Daivia's Blog of Everything

27 genderfluid trans woman(?) . i scream at mobile devices for a living. i occasionally program them too. nerd specializing in video games and d&d. She/they. Pfp edited from a sapgoon picrew

[seraphina-aureline]

I don't want to be bitter anymore

I realized something tonight.

I don't want to be bitter anymore.

I miss the girl I used to be before everything happened to me.

The girl who wanted to make people happy.

The girl who trusted people.

The girl who laughed easily.

The girl who believed that, if she was kind to the world, maybe the world would be kind back.

Somewhere along the way, I became afraid.

Everything became complicated.

Every friendship felt fragile.

Every disagreement felt dangerous.

I found myself expecting the worst before it even had the chance to happen.

I understand why.

But I don't want to live that way anymore.

I want to be happy again.

I want to laugh again.

I want to trust people again.

I want to be positive.

I want to be uplifting.

I want to make people smile.

I know I can't become the girl I was before.

Too much has happened.

But I miss her.

And I think I'd like to find her.

Wherever she might be.

[terraswallows]

I'd gladly stand by you the entire way, being a shoulder to lean on if ever things get a bit to much.

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

My mental illness tells me I’m not mentally ill enough to be mentally ill because I can pretend to be not mentally ill sometimes…. And so I should feel bad about taking up space and “exaggerating”.

Yay

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Oh…. That’s the trauma…. Oh….

[tgirl-tamag0tchi]

Anyways I’m being sent to bed and to cuddle plushie and listen to music by my girlfriend… so I’ll try that.

[scramratz]

saw a youtube video with a date of 20 years ago and i thought "surely this is a glitch, youtube wasnt even around 20 years ago" and then i watched as my hands shriveled and fell to dust before my very eyes

[r0zaria]

[64mpg]

collar with a tag that says NEEDS CLEAR STRAIGHTFORWARD COMMUNICATION OR STRUGGLES TO UNDERSTAND WHAT’S GOING ON

[weepingchoir]

huh

[contemptible-scoundrel]

[epicsause-official]

transgender super mario land 2 reboot where mario is FtM and wario is ℲtW

[foone]

On the last day of Pride Month, happy Trans Pride, now and forever and ever and ever, Amen.

[lara-cherriinie]

i love suselle

[lara-cherriinie]

this is probably incomprehensible to anybody except me but. deltarune x phm au

[lara-cherriinie]

i like the idea of the fun gang getting new outfits each chapter to match the theme :]

[pirateprincessjess]

I learned yesterday that my Girlfriend doesn’t know who Ray the Flying Squirrel is, and it reminded me of that one XKCD comic about average familiarity.

[zombooyah]

 I got a couple of movies from Netflix and they had these cool Halloween-themed mailers. Maybe I’m easily amused, but they’re kind of nifty!

[somethingusefulfromflorida]

[daniople]

[2022] happy birthday sunny and omori ☀️🔪

[shaveyoureyebrows]

I Don't Like Billionaires

[diavalkitty]

The most family friendly game ever..🫪

[pinkducttape]

I'm trans, don't fucking interact with me if you like Harry Potter godsdamnit