explore her more… 

Though she knew that bonding bodies wasn’t good in many view, it was necessary. She needed a body… she didn’t mean any harm but this host, she had been so open, no fear and no resistance… but it was going to take an adjustment before she could wake her up… 

So the Iso pushed herself up off the grass and curled up, looking over the ocean, seeing that this place was beautiful… having only been able to sense the host in her entity form; she hadn’t been able to see it all before. 

It was easy to forget that this body wasn’t alone… she could hear and feel the approach which made her feel nervous, not looking back as she heard the sounds of the energy; feeling that energy of the teleportation then the woman’s words. 

After a moment, of silence after the woman spoke, the inhabited clone looked to the former android. 

“She’s not mad at you any more.” she spoke quietly, fiddling with the hem of her loose shirt for the woman’s reaction, knowing her eyes would be the dead give away of this body’s new status 

[murderrbot]

Melissa speaking of herself in third person was enough for Ophelia to know something is off here, but then she turns around and it confirms her suspicions that things aren’t normal. “Melissa—your eyes—” she’s worried immediately, taking a few cautious ( yet hasty ) steps forward, “did something happen to you?”

Quickly putting two and two together, Ophelia realizes that this isn’t Melissa. Well, it is, but… not really. Something is speaking for her and even though the former android has absolutely no clue what it is or how it happened, she treats it like it’s a threat. Jaw clenches, but she doesn’t lay a hand on the other woman —- she doesn’t want to harm her in case she’s wrong about something. Fists tighten into balls at her sides, dull sparks of eletricty crackling from her knuckles, “Who are you?” She asks, brows furrowing as her stance becomes more defensive, “What have you done to Melissa?”

[al-dihya]

‘’you can’t stay mad forever’’ 

lol. watch me 

[buckykingofmemes]

me, removing knife i have been stabbed with: ‘finders keepers’

[murderrbot]

@cloneofthecavalry / host

All Ophelia ever tries to do is keep Melissa safe, keep her content, and give her everything she needs. She’s formed this bond with the clone that has definitely become codependent and Ophelia’s only fear now ( aside from being captured by SHIELD ) is losing her.

This relationship is something she’s never truly felt before, and it’s still something she doesn’t quite understand. It isn’t anything like the way she felt about Leopold… Fitz. However, since then she’s come to the realization that the feelings she had for Fitz weren’t real, it was all programming. Melissa is the only soul on the entire planet who genuinely cares about Ophelia —- and she doesn’t know what she’ll do if she ever loses that.

Aware that it’s her fault SHIELD located them in the first place. She teleported too much, they must have caught on somehow. How was she to know? She certainly wasn’t expecting one of the agents to teleport along with her, either. It all got out of hand entirely too quickly, and thus began an argument between the two fugitives.

It started off small but eventually erupted after a lecture about being more careful and Ophelia justifying her actions by saying everything she does, she does for Melissa. She wants to make sure she stays happy and safe, and have everything she’s ever wanted. The arguments ends with a bang, as the unstable inhuman becomes just a little too upset and causes a power outage in their small cabin in the middle of the woods.

Melissa soon after leaves to let Ophelia cool down, and to get some air herself. It takes every ounce of will power Ophelia has not to follow after the other woman as she storms away into the woods, but she knows going after her now would only lead to more arguing while both of them feel this heated. See? She’s learning. She’s certainly come a long way since she went on a killing spree back at the base after being rejected by Fitz.

While Melissa is gone, Ophelia sits alone in the dark inside of the lonely cabin thinking of everything that’s happened recently and what she can do to make it all better. Perhaps finding a small, rural town would be best? One with towns and shops closeby so that she doesn’t have to teleport as much? She could zap an ATM somewhere for cash, blackout every security feed in the process. No. SHIELD would eventually catch on.

Damn it. She’s really screwed this up, hasn’t she? They had a good thing going on that island and now it’s been compromised. Melissa had every right to get upset with her the way she did.

Coming to that conclusion, she awaits Melissa’s return so that she can properly apologize for her behavior. But hours pass and Melissa doesn’t return. Wow, is she really this mad at her? It’s possible, but there’s a pit in her stomach that’s making her worrisome. Using her teleportation powers, she can sense Melissa nearby —– maybe just a few miles from the cabin. She can feel her near a lake, and in an instant she’s there.

Brown orbs are fixed on Melissa’s back as bare feet tread through wet, grassy terrain, “It’s been nearly three hours —– are you really that upset with me?” She asks, slowly approaching with a faint, apologetic smile already in place, “Melissa, I’m sorry for the way I reacted earlier. I realize now that you were right —— I should be more careful. The only reason we’re here now is because of me, and I promised to keep you safe. I made it my primary directive and I led SHIELD right to us. I’m going to do whatever I can to make this right.”

[lisbon]

[murderrbot]

[ lean ]

@cloneofthecavalry / ( so I got really stoned and this happened idek

How would things have played out if she had just killed them all? Every last one of those SHIELD agents who came to the island where Ophelia and Melissa had been staying for so long —– out of everyone’s hair. They were just minding their own business.

