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neil with chronic pain omg. i feel like this is an underdeveloped topic in this fandom (i know i say that a lot but hear me out) like for all the torture and pain neil has been through, we dont have enough writing on his leftover pain.
i've broken multiple (6) bones before and i know that shit never really stops hurting. i mean yeah at some point the break heals but the bone will ache and pulse wih pain for like no reason at all
so here this: one day, neil doesn't get out of bed before andrew. neil... doesn't get up at all? andrew blinks his eyes open, ignoring kevin's blaring alarm in favor of looking at neil. neil's still in bed next to him, body tightly curled and face twisted with something andrew doesn't like.
andrew gets up and carefully shuffles out of the bed without disturbing neil. it's clear he's awake, but for some reason he's still in bed. usually on the days that neil indulges in losing his run and staying in bed, he's quick to be out of the bed before andrew, or quick to follow after him. but here, here he's still in the same position as andrew stands over him, observing.
"neil?" he asks. on neil's bad days, he half beats himself to death with exy and runs himself into the ground. he does not however, stay still. something, is wrong.
"hurts" is the grumbled response from under the sheets. it makes andrew's fingers twitch with a need to help, do something--or maybe he's just craving a cigarette. he wishes he could go back and kill everyone that had hurt neil, but he can't. so he doesn't voice this.
instead, he asks, "what do you need?"
"pressure--you on top of me. i don't--it aches. yes or no?" neil grates out. clearly he think's weight on him would help, andrew doubts it. neil knows better than to use andrew to hurt himself, though, so he nods.
neil roll onto his back, leaving himself in a supine position. andrew climbs him and lays down, nearly chest to chest save that andrew is a bit further down with his ear to neil's chest. he listens to the steady heartbeat, lets it soothe the part of him hissing at the contact.
when the cracks in his bones and skin feel like they're resurfacing, neil needs something to hold them together. something solid. andrew. the pressing of his body on his is warm and comforting, everywhere radiating with relief.
Ahhhh i love this and so i drew it how i imagined it ^w^
Sooo I read the Market of Monsters series by Rebecca Schaeffer and have been going insane about it for the past two weeks.
Mainly because I absolutely love the series’ characters, but also because of how grounded the worldbuilding feels inspite of the supernatural elements.
For example, I’ve been thinking about Zannies and their relationship to pain. The more pain they eat, the less pain they feel. The hungrier they are, the stronger they feel pain to the point they begin feeling the pains they last ate in increasing intensity. At the same time their blood contains a strong analgesic that works almost instantly to relieve pain.
Now how would that work on a biochemical level? This for some reason is what my biochemistry loving brain latched onto and I’ve come up with a theory: Since their blood seems to always have the same effect (at least the story doesn’t state otherwise), the analgesic concentration would remain the same regardless of hunger. So maybe Zannies are just as receptive to their own analgesic as others. When they’re well fed they rarely feel pain at all- the analgesic is taking full effect.
But pain is important for monitoring bodily functions and completely inactivating it doesn’t seem sensible, so what if they, alongside the analgesic produce a competitive inhibitor that blocks the analgesic’s effect. The longer they go without eating pain, the longer the inhibitor accumulates, until they reach a pain level that would be assumed normal.
This also means that the body must be adapted to a base presence of analgesic and tune the pain receptors’ sensitivity accordingly.
Now if the Zannie starves? Inhibitor accumulates further, dropping analgesic activity below the baseline and the pain worsens until every single neuron is firing.
This would also go in accordance with Zannie’s ability to feel the pain of those surrounding them. If they’re hyperreceptive, is the analgesic a way to dampen the external sensations? That would explain why they produce such a substance in the first place.
Soooo maybe I’ve been working in the pharmaceutical area for too long, but I love thinking about this concept and the mechanics. If this theory even makes sense at all.
Anyways, I’m losing my mind. Help.
That actually would make alot of sense... never thought about it like that
She came home \(^-^)/
Honestly i love jehts voice (*´▽`*)
What did you guys think about the last world-quest? Personally i cried rivers (._.)
Oh my darling lohen
Oh my poor boys are traumatized T-T
just look at that dead stare from poor lohen
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I've recently created a new genshin account and oml the nostalgia is killing me. Can u believe that it's been almost 6 years since release. Haaahhh (long sigh) i'm getting old (* ̄∇ ̄)
like the idea that Jabberwocky hates syrups. It was probably a habit left over from his time in the shelter: there had been too many animals and too few hands; if everyone needed medication, injections, or some other treatment, there simply wasn’t enough time to spend patiently coaxing one stubborn dog through the process. giving Jab medicine had always been mechanical—holding him still, slipping a syringe into his mouth, and making him swallow whether he liked it or not. It never mattered that the medicine itself might actually taste good. so when Jeremy found himself in the unfortunate position of having to give Jabberwocky some medication for a stomachache, he became determined to teach him a different way: no force. no syringes. the problem was that even fruit flavored syrups weren’t enough to convince Jab to come anywhere near him once he spotted the familiar medicine bottle. Instead, he would retreat to Cat and Laila’s bedroom, march all the way to the farthest corner he could find, and press his forehead against the wall as if that might somehow make him invisible. “Jab… I can still see you.” Jeremy said it every single time he discovered him hiding in yet another corner. and that was usually when the twenty-minute negotiation began, like: “It’s strawberry flavored, Jab. You’ll like it,” Jeremy would insist, crouching nearby. “I’ll even put it in your bowl, okay? No syringe. I promise.” only after a great deal of persuasion would he finally peel himself away from the corner and approaches cautiously—discovering, much to his surprise, that the syrup was actually pretty tasty.
it's so funny when u remember the monsters were going to the gay club every damn weekend. they were straight up regulars. at the gay club. a whole town over. they never once gave a fuck abt the mafia. they had a booth and a 'complicated handshake' with the bouncers and got free drinks from the bartender. no wonder the upperclassmen hated them so much. kevin wdym ur in practice yelling at everyone to push their bodies harder and berating anyone who so much as looks at processed food but last night you were doing bumps of powder poppers and got so drunk that you blacked out. like oh ok aaron you're so broody and uncooperative but u were screaming the lyrics to Crazy in Love on the dance floor last night. cool cool. at least nicky was consistent. getting piss drunk is one of the highest forms of social bonding so u just know those 3 were having drunk convos every week being like *aaron voice* You Guys are Actually My Best Friends. No no listen seriously stop laughing i feel amazing right now i love you guys soo much please be the groomsmen at my wedding oh my god this song is amazing let's dance. then they would wake up the next morning hungover as fck thinking god i hate those guys. never again. rinse and repeat every friday. such is life
This is hilarious and absolutly a headcanon i would a 100% subscribe to
How dare u hide such a gem in the tags?
For context:
It's just sooo funny to me that Jean's in the first few chapters like: "I am Jean Moreau. My place is at Evermore. I will endure."
Because like: no baby your place is in an intense therapy session. Preferably with your emotional support boyfriend
And EVERYONE he meets can see it!!!