MX

bodily 19 ⛧ stoner fox fatass ⛧ IT / stardust / ask ⛧ repost heavy ⛧ bodily MDNF ⛧

[mx-killmyself]

COME ONE COME ALL TO SEE THE ACT OF-

MX. KILLMYSELF !!!

SIDEBLOGS

hi hi hello!! you can call me MX (mix / mcks)! welcum 2 the HANGING ROOM!

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ We are RADPLUR & PARAQUEER, propara, transid user, proship, darkship, profiction, pro-endo, pro-consent, pro-kink, RACK!

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ we're schrodingers-intersex, genderqueer, & plural FURFAG! ꩜ reality shifter :3 ꩜ it its stardust he (collectively) but if talking with one of us specifically, its better to ask!

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ Chrono / Bodily 19 ꩜ sys of 200+ ꩜ transage / cronosian ꩜ fictoromantic / fictosexual + aromantic + non-monogamous ꩜ otherkin / therian

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ all the disorders u need to know: Bipolar1, ASD (autism), polyfragmented DID, ADHD, NPD, StPD, OCD, dyslexia + hEDS & POTS. i have reoccurent psychosis & mania, its not a huge deal to me when it happens :shrug:

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ collective otherkin ꩜ Alien, AI / Robot, Antichrist, Fallen Angel, Star, Black hole, Shapeshifter

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ collective theriotypes ꩜ red / arctic fox, fruit / falsevamp bat, jacob ram, bottlenose dolphin, sea lion (NOT SEAL), barn owl, cuttlefish, angler fish, sea wolf

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ please no one chrono / bodily under 18, as my content usually contains intense sexual themes, unhealthy behaviors (shed), drugs, &/or gore. along with us being generally sexual with our speech including jokes and innuendos.

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ do not treat any of our little/middle alters as if they have no say in things. most of us id as younger due to our emotional maturity and thats the same with our littles. theyre just the same as any other alter of ours.

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ sourcemates are always ok with us! we are actually trying to find some sourcemates for quite a few of our introjects rn... sources are in our interests

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ i draw mostly alter art and post on sideblogs <3 my oc art also tends to be alter art so pls keep that in mind!

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ we are para! but our paras are widely divided by alter so we cant really fit under any stagnantly. either way we id with a lot! (SOME listed under collective IDs!)

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ primarily we are a traumagenic system but in our research we also feel we fit a few other terms; protogenic & willowgenic / catharigenic

⊱ ۫ ׅ ✧ HUGE selfshipper, hypershipper might be the right term? i dont care about "doubles" cus to me they do not exist. all my f/os are catered to me and i have a connection to all of them so it feels basically impossible for anyone to ship with my specific version of said f/o! that being said nonsharers might not like me because i spiteship too. sorry!

this account is for any headmates to use and to repost art from alter sideblogs!

we may or may not sign off here its really a cointoss.

heres some of our interests! my most important to me are decending from the first

MY OCS 🔛🔝

DEEP SPACE, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (2012), Steven Universe, FNAF (1-UCN), Dayshift at Freddy's, Dialtown, Dream SMP, The Midnight Gospel, Big Mouth / Human Resources, The Amazing Digital Circus, The Good Place, Rick and morty, Supernatural, Degrees of Lewdity, Roblox (regretevator, dandys world, pressure, meleeniacs), The Stanley Parable Ultra Deluxe, Gravity Falls, Undertale (aus), Eddsworld, Bojack Horseman, Inside Job, Helluva Boss / Hazbin Hotel, Smile dog

LITEWALLY ME!!!!! (doubles ok!)

Dave Miller [DSAF] (NPD DAVE IS REAL & ME!) 𓍯 Steven Universe [SU,SUF] 𓍯 Deadpool 𓍯 Poob / Pewb [REGRETEVATOR] 𓍯 Pinkie Pie [MLP:FIM] 𓍯 Discord [MLP:FIM] 𓍯 Rocky [PHM] 𓍯 Infected / Kazz [REGRETEVATOR] 𓍯 Intern [ANIMAL HOSPITAL] 𓍯 Tubbo [DSMP] 𓍯 Phonegingi [DIALTOWN] 𓍯 Sam Winchester [SUPERNATURAL] 𓍯 Gourdy [DANDYS WORLD] 𓍯 Rick Sanchez [RICK & MORTY](none in specific) 𓍯 Matrix Morty [RICK & MORTY]

