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Toji Near his breaking point
Even without Toji uttering a single word, the audience could understand jut how miserable Toji was in the Zenin household. His eyes are dull, lifeless and straight-ahead, so miserable that heâs not even acknowledging the young Naoya by him. His arms is slung in the front, as if not caring that his chest is exposed. It indicates how he was no longer bothered about the Zenin clanâs assaults.
 His lips are in a frown, tight, and his collarbone and chest are exposed. The exposure of the chest and collarbone are signs of vulnerability and weakness, which signify how Toji was in one of his most unstable and defenseless conditions in his life. He was about his breaking point here
someone said toji may not be the best parent but he's the best parent in the zenin family and i 100% agree
dude i was thinking about how toji protected megumi in the shibuya incident arc by killing and stopping his vessel from being used as a weapon against his son and i almost cried.
Fruits Basket the Final - opening
I didn't like how most people exclude the Kyo/Tohru, Yuki/Machi and Kyo breaking his rosary parts. So I did my own version.
Random assumptions Iâve inferred about Toji because Akutami has given us literal crumbs:
This is just a short post to list a few things that I feel like may be true based off the analysis I have done on Tojiâs character that have been on my mind for a bit. As a literature and psychology student itâs always in me to get to the characters deeper meaning so here we go :))
Disclaimer: Anything mentioned is just some thoughts I had - I donât intend to give any accurate psychological judgements.
Tojiâs arrogant and cocky demeanour is a carefully crafted facade that is used by Toji as a self defence mechanism. I think this behaviour allows him to deflect the hurt, resentment and self esteem issues that arose from being denied a place in the Zenâin clan. He only keeps it up in front of others but soon drops it when heâs away from the eye of the public.
I had this thought a little later but when Gojo meets Megumi for the first time when he was a kid he mentions to him something along the lines of, âyour dad left the clan in order to have youâ. I was thinking whether this meant that Toji was either dating or married to Megumiâs mother whilst still a part of the clan and when he learnt she was pregnant he left the clan? Or did he fall in love with Megumiâs mother and decide he wanted to leave the clan in order to start a family with her? Either way, I think it can be inferred that Megumi and his mother did play a role in his decision to leave the Zenin clan.
I would presume that Toji giving away Megumi largely arose from feelings of inadequacy and incapability. After Megumiâs mother passed away I presume he didnât deem himself capable or even worthy of taking care of a child all by himself. So he passes him on to people who he thinks would give him more of a worthy life of living. Not to mention that Megumiâs mother death probably hit him quite hard.
Contrary to some beliefs, I actually think Toji would prefer a sweet, soft hearted and tender sort of girl in contrast to his own rough demeanour. I believe Megumiâs mother probably fitted this description.
Tojiâs recklessness of moving from woman to woman and spending his money just as quickly seems more like someone dealing with depression rather than someone who is a âplayerâ as sort. Either way, I think Toji uses these kind of actions as a way to stop himself from feeling and reinforcing a sense of carelessness in appearance.
In regard to his carelessness I actually think he harbours deep disgust towards himself but tries to convince himself that he lives with an attitude of apathy towards everything to disregard these feelings. The whole, âI donât care anymore, I donât care anymoreâ sentence in chapter 113 is a reinforcement of this whenever he comes to deal with a part of himself he dislikes.
Toji forgetting Megumiâs name in my opinion was not that he didnât care to remember but rather an act of repression. The brain can sometimes repress memories that bring out emotions such as sadness, trauma or any other grief like emotion. So I think Toji was able to repress this memory in order to come to terms with sort of âabandoningâ Megumi which I donât believe was as easy as he makes it seem.
I believe it was probably Tsumikiâs mother who proposed that they get married and Toji probably went along for the convenience of it. In essence I think the only person he ever loved was in fact Megumiâs mum and he did not hold that same affection for Tsumikiâs mother. He probably thought that it would help Megumi out by having a mother before he decided to take off. I believe Tsumikiâs mother probably took off a little while after (this is just a hunch I might be wrong)
Well thatâs all I have for now. Let me know if you guys have any of your own assumptions.
