Past || Myra & [Open]
Reflecting on one’s past was a dangerous business. It was a past time full of rose-tinted memories and nostalgia staining the truth. Myra knew better, knew she must know better or she would be quite foolish. Yet sometimes she played that fool. A fool who clung to the simplicity of what life had been for the unknowing. A beautiful world where fighting was not and worries were few. But she’d learned young that wasn’t the truth, learned to hide behind pretty words and her truly warm heart. She was not hated by many to this day, was free to wander among the woods and flowers about Queensgarden yet quarrel with her brothers and love them the same. She adored her sister and treated her in kind.
But in the dead of night, she found herself thinking on what this world could have been. Should have been. It was a rare thought, one she hated entertaining but knew not how to banish. And after sitting up among her linens she might find herself needing to tie on a dressing gown, retrieve a candle, and wander among the halls. Often she was left alone to do so. Not many souls joined her worrying one and even those that did rarely crossed her path or said hello.
Though on such a night as this, when that rare soul faced her and acknowledged her, she smiled, nodded even, before facing back to the window, reflecting on a moonlit courtyard and the swimming in her head. Perhaps they would speak. Perhaps they would not. She knew not. But maybe it was time she stopped letting her mind roam alone in the dark.