Something happened when she teleported simply to pick up more supplies, things they needed. It happened so quickly, like SHIELD knew she would be there even though she isn’t sure exactly how . Her fight or flight instinct kicked in, and she decided to teleport back to the island —— but the agent got too close. He came with her and called for backup to their location. All of the calming peace and serenity she felt, it all came crashing down around her and she snapped like an emotionally unstable twig. Everything she worked so hard for —- all she wants is to be happy, far, far away from the people at SHIELD and all they want to do is make her a prisoner, along with Melissa. Well, Ophelia isn’t going to let that happen.

And that’s what was going through her mind when she grabbed that agent by the throat and lifted him in the air, “You’ve… ruined…. EVERYTHING!” Electricity crackled viciously through his body, and it took mere moments for him to stop moving and she tossed his body aside like a ragdoll.

Sudden rage blinded her —- so badly she almost couldn’t remember she had even done it. She killed him. So afraid that Melissa would be disappointed, but also knowing they had to leave this place, she grabbed her and teleported them out of there. Suddenly they’re inside a vacant house in the woods somewhere in the Midwest and they’ve been here ever since.

This is the first night, and Ophelia has been too upset with herself for losing control like that again —- killing that man mercilessly the way she did. It is keeping her up, the thought of how monstrous she must have seemed. How hard SHIELD must be searching for them now . She’s lost everything / her freedom, her island… maybe even Melissa. She hasn’t tried to talk to her about what happened yet, for fear that she might want to part ways. Ophelia doesn’t want to be alone —– in fact, she thinks it scares her. Living with what she’s done, with no one around who cares. It feels like a nightmare coming to life.

Ultimately, close to one o'clock in the morning, Ophelia decides to face her fears / and face Melissa . Entering the room where the other woman rests, she sniffles faintly and begins speaking in a low, soft voice. There’s a painful stirring in her gut as anxiousness and regret flood her entire being, “I’m sorry…. I’m so sorry,” damn, she thought she might have been able to make it a bit farther into her words before they began to break, but it is already beginning. Still, she forces them out, “—–I just—-I got so upset, because—-because they found us, because they were going to destroy everything we’ve built together—-because—” realization strikes, eyes widen and her voice softens, “—because of me … this—-this is all my fault, they never would have found us if it wasn’t for me,” placing the blame upon herself seems the easiest route. Because if she thinks of SHIELD any more, it’s possible it would only make her angry again. Still so many emotions she thought she had a handle on / apparently not.

Running a trembling hand through disheveled brunette locks, still with miniscule pebbles of sand flaking from the strands, Ophelia is surprised to see through hazy hues that Melissa is laying in bed, opening her arms to hold the distraught inhuman. The uncontrollable urge to continue to be accepted is what brings Ophelia closer to the bed until she finds herself curling against Melissa’s petite frame. She releases all of the regret, pain, and anguish in the forms of muffled sobs as they leave her throat to soak into the other woman’s shoulder, “Please forgive me..”

[rpmemes-galore]

Buffy the Vampire Slayer — Season 2   {Sentence Starters} 

“You are quite the human.“

“I thought I might try violence.“

“Love has nothing to do with this.“

“No, it doesn’t stop. It never stops.“

“But I have to save the world. Again.“

“I love you. I don’t know if I trust you.”

“No. When you kiss me I want to die.“

“Do we really need weapons for this?“

“Most importantly, it would be wrong…”

“I’m not gonna lie to you. It was scary.“

“So, who do you kill for fun around here?“

“I’ll calm down when you explain yourself!“

“Don’t you think you’re being a little unfair?“

“You have the sweetest smile I’ve ever seen.”

“Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.“

“I’m gonna kill them all. That outta distract ‘em.”

“So, did you guys fight any demons this summer?“

“You are always thinking of others before yourself.“

“You’re never gonna get noticed if you keep hiding!“

“That’s the only explanation that makes any sense.“

“I’m gonna ask you to go out with me tomorrow night.“

“I don’t like to brag… Who am I kidding? I love to brag!”

“All you will get from me is my support. And my respect.”

“So, you gonna talk about something else at some point?“

“I’m just trying to protect you. This could get out of control.“

“You’re really campaigning for bitch-of-the-year, aren’t you?“

“When I look into the future, all I see is you. All I want is you.“

“You walk out that door, don’t even think about coming back!”

“I didn’t jump… I took a tiny step, and there conclusions were.“

“You don’t know what you’re doing. You don’t know what you want.“

“And it’s kind of a secret, and it’s, um, a little bit scary. I like you. A lot.“

“No weapons, no friends, no hope. Take all that away, and what’s left?“

“As a personal favor from me to you, I’ll make it quick. It won’t hurt a bit.“

“Let’s not make an issue out of it, okay? In fact, let’s not talk about it at all.“

“You really don’t care what happens a year from now? Five years from now?“

“It’s a big rock. Can’t wait to tell my friends, they all don’t have a rock this big.“

“I just think you’re trying to scare me off, ‘cause you’re afraid of the competition.“

“No matter what they tell you, none of that rust and blood and grime comes out.“

“If I say something you really don’t want to hear, do you promise not to bite me?“

“She made me feel like a human being. That’s not the kind of thing you just forgive.“

“You know, we’ve never really been close… which is good, ‘cause I don’t really like you that much.”