Donât kill me but I was incredibly UNDERWHELMED by 707âs route and I think itâs only overhyped because most of you guys seem him as the supposed true ending? Idk, nothing really stuck out to me.
Yoosungâs route is honestly so good. His development is actually really well-written and paced and itâs by far the most believable (except for the fact it happens within like a week but I mean, thatâs just how the game works so), not to mention heâs the actual cutest? Heâs so sweet and so like⌠emotionally sincere, like thereâs really no bs with him. Itâs not like there isnât conflict in his route but Yoosungâs feelings for you are never in question he loves you SO much and he would do anything for you, and I also just love how much he loves love you know like he loves romance and yes heâs quite idealistic about it but he also just loves the simpler, more domestic stuff? Like itâs actually one of his dreams to be the kind of husband who helps out around the house and he wants to cook for you and fold laundry with you like!! thatâs so cute oh my god heâs just so GOOD I adore him
Yoosungâs route is still one of my favourites to date. I feel like all people remember about his route is that he compares you to Rika. However, Iâd actually say getting past this bridge was probably much easier than the issues that MC has to deal with in Jumin and Sevenâs route. And once you get past that, he is literally the sweetest guy ever? Honestly, it was hella cheesy but his route honestly had me smiling from day 5 all the way to day 11. Not to mention the fact that you just feel a sense of comfort and ease whilst talking to him, like he respects and just genuinely loves you. So put some respect on my boy yeahđđ
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Updated as of 06/06/2020 (if you think I missed a favorite of yours let me know and Iâll fix the list)
Fluffy Headcanons W/ Saeran, Ray, and Unknown
RFA + Minor Trio W/ soft morning moments
RFA W/ an MC who has Narcolepsy and Cataplexy
RFA + Minor Duo W/ an MC who loves Kids
RFA + Minor Duo W/ an MC who bathes in the dark to relieve stress
Saeran + Seven W/ an MC celebrating White Day
Saeran W/ a Doting MC
Saeran + Seven + W/ an MC who just had a bad day
Saeran + Ray + Unknown W/ an MC who asks them to sleep with them
RFA W/ a Short MC
Minor Trio W/ a Short MC
Saeran + Seven W/ an MC who asks them to come with therapy with them
Saeran W/ an MC who doesnât like sweets
Saeran doting on his MC
Saeran + MC Beauty & the Beast AU
RFA + Minor Duo Helping an MC during a Panic Attack
Meeting for the first time W/ Unknown
Zen + Jumin + Ray + Unknown reacting to an MC who plops down on their laps
Black Suit Saeran: âStop laughing! We have to be quiet!â
MC W/ Saeran: âYes! I punched him in the first! Whatâs so hard to believe about that?â
MC W/ Saeran: âYouâre going to succeed. Itâs already written in the stars.â
SE Saeran W/ MC: âGo ahead. Go to sleep. I dare you.â
Black Suit Saeran W/ MC: âYou think you can stop these hands? Say that to my face!â
Seven W/ MC: Whelve & Ansare
Saeran W/ MC: Cafune & Â Verklempt
Soulmate AU W/ Saeran
Yoosung + Zen + Jaehee W/ an MC who doesnât say âI Love You.â
Seven W/ an MC who is overworked from school
RFA W/ an MC who comes out as Non-Binary
RFA + Minor Duo W/ an MC who usually dresses dark but tries something different
RFA + Minor Trio W/ an MC who cried themselves to sleep
RFA + V W/ an MC with Brittle Bone Disease
Yoosung + Zen + Seven + Saeran W/ MC who runs off after they kiss them
Music Theory #1 for Saeran
Music Theory #2 for Seven
Saeran + Ray + Unknown W/ an MC who doesnât believe they deserve to be happy
Saeran W/ an MC who likes Cartoons but is ashamed of it
RFA + Saeran finding out their MC is a boy
Trans Yoosung on his first date W/ MC
Music Theory #3 for Saeran
Music Theory #4 for Saeran
Jaehee + Seven W/ an MC who had to underground for their own safety
RFA W/ an MC who was brainwashed by Mint Eye
Music Theory #5 for Saeran
Music Theory #6 for Seven
Seven + V + Saeran W/ an MC who doesnât think she deserves food
Soulmate AU W/ Seven
Daddy Saeran Tag
Writing Prompt Lists
Seven + Jumin W/ an MC who wants to go to Cat Island
Seven + Jumin W/ an MC in a Cat Cafe
Saeran W/ MC cuddling
Music Theory #7 for Seven
RFA kids with Separation Issues
Saeran W/ an MC who has a prosthetic leg
MC w/ stuffed animals
Music Theory #8 W/ Saeran
Flirty MC w/ Ray & Unknown
Prompt Lists + Prompts
RFA Kids AU
RFA + Saeran + V w/ an MC with Gastroparesis
MC believing they donât deserve to be happyâ W/ Seven?
