oscar / angel

he/they/it • 17 son of and devoted to apollon

[mybeloved-sunshine]

intro post

basic info

khaire. i go by oscar, angel or sol on this blog. my pronouns are he/they/it/sun. i am a trans man, achillean and ambiamorous, taken by my beautiful boy.

i am 17, please be mindful of that when interacting with me.

i have a chronic illness and many mental health issues that often drain my energy and motivation. because of this, i have been forced to take a long break from my worship.

i am part of a plural system, in which a few of us also worship the gods. we will not be disclosing our origins on this blog, however we are pro-endogenic systems and anti-syscourse. anti-endos and syscourse blogs will be blocked.

i am also an eclectic witch. i use a lot of crystals and herbs in my practice, although i don't really include the deities in my craft. i prefer to worship over work with the deities. i am also starting to get into ancestor work and learn about my spirit guides.

worship info

i am currently devoted to father apollon. i consider myself his son through a familial godspouse situation, and he sees himself as a father to me (this has been confirmed via multiple forms of divination and different readers).

i am interested in worshipping a few other deities, however it is hard due to my limited energy. i would like to worship:

lady hestia lady artemis lady aphrodite and lord ares lady athene lord poseidon and lady amphitrite lord hypnos lord hades

and deities from other pantheons, including bastet and anubis, carvonia, and loki.

i’m also getting into pop-culture paganism, but for now i’ll likely keep calling myself a hellenic pagan for the time being as i haven’t really gotten into pop culture paganism.

blog info

this blog will mainly be dedicated to me getting back into my craft and worship after my chronic illness break. however, i may also post about witchcraft, my system, my altar, etc etc.

at the moment, i'm trying to write a huge book of shadows/grimoire with as much information as i can. i may post things about this, ask for help with it, etc etc. progress is slow and i mostly use my own knowledge. the goal is to hopefully sell this as a pdf for cheap in order to earn a bit of a profit.

overall, i'll likely just post a bit of whatever i want here. in the summer, i'm going to start a series of daily/weekly posts of my worship during the summer as i try to get back into my worship fully.

dni

i do not have a specified dni. i block freely for the most part. don’t take it personally if i block you, i block for any and all reasons, including just not wanting your content on my feed.

i do not owe anyone a reason for blocking and if you continue to try to interact with me i’ll likely report you.

userbox hoard

that's all <3

my dms are open if anyone has questions about my practice or i, or just want to be friends.

[mybeloved-sunshine]

oh and btw i was that helpols anonymous blog 😝

yeah i really didnt care about letting people have a safe space it was just interesting to see what drama i could stir up

[positivitygenic]

it's okay to want to be plural. and, it's okay to become plural. it's perfectly fine if you become plural just because you want to. you are doing just fine. and it's okay to take this post as motivation for your first venture into plurality.

[rainbow-sys]

reminder to us and other plurals, your sys origin is no one elses business but YOURS&!!!!!!! -⭐

[kankourse]

By the way, shoutout to systems and/or headmates who formed due to joy , happiness , love or any positive feeling. That's a very beautiful and amazing thing to happen. Don't let anti's get you down, or feel you have to hide that fact. You are valid. Systems don't always have to be formed by negative feelings (Which is okay and amazing too, of course.) , and you are living proof of that.

[royalnexus-collective]

”endos dont exist! wah wah”

okay so everytime someone says that to us i just will in 5 more headmates, hope this helps

— ouji (he/sword/they/it)

[royalnexus-collective]

i hope all anti endos stub their toes on the nearest toe stubby corner

-snow (shy/hyr)

[positivitygenic]

you are not an invader. you are not invasive, you are not stealing anything by being you. you belong, and you are plural.

[the-cuddlebugs]

you do not owe anyone an explanation for your existence <3

[theeclipsepack]

All plurals are valid <3 stop fakeclaimimg !! /P

[loveskiffie]

coming here to remind everyone that yes, endo systems are real system!

yes, endo systems are ACTUALLY plural!

yes, endo systems are backed by science!

yes, endo systems are valid and allowed to exist in any plural space they see fit!

no, endos are not stealing your resources!

no, endos are not “faking”, and even if they were, you have no right to harass or threaten them!

no, endos are not “glorifying abuse”!

no, endos are not just seeking attention!

no, endos are not taking over traumagenic spaces!

i’m saying this as someone who was at one point VEHEMENTLY anti-endo. i know both sides of the coin, and i know that one perpetuates more hate than the other. and yknow what i did instead of continuing to hate people i knew nothing abt? i did research!

and you can read some research i (and other systems) have done here and here!

