Gem.

Whenever I feel like it. No one's gonna lose.

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Whoaaaa! In about three months time. Honestly, I've yet to feel anything. All I'm thinking about now is wanting to spend more time with my family and relatives. Ibu. Abah. Abang. SIL. Adik. Baby A. I really miss them a lot.

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"Correcting a fool will only make him hate you." That's okay to me. Because that fool doesn't even matter. I don't lose a single thing because of his hatred. I hate dogs that bark loudly but dare not to do anything. Okay, wait. That's more like a puppy. So you, little puppy, your threats don't move my family. Not a single bit. Not at all. But just in case you grow into a pitbull, I'm going to take this matter seriously. So you think you practise some black magic shit people will bow down and kiss your filthy feet? No, bro. You are wrong. You messed with the wrong family. I'm not being boastful but this is a fact. You called my fiancé a piece of shit? You wait and see what that piece of shit will do to you. And just so you know, I'm another pice of shit. So let's see what these two pieces of shit will do. If anything were to happen to any of my family members, your father and you, little puppy, will be the first that I will look for. And oh. Just so you know, again, I found your little thing. In.MY.ROOM. Don't think I do not know what you have been doing while you were not in town, you filthy little pea sized brain human being. We have been tolerating with your bullshit, bro. And you got the cheek to say we did not apologized when you came back? Big fuck huh? Hahaha. My baby brother is smart. He doesn't have a pea for a brain like you do. We shall let the game begin...

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I guess I lost my cool. No, no one understood. I was put to blame. However, I shouldn't have blasted and lashed out at Ba. Hate to say this but he really meant well. Just that I couldn't take in the way he conveys his message across. Fuck it, Nabilah. You should have known your Ba better. You could have just shut your fucking mouth and not talk back. I'm an irritant to myself lately.

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The last time I posted this was 5months plus ago. And today, we're left with 4 months and 30 days. Okay wait. That makes 5 months. Hahaha. Bacin nye app. But whateverrr.. 5 months is not long. Come August, Fir and myself are going to be super duper busy. The most busiest BTB and GTB of 2015. Deco, baju, berkat, invitation card, course, buying new bed, blablabla. And I, of course, have extra chores to do. Clear bilik and rearrange furniture laaaa. Just two nights ago I was telling his cousins I am not nervous yet. I don't feel anything yet la, Macam biasa la, tak de feeling la, mamak mee la, tokpekong Siam la.. Abe now, da panic a bit. Don't know why.. Hahaha. But anyways, doakan things will go smoothly yee.. In Shaa Allah, aamin!

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Saw a video by #cna on FB. Words from friends and families about the deceased. Can't contain my tears anymore. I don't know but I'm just so affected by the news. The students... They had a promising future ahead for each and every one of them. But Allah loves them more.. MashaAllah.. Sedih sangat.. And to the nudists, even if there's no earthquake, the least they could do is respect the locals' beliefs. Masuk kandang kambing mengembek. Masuk kandang kerbau menguak la derrr..

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Reading about the quake in Sabah, looking at the photos, reading about the victims, those students from TKPS especially, just made my heart drop. I do not know any of the victim personally but my heart shrinks everytime I see posts about the quake on my newsfeed in FB. Losing someone due to age or sickness is one thing. Losing someone due to accidents like this is another. Can't imagine myself to be in either situation. Praying to Allah to give ultimate strength for the families of the deceased. Hoping that they will stay strong. Untuk keluarga mangsa, bersyukurlah mereka pergi dalam keadaan Syahid. Doakan yang terbaik untuk mereka. In Shaa Allah, dapat bertemu mereka di Jannah kelak.

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I do not want to know if you did not have enough sleep, or not feeling well, or not happy with some things or someone. Because, really, for once, I'm tired. 😞

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Wow. 27years old now. Alhamdulillah, Allah panjangkan umur. Last year celebrating as a single lady, in Shaa Allah. 😊😊

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Mungkin, ada hikmah kenapa semua dilambatkan.

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Baby Ice fell asleep while trying to climb up my lap. So I picked him up and let him have a little comfort. Huhuhuhu

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Itating fiance. 😂😂😂

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What our baby won.. 2nd Best Longhair 5th Best Grooming And 7th Best Judge's Choice. (doesn't matter la hor. He is still the first in Fir's and my hearts.) His first time participating and he won 3 different prizes for himself. So proud of him. What's better, he slept almost all the time throughout the 9hours of the show. Hahahaha.

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MashaAllah.. Dugaan ape ni, Ya Allah?

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Telah lama ku nantikan Saat semua ku impikan Kau jadi rajaku teman seluruh hidupku Lengkaplah dunia ku Bawalah aku di dalam doa mu Semoga sentiasa diberkati setiap waktu Tulusnya hati ku, di dalam melengkapimu Semua yang kau perlu Peluklah aku Jika terkenang Semua kau idamkan Semua yang milik mu Kau tercipta untuk diriku Bukan maksud ku Tuk melukaimu Bukan niatku dari dahulu Semua hanya kerna Ku sayang padamu Kau tercipta tuk temani diriku Bersyukur kita pada Yang Esa Terciptanya cinta Ku mendoakan kebahgiaanmu Selalu Peluklah aku Jika terkenang Semua kau idamkan Semua yang milik mu Kau tercipta untuk diriku Bukan maksud ku Tuk melukaimu Bukan niatku dari dahulu Semua hanya kerna Ku sayang padamu Kau tercipta tuk temani diriku Aku bersyukur pada Yang Esa Kau tercipta Dan bukan maksudku Tuk melukaimu Bukan niatku dari dahulu Semua hanya kerna Ku sayang padamu Kau tercipta tuk temani diriku...

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Just some things that we do. Replying to each others' emails. Those last words.. Just made me smile. Every. Single. Time.