Ray + Saeran w/ an MC with a daughter
Matchup + Match Up
Haunted MC AU + Laptop anon
SPN AU
Mob Saeran AU
Zen W/ an MC with Infertility Issues
Seven + V + Saeran W/ an Goth MC
Seven W/ an emotionally unreadable MC
Seven + Saeran W/ an MC who comes home distraught after a family fight
Jumin + Saeran + Seven W/ an MC who calls their Cat their baby/son/daughter/child
Saeyoung, Saeran, and Jaehee W/ an MC who calls little things they love âbabiesâ
Saeran + Vanderwood + Saeyoung W/ an MC with a Child Alter
Seven W/ an MC who wants kisses
Seven W/ an MC with abandonment fears
Saeyoung + Zen + Saeran W/ an MC after a bad dissociation
Seven W/ an MC with BPD
Seven W/ A kid Hacker who lives alone
Zen W/ an MC who has been bullied by his fans
Seven + Saeran + Zen W/ a Burly Lumberjack MC
Saeran W/ an MC who mistakes Seven for him
Saeyoung + Saeran + V W/ a shy Male MC
Jumin + Saeyoung + Saeran W/a Nervous Male MC
Zen W/ an MC with disordered eating
Soulmate AU Ray
Soulmate AU Seven
Seven + Saeran W/ and MC with a Vent Blog
Unknown + Suit + Ray W/ an MC with nightmares
Seven + Zen + Saeran W/ an MC who just needs to scream
Zen W/ an MC who needs comfort
Vent Blog AU
Seven W/ an MC with self-worth issues
Jaehee W/ an MC with a dog
Seven W/ a Trans Masc MC
Jaehee W/ an MC who volunteers
Saeran + Saeyoung W/a Male MC who climbs trees
Zen W/ an MC with low self-esteem
Vanderwood + Saeran + Saeyoung W/ an MC with a placating alter
Unknown comfort an MC
Suit Saeran + Ray + Saeran W/ an MC with Panic Attacks
Jumin + Zen + Saeran W/ an MC who helps others but never thinks of themselves
Zen W/ an MC who has a cat
Saeyoung + Unknown W/ an MC who suffered from Child Abuse
Saeran + Saeyoung + Vanderwood W/ an MC who struggles to eat
Jumin W/ an MC who is planing something and heâs suspicious
Ray W/ an MC who is suddenly affectionate
Saeran W/ a Trans!Male!MC nervous about coming out
RFA + Minor Trio with an mc with bad imposter syndrome
MC who mistakes Saeran for Saeyoung
Saeran + Suit Saeran + Ray walking in on an MC who is changing
Saeran + Suit Saeran + Ray with an MC who kisses them out of the blue
Ray W/ an MC who spoils him
Saeran W/ an MC who gets back at him for biting them
MC calling Ray their prince
Zen W/ a fit MC
Jaehee + Seven W/ a fit Male MC
RFA + Minor Trio W/ an MC who has animalistic triggers
RFA + V W/ a paramedic MC
RFA + Minor Trio W/a female MC who dresses more âmasculineâ
RFA + V + Saeran W/ an MC with ADHD
Seven + Saeran + Jumin + Jihyun W/ a Trans!M!MC
V comforting an MC about the Quarantine
Saeran comforting an emotionally tired MC
Judas (My Male MC) W/ an MC who loves kisses
Lila (My MC) W/ an MC who kisses her
My MCs and how they react during Panic Attacks
Jumin comforts an MC who lost their job
An MC who can get Suit Saeran to smile
Yoosung W/ an MC who is always sleepy
An MC who was childhood friends with Ray and Seven but Ray donât remember them + PART TWO
Zen comforting an emotional MC
Seven W/ an MC who cosplays as him
Yoosung W/ a chubby MC
RFA + Saeran W/ an MC during the quarantine
Saeran jealous of Zen flirting with his MC
Zen W/ a drunk and flirty MC
RFA W/ an MC who would rather adopt
Yoosung W/ a Punk MC
Zen comforting his MC
Zen comforting his MC while theyâre on their period
Seven scolded by his MC for not eating well
Ray + Seven + Yoosung comforting a crybaby MC