“Do you think I chose to be like this? Do you have any idea how lonely it is? How dangerous?”

“This isn’t some fairy tale. When I kiss you, you don’t wake up from a deep sleep and live happily ever after.“

“ I can’t believe that I’m stuck spending what will probably be my last few moments on Earth here with you!“

“To forgive is an act of compassion. It’s not done because people deserve it, it’s done because they need it.”

“What you did in there was really brave and heroic, and I just wanted to tell you if there was anything that I could ever do to…“

“But if it’s guilt you’re looking for, I’m not your man. All you will get from me is my support. And my respect.”

[devotedecay]

❥      NON - SEXUAL   ACTS   OF   DOMINANCE . 

feel free to edit or elaborate as you please .   ( add  ‘ reverse ‘  to your message if you’d like to see how my muse would perform the action ) . otherwise , send in one of these for my muse’s reaction to   …

[ lit ]  your muse lighting a cigarette , spliff , etc. for mine . 

[ order ]  your muse ordering for mine at a restaurant or bar .

[ guide ]  your muse putting a hand on mine’s back to lead them .

[ pay ]  your muse paying for mine at a store , bar , restaurant , etc . ( you can specify where or for what . )

[ open ]  your muse opening a door for mine .

[ dry ]  your muse drying mine off with a towel after a shower , bath , swimming , etc . 

[ instruct ]  your muse giving mine instructions / telling them what to do . 

[ groom ]  your muse adjusting mine’s appearance , such as straightening a tie , fixing their hair , or buttoning their shirt for them , etc . 

[ direct ]  your muse taking mine by the chin and telling them to look yours in the eye .

[ disagree ]  your muse sternly telling mine  ‘ no ‘ .

[ rest ]  your muse resting their arm over mine’s shoulder / s .

[ clean ]  your muse cleaning a smudge of something off mine’s cheek , forehead , etc .   feel free to specify what and how . 

[ answer ]  your muse answering a question meant for mine . 

[ coat ]   your muse holds mine’s coat out for them while they put it on .

[ pilot ]  your muse taking mine by the arm , hand , shoulder , etc . to lead them . 

[ stare ]  your muse staring mine down . 

[ placement ]  your muse telling mine to sit down .

[ teach ]  your muse taking control of mine’s hand , arm , hips , etc . to make sure they do something correctly .  

[ patience ]  your muse telling mine to be patient .

[ tears ]  your muse wiping away mine’s tears .

[ swat ]  your muse swatting mine’s hand away from something they’re not supposed to touch .  

[ jewelry  ]  your muse clasping a piece of jewelry for mine , such as a necklace , or earrings . 

[ enough ]  your muse commanding mine to stop talking . 

[ retrieve ]  your muse requesting or ordering mine to retrieve them something .

[ invite ]  your muse inviting mine to sit on their lap .

[ lean ]  your muse inviting mine to lean into their side while they’re sitting or laying together . 

[ calm ]   your muse telling mine to  ‘ just breathe ‘ .

[ scold ]  your muse scolding mine for something .

[ comfort ]  your muse pulling mine into a reassuring hug .

[ approval ]  your muse complimenting mine on a choice they’ve made .

[ beckon ]  your muse beckoning mine to them without speaking . 

[ laces ]  your muse lacing , tying , or zipping something for mine , such as shoes , a dress , or a jacket , etc .

[ stay ]  your muse telling mine to stay in the car . 

[ defend ]  your muse defending mine’s reputation , dignity , or safety for them . 

[ feed ]  your muse feeding mine something , feel free to specify what .

[ volume ]  your muse demanding mine speak louder .

[ read ]  your muse reading something to mine .

[ refill ]  your muse refilling mine’s glass for them . 

[ possessive ]  your muse resting their hand on mine’s leg or the small of their back while they’re sitting beside each other . 

[obscuredmemes-blog]

TOUCH MEME

send a symbol for my muse to react to yours… (or add +reverse for my muse to touch yours)

VIOLENT 🔪 – stabbing them 👊 – punching them ✋ – slapping them in the face 👞 – kicking them 🎀 – pulling their hair

FLUFFY/FRIENDLY 🍭 – stroking their hair 🖐 – high fiving them 🤝 – holding their hand 👄– kissing them on their [place of choice] 👐 – hugging them 💅 – painting their [finger/toe] nails  🤧 – comforting them when crying 🤒 – caring for them when sick/injured 💃 – dancing with them 👗 – adjusting their clothes 👒 – brushing their hair

NSFW 👋 – spanking them on the booty 💋 – giving them an open mouth kiss 👅 – giving them a love bite on [place of choice] ✌️ – fingering them/jerking them off 💦 – eating them out 💫 – pulling their hair 🔥 – grinding against them 💧 – bathing them

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

tell my muse how they make your muse feel.

whether they give them a sense of COMFORT and SAFETY, or send absolute CHILLS down their spine. perhaps they make them feel TRAPPED, or FRIGHTENED. or maybe, they even feel SPECIAL. let my muse know!! anon is optional!!