I Like To Dissociate, Let The Force Take The Wheel

Welcome to the written vomit from my brain. You can call me Sami, I’m 30+. My fics are 18+. I am on AO3 under the same name. Ko-Fi

[mylifeisactuallyamess]

Please take note all my writing is 18+.

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[theriga6-6]

[mylifeisactuallyamess]

I will share this every year 🥹

[barissoffee]

HAPPY STAR WARS DAY! | MAY THE 4TH BE WITH YOU

[starwarsblr]

Happy Star Wars Day!

[mylifeisactuallyamess]

It’s been a while since I ventured into the land of Tumblr.

Life is hard and it makes writing hard, but being back here for all of 5 minutes and I’m all 🫠 yeah I can do it! 🤦🏻‍♀️ hopefully I’ll actually finish Sanctuary.

Anyway, quick plea if you have a vgen account or willing to make one! My friend is a wonderful artist and looking for followers 🥹

You can find him here on vgen.

[roseworth]

“help” is my favorite way to say that something is funny. like hey i laughed at this post can you save me

[maidthings]

if you befriend enough weirdos you can get lectures for free

[gorgynei]

tragedy lovers when the tragedy impacts them deeply: this is FUCKED UP. do it again and again forever please

[lokaror]

The ancient greeks were right about one thing, at least.

[orcboxer]

which one

[lokaror]

I figure they had atleat one of them right.

[disc80s]

how is piracy bad? it’s sharing. and sharing is caring.

[baddybaddyadardaddy]

i made a stupid meme. 

[somewhere-on-kamino]

Lothal night ✨

[cabdane]

DIN DJARIN’S & SABINE WREN’S TRIALS OF THE DARKSABER

[gffa]

HELP THIS BOOK IS SO GOOD FOR BANTER AND THE ENTIRE COMPLICATED DYNAMIC BETWEEN THESE TWO Are things emotionally tangled and less than perfect? Sure, yeah, but there's also clear affection and fun they're having, there's consideration and kindness, the bad things either of them feels is coming from a place of caring about the other. It walks that line between how you can believe they really had a chance to live their best lives and how things ended up in canon, that it really adds to how much ROTS hurt because there was connection and kindness and care here. STAR WARS HURT MY FEELINGS AND I'M SUING LUCASFILM FOR NOT WRITING A HAPPY ENDING WHAT IF FOR THESE CHARACTERS. (Star Wars: Padawan's Pride | Brian Q. Miller)

[alwaysbringaphoenixdown]

Whenever I think about the dark side and how Star Wars talks about it, it's never as small as having a temper or being prideful

It's those character flaws to an extreme

It's the loss of control. The loss of stability. The loss of who you really wanted to be. It's everything you would be if you sacrificed any kind of restraint

No one's turn to the dark side has ever been treated as a freeing experience because that's not what it is. Most dark side users have been broken down and twisted by even worse characters into following them. In most cases, it takes years of pain and suffering to be fully corrupted. It takes direct brainwashing to turn someone quickly. The very few who seemingly turned to the dark side completely by their own choice were just inherently drawn to the worst aspects of a person's nature

Many jedi have their own flaws and struggles. Quite a few lose their way and need time to rediscover themselves and who they are as jedi, but many of them never fall to the dark side because the dark side is more severe than having negative traits

The light side represents who a person is when they are at peace with themselves. It's who they are when they accept their vices as part of them, and then refuse to let those same vices dominate them. Keeping your worst traits under control is not a form of repression

The dark side is the full rejection of all of your positive traits. It's embracing your vices to the point that compassion and kindness no longer exist. It's expressing every negative emotion without thought or restraint

Light represents freedom. You're free to decide for yourself what kind of person you want to be. You're free to choose your way forward. You're free to change and grow as you please

Darkness is the one that represents being trapped. It's the side that chains you to your hatred and refuses to let go. It's what blinds you to the goodness in the world and lose sight of everything you hoped to be

That's why there's no such thing as positive corruption in Star Wars

[rollynn-deactivated20181221]

[edwardcreel]

reblog if you believe fanfics are as valid as books that were published and sold by authors who write as their main careers. I'm trying to prove a point