My Therapy

literally just going to be rantings and stuff I learn from therapy. Art and whatever else

[oakay-deactivated20241117]

2023 recap!!!

jan: forgot

feb: forgot

march: forgot

april: forgot

may: forgot

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[fairycosmos]

you actually don't have to go on dating apps to find girlfriends. many beautiful women are waiting for you on rocks out at sea

[doing-90mph-in-central-london]

ⓘ This user is a malicious entity made of seafoam.

[myguiltyotpleasures]

[drunkenhills]

This is the only tiktok where the automated voice actually adds to the cinematic experience

[savvylikeyeahhh]

freedom

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

This is absolutely what a cats internal monologue is like <3

[suzoar]

Actually Ive decided to be angry now

[titimylove]

Dave and Gary 😡

[kaldurcalm-deactivated20240513]

Y'all gotta use the treats when you're NOT going to the vet. It has to be a normal thing. Not a transportation prison. Normal for daily life, maybe normal for taking the cat to a place they'll actually enjoy.

I only say this because I barely see cat owners talking about training. This is how you do the training. Behavioral science works on anything with a brain. You just have to figure out which tactics work best.

[leefi]

[gay-impressionist]

If you are silent about your pain they'll kill you and say you enjoyed it - Zora Neale Hurston

[staticsable]

This is one of those posts where I feel like I'm doing others and myself a disservice by not sharing. I wish someone had shown me this a long time ago.

Maybe I'd be having to do less work to break out of this shell, now.

[127leilas]

[chuuphic]

[127leilas]

[ousia-poetica]

[my-therapi]

15 July

Arguing hurts a lot. I'm tired of begging to be cared about.

[my-therapi]

12 July

I know I was gaslit. I've been keeping a record of everything at the moment.

And he tried making me feel bad for something he decided to do.

When I had broken down and begged for help the entire week prior.

And yet...that is nothing bc he needs to go do what he needs to go do.

Nothing matters to him unless it's him getting "some"

[clementineoil]

i love when flowers close in the evening like good night girl i love you sleep tight

[batbetbitbotbut]

#HELLO IT IS TIME FOR MY FAVORITE FACT#which is that sometimes when the flowers close there is a little bee inside#spending the night all cozy and safe in his little nook#specifically male squash bees do this in squash flowers#look at a field of squash or pumpkins at night and there are little guys snoozing in there#this knowledge brings me such joy that i must share it with the world (tags via @scribefindegil)

[hornyfrogboy-deactivated2023011]

yeah sex is cool but have you ever been treated like a priority instead of just an option

[mentallydatingahotcelebrity]

People get confused and think sex comes first when actually being a priority should come first in a relationship.

[urbanfantasyinspiration]

The sexual revolution and it’s consequences have been disastrous for humanity

[my-therapi]

11 July

I had a screaming breakdown bc I'm not heard and certainly not seen.

I'm begging for 1on1 games and interactions and only being told to parallel play. While he plays on his phone.

I just...don't know what to do.

So I'm just at a loss about whether or not I should even contine to bother loving them

Bc it's obvious they don't care enough about me that even if I spell it out. Or pause a show to say "you're being disrespectful and if you're not interested. Leave the room" it is still ignored

[my-therapi]

8 July '23

I'm so tired of

I will say to my room mates"tomorrow we will watch a show I'm excited to show you. Please let me show you"

And it will be met with enthusiastic yes

Then the following day it is disregarded and I am made to feel small and pathetic.

So I go to lay down bc I hate feeling like I'm stupid and childish for thinking they'll be excited too.

And then it'll be a knock on the door of "hey...."

And I'll get my hopes up

And it's "can you get started on dinner".

I've never had a meal made for me, or the groceries bought for said meal, or plans made for me, or like...surprise chocolate.

It feels like I give 110% and I receive.....very little to nothing

[finalgirlabigailhobbs]

reblog to bonk the person you reblogged it from with a hollow cardboard tube

[flyin-shark]

I feel cheated. no one on Reddit told me that tumblr is a serotonin factory. Keep liking and reblogging my posts please thanks

[my-therapi]

I am back on the fence.

I always have dealt with so much, but I'm so tired of being everything.

I cook, I clean, I monitor, I provide therapy, a warm embrace, I listen, I talk, I respect.

And meanwhile I am left to be, left to exist by myself and expected to do everything.

I'm exhausted and I'm on the fence if anything is even worth it.

My friends are in their 30s I'm in my early 20s. I should be expected to mother, therapy, maid, nanny them.

All I want is for them to offer me help, or to help a tiny amount when I'm in agony, but instead I'm left to fend for myself. And for them?

[weaver-z]

CLAIRES IS REAL????

Wait. Hold on. Do you mean to tell me that you thought Claire's, the real store, was some mass gaslighting effort by residents of the USA

[weaver-z]

@danwylds PLEASE tell me what other businesses you think are made up I'm so curious

[thelovers-thedreamers-and-me]

[my-therapi]

Tuesday 13th June

I found another picture uploaded to his fb by the person that begged for me to die

And he didn't tell me. & we argued about this exact thing not even a week ago.

Why is it so hard to not talk to someone that wants me to die? Is it JUST bc she's attractive

Or is it a warning that I am replaceable.