[mybeloved-sunshine]

life became so fun after i started harassing disgusting bigots

like ive been getting everything i want in life since i started this. a job, a car, TWO partners, nine months sober and clean, reconnected with my parents, made dozens of new friends… it’s as if i’m doing the god’s work and theyre rewarding me fr

like fun fact, i NEVER claimed to be anti harassment. if someone’s a bitch, they deserve it

bonus points for being a baneful witch with no remorse. i fear i WILL make your life hell and i’ll do it with the biggest smile ever

ableists and bigots are on sight

[mybeloved-sunshine]

idk how many people will see this but i just got this scam DM from this blog. i’m like 99% sure the blog must’ve gotten hacked because they do NOT strike me as the scamming type lol (unless it’s a prank buttttt idk. again, they don’t seem the type)

just be careful if anyone sends you this type of DM! it is THE most common scam on Tumblr right now and will often lead to the sender asking you to DM them on Discord to “sort it out” or whatever (with email “proof” of “tumblr support telling them to DM you”. these emails ARE FAKE). DO NOT click any links sent with or after a DM like this, and do not DM them on Discord

no one will take legal action against you unless you have genuinely committed a crime lol (and even then, your local police would contact you, not some stranger on Tumblr). also no one can get your IP address unless you click a phishing link. you can’t get someone’s IP from friending them or DMing them.

i shouldnt have to say this but i’m going to just in case:

do not harass this account. i do not believe the rightful owner sent this: i think they have been hacked

please just be careful of DMs like this.

AGAIN: do not click any links sent with or after DMs like this. do not move to Discord. block the sender, report it, and move on. nothing bad will happen to you if you ignore them.

[mybeloved-sunshine]

hot take but like, claiming you can genuinely hear the gods and are a body/vessel/voice for them and shit is pretty concerning.

like... please don't listen to people because "xyz god told me" or "xyz god inhabits my body and uses my voice"? that's how you get shit like rapturetok all over again

[wayfind-er]

I'll just say this: I personally do not subscribe to the pillars of Hellenism or pillars of Hellenic Polytheism or whatever we’re calling it. It’s fine and dandy to practice xenia in whatever fashion that makes sense to you, but I don’t and have never preached for it to be part of anyone’s moral ethics.

[trash-bin-witch-deactivated2025]

Also the pillars were made by a bigot in like, 2017.

[mybeloved-sunshine]

i literally see NO ONE talking about this so this take is soooo refreshing. it’s always xenia this, eusebia that, but these aren’t even from antiquity?

like of course we should be kind to people (who DESERVE it) but the pillars are not rules of Hellenism. there are no “rules” of Hellenism

why are we STILL trying to push (controversial) modern things on other’s practices and demonising them for not really doing those things

[oscars-wayfinder]

ok so i prayed to father Apollon tonight and asked for a sign that things will be okay soon

and then i started pulling down posters in my room because we’re moving soon and i need my room cleaned

and i found this little patch of ripped paint from the blutack, except it was under another poster and it wasn’t new, like it didnt rip off right as i pulled the covering poster off? except i dont know how it would’ve gotten there because it was under one of my first posters. ive literally never moved this poster, and it wasn’t there when i put the poster up

anyways this was the little rip :,)

literally a PERFECT heart. i’m sobbing

[oscars-wayfinder]

small Apollon prayer because i’ve been feeling extra depressed lately. plus an offering

(I KNOW THE DRINK LOOKS GROSS IT’S FRUIT PUNCH AND ACTUALLY REALLY YUMMY)

radiant Apollon, averter of evil, shining and bright.

if ever i have pleased you, i ask humbly of you to help me find my own light.

please, Apollon, give me the strength to make my way out of this dark time.

help me feel the warmth of love like your sunlight shining down on me in the middle of summer.

please, Apollon of the oracle, please let me know that this will be over soon, that i’ll find peace soon, and that i’ll feel happy soon.

please hear my prayer, accept my offering and please give me a sign that my suffering will soon end.

it will be as you wish it.

hail Apollon

i really swear the drink isn’t as disgusting as it looks