I legit told myself that in 2019, I would remain true to myself. I would do things that I want to do not for anyone else, but for me. One of those things happens to be caring for others.
By nature and design, I am a maternal person. I love hard. If you're a friend, regardless of whether we speak daily, weekly, monthly, etc. you are still important to me and will receive my friendship, support and wholehearted love.
But, in loving some people, you soon realize they don't truly deserve the best part of you. It hurts. This makes a person want to change. Or, make me want to change. To go from being loving to being numb. To not caring. To giving up on people who I once made a promise to stick with through thick and thin.
But how can I be me, if I'm trying to not care, not love, not support, not be there for someone and it's who I am, it's all I know?