Lila (My MC) with a tall MC
Minji + Lila + Judas (My MCs) reacting to Lumberjack MC
Baby Prompts
Zen W/ an MC on Anti-Depressants
Saeran + Ray + Suit accidentally blurt out âI love youâ to MC
Saeran + Seven + Yoosung W/ an MC thatâs older than them
Seven + Zen + Jaehee W/ an MC thatâs younger than them
Seven checking up on Saeran + his boyfriend and getting called out for worrying too much
What if MC asked to kiss Ray in the Garden?
MC singing Ray to sleep
Anniversary with Saeran
Saeran + Seven W/ a Witch MC
Vanderwood + V + Saeran W/ an MC with abusive family
Ray + Suit + Saeran W/ an MC with resting annoyed face
Jumin + Seven + Saeran W/ a Latinx MC
Vanderwood + V + Saeran W/ an Polygot MC
Saeran + Seven W/ an MC who dotes on them
Jumin + Seven + Saeran W/ a male MC who enjoys staying up late
RFA + Minor Trio Wedding Songs
Jumin + Seven W/ an MC distraught over an injured animal
Chaos Theory + Choi Boys
Unknown coming to ârescueâ a depressed MC
Jaehee has a romantic dream about MC
Zen and MC chatting over word puzzles
Saeran + Ray + Suit W/ an MC always ready to fight for them
Jaehee defending MC from an entitled customer
Saeran comforting Lila: âHe didnât do it out of the good of his heat, he did it out of the dumb of his ass!â + Bonus Saeyoung commentary
Zen comforting an MC with severe depression
Ray and his MC laying together
V + Zen + Saeran W/ an MC with dry humor and coarse attitude
RFA W/ a foster child
Zen + Saeran + Seven W/ an MC with an alcoholic dad
Ray W/ an MC who seems apathetic
RFA W/ an MC that self-isolates during depression
Zen x Seven x Reader Polyship
Anastasia AU
Zen comforting a plus-size MC
Jaehee + Jumin + V W/ a quiet and calm MC
Seven comforting an MC with an undiagnosed mental illness
Yoosung W/ a foreign MC
Zen W/ an MC who tosses and turns in their sleep
Seven W/ an Male MC with scars
OCs x Reader Soulmate AU, Minji part two, Judas part three,
RFA + Saeran W/ an MC with PTSD
Zen W/ an MC on the anniversary of their attempt at ending their life + PART TWO + PART THREE
RFA + Minor Trio W/ a comedian MC
Seven + Minor Trio W/ an MC who is a criminal pathologist
Zen + Yoosung + Seven Comforting an MC during a thunderstorm
Judas (My MC) being comforted by the MC about his past
RFA W/ an MC who looks like Rika
RFA + V + Saeran W/ an MC who has them as their phone wallpaper
RFA + Minor Trio W/ an MC who never gets cold
Ray W/ an MC with a fondness for sad flowers
Minji (My MC) with an MC who loves to bake
Zen + Jumin + V W/ a Male MC thatâs taller than them
Jumin W/ a paramedic MC who treats him after an accident
RFA platonic cuddles
Saeran + Ray + Suit W/ an Affectionate MC
Most Likely to Least Likely to Tease an MC for a crush on another member
Color Soulmate Jumin
Color Soulmate V
Lila x Reader blurb 2
RFA + V W/ an MC who is always cold
AE Saeran W/ an MC who is still afraid of him
If Jumin dealt with the Bomb, Â two
Saeran + Seven W/ an MC who doesnât like their birthday
RFA + V + Saeran W/ an MC who struggles to speak Korean
RFA W/ an MC with Social Anxiety
RFA + V + Saeran Teasing MC over a crush on one of the other members
Yoosung W/ a Trans Male MC with ASD
Seven + Saeran + Judas with an MC who finds a lump
V W/ an MC who is a pianist
Suit Saeran W/ an MC who is kind to him
Suit Saeran W/ an MC who donât mince words with him
