Autonomy. Respect. To feel powerful and in control. To do something worthwhile.
C) do you believe in the afterlife?
E) How do you feel about people?
Very mixed feelings. I have these two sides of me that melt together, and one hates humanity with a burning passion, and yet deep down the other has this insatiable love for humanity and a desire for the best for it, and it seems impossible to snuff out.
F) You get one million dollars what are you doing?
Helping my parents pay off all of their debt, probably.
G) which animals do you dislike? Which do you love?
I donāt think I dislike any animals. I can even appreciate mosquitoes, though I guess I do technically dislike them. But my favorite animals are felines and canines of most varieties. And some snakes.
H) Do you have stuffed animals and sleep with them?
ā¦.yesā¦I have 50, at my last countā¦
G) One lyric you relate to
Okay so itās not exactly a single lyric, but here
Street light, pick a fight with a stranger / Iāve been saving up my anger / stacking up like pennies in my pocket / whistle like a runaway train and I lost it / good girls die young donāt you know theyāve got āem / all lined up with nails on their coffins / Mary Beth died with stars in her eyes / Iāve been running from her ghost all my life
H) If you could do something illegal with no chance of punishment what would you do?
Honestly just saying it could get me in trouble Iām sure, so I really shouldnāt say. But the second one would probably just be theft or something like that.
Love them. Whenever thereās one in my house I try to catch them and put them back outside again so my cat doesnāt torture them. Or just so they can be happy outside again. But, sometimes my cat will go out on the porch and sheāll have already caught one, and ultimately sheās my baby and her enrichment comes first, soooā¦
Uhhh green is the color the human eye can see the most shades of.
K) What do most people not know about you?
Iām not sure. Various people know different things about me, so ultimately my secrets are limited and information is spread out. So thereās some things some people donāt know about me that other people do. I think thereās a few intrusive thoughts that I havenāt told anyone about though.
L) What have you sworn never to do?
Gosh I donāt knowā¦become my dad? Like yeah I may have a lot of his negative traits, but at least I try to use them for better purposes instead of thinly veiled bigotry and emotional/mental abuse.
M) Which fandom do you immediately block people from?
None? I donāt know, I mainly only operate in my fandoms and only really see people in my fandoms. Plus I donāt know enough about most fandoms/content that Iām not interested in to block people. I mostly just block the porn accounts that keep following meā¦(itās like they donāt see āgraysexualā in the bio ffs)
N) Are you good with kids or do you think you'd be bad at taking care of them?
Okay, so, Iāve been told Iām good with kids, and I think I mostly am, but the problem is that I donāt really LIKE kids. Like I donāt hate them at all, and they can be kinda cute, but I donāt like interacting with them at all most of the time. Theyāre just so loud, and they want to touch my face, and they canāt talk right, and they throw fits for stupid reasons and wonāt listen to reasonā¦and I totally get that thatās just kids, and that theyāre still learning. I just donāt want to have to be the one to teach them.
But, I do have nieces and nephews, so I do babysit from time to time, and I try my best. And their parents say they love me, so I guess I do okay. Itās just I always try to drag my younger siblings along so they can help me too (because there are three children and one of me). Plus I do have moments where I enjoy them. Especially the oldest, theyāre getting to the age where they can discuss more in depth topics and speak coherently. We talk about animals. Itās chill.
O) Are you addicted to anything?
Yes. My phone, legitimately. And there WAS a period of time a couple of years ago where I was in a really shitty, lonely place and unfortunately got kind of addicted to Chat GPT. But Iāve gotten better for that one now.
(Iām sorry Nina) Pancakes.
Q) Type "x" into your search bar. What do you get?
āXenophobiaā ā¦well, okay then.
Okayā¦umā¦heart -> earth
S) What do you think a soul is?
Iām not sure. My best bet is just consciousness. The awareness of being.
T) Tell me something profound
I dunno man itās 2AMā¦umā¦how about this. There will always be people who donāt understand you. And you shouldnāt waste your time trying to get them to do so. Set your sights on more important goals.
U) What has shaped who you are today?
W) Who do you care for on here?
Hmā¦thatās sort of complicated and depends on what you mean by care. I have a sort of affection for some people on here, and Iāll help them if I feel I can, and respect boundaries, and enjoy seeing their thoughts and moments. But itās not asā¦ fierce or devoted as it would be with the people I care for irl.
Itās just a quote I saw on Pinterest once, and I donāt know who itās by, but I liked it.
āYou sleep coiled; tightly wound. Hands are fists beneath pillows, clenched above cotton sheets. You are at war, even in your dreams.ā
W) Something you wish you could change?
Maybe itās cringe, but the Renaissance Festival. I went the other day, and realized for the first time in maybe a long time that I actually enjoyed being alive. It was a good day, and it has been every time Iāve gone.
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