My Drug Journal

I'm a girl on a high. I'm a girl on a trip. I'm a girl on a journey.

[living-and-awaken]

Hello, I don't know what you're going through right now but I've been roughly where you're at emotionally and I just want to send you a big bundle of love and virtual hugs and well wishes for getting through whatever state you wake up in tomorrow xo

Thank you. This means the world to me. I am doing much better today. I use my poetry as a way to vent and it helped me out a lot. I was an addict. Well I am. I’m in the recovery process, though. I have officially hit 72 hours with no opiates and I’m guessing the lack of opiates in the system really had my mind fucked up. I’m almost there, though. It’ll still be tough for the next week or so… but I have to get better and go back to the way I used to be. I am filled with disapointment when I look in the mirror but it’s getting better with each passing day. Thank you so much. If I could hug you, I probably wouldn’t let go and maybe even cry a little lol. I have just been that stressed. Thank you so much.

[itquiet-deactivated20240530]

[mydrugjournal]

Reminder.

[airows]

[words-of-emotion]

The best feeling in the world is being able to say you did something for yourself without the help of anyone else.

https://twitter.com/goodquoteco (via words-of-emotion)

[mydrugjournal]

I don’t know if anyone actively follows this blog anymore

I post relatively sporadically nowadays. But for those who have followed my progress, here’s an update.

I’m adulting the hardest I’ve ever done. I took a semester off university last year to travel and filling my soul with fresh experiences was one of the greatest things I could have done. I’m back at university and am slowly converting myself into a straight-high-distinction-student. I’ve even started volunteering.

I’ve still got a criminal record to my name. I will always be an addict in recovery. And hey, I still trip on acid or take some MD from time to time ;) But every now and then I get to look at myself and be like ‘gurl you’re killing it’ and that’s a very good feeling. I hope you’re all doing really great, I hope my story inspires somebody. I will forever be in debt for the support I received here xoxo

[thetrippytrip]

[mydrugjournal]

Well I’ll be damned. PS love the blog I reblogged this from :)

[sexandconsciousness]

There’s only One. 

[visi0n--ary]

[sixpenceee]

The above are antique cocaine dishes. Cocaine was legal in the US until 1914. (Source)

[mysticalweedwizard]

[cybernofear]

Balanced.

[thehighendtheory]

All addicts, regardless of the substance or their social status share a consistent and obvious symptom; they’re not quite present when you talk to them. They communicate to you through a barely discernible but unignorable veil. They have about them the air of elsewhere, that they’re looking through you to somewhere else they’d rather be. And of course they are. The priority of any addict is to anaesthetise the pain of living to ease the passage of the day with some purchased relief.

[blackblackdope]

[xlloserrx]

[kelsi-recovers]

[mydrugjournal]

Some of the most fascinating people I've ever met are those who have overcome addiction. Be it to gambling or cutting or meth, these are the people who lost all power over their life but fought tooth and nail to snatch it back from the abyss. There's a strength and a courage to that and I cant help but admire it.

[tooperfectunperfect]