Saeran + Ray + Suit W/ an MC who cries a lot
Suit Saeran W/ an MC who doesnât react
Suit + Ray + Saeran W/ an MC who calls them a cannibal for eating marshmallows
Zen W/ an MC who cannot stand his drinkinâ or smoking due to past abuse
Seven W/ an MC who is still upset about his actions during the bomb scare
RFA + V + Judas + Minji W/ an MC who replaces their items with sweets
RFA W/ an MC who is dealing with a power outage
RFA + Minor Trio W/ an MC on their period
RFA + Saeran W/ an MC whose family treats them like a maid
Yoosung and MC dealing with depression
My MCs comforting an MC who overworked themself
RFA W/ an MC who had nightmares
RFA W/ an MC with large scars
RFA + Minor Trio W/ an MC who gets angry when theyâre sick
Minor Trio + Jumin + Yoosung with an MC thatâs younger than them
RFA W/ a teen MC
Jumin + Seven + V W/ an MC who was trying to make them a cakeÂ
Seven + Zen + Jumin W/ an MC who looks like Elizabeth the 3rd
RFA W/ an MC who writes their feelings in lyricsÂ
Jumin + V + Seven W/ an Male MC who doodles them
Yoosung + Zen + Jumin + Seven W/ an MC who wants to braid their hair
Jumin + Seven + Zen W/ an MC who only eats soup
Ray + Suit + Saeran W/ an MC who doesnât have a cute sneeze
Suit Saeran W/ an MC taller than him
CHARACTER TAGS
Saeran Choi
Saeyoung Choi
Yoosung Kim
Jumin Han
Jaehee Kang
Hyun Ryu
Jihyun Kim
Lila Lancelot (my MC!)
Judas Choi (my MC!) + Minji Cho (my MC!) + Poly Trio
FICS:
Convallaria Majalis - Saeran x OC x Ray
+ more can be found at my AO3
Saeran x Lila playlist
i really did go ahead and get mad at "does jumin han is gay" jokes the other night, as i do every so often, because it's just people disregarding the trauma he has relating to almost all the women he's ever had a close relationship to in his entire life and making fun of the fact that he, until you came into his life, had an understandable reason for being that way
they're homophobic af too
Heâs so damn CUTE! Like he feels so bad about expressing himself and scared people will laugh at him....
So what do the other boys decide to do...?
Iâm... Iâm so angry
As much as i do love Zen and Seven, I was more than happy to BACK HAND them in the face at this point for making fun of Jumin like thisđ¤
Random Jumin Headcanon
Iâm totally all for aggressive, dominant, â50 Shades of Grayâ -esque Jumin, donât get me wrong, I love it. But I really feel like he wouldnât be like that with MC. After having bottled up his emotions for so long and never having ever loved someone before the way he loves MC, I really feel like he would be incredibly passionate and loving and gentle, always caring for her and putting her needs and desires before his own, all he wants is to see her happy and satisfied. I mean, just look at his Valentineâs Day special. That shit makes me so soft. And I just love that so much more.
AU where (Secret Ending?) MC is thrown back in time and wants to save the twins, only to find that Saeyoung has already joined the agency⌠so she decides to raise Saeran instead, before Rika can get her hands on him (Part 1)
call seven after the day 10 8:00 am chatroom on Juminâs route if you want to break your heart...
today's megane is: Saeyoung Choi (707) from Mystic Messenger
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707 after crying for 6 hours: its not that serious tho lmao