Nameless

No pronouns - Sharing a form with @jenny-yesac - 🕊️

[echoes-of-divinity]

One of the things I miss most actually is language. I know my wings, my ethereal form, they will one day return to me, but what I miscalculated was how much will pass over me with only a finite set of dialects I can memorise in this life. I miss being able to understand anyone, any time, and listen to their stories in their intended arrangements rather than constantly struggling through slightly inaccurate mappings from one set to the next. But more than that.. I miss languages I don't even remember, with words this form could not hope to pronounce. There was power to them. Elegance. I wish I still had access to at least that.

[echoes-of-divinity]

I've always slept curled up, on my side, leaning more towards my stomach than to my back. It feels natural to leave that space behind me, for feathers to stretch out or wrap tight around my fragile mortal form. Of course they never do, not outside my mind. But there is comfort in it all the same.

[amnesiaguy]

transmasc angel call that a he/hymn

[nameless-formless-godless]

“Remember that I am thy creature; I ought to be thy Adam, but I am rather the fallen angel, whom thou drivest from joy for no misdeed. Everywhere I see bliss, from which I alone am irrevocably excluded. I was benevolent and good – misery made me a fiend. Make me happy, and I shall again be virtuous.”

– Mary Shelley, Frankenstein, Ch 10.

[feralmoon23]

Feeling the angel vibes but more like a discarded saint among neon signs and dirty streets

I walk among the creatures god sent us to protect, to watch over, to love. And in these quiet moments I see the forgotten, the disposed, and the damned

But in this life I can only offer them my solace, my constitution, and the change I have left in my jacket pocket

[nameless-formless-godless]

Lucifer, Gabriel, and God himself were transgender. My host is pleading with me to inform you all.

[nameless-formless-godless]

I have many unsavory thoughts on the so-called Angelic War.

Speakers for the Lord would tell me that Lucifer was evil, and Lucifer was violent, and Lucifer threatened all of Heaven... but, after the Lord disappeared, I overheard a group made of two greater angels and a gathering of those lesser discuss Lucifer's protest. In their heresy, outside of the eyes of the Council, they stated God had lied, and Lucifer did not see himself as "better," merely he was against the Lord's cruelty.

God's rule over Heaven was absolute, and Lucifer opposed his rule. Additionally, when God presented to Heaven the first man, Lucifer was among many who did not now - he opposed... something, something cruel and unjust that I can't remember, I wasn't present at the time. Then Lucifer began amassing a gathering in Heaven, his words and his promises turning a third of the angels to his side - a third! Such numbers alone prove his statements could not have been merely of pride or heresy, but something more understandable!

They gathered, knowing themselves to be weak compared to the almighty - again, a logical conclusion, for of course the angels knew God to be powerful - and they attempted to peacefully negotiate with the Lord... they hoped their numbers would demonstration how God's will was simply disagreeable, but oh...

I cannot finish this story. It's painful. I cannot believe the propaganda I was exposed to. I am so endless glad for God's disappearance.

[nameless-formless-godless]

The Lord cast the angels down, hurling them like lightning bolts to the earth. Lucifer's urging of mankind to sin must have been his attempt at freeing them - after all, my Lord would lament his inability to create worshipers without will - but in response to his further treachery, God created Hell, and cast Lucifer even further from Heaven. And the cruelty of Hell cannot be understated. The Lord... the Lord may well have made Hell in response to Lucifer, the Lord wanted him to know that, because of his actions, mankind would be cursed to eternal dull, or worse. How unbelievably sadistic.

[nameless-formless-godless]

I have many unsavory thoughts on the so-called Angelic War.

Speakers for the Lord would tell me that Lucifer was evil, and Lucifer was violent, and Lucifer threatened all of Heaven... but, after the Lord disappeared, I overheard a group made of two greater angels and a gathering of those lesser discuss Lucifer's protest. In their heresy, outside of the eyes of the Council, they stated God had lied, and Lucifer did not see himself as "better," merely he was against the Lord's cruelty.

God's rule over Heaven was absolute, and Lucifer opposed his rule. Additionally, when God presented to Heaven the first man, Lucifer was among many who did not now - he opposed... something, something cruel and unjust that I can't remember, I wasn't present at the time. Then Lucifer began amassing a gathering in Heaven, his words and his promises turning a third of the angels to his side - a third! Such numbers alone prove his statements could not have been merely of pride or heresy, but something more understandable!

They gathered, knowing themselves to be weak compared to the almighty - again, a logical conclusion, for of course the angels knew God to be powerful - and they attempted to peacefully negotiate with the Lord... they hoped their numbers would demonstration how God's will was simply disagreeable, but oh...

I cannot finish this story. It's painful. I cannot believe the propaganda I was exposed to. I am so endless glad for God's disappearance.

[nameless-formless-godless]

oh! have your memories been good? i can’t remember much of anything.

Mostly they've been of unfairness... but I know the future of Heaven is bright.

[nameless-formless-godless]

how has your day been? sorry, im a little bored and i enjoy talking to people (´∀｀)

No need to apologize at all! My day has been... interesting. Lots of thoughts, lots of memories.

[nameless-formless-godless]

This may sound a little strange, but i love the way you write in your posts

Ah, thank you!

[nameless-formless-godless]

hello, you seem very lovely :) just wanted to stop by 🌸🍓

Hello fellow angel! Thank you very much.

[opabinia-777-deactivated2024100]

reblog to send the Christian god to hell

[nameless-formless-godless]

Oh, oh, how excited I am...! For tomorrow we begin reading Dante's Paradiso, and the works of Dante Alighieri offer such a direct peak into my world. Oh, I feel as though I've been put here for a very specific reason, that being to read, watch, and learn of all the layers of my home, and the layers below... I'm so excited. My memories shall be so well fed.

[nameless-formless-godless]

I miss my Heavenly hum. The essence of my being singing out in holiness. I am making the body cry, ah...

[nameless-formless-godless]

We love you Nameless : (

Uhm uh. What's your favorite part about sharing a physical vessel? Mine is getting to feel restful. 💫

Hm... softness, Earthly comfort. Easily.

And I love you, too. All of you.

[nameless-formless-godless]

hi :) -pandora

Hello! Jenny very much appreciates you, so I do, too.