Life goes on without you

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[cartercaramel]

Living for Tomorrow

“You’ll see me tomorrow because I want to use my story so that others can live happier ones.”

I live for tomorrow because my friends and family need me.

I live for tomorrow because the youth group I work for need me.

I live for tomorrow so that I can share my story.

I live for tomorrow so that I can stop a friend from ending their life.

I live for tomorrow so that I can search for love.

I live for tomorrow because my future wife and kids depend on it.

I live for tomorrow so that I can spread the Gospel.

I live for tomorrow because some people didn’t get to.

I live for tomorrow because I’m excited to see what tomorrow brings.

I live for tomorrow because I can’t wait to see my friends.

I live for tomorrow because I’m excited about school.

I live for tomorrow because my best friend is going through hard times, and she needs me to be here when she calls at 4AM because she needs someone to talk to.

I live for tomorrow because my friends want to spend time with me, even when I’m feeling down.

I live for tomorrow because the shy kid in the youth group needs an old figure who understands.

I live for tomorrow because my community needs more hope and love.

I live for tomorrow because I’m excited to see my niece and nephew again.

I live for tomorrow because I’ve learned that life is worth living.

I live for tomorrow because life is beautiful, and tomorrow will be beautiful.

I live for tomorrow because tomorrow means hope.

I live for tomorrow so that I can share my hope with others.

I live for tomorrow because someone out there need to hear my story.

I live for tomorrow because my depression no longer holds me in my past.

I live for tomorrow because my future is full of tomorrows.

I live for tomorrow because I want to be there when my best friend gets married.

I live for tomorrow because we can end the stigma of mental illness.

I live for tomorrow because I want to end the silence.

I live for tomorrow so that I can talk to people about suicide prevention.

I live for tomorrow because I refuse to lose another person to suicide.

I live for tomorrow because I refuse to let my friends lose me to suicide.

I live for tomorrow because I want to be here for you.

I live for tomorrow because God loves me.

I live for tomorrow because my friends and family love me.

I live for tomorrow because I love you. In case no one has told you that today. I love you. And you’re beautiful. I hope these words have found you in a good place, in a good time. But if they haven’t, if you’re struggling, whether it’s with depression, self-harm, or addiction. Just know that you are not alone. You are loved. You are worth it. Hope is real. Help is real. Recover is possible. Love is real.

If you or someone you know are struggling, or someone you know is showing signs of suicide, please seek help.

https://twloha.com/find-help/local-resources/

http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/

Please, feel free to talk to me if you need someone to talk to.

[classwarfairy]

shout out to everyone who was forced to internalize all their emotions growing up and now have a constant underlying anger that colors every part of their lives bc they never got to learn how to process their feelings

[s-ensitivus]

[writingsforwinter]

The Morning After I Killed Myself

The morning after I killed myself, I woke up.

I made myself breakfast in bed. I added salt and pepper to my eggs and used my toast for a cheese and bacon sandwich. I squeezed a grapefruit into a juice glass. I scraped the ashes from the frying pan and rinsed the butter off the counter. I washed the dishes and folded the towels.

The morning after I killed myself, I fell in love. Not with the boy down the street or the middle school principal. Not with the everyday jogger or the grocer who always left the avocados out of the bag. I fell in love with my mother and the way she sat on the floor of my room holding each rock from my collection in her palms until they grew dark with sweat. I fell in love with my father down at the river as he placed my note into a bottle and sent it into the current. With my brother who once believed in unicorns but who now sat in his desk at school trying desperately to believe I still existed.

The morning after I killed myself, I walked the dog. I watched the way her tail twitched when a bird flew by or how her pace quickened at the sight of a cat. I saw the empty space in her eyes when she reached a stick and turned around to greet me so we could play catch but saw nothing but sky in my place. I stood by as strangers stroked her muzzle and she wilted beneath their touch like she did once for mine.

The morning after I killed myself, I went back to the neighbors’ yard where I left my footprints in concrete as a two year old and examined how they were already fading. I picked a few daylilies and pulled a few weeds and watched the elderly woman through her window as she read the paper with the news of my death. I saw her husband spit tobacco into the kitchen sink and bring her her daily medication.

The morning after I killed myself, I watched the sun come up. Each orange tree opened like a hand and the kid down the street pointed out a single red cloud to his mother.

The morning after I killed myself, I went back to that body in the morgue and tried to talk some sense into her. I told her about the avocados and the stepping stones, the river and her parents. I told her about the sunsets and the dog and the beach.

The morning after I killed myself, I tried to unkill myself, but couldn’t finish what I started.

