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[phoebessstavving]

Me since march 😞

[unicornsarerealbciexist]

why am i such a fucking disgusting pig 😔 i am legit going to start fucking hurting myself when i mess up my f@sts

fml

[n1ckee]

id literally sell my soul to the devil to have "oops i forgot to eat again!!" type of €d instead of "i just had 4 thousand grams of uranium for lunch and still want more"

[ironsunskull]

i keep binging oh my god i have to die

[dreamygirlmelancholia]

I fucking hate feeling the fat of my body

I love food, I just want to eat chocolates, a huge plate of pasta with a lot of cheese,..

I can't stand it, I can't eat, if I eat I will hate myself even more

[maxxie-or-smth]

every 5 minutes i go wow i NEED to kill myself and then i ignore it because i have things to do

[carnage-cathedral]

all photo/writing credits go to me. please do not reupload

[unfiltereddddmess]

[n1ckee]

my whole life in one picture

[lev2go]

june is starting... time to lock innn ⏳🪽

I'll try my best to keep at it!!

[virtualoolong]

Why am I so bad at conversation I should die

[sofii23412]

i feel like such a wannarexic when ppl weigh less than me 😣

[sweetbittersweets]

I despise my body it’s the most uncomfortable place I’ve ever lived in

[n1ckee]

feeling like this particular ame gif

i just LOOVeee having m14 uh huhh 😊😊❤️❤️

[n1ckee]

three years ago i was freely fasting for weeks straight, when i had to eat it was like 300 cals a day max and then top it up with 13k steps now i cant even last 20 hours of no eating, b\ping and conveniently od'ing on laxatives what happened to me

[t00sickforanangel2]

I feel so disgustingly fat omfg

[f1n1sf4d1ng4w4y]

tw mi4 vent

i cannot stop b/p

i really feel like they misdiagnosed me and im mi4 not 4n4.

ive always struggled with 🗑️ging i was a fat kid. lowk thanks lockdown. then since this started three years ago ive exercised p or f4sted as a type of p.

then later i started just throwing up and then l4x

and like even when i do restrict i just end up back here again, its not like ive lost a ton of w, 15kg in over a year.

and like im in recovery for 4n4 nd it feels fucking stupid, no one did shit about me b/ping and its the reason i wanted help in the first place.

i only havent thrown up recently coz i saw red once and freaked out. and its gotten bad again so im sure thats gonna start now coz i cant keep stealing l4x from the cabinet.

i hate to admit it but im so fucking out of control it genuinely doesn't mattter what i do i cant stop. i f4st and then i b/p, i eat more throughout the day and then im back here anyways. or i keep busy and end up here, i chug water, i drink tea, i leave thw house, i throw out food. nothing fucking works. there was a brief period from feb-march where i didnt. one month. fucking hell. idek what i did differently just had fucking self control i guess.

anyone has any tips please help coz ive given up. if you read this thanks 😭

[annamyloveeee]

how to loose my appetite no burax no glue??