the life of MJ

Michaela × 22 × Canadian × Due with Carly 07/31/18 ❤️

[mysticmichaela]

Hey, baby girl 🌻

[mysticmichaela]

14W6D

My due date has been changed to July 31.

I still can't believe I'm pregnant.

[mysticmichaela]

12 week ultrasound

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QuickUpdate

On the latest chapter of my life;

~ at the end of Feb 2017 I ended my 4 year relationship. I finally came to my senses and couldn't stand the abuse any longer.

~ moved back to my hometown the beginning of April 2017.

~ met D mid April, and the rest of 2017 went very quick.

~ June - started a new job.

~ September- my 19 year old little brother passed away in a fatal car accident.

~ October - D and I decide to NTNP. I get pregnant.

~ November - Find out I'm pregnant.

~ December - Announce my pregnancy.

2018 so far has been crazy, hectic and more amazing than I ever could have imagined. I'm carrying a life. Currently 14W4D.

[giffingcartoons]

[mysticmichaela]

I want so bad,

To be more decidicated to Tumblr. I want to have this to look back on.

[mysticmichaela]

Fuck making a new blog,

I already have trouble keeping up with this one. 11 weeks today and trying to stay hopeful. One more week and we're in the safe zone!

[mysticmichaela]

Guys, I’m pregnant.

Making a new blog to track everything. Stay tunedddddd!!!

[bob-belcher]

[wakemewhenimgorgeous]

I’m just really struggling today

Me, every day (via wakemewhenimgorgeous)

[mysticmichaela]

I'm moving home tomorrow,

Back to land of nothing. No jobs, no friends, no happiness.

[mysticmichaela]

So much has changed in the last few weeks,

I have to learn to be a single person again.

[teenmomblast]

[brittany-murphy]

[gameraboy]

Be My Valentine, Charlie Brown (1975)

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[mysticmichaela]

TTC Update × while we were living in my hometown during this passed summer I had a conversation with my GP where he basically said it seems as though we're not going to be able to concieve on our own, all factors considered. Essentially the things we discussed were: 1) My parents had a really hard time TTC me, they tried for over 5 years and then started Chlomid and finally got pregnant. They had to go back to Chlomid to conceive my younger brother. 2) There's so many members of my family that have had fertility issues. Pcos, indometriosis, etc. 3) The fact that I've never had "normal" periods. [TMI] They've always been either extremely heavy or pretty irregular and always painful to the point where I've ended up in the hospital multiple times because I couldn't cope with the pain and OTC pain meds weren't giving me any relief. 4) After trying for so long on our own, Doctor X was fairly confident that were going to need some medical assistance. We discussed starting Chlomid, as well as G having a SA and Doctor X referring me to a Gyno if the 3 month chlomid cycle wasn't successful. × unfortunately everything stated in the above bullet point was put on hold as we ended up having to move back to the other side of the province at the end of summer. × we're still trying naturally. I know when I ovulate every month, but I'm still not pregnant and haven't even been a day late in almost a year. × this is cycle 19. × I'm very discouraged.