Mile

fortis fortuna adiuvat

[atiisle]

[nagpakatangananaman]

Back here agaaain.

[shitbl0gger]

[perfectfeelings]

[nagpakatangananaman]

Tried X and threads but mas prefer ko pala talaga tumblr.

[nagpakatangananaman]

safe space ko pa din talaga tumblr even after 12 years..

[gums]

i highly recommend for women and girls to be intellectually curious and difficult to shame

[escafeism]

I was so inlove with him.

His name was written in every corners of place we've been. I remember him in every place, the trace of his scent, the sound of his laughter and even that upward curve on his lips.

I remember him in every person I meet. He made me believe in miracles, despite that there was obviously no chance for us because he already chose not to give us a try, I still kept on fantasizing that we could happen. I kept on seeking for answers. I was so busy chasing him that I forgot you're on your way to me.

I was so inlove with him.

He changed me a lot. I can not deny the fact that I am still grateful to him for that. I managed to stand up again, I am stronger now than who I was before. I'm more careful now on letting people in, like what I did to you. It took you quite long to finally get my trust. Lots of guys before you had told me everything I wanted to hear from him, but I don't know what's in him that made me cling to him that much. But maybe because, I was madly inlove with him.

I was so inlove with him.

I came to the point that I find happiness everytime he would hurt me as long as he is the one causing that pain, I'll accept everything, wide arms open. It's okay to bleed as long as he's the reason behind my wounds. He was slowly killing me but I still write him letters. I have loved him more than I have loved myself because I was so inlove with him.

I was so inlove with him.

And this is the last time I'm going to say this, because I have you now. You've made me into someone I've never thought I could actually be. I was so inlove with him but I am loving you now, I am yours now. I have learned a lot from him and I know I can do better than before. Just please give me time to still heal myself, I'm still afraid, I'm still in the learning process and I can't bear if you'd just leave me in this state. At least wait for a while until I can finally be able to stand next to you —healed, whole, not broken anymore.

I was so inlove with him but I'm yours now.

—🥀j.a

[likeawolfatthemoon]

hold on to the memories, they will hold on to you

[desactivemaintenant-deactivated]

[rob-walks-deactivated20210614]

whats the hardest thing you ever had to admit to yourself?

[yallstillhere]

I’m the one holding myself back

[disgustinggf]

instead of watching porn we should film our own

[sugarsilk]

high standards protect you from low quality experiences.

[dearkm]

wala namang label pero grabe ako maka-effort tapos ngayon iiyak iyak ako sa katangahan ko

[escafeism]

“Akala niya kasi hindi ako mapapagod maghintay. Akala niya kasi nandyan lang ako sa tabi niya pag may kailangan siya. Akala niya kasi hindi ko ibabaling ang atensyon sa iba. Akala niya kasi hindi ako nasasaktan at okay lang sakin ang mga ginagawa niya. Akala niya kasi masaya ako. Akala niya kasi.”

—  Im sorry. Pagod na pagod na ko. // a.j 

[baekebyan]

Para sayo ‘to...

Para sa mga taong nasaktan, para sa mga taong pinagpalit at iniwan, para sa mga taong pinaasa at muling binalikan kaso hindi pinanindigan, para sa mga taong akala nila sila lang ang mahal pero may kasalo pa lang iba, para sa mga taong ginawa lahat kahit nagmukhang tanga, para sa mga taong tinitiis ang bawat kirot, sakit at luha. Para sa mga taong hindi makausad at maka-move on, para sa mga taong ibinuhos na ang lahat kaso mas pinili silang itapon…

Para sayo ‘to, basahin mo.

“Saludo ako sa pagiging martir mo. Harap-harapan ka nang niloloko pero pilit mong binabalewala kasi mahal mo. Saludo ako sa patuloy mong pagkapit kahit siya, tuluyan ng bumitaw. Saludo ako sa patuloy mong pag-asa sa mga parabulang pinangako niya sayo. Saludo ako sa patuloy mong pananaginip patungkol sa istorya niyong dalawa. Saludo ako sa pagbubulag-bulagan mo sa katotohanan na niloloko ka lang niya. Saludo ako sa pagiging matatag mo at pagiging manhid. Saludo ako sayo kaso, tama na. Mahal mo siya pero nasasaktan ka na. Mahalin mo rin ang sarili mo, bitaw na.”

[escafeism]

Mahirap magmahal ng isang taong hindi pa tapos magmahal ng iba