COLLECTIVE FICTIONAL OTHERS <3

RANDY V. JADE (DT) -`♡´- OLIVER SWIFT (DT) -`♡´- MANNEQUIN MARK (regretevator) -`♡´- SEBASTIAN SOLACE (pressure) -`♡´- DONNIE (TMNT2012) -`♡´- JAX (TADC) -`♡´- GUMMIGOO (TADC) -`♡´- WITHERED BONNIE (FNAF fanon) -`♡´- JACK KENNEDY (DSAF) -`♡´- HARRY FITZGERALD (DT / DSAF) -`♡´- PETER KENNEDY (DT / DSAF) -`♡´- HENRY MILLER (DSAF) -`♡´- PHONE GUY(s) -`♡´- JIMMY (mouthwashing) -`♡´- RICK SANCHEZ (rick & morty) -`♡´- THE NARRATOR (TSPUD) -`♡´- PALE GUY (NINAH) -`♡´- ALPHA-BETA (inside job) -`♡´- ANDRE LEE (inside job) -`♡´- GLENN DOLPHMAN (inside job) -`♡´- BAILEY (DoL) -`♡´- TOPHER BUS (clone high) -`♡´- BEN FREELING (haunted hotel) -`♡´- WILLIAM AFTON (FNAF fanon)

COLLECTIVE IDs

PERMA 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 permaWeirdo permaHorny permaBoner permaMinor permaCringe permaHigh permaNude permaDehumanized permaDrugUser permaOnline permaBruised

CIS 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 cisShapeshifter cisWinged cisAdult cisNeglected cisEmotionalNeglect cisHated cisFallenAngel

TRANS 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 transHarmed transSvicide transHangingDeath transFirearmDeath transOverdoseDeath transSnvff trans14 trans12 transTeen transPreteen transP3dobait transPsychonaut transCharacter transCutMouth transSpringlockScars transIrish transBritish transAutopsyScars transBlackenedTeeth transCSAvictim transR4ped transAnisocoria

TRIS 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 trisHarmful trisDiedIn2020

FORCE 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 forceNEET forceBedrotting forceOnline

SCENTIAN 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 Petrichorscentian Beachscentian Angelscentian Cherryscentian Cigarettesecentian

MISC 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 Accentfluid Weightfluid Agefluid schizoDead edWeight nullShort panCultural panRace

PARAS / KINKS 𝄃𝄃𝄂𝄀𝄁𝄃𝄂𝄂𝄃 auto+GunKink auto+LactationKink auto+Feederism SadoMaso AAM MAP Glossaphilia Plushophilia Fictophilia Incestophilia Teratophilia auto+Omophilia auto+Emetophilia auto+Zoophilia auto+Biastophiliaauto+Suicidophilia auto+Somnophilia auto+Acrotomophilia auto+assassinophilia auto+Adipophilia Animi-SadoMaso

tags

#. 𓍯 — general [daily life, sys drama, vent, etc]

#. 𓍯𓁹 — art

#. 𓍯𐂯 — concepts [fandom, nonfandom, will probably nsft? idk]

#. 𓍯ᵎ!ᵎ — alter intro

#. 𓍯ᯓ★ — asks!!!!

ok bye please bmf i love friends if u moot me were friends dm me

[leathersys]

he did not stop for at least fifteen minutes

[sammzysbargainbin]

how jacks found after being told his restaurants going bankrupt

[starstruck-sorrel]

“Sentiramorous”

or Sentirous Attraction

or Sentir

this term can be used when you love multiple people while not being polyamorous.

the main example of sentirous attraction / sentiramory is someone who thought they were polyamorous, but their comfort in polyamory may have changed overtime. if the person still loves multiple or all of the partners they were dating, then this label can be used.

while it is up to the individual how they proceed in their previously established relationships, the way that some proceed is to still do “romantic” things and still continue their affection and relationship as it used to be, but not be officially dating.

in a way, sentirous attraction is similar to queerplatonic attraction.

if you don’t have an alternate term for “partner” and nothing else fits, the term for a subject of sentirous attraction is “sentir”

however, if “sentir” doesn’t fit, feel free to label it yourself! or don’t label it, that’s great too!