[shes-cured]

I needed this tonight

[thequeen117-deactivated20150917]

If you’re looking for a sign not to then this is it. My inbox is open if you think talking to a stranger will help.

[learnhowtoadult]

This is devastating and precious. Wow.

[thespiderpuppies818-deactivated]

If anyone needs this, here you go. Just remember that somebody, somewhere always cares about you.

[snow-fury-deactivated20170226]

“A man can’t be raped or abused by a woman-”

“Men are physically stronger than women so they can take abuse-”

“I bet he enjoyed it-”

“Male rape is less common so it doesn’t matter-”

“You’re not a true feminist if you address male problems too-”

“They’re men. They’ll get over it-”

[daddystamina-deactivated2015011]

Reblog if it is okay to start talking to you.

[0raccoonwitch]

WHEN ITS THE 14TH CENTURY BUT U TURNT AF

[zackisontumblr]

[wsswatson]

OH MY GOD STOP SAYING THAT DOCTORS SHOULDN’T SAY ‘IT’S A BOY’ OR ‘IT’S A GIRL’ AT BIRTH

IT’S NOT ABOUT ‘FORCING GENDER ROLES ON BABIES’ IT’S ABOUT ENSURING THAT THE CHILD GETS THE BEST CARE POSSIBLE BASED ON THEIR BIOLOGICAL SEX JFC

[dvhs-inactive]

biological sex doesn’t exist and by assigning a gender to babies at birth parents will assume they have to gender everything their child does and wears and by doing so it 1. makes transgender kids think they’re weird or a mistake and keeps the parent uneducated about gender and 2. and it actively harms their mental state so go fuck yourself

[misscin101]

No. Fuck you. Biological sex does exist as being a certain sex puts you at higher risk for certain stuff like say fucking OVARIAN CANCER IF YOU’RE OF THE FUCKING FEMALE SEX. Like they said, its about getting them the best medical care. A trans man and cis female might both have to deal with periods cause they are both of the fucking female sex so get off YOUR HIGH FUCKING HORSE YOU FUCKING MORON. Not everything is about being politically correct. 

While yes it sucks that parents will gender based on sex that doesn't FUCKING MEAN DOCTORS SHOULDN'T DETERMINE THE CHILD’S SEX.

[not-so-casually-obsessed]

and doctors arent responsible for parents being shitty and gendering clothes/bedrooms/etc 

[dazzling-hollyhock-deactivated2]

FUCKING FINALLY

[catskid100]

open RP

“Hey~”

[lordstarscream-deactivated20180]

Sasuke scoffed and glared at the girl standing before him. “Sharpay Evans. I know you were the one who ordered my older brother to destroy my clan. For that, you shall die!” He roared, closing his eyes and activating his Sharingan. ” I WILL AVENGE MY FAMILY!”

[catskid100]

“I’d love to see you try, sasuke”

[naive--orleans]

PLEASE READ

Okay maybe I got your attention.

Hi, I’m Carter. And I’m raising money for the American Foundation for Suicide Prevention. They are holding an Out of Darkness suicide prevention walk at my university, and I wanted to not only participate, but also raise money.

I have attempted suicide before, and I’ve lost a few friends from suicide as well. I have found that there is hope in the world, but everyone deserves to know this. The AFSP hopes to make that happen. 

If you can donate, please do! Thanks guys! 

http://afsp.donordrive.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=donorDrive.participant&participantID=736384

[naive--orleans]

There is still time to help out with this amazing organization. Please help out! 

[hozyest-deactivated20160509]

one time I went grocery shopping with my moms friend and she’s an amputee so we parked in the handicap spot and then when we were leaving the car some white lady started screaming at her from across the lot saying she should be ashamed of herself for parking in a special stall when she’s perfectly healthy so my moms friend calmly removed her prosthetic hand and threw it at the lady

[burgrs1994-deactivated20151224]

I failed my final because a GIRL sitting next to me was wearing a TANK TOP ad i saw her sholders and got distracted all the blood in my brain went to my huge Dong

[yutoube-deactivated20131225]

i need a hug right now also five hundred thousand dollars in cash

[cj-twig-deactivated20241014]

i want kids but i dont wanna be pregnant or give birth but i dont wanna adopt either because i want them to be mine do you see my problem

basically you want to be a father

[todes-stille-blog]

this is the most accurate thing i ever read

[naive--orleans]

Adopting is good and cool. I'm 100% my adoptive parents children.

[perrfectly]

someone date me so we can own dogs together 

[bombing]

why are you against incest?

an actual person typed this out and hit send