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ΰΌδΊπγWe have NPD, BPD, schizophrenia, and AUDHD, be aware that these disorders will actively affect how we behave. We are a group of radqueers, paraphiles ( complexβconsensualβcontact ), transID users, pro οΎ com οΎ darkshippers, and yumeshippers. We don`t have a DNI list, follow your own. β β£ οΉΰΎβπ
'let him cook' has positive implications for the act of cooking but being cooked is problematic. this tension, where agency is the necessary qualifier for goodness, replicates the fear of being penetrated,
i don't mind, truly :] every time you call me your favorite it makes it worth it
I havent, just school work and suffering because of said school work. i am truly not a fan. Though some of my classes can be interesting.
another bird fact for you: Parrots see in UV (ultraviolet) light! Especially Eclectus parrots. Their perseption of color is so different from humans that even the smallest shift in feathers equates to a change in the feathers color! Unfortunately this phenomenon is understudied so we dont know much but its one of my favorite facts!
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School work is always such a pain, I understand that feeling all too well. Which classes that you have currently are your favourites?
That is such a cool little bit of info, though. I adore your fun facts. Another interesting thing I enjoy about UV light is how scorpions glow a bright green colour when underneath them.
i havent much to say but know i am waiting patiently for you to come back, i might be becoming a fiend for your attention..
have a fun bird fact: there are over 400 species of parrots in the world! and thats only counting parrots :]
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Awh, poor pup. I`m quite a busy person, theres only so much time that I can reasonably spend on here. Knowing you`re waiting does flatter me, though. <3
On the fact part, wow! Birds are such intriguing creatures, it`s insane how diverse they can be. I remember reading up on the "Warbler" family of birds not too long ago. I still find it so interesting how such little differences in an animal can warrant a whole new named species.
well i have only been truly owned once, all my other relationships have been with me in control, to my dismay.. I am a switch, i have the ability to do both, but i am very much a sub lean and as you know im not even one to brat. Every partner of significance ive had has had some issues with mental health and,, not wanting to exist on this planet anymore, naturally i did not take kindly to this but i was all they ever had (dispite them always taking me for granted and "needing" more.) so i was the sole reason 2 of my partners (at different points, i am not poly) were alive. I woke up every day at 2am to make sure one was okay, i preformed whatever nsfw acts the other wanted as thats all she wanted from me and it was the easiest to keep her alive, we split headmates and source mates for every system weve dated (on purpose), and we have completely lost ourself in whatever they wanted us to be. it almost killed us, yes, but all for love, right?..
We would never go as far as to sacrifice our health and well being so completely, as that becomes a genuinely harmful relationship- but anything within the boundaries we set for ourself? we will accept it all, willingly, and come back for more no matter how much it hurts.
though we are also a sadist and enjoy causing physical pain to our partner, only physical though, anyone we cause mental harm to are those we do not care for and hope to suffer truly.
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Ah, that sounds stressful. You`re more resilient than me, I could`t bear such a constant pressure of being another`s only lifeline.
Interesting, though. I appreciate you being so open and honest. <3
nobody ever talks about how nice it is to have a curious partner. theyβre so attentive and flattering, asking all sorts of questionsβ¦ βwho are youβ, βhow do you know my nameβ, βhowβd you get into my houseβ, βwhat are you doing with that knifeββ¦ itβs the sweetest thing <333
having feelings that contradict your morals is soooo fucking annnoooooyyyiiingggggg. can the emotions and logic department get on the same page im tired of having to like strangle myself into being a tolerable person
i unfortunately am quite used to absence, i have only gotten to speak to a oener once every 4-5 days at least, and over 2 weeks being the longest absence.. though i knew that from the beginning, it would definitely be much more alarming to form a sense of consistency only to have it be ripped away..
i am definitely not adverse to sadistic pleasure, where i am not a masochist i make up for in my wiling to please and my understanding of punishment or even play, if it is what my owner so disires i will take whatever im given and thank them for it. I do want to be worse after all..
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You`re such a doll. In a good way, of course. A pliant little thing that anyone could twist and turn into whatever position they want and you`d follow every order with such eagerness. Almost makes me want to hurt you more.
How far into your own pain do you think you`d go for your owner? How far have you gone? What sick things have you done in the name of obedience?
i totally dont sit refreshing your blog all day.. nopeeee, i am a normal pup!
I am well behaved and patient so i do not let myself worry, though if you were to suddenly disappear for days i would be,,,, concerned to put it lightly..
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I admire the dedication. Theres no need for such a hypothetical, I shouldn`t ever leave for that long..
I`d love to see a poor thing like you panic if I ever leave you stranded, though. It sounds cruel, but I enjoy seeing my pets lose their minds when away from me for too long. A bit of a sadistic fantasy, and it makes my return all the more satisfying and comforting for them. A win-win in my books!
yes i very much agree! i am perfectly happy to be alone so long as i have an owner, one person is enough for me to be completely satisfied and i not wish for more, so often i have seen those i love in a fit for me not being enough, they need friends and family but i do not share the sentiment. All i wish for is my love and all i live for is my love. If only i had someone to poor my heart and obidiance into, tis such a shame..
Anyways i hope you are well, Ellie.
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Mm, such a shame..
I`m doing just fine, had a productive day and I`m happy to come back online to see my favourite little service puppy. You seem to wait so patiently for my return, I hope I don`t cause a sweet thing like you too much strain.