posted and coined by @pixxelbaby on shared blog @starstruck-sorrel

[mx-killmyself]

feeling quite canon. im gonna drink and smoke a buncha weed, fuck around outside, smoke a half smoked ciggie, probably yank my hog

yea gunna be livin the life here

-Jack K. 🚬

[jaam-a-graam]

I hate not being able to get my thoughts out because whenever I type something out it doesn't feel right in some way. I don't think in words or sentences, and I have a hard time turning what I think in my head into words. When I do it ends up feeling aimless and/or all over the place.

It makes me feel a little envious of beings who can do that sort of thing.

[toffeeklown]

the world if it was perfect

[mx-killmyself]

davejack drabble thangg, he/it used for both

//emeto, vomit swallowing, dubious/forced intox(alcohol)

Jack getting blackout in his office with dave, rum bottle in hand (the 3rd one of tonight), his little purp sitting on the floor next to his chair. Dave says something about him 'hoggin' all the booze' and to 'pass it ovah'. That would make Dave stop complaining... but, he didn't want to give up his beautiful love.. (alcohol).

He stared at the wall thinking, before chuckling to himself and sitting up a bit. Jack points to the floor right in front of him, looking at Dave with a half-lidded smile on his face. The taller one looked confused at him, looking between Jack's finger and face before finally registering that it wanted him there.

Dave frantically topples over and sits on his knees in front of his old sport. His hand were on his knees, his eyes trained on Jack's face waiting for any next command.

The soulless man chuckles at the blind subservience of the other before slumping over and taking Dave's chin with his right hand. He mushes around his face a little bit, Dave humming a little, before telling the cryptid "Open" . Dave opens without hesitation, his mind races with whats gonna happen. trying so hard to hold back giddiness.

Jack tips his head up a little and brings the mouth of the bottle to daves, pouring it down hapazard and quick. Dave panics breifly, choking on it a little before he starts gulping it down more solidly. jack kept at it still pouring it down daves throat.

Was he gonna stop this? Surely he won't make him drink the whole remainder of the bottle.. he knows dave is a lightweight. That would absolutely destroy him! A 3rd of the way down a new bottle already... 'oh fuckin gad-'

Dave attempts to move his face away but Jack tightens his grip on daves mouth. Dave tries to stop swallowing more down but Jack keeps pouring. "didncha wanna drink?" he says, liquid still pouring onto dave. "Daaave dont wwaste herrr.. " It makes a sad face at him.

Dave stares at Jack in the eyes. He cant have his sportsy sad... 'AGH! fine..' He swallows deeply the amount that was in his mouth. He went to screech because of the burn but it was ceased by Jack still pouring more into Dave's mouth.

The purple cryptid tried its best to swallow but he started coughing. His coughing turning to wretching. His eyes go wide as he tries to grab for the bottle in Sportsy's hand, which is quickly moved out of reach and placed on the office desk.

Jack positioned his hands over Dave's mouth, pulling him up onto his lap. The poor think was hyperventilating, grasping at Jack's hand, gagging progressively harder. "Keep it in, Dave." he gags again, Jack holds his mouth tighter. "Sswallow it if ya have to." he slurs.

As he says that he feels Dave gag once more hearing it follow through, vomit seeping through his fingers a little. "Swallow. It." Sport demands. The purple guy tries helplessly to pull his Old Sport's hand off but it is futile. It squeezed its eyes shut pausing before forcing himself to swallow his own vomit.

Jack held his hand a little longer, making sure he wouldnt just throw up again. Dave went a little limp, prompting him to take it back. He scratched the cryptids messy hair with his now puke coated hand. "See? What a gooood davey!"

