Balthazar woke in a cold sweat, his body felt slimy against the silk of his sheets as he sat upright looking around wildly. He was gasping for air, trying to force himself to calm down and snap back into reality. He was used to having bad dreams. Ever since the war he rarely had a night where he didnât have nightmares. Usually he saw images of death eaters in long black cloaks and porcelain white masks. Sometimes it would be dreams about the battle of Hogwarts. And on the worst nights he would see Lord Voldemort himself. But this one, this one had been different. It had been a reflection of his more personal loss.
He slid out of bed and slipped his shirt, which was drenched in sweat, over his head. He could feel a wave of nausea rush over him as he stumbled through the dark and grabbed his wand from the dresser. He uttered a soft âLumosâ watching the end of it produce a weak light. He crept toward the window that had a view of under the lake. The sight was somewhat calming, his jagged breathing was slowly growing steady again.
He glanced around, only then realizing that he was completely alone in the dormitories. He let out a sigh, pushing his hands through his dark curls before crossing the room to his trunk. Balthazar lifted his robes to his nose with one hand, breathing in the stench of formaldehyde, mixed with another unknown chemical. That was the issue with living behind the shop, his entire wardrobe stank of it until about a month into school. He shrugged into it anyway, squirting a few sprays of the cologne his mother had bought him for his birthday.
The common room appears to be deserted when he finally emerges from the dormitories. Balthazar tugged a folded piece of parchment from his robes, glancing down at his timetable. Classes had been temporarily replaced and instead students were assigned different areas to assist with renovations. It looked like he was out in the courtyard, which had definitely seen better days if he remembered correctly.
Instead of heading to breakfast, he made his way immediately to the courtyard. The morning air was crisp, burning his throat in a way that reminded him of the days over the summer that he spent lounging lazily in the weak England sun, smoking too many cigarettes.
There were a few people already there when he arrived, and he immediately made his way to Professor Sprout who appeared to be in charge of this particular area.
âWhere do you want me?â He asked, not bothering to wait for her to finish her conversation with another student.
âAh, Mr. Burke. You can head over there and help her.â She lifted a finger to the far corner, only appearing to be mildly irritated. He glanced that way, observing a girl in the far corner. He nodded once to convey his understanding before heading her way.