My Crazy,Beautiful Life

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Some people should just stay off from Facebook. Especially those who think they are never WRONG when guess what you are sometimes, and those that think everything they say is so philosophical, they are just stupid people who they think they are smart. And it is especially sucks when these two problems are in the same fricking person and I have to work with this jack hole! ugh my life right now does not need this jack hole in it. Why doesn't he get the hint that one a single one of us like working with him and that he should just quit or transfer to another pharmacy!

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adulting sucks! trying to sell a house is beyond stressful! you just get to realize how stupid and greedy some people can become!

[disneymoviesanywhere]

Move, ball!

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So yesterday for some unknown reason, reality slammed me in the face. All of a sudden it dawned on me that I would never have children. I got through it ok. But thinking about it makes me cry all over again. I’m hoping that we can adopt. I will do whatever it takes to come up with the money. Fundraiser and loans. Whatever! For now I'm just going to keep remembering that I have a husband who loves me no matter what and two adorable fur babies.

[kanerr]

Favorite Play of All Time. Brady to Edelman to Amendola for a touchdown!

[maesterswereright]

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So good to see Rory again!!!!

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2016

2016 will be a great year! The saying is “If you believe it, you can achieve it!” Right?

1. Hang out with my besties more!

2. Try new things.

3. Get organized.

4. Get debts paid down or completely paid off.

5. Start the process to build a house!!!!

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November

The beginning of November always gets me thinking. A lot of what ifs. My husband and I would have a four year old this year! Or a one year old! We had three miscarriages in total. Two of our babies would have been born in November. The other in October. We had so many plans for the future for our future president or engineer or doctor or whatever they wanted to be! Now that cancer has taken this chance completely away from us we have our awesome fur babies and hope that once day we can adopt!

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Dr. visit tomorrow

Whenever I have an appointment coming up I always start to get anxious. I have a slight fear that they are going to tell me that my cancer is coming back. I know its all in my head but it’s still a fear I have that will probably haunt me for the rest of my life and it sucks!

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Work Woes

Week two of work and I wanted to throat punch a customer! Don't argue with me about my work. And I really hate people who threaten to take their business else where. Do it I dare you! Contrary to your stupid thoughts we will survive without your business. We were doing just fine before you transferred your stupid drugs here!

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You know you eat Applebees to much when you have them as a contact!

[fabricatedmoon]

My biopsy is in a few minutes.

And I’d like to vomit.

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ask for music! My biopsy doctor plays Pandora for me! helps alot

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That awkward moment when your watching Dr. Who and the TARDIS takes off and you immediately look at your phone! lol

[fabricatedmoon]

Why in the heck is the hair at the top of my head so thin! I was really looking forward to the post-chemo fluffy, soft hair but I’m stuck with this half-ass toupet…

[mysteriouspinktimemachine]

I have the same problem!

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I got together with some of my family for our weekly breakfast and we start talking about shows were watching.

Me: Dr. Who starts Saturday!

Sister: *smiles

Me: I've been watching so much Dr. Who that I surprised I haven't started talking with a British accent!

Sister: * Laughs

Dad: * Laughs

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I GET TO GO BACK TO WORK!!! and I couldn't be more excited! I'm so ready for this. Not working at first was fine with me but as I got healthier and healthier I just couldn't wait to go back to work. I officially start Oct. 6th!