[mx-killmyself]

nor getting enough attention do i cutmyslef an put it on twtiter (jk that also does nothing)

[r4d1c4lly-r0tt3n]

life goals:

> get a 25yo sugar mommy > live forever > join and then escape a cult purely so I can say that I did > sell drugs to a school janitor > DON'T go to jail > write so much yaoi that everyone on AO3 knows who I am > earn the title of the official CEO of a ship > become god

[jackalop3]

Twispiral

(twis-spi-ral

when someone feels connected to spirals, fractals, hallucinations, illusions, deception, or lying

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inspired by The Spiral fear entity in The Magnus Archives -⭐

already coined? consider this an alt

there is no incorrect way to use this flag

f2u no credit required but appreciated

[mx-killmyself]

davejack drabble thangg, he/it used for both

//emeto, vomit swallowing, dubious/forced intox(alcohol)

Jack getting blackout in his office with dave, rum bottle in hand (the 3rd one of tonight), his little purp sitting on the floor next to his chair. Dave says something about him 'hoggin' all the booze' and to 'pass it ovah'. That would make Dave stop complaining... but, he didn't want to give up his beautiful love.. (alcohol).

He stared at the wall thinking, before chuckling to himself and sitting up a bit. Jack points to the floor right in front of him, looking at Dave with a half-lidded smile on his face. The taller one looked confused at him, looking between Jack's finger and face before finally registering that it wanted him there.

Dave frantically topples over and sits on his knees in front of his old sport. His hand were on his knees, his eyes trained on Jack's face waiting for any next command.

The soulless man chuckles at the blind subservience of the other before slumping over and taking Dave's chin with his right hand. He mushes around his face a little bit, Dave humming a little, before telling the cryptid "Open" . Dave opens without hesitation, his mind races with whats gonna happen. trying so hard to hold back giddiness.

Jack tips his head up a little and brings the mouth of the bottle to daves, pouring it down hapazard and quick. Dave panics breifly, choking on it a little before he starts gulping it down more solidly. jack kept at it still pouring it down daves throat.

Was he gonna stop this? Surely he won't make him drink the whole remainder of the bottle.. he knows dave is a lightweight. That would absolutely destroy him! A 3rd of the way down a new bottle already... 'oh fuckin gad-'

Dave attempts to move his face away but Jack tightens his grip on daves mouth. Dave tries to stop swallowing more down but Jack keeps pouring. "didncha wanna drink?" he says, liquid still pouring onto dave. "Daaave dont wwaste herrr.. " It makes a sad face at him.

Dave stares at Jack in the eyes. He cant have his sportsy sad... 'AGH! fine..' He swallows deeply the amount that was in his mouth. He went to screech because of the burn but it was ceased by Jack still pouring more into Dave's mouth.

The purple cryptid tried its best to swallow but he started coughing. His coughing turning to wretching. His eyes go wide as he tries to grab for the bottle in Sportsy's hand, which is quickly moved out of reach and placed on the office desk.

Jack positioned his hands over Dave's mouth, pulling him up onto his lap. The poor think was hyperventilating, grasping at Jack's hand, gagging progressively harder. "Keep it in, Dave." he gags again, Jack holds his mouth tighter. "Sswallow it if ya have to." he slurs.

As he says that he feels Dave gag once more hearing it follow through, vomit seeping through his fingers a little. "Swallow. It." Sport demands. The purple guy tries helplessly to pull his Old Sport's hand off but it is futile. It squeezed its eyes shut pausing before forcing himself to swallow his own vomit.

Jack held his hand a little longer, making sure he wouldnt just throw up again. Dave went a little limp, prompting him to take it back. He scratched the cryptids messy hair with his now puke coated hand. "See? What a gooood davey!"

[jjunebugged]

TRANSHYPNOGROOMED ! ꩜ 🍭 for those who feel as though they should be, were groomed, or are being groomed via hypnosis. (normal flag and lil experimental gif flag,,, looks mid dont mind that mleehhh)

[1chezpop]

tw ; implied abuse + bruises

this is all old art that i forgot to post 🤦‍♂️

take some dsaf dave angst

[ikurko]

[kittycatdraws29]

Let’s just say, episode 9 changed my perspective of episode 5 and 6. It explains Ragatha’s behaviors towards Jax getting close with Pomni and she said “Jax is corrupting her”. I thought corrupting meant Pomni changing for bad, not literally

So she has been trying to protect her, to not let the history repeat

After all, she lost her friends because of JAX

[doewiife]

hi! could you make a permasecretive flag? when one is permanently secretive or wants to always be secretive :)

〘 ✶ 〙　Permasecretive ╰─ · 　When one identifies as permanently secretive, or wants to permanently be secretive, whatever that means to the user.