Celi

21 ▪︎ autistic ▪︎ furry ▪︎ stoner ▪︎ xe/xem/xyr/he ▪︎ queer/polyam ▪︎ am mushroom

[myceliumhash]

i dont wear deodorant around her cuz my boi smell drives her crazy >:3

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im finally collecting my people in life in all different facets

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i ended an almost 3 yr relationship and now i have a lovely and amazing girlfriend and we both have a crush on my friend who i used to date

its amazing how well things cam go when you speak your mind and what you need, want, and feel

boundaries are hard to stick to especially when youre not used to them being respected

i understand that also can be a dangerous situation for some but doing what you can to be true and kind to yourself, even when its hard, pays off so much <3

[myceliumhash]

im gonna start getting into the pup play world

i just wanna be called a good boy and praised and given affection

[myceliumhash]

just had my 1st session with my new therapist and am litteraly so excited to cont.

gonna get to explore my autism/ neurodivergence, queerness and polyness with someone who genuinely understands :3

[myceliumhash]

i wanna get railed by a bear 🥵

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hacent been on here is a phat minute once again

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today was my last day of iop

im feeling more confident in myself but ik the next 2 weeks are gonna be rough with just adjusting to a new routine

[myceliumhash]

the way animals communicate with one another is so cute a straight forward

like, i wanna play with you yes ill play with you/no not interested

give me space/dont touch me

share this food/theres food this way!

and if the boundry isnt respected theres consequences

i think thats definitely a reason autistic people gravitate towards animals

[myceliumhash]

who would imagine that pacing myself as opposed to 4 shots off the bat would avert the need to vomit! /sarcasm

[myceliumhash]

ive started to experience skill regression

ive started to let myelf unmask and my energy level have plumeted but i know its my body telling me that im in burnout and need rest

i can either take care of myself, take care of ny bf, or indulge in special interests

its a frusterating cycle of finding a bit of balance and something else tips everything over

[myceliumhash]

THC fighting fast acting cancer causing cells <3

[myceliumhash]

we know an insane amount of science about cannabinoids, how it behaves in the human body, and how cannabinoids from the cannabis plant interact with our system and yet its not more mainstream

our body naturally produces endocannabinoids (endo meaning within) and it is responsible for the homeostasis within our body. The endocannabinoid system regulates our mood, cognitive function, appetite, pain response, and much more

the articles below explain how a natural deficiency in our endocannabinoids can cause a variety of common health issues/ailments and could be the reason why many patients prefer cannabis to pharmaceutical medication

Clinical endocannabinoid deficiency (CECD) revisited: can this concept explain the therapeutic benefits of cannabis in migraine, fibromyalgi

Subsequent research has confirmed that underlying endocannabinoid deficiencies indeed play a role in migraine, fibromyalgia, irritable bowel

Clinical Endocannabinoid Deficiency Reconsidered: Current Research Supports the Theory in Migraine, Fibromyalgia, Irritable Bowel, and Other

Medicine continues to struggle in its approaches to numerous common subjective pain syndromes that lack objective signs and remain treatment

[sweatermuppet]

get weirder get gayer & by god my friend you must get hairier

[myceliumhash]

i have achived all and will now acend

[autistic-af]

"I'm autistic and so if I can do (insert thing) than you can too!"

Stop it.

Autism is a spectrum. This type of thought process ignores Autistics with learning disorders, intellectual disabilities, moderate to high support needs and many other reasons someone may not be able to do that thing!

This is not a superpower. This is a disability.

Be proud of whatever you can do at your level.

[myceliumhash]

theres a lot of things i can do so when i cant do something a lot of the time i get treated like im lazy or irresponsible. im trying to be kinder to myself and remind myself that i have limits because of my autism but that doesnt mean i dont deserve to exist and be happy

[myceliumhash]

i find it so attractive when someone is into Shakespeare <3

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no matter who